Temporary cohabitation

Speaking of which, Zhong Yu is also Cheng Shi's high school classmate.

Song Ziyang first heard about Cheng Shi's rumors from Zhong Yu, and it was more or less impersonal.

The last time I tried to drink wine, it changed somewhat, but after all, I was not very optimistic, "What are your plans in the future, have you thought about it? You can't get married and have children in the future, and there will be a couple of irrelevant people in the family."

Ren Mingyao didn't say when the process consciousness would leave.He subconsciously felt that Cheng Shi had nowhere to go, and he would not leave easily if he had a place to be taken in.

But Ren Mingyao is a good young man, whether it's good for friends to connect with each other, or for the elders to take care of introducing, there is no shortage of people.There is no shortage of men and women.

From Song Ziyang's standpoint, of course he still hopes that his buddy can live a normal life.He always felt that Ren Mingyao was too stupid, lacking in emotion, not necessarily because he really liked men.

Cheng Shi did have a beautiful face, he had seen it with his own eyes, and he had to admit it.

But Cheng Zhi is as beautiful as a woman.The so-called first love in high school may be just a hazy heartbeat in adolescence, and it is possible to mistake it for liking because it is unclear.

When it comes to this kind of problem, Ren Mingyao frowned impatiently, with the attitude of "leave me alone", "I don't know, I haven't thought about it, and I don't want to think about it."

"Hey...Brother, it's been three or four years since we graduated." Song Ziyang said angrily, "Can you be more mature?"

It's hard to imagine just by looking at it.It is said that Song Ziyang is reckless and stubborn, but Ren Mingyao is the one who does his own thing more than him, and even perfunctory questions that he doesn't want to answer are too laborious.

"Didn't you still talk about your bento with me a few days ago? Why don't you mention it now? They won't make it for you?"

Ren Mingyao brought out the tone of "someone in my family", "I have been eating at home recently, what more lunch box do I need?"

"He is quite virtuous."

Song Ziyang paused, "You know what I'm talking about, don't blame me for not listening to you. But we're not kids who just went to college, right? Some of the classmates in the same class have their first child on the full moon, and they're at the right age. Think about your life."

"If you only want him to be able to do housework, then to be honest, you can find a reliable nanny. There are many girls who can love others, and you don't necessarily have to have him."

Song Ziyang said, "You have to think clearly, is it the sixteen or seventeen-year-old Cheng Shi you like, or this person?"

First love is unforgettable for a lifetime, understandable.What I once missed, now I want to grab it, and I can understand it.

But this kind of psychology of making up for shortcomings is not the whole of feelings, let alone the whole of life.

The more people who have never been in love, the easier it is to be manipulated when encountering such a thing.Song Ziyang was worried that this buddy was inexperienced and would be cheated by a man.

But Ren Mingyao didn't seem to understand this kind of thinking, "Why do you ask that?"

"Cheng Zhi is Cheng Zhi."

After so many years, he has never liked anyone else, and he doesn't know whether he likes men or women.

But he knows he likes process awareness.

When he didn't realize it, he once loved someone without restraint.

At that time, his parents were not even in the country, and he was thrown to Maohua without taking care of his parents. Even if he was not so sentimental by nature, he would inevitably be depressed for a while.

Playing ball met a group of playmates, but they were all rough old men.Cheng Shi was the first friend he really made friends with.

He remembered that he had said many hypocritical things to Cheng Shi.Cheng Shi is the best listener.Facing Cheng Shi, it was like facing another soft side of himself, those shy, young people's grievances and annoyances, they could say anything.

Cheng Shi always smiled gently, and then comforted him softly.Even if it is the same words, the effect from his lips is different from that of others.

He has infinite patience and understanding, and he can tolerate all confusion and pain.He is softness itself.

He also deserves to be treated softly.

So whatever Ren Mingyao has, he must give it to Cheng Shi.Even if there was only one copy, he felt that Cheng Shi liked it, so he would give it away without thinking.Cheng Shi once ate imported snacks that he said he liked, and he would order them back when he found a purchasing agent.A collector's edition of Cheng Shi's favorite comics was released, and he ran all over the city's bookstores to buy them as birthday presents.

Cheng Shi said that the university he wanted to go to had a beautiful Taoyuan road, and in spring, he could see the rain of flowers in full bloom.He quarreled with his parents and gave up the opportunity to study abroad.

He was willing to tell Cheng Shi everything, but he never said these things.

Cheng Shi is too easily burdened, and even a little precious gift is hard to accept calmly.So the snacks are bought casually, the autographed comics are given by friends, and that desirable university has always been their common goal.

What little thought he had, was devoted to Cheng Shi.

And when he discovered the true definition of this mind, Cheng Shi had just tasted the taste of secret love for a few days, and Cheng Shi left without saying goodbye.

So he sang a one-man show from beginning to end.

He no longer knows what kind of relationship line can be called "like". He didn't even realize who he was writing about until the first draft of "Rainy Day" was written.After discovering the shadow of Cheng Shi in those plots, he deliberately avoided it, and never wrote a decent emotional drama again.

