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"Shen Yu, where are you?"

Lin Xing backed down with himself, he couldn't turn a blind eye to the gloomy sadness.

As he thought, his body instinctively would be excited and sad for depression.

He said "sorry" to the professor, added his WeChat friends and rushed all the way to the gloomy ktv private room.

On the way, Shen Yu seemed to have passed out drunk.He burped and called "little milk candy" a "little milk ball".

Like a naive child, he giggled and said, "Little milk ball? It's a small milk ball!"

Lin Xing was sitting in the back seat of the taxi. He took out some toilet paper from his pocket and wiped his endless tears.

Depressed and happy out of shape, he was also out of shape in his heart.

As if Shen Yu suddenly thought of something, his tone became much lighter.

"Little milk ball. The champion is your dream, and you are my dream."

"So, I won the first prize, and you are mine."

Lin Xing ran out of toilet paper.

This is not the first time the driver has seen a boy who couldn't help himself crying in the car.

While waiting for the red light, he handed Lin Xing a pack of tissue paper from the front seat, and sighed, "It's nice to be young."

Lin Xing plugged in the earphone cable, and cried quietly from getting in the car to getting off the car.The driver didn't even realize he was on the phone.

When he was handing over his mobile phone to pay, a low, depressed and tired voice came over.

"Little milk ball, don't hang up the phone."

"It's fine if you don't talk."

"Let me hear your even breathing, they must be saying "I love you"."

Lin Xing shook his hand, the phone fell from his hand, and the earphone cable was also torn apart.

A gloomy and gentle voice sounded from under the car seat, and the handset was not turned on, and no one heard him say "I love you."

The door of the ktv room was pushed open.

More than a dozen people looked at Lin Xing, none of them had contempt in their eyes, only shock.

None of them thought that Lin Xing would be gay...

Lin Xing didn't greet anyone, he went straight to the dark corner where he was depressed.

There were still wet tears on the gloomy face.

Lin Xing sighed. Under the eyes of everyone, he took Shen Yu's hand and said softly, "Shen Yu, let's go home."

Weeping so sadly that he couldn't open his eyes, he felt the warmth in his hand and squeezed it hard.He said, "Little Toffee, I dreamed about you again."

Lin Xing couldn't cry anymore, his voice was rough, "This is not a dream."

Shen Yu smiled at him, tilted his head and fell asleep.The hand is still holding Lin Xing tightly and will not let go.

When he was leaving, Lin Xing apologized to the people in the private room, before he stepped out of the private room door, he turned his head, "I am indeed gay."

There was a dead silence in the private room.

Only Bai Xiao, he yelled at Lin Xing's back, "Brother Lin, I wish you happiness!"

Lin Xing dragged Shen Yu back to the Nancheng Hotel. He was worried that Shen Yu would sleep alone, so he just sat on the sofa and looked at him.

Shen Yu sleeps very soundly, he can't kick the quilt or talk in sleep.At most, he whispered a few times, as if he had a nightmare.

The lights in the room were turned on all night, and Lin Xing sat on the sofa thinking all night.

He unplugged the room phone to prevent its morning call from waking up Depression.

When he went to the nearby supermarket to buy milk with a pair of panda eyes and bloodshot eyes, he frightened the cashier, thinking that some criminals had come out to hang around.

Lin Xing was not in a hurry to go back to the hotel, it was only less than six o'clock.

He wanted to take a few more steps in this too strange city.

Unknowingly, he clicked on Baidu Maps, and he entered a takoyaki shop that Shen Yu took a picture of himself.

The street is very quiet, the morning fog has not dissipated, and there is a faint blush on the far horizon.

It took Lin Xing half an hour to walk from the hotel to the shop. The proprietress looked at him in surprise. She didn't expect that there were people who got up so early to eat takoyaki.

Lin Xing ordered one, which was actually quite delicious.But it does have a milder taste than the takoyaki in Yizhong cafeteria.

His eyes fell on Shen Yufa's "not very tasty", he couldn't help smiling, asked the proprietress to pack another one, and went to the hotel after paying.

Nancheng couldn't get a taxi at this time, so he unconsciously quickened his pace.Maybe it's because I'm afraid that the octopus will not taste good if it's cold.

When Lin Xing opened the door, he hadn't woken up from depression. He maintained the position he had just fallen asleep and gasped for breath, like a cute and weak kitten.

He twirled the quilt for Shen Yu, and unexpectedly saw the leather bracelet on Shen Yu's hand.

The bracelet is still as new as it was three years ago, as if it was just bought.

He touched the bracelet lightly, opened his eyes gloomily but suddenly, and held his wrist.

Looking at each other, they froze for a moment.

All the things about being drunk last night flooded into his mind, he looked at the thoughtful face in front of him, and madly kissed Lin Xing's lips.

Like a beast tearing at food.

Lin Xing was taken aback by him, and wanted to push away Shen Yu in astonishment, and Shen Yu asked him in a hoarse voice: "Little Toffee, why are you leaving?"

After he finished speaking, he teased all Lin Xing's sensitive areas.

Lin Xing's body softened for a moment, and there was lust in his eyes.

"Depressed, you get up."

Shen Yu held Lin Xing's hands, and he gently blew into his ear, with a bewitching voice, "Where's your bracelet?"

Lin Xing's eyelashes were trembling, and he couldn't help saying, "At the Jing family."

Sullenly bit his collarbone punitively, and said in an unhappy and aggrieved tone, "Little Toffee, I've been wearing it close to my body for three years."

Lin Xing was speechless.

Shen Yu held him in his arms, greedily sniffing the faint fragrance of Lin Xing's body, pinched Lin Xing's palm, "Don't go."

He didn't ask where Lin Xing went, why he didn't reply to the message, and he didn't ask if he still loved him.Just whispered to him not to go.

The emotion in Lin Xing's heart was almost unbearable, and Jing Xiangbei's voice rang in his ears again. "Do you think your grandma will die in peace!"

Like a magic sound, more like his inner demon.

He may not be able to cross this chasm.

But as long as this gap remains, it will be impossible for him and Shen Yu.

His voice was cold and distant, "Depressed, I don't want to be gay."

Shen Yu seemed to be struck by lightning, he was stunned, unable to speak for a long while.

It wasn't until Lin Xing left his arms that he asked, "Why?"

Lin Xing turned his head away, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the room, looking at Nuoda's Nancheng, the restlessness in his heart was finally frozen.

"Are you addicted to being gay?"

The words of deja vu made Shen Yu unable to regain his senses.

Si Yan said the same thing, and then he and Si Yan got into a fight.

But now that these words came out of Lin Xing's mouth, he not only couldn't move, but wanted to find a place to hide.

He didn't know how he said it, anyway, Lin Xing ran out of the room as if fleeing.

"Little toffee, I'm addicted."

He's so addicted to his world that he can't let it go.

Lin Xing was born to let him fall for him.

For Lin Xing, he walked into the deviant crowd without hesitation, he didn't care about the opinions of the world, this was his willingness.

But he couldn't do without Lin Xing.