He never thought that the goodbye meeting would be like today, nor did he think about how to plan in the future.He just wanted to keep Cheng Shi by his side, and it didn't matter what else happened.When I was away, I kept thinking about it in my heart, and when it appeared, I pulled it to my side and kept it.Stay as long as you can, even if one day Cheng Shi will get married and have children, it will be until that day.

He doesn't like to meddle in other people's business, but he has been the squad leader for several years.He didn't like studying, but he gritted his teeth and sprinted to get into a key university.

He was tired of others interfering in his life, but he wanted to keep Cheng Shi by his side.

From before to now, all the abnormal behaviors he has done are to keep Cheng Shi by his side.

Song Ziyang felt that his mind was not normal, "How many years have you been secretly in love with him...seven years? Or eight years?"

Ren Mingyao said lightly, "Can't you?"

In an age where efficiency is important even in love and marriage, long-term lovers are like a joke.

"You don't care what I do so much, just focus on chasing yourself."

The hot pot is still boiling.After finishing the business, it was getting late, he got up and left, "Let's go."

"Hey...then why did I go to your house a few days ago, I was on top, I was a little impulsive."

Song Ziyang scratched the back of his head and said, "But your little first love is quite drinkable, and I must be mad at you. Next time we meet, I have to match him up."

Ren Mingyao waved his hand, "Tell me later."

**

When I got home, the living room was dark.Ren Mingyao stood at the door uncomfortably, fumbling to turn on the light in the entrance.

No one at home.There were still leftover fruits and snacks on the dining table. He changed into his slippers and walked to Cheng Shi's room. He knocked hard on the door and opened it. It was ajar and unlocked.

Through the crack of the door, you can see the layout inside, the computer drawing board, and the pajamas you just changed from the corner of the end of the bed, all of which are still in place.

He returned to the living room, sat at the dining table bored and played with his mobile phone for a while.After a few minutes, the door lock rang again. Cheng Shi brought Cheng Xiaojun back, saw that he arrived home first, and waved happily, "Are you off work? I'm going to see you off."

"Ah."

Ren Mingyao watched him squat down to help Cheng Xiaojun change his slippers, and then smiled and picked up the child, "Xiaojun seems to be sleepy, I'm stuck on the way back and I can't walk well."

Cheng Xiaojun liked Guan Tong, and on the way to send Guan Tong out, the two children, one big and one small, ran after each other in the community, and played for a while before saying goodbye.

The small sweat towel stuffed into the back was soaked, Cheng Shi took him back to the room and changed into dry clothes, he just wanted to fall over, but still stubbornly held his head, not wanting to give in to the sleepiness .

Cheng Shi couldn't help laughing, and softly coaxed him to sleep, explaining that he could play with his beautiful sister again tomorrow.He persisted for another 2 minutes before falling asleep with his mouth open.

Is it unhealthy to breathe like this?Cheng Shi helped him lift his chin and close it, but when he let go, his mouth opened wide again.Go for a physical examination after a while, and ask the doctor if there is any good way to correct it.

Gently closing the door, when he was going to take a shower, he noticed that Ren Mingyao hadn't returned to the room from the corner of his eyes, and subconsciously walked this way, "Do you want something to eat?"

"Ate."

"what."

Then why are you still sitting outside?Usually they go back to their room after supper to do their own business.

Cheng Shi was unconsciously worried, so he pulled the chair beside him and sat down, "Why don't you take a rest, isn't work going well?"

Ren Mingyao shook his head and said in a low voice, "I want to stay with you for a while."

"Ah good."

Cheng Shi was taken aback, thinking that maybe today was not going well.But he can only draw, there is nothing he can do to help, so he can only sit with him for a while.

Ren Mingyao didn't say why he was depressed, he didn't need to say anything, he just "stayed with him for a while" and kept staring at him.

The black eyes are a bit like Cheng Xiaojun's, but the childish pupils are full of childish and bright light, and there are incomprehensible emotions in these eyes looking at him, which are too deep, as if some light has entered , will be swallowed clean.

Cheng Shi was inexplicably flustered, as if he was afraid of being seen by him like this. He lowered his eyelashes and dared not look at each other. He avoided it for a few seconds before raising his eyes again, but he still met that unchanging gaze.

Trembling in his heart, he stood up suddenly, and the chair made a lot of movement, "Do you... want coffee? I'll get it."

Before Ren Mingyao could answer, he went straight to the kitchen, shoveled coffee beans and poured them into the machine, relying on the sound of coffee beans being ground to hide his panic.

Ren Mingyao didn't realize it, he enjoyed staring at people.

I feel at ease.

When he lived alone, his life was too general, and it became more obvious when he was free. He always had to find something to do before he felt that life was meaningful.

If Cheng Shi was by his side, no matter what he did—even if he didn't do anything, but just stayed by, he would feel appropriate.

Cheng Zhi is Cheng Zhi.

"Did you just come back?" The person in front of the coffee machine broke the silence, "Guan Guan just left, and if you come back 10 minutes earlier, maybe you can meet downstairs."

"Don't worry." Ren Mingyao said, "It's the same when I see you tomorrow."

"Yeah. Guan Guan will play with the children. It's the first time I see Xiao Jun having so much fun with someone I just met."

When he mentioned his friends, his tone became brisk, and after serving out coffee, he told interesting stories about playing in the afternoon.In his mouth, Cheng Xiaojun is cute, and the little girl is also cute. Even because he saw Guan Tong for the first time today, he mentioned the little girl more frequently than his little nephew.

Ren Mingyao listened silently, and after a while, he asked bluntly and directly: "Do you like her?"

"..."

Suddenly such a nonsensical sentence.Cheng Zhiyu froze for a long time before he couldn't tell whether to laugh or cry, "What nonsense are you talking about? I have always regarded her as a younger sister."

Think of her as a younger sister?That's why I've always had a good relationship with her.

How many such "good sisters" has he had in the past eight years?

Ren Mingyao looked at the coffee at the bottom of the cup, and said inappropriately, "There is no milk foam."

"..."

I almost finished drinking before I remembered to say it.

What I usually drink for him is milk and sugar.Cheng Shi saw him drinking this soulless cup of coffee, and explained patiently, "Guan Guan said he wanted a latte this afternoon, but he just ran out of ingredients after making two cups for her. I'll replenish it tomorrow."

Even the last share of milk was taken away by his good sister.

Ren Mingyao fell into an absurdly wronged situation, and became stingier than ever before, "You said you bought it for me."

"...How about I order you takeaway from the coffee shop downstairs? It should be delivered soon."

"I don't want to drink anymore."

Cheng Shi was speechless for a while, but seeing him like this, he wanted to laugh a little. He stretched out his finger and poked the back of his hand carefully, "Did you encounter something unhappy today?"

"No." Ren Mingyao finished his coffee and got up consciously to wash the cups.Cheng Shi followed him with his eyes, turned around and lay down on the back of the chair, holding his chin and thinking about how to comfort him in this situation.

You can't really be unhappy because of a cup of coffee, right?

During the few seconds of thinking, Ren Mingyao had already washed and dried the cup, and put it back on the cup holder.Looking up and seeing him in a daze, he couldn't help shouting, "Cheng Shi."

Cheng Shi quickly came back to his senses, his shadow reflected in his eyes, "Say it."

There was no light in the kitchen.The nearest light source is above the dining table, above Cheng Shi's head.Standing in the dark, Ren Mingyao looked at the light all over his body, and felt like a character whose role had come to an end, leaving Cheng Shi's life stage early.

He hated this kind of imagination very much, and returned to the stage with self-reliance and stubbornness, sitting at the brightly lit dining table with Cheng Shi, and he felt a little more comfortable.

Cheng Shi was still waiting for his next words with his face on his back, and he couldn't help but hear him ask, "Did you think of me in these few years?"

"..."

Why did you ask this all of a sudden?

Cheng Shi wanted to ask him back, what kind of stimulation he had received to say such a stupid thing, "Of course."

"Even ordinary students can do it, right? Besides, didn't we always play well when we were in school?"

Ren Mingyao asked again, "How good is it?"

"..."

How to answer this question?Feelings cannot be quantified, so add, subtract, multiply and divide to calculate a score.

Cheng Shi carefully considered, thinking of what to say so as not to look too suspicious, "It's just...you are the only one I'm still in touch with."

It is not right to say that.No way.Because he knew that he himself was suspicious, no matter what he said, he felt guilty.

"Ah... by the way, I told Guan Guan that we will go to the comic exhibition together tomorrow, and she is looking forward to meeting you." He could only change the subject, "Guan Guan said that he would introduce Little Wolf... no, he would introduce her brother Get to know us."

I almost said something wrong again.Fortunately, Ren Mingyao kindly let him go, and continued to ask without hesitation.

"I don't understand anything at the comic exhibition tomorrow, do I need to make up lessons?"

"It's okay, just go and play first. If you are interested, I will tell you slowly later, and it's not at this moment."

But this kind of positive spirit of cramming is very touching.Cheng Shi relaxed his vigilance for a while, and blurted out, "Actually, just read the comics in the study. They are all classic works. If you like them, you can find many like them."

Ren Mingyao raised his eyebrows: "Did you see that box of comics?"

"……Correct."

I can't relax for a moment.He bit the bullet and said, "I saw it by accident when I was cleaning the study a few days ago."

"I didn't mean to mess with your stuff... I just glanced at it, and didn't open it. I don't even remember what's in it, ha. You kept it very good, very good... I didn't expect you Still a nostalgic person."

More and more chaos.He wrinkled his face in annoyance, raised his eyes and peeked, only to find that Ren Mingyao was looking at him again with that incomprehensible look.

Also smiled.

Cheng Shi seldom saw such an expression on his face, he was confused by his laughter, even those dark eyes turned colorful black in the hallucination, and heard the next sentence in a trance.

"I don't miss the old days." Ren Mingyao said.

Just miss you.

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