Temporary cohabitation

The kisses that attacked him became more and more fierce.However, Cheng Shi's consciousness gradually slackened, and a voice in his mind crazily shouted "Cheng Shi, what are you doing, stop now", but his body could not be controlled rationally, and the raised hand was just placed on the back of Ren Mingyao's neck, stroking gently .

He accepts silently with his soft body, as if he can forgive and tolerate all atrocities.Ren Mingyao didn't dare to think that if someone else treated him like this, would he bear everything with the same attitude.I dare not even think, if he is crying like this now, is it because of others at all.

Yingying, Guan Tong, or any other netizen, has he ever been lying in another person's arms and crying like this in the past eight years?

He closed his eyes tightly, and when he was kissed, whose face would appear in his mind?

If he has to leave no matter what, how can he stay?Could it really be shut up at home without seeing the light of day?

The uneasiness of gaining and losing was magnified infinitely by the alcohol, extending from the wine table to the sofa, Ren Mingyao could be driven crazy by these thoughts, only felt that what he said was bullshit, and most of the promises he gave Cheng Shi were false.

He doesn't have that much patience at all, he can't ignore the blank past, and he can't hold the future in his hands with certainty.He desperately wanted a guarantee, but there was nothing he could do about Cheng Shi.How can there be such a person who looks so easy to bully, but actually refuses to accept it.

I really want to see with my own eyes what kind of thoughts are in this body.

Anyway, if you don't eat hard and soft, it's better to put aside your scruples and just rely on instinct.Ren Mingyao's breathing became heavier, and there was a fire in his head, burning most of his reason into scorched earth. A hot kiss was imprinted heavily on the side of Cheng Shi's neck, and his hot palm stroked his chest and abdomen. Forcefully opened his body, wanting to pull him into ashes together.

Cheng Shi finally woke up, realized the seriousness of the matter and began to struggle, but the person on his body was like a heavy mountain, unable to push it, until the most vulnerable place was covered by one hand, and he had to cry out in panic, " ...Ming Yao!"

This sound seemed to hit the top of Ren Mingyao's head, allowing the remaining rationality to play a role.The out-of-control behavior stopped in an instant.Cheng Shi still wanted to take the opportunity to push him away, but was hugged even tighter, but his overlapping body was slightly staggered, and he warned in a hoarse voice, "Don't move."

How dare Cheng Shi move again.Years of creative experience have created countless possibilities in my mind, none of which can be easily tolerated. I can only lie stiffly and wait for him to regain his calm. In the disturbing silence, the heart I jumped so fast I lost my breath.

After a while, Ren Mingyao's voice muffled beside his head sounded slowly, "I'm sorry."

"You get up first."

"sorry."

Ren Mingyao didn't move, but his voice trembled a little. It seemed that he realized what he wanted to do just now, and he was so regretful that he couldn't lift his head.

"I see." Cheng Shi adjusted his breathing, trying to appear calm, and brought the situation back to normal. "You can talk after you get up."

Ren Mingyao didn't speak any more, but he didn't listen to him either.Even if I know that I feel guilty for being too foolish, I would rather apologize ten thousand times than continue to hug.

It was already late at night, Cheng Shi was tossed by him, the tears were dry on his face and the skin was tight, but he couldn't lift his hand to wipe it because of the pressure on his arm, so he had to stay with him for time.

He has seen what Ren Mingyao is like when he is drunk.

In the long silence, he looked at the wall lamp above his head, his heartbeat returned to a gentle rhythm bit by bit, his clear vision gradually blurred, and he couldn't see clearly because of sleepiness.

Ren Mingyao hadn't spoken for a long time.So much so that he suddenly heard whispers coming from his ears again, and he thought it was a dream in a trance.

"I didn't treat you well when you first came here."

Ren Mingyao also seemed to be talking in sleep, with no beginning and no end, and his voice was intermittent, "I'm angry with you, and I did it on purpose. I'm sorry."

"I will never be angry with you again. I will help you with housework and make milk powder for Cheng Xiaojun. You teach me, I can do everything, let's live well, okay? Cheng Shi, I miss you. If not When you come back, I didn't even know I missed you so much...don't leave, Cheng Shi..."

That night, Cheng Shi couldn't remember how many times his name was repeated by him.But until he finally fell asleep, there was no more sound. He just relaxed and didn't let go of the posture of hugging him.He was guarding against waking people up and causing trouble, so he escaped from under Ren Mingyao with difficulty, his legs were still weak.

I gave Ren Mingyao half a cup of boiling water to dry before, but now it's completely cold.He drank it all and felt thirsty, so he poured another cup and finished it. He brought the kettle and put it on the tea table beside Ren Mingyao, squatted beside the sofa and looked at it quietly for a while, stretched out his hand and retracted it restrainedly.

He didn't remember when Ren Mingyao treated him badly.Even the bullying he had just suffered was forgotten in a blink of an eye. Looking at it like this, he just wanted Ren Mingyao not to frown even when he fell asleep.

Could his indecision make Ren Mingyao suffer so much?

Cheng Shi averted his eyes, sat by the side, and buried his face in his palms.

Ren Mingyao just slept on the sofa all night.When he woke up the next day, the sun was shining brightly, and the clean clothes were neatly folded and put on the bed waiting for him to wake up and change.

Throat sore and smoking.He drank the half pot of cold water on the tea table and looked back.He was alone in the room, and Cheng Shi had already taken Cheng Xiaojun out.

There is a message left in the morning on the phone.

【Remember to drink water and work hard】

【Let's talk again when we come back from work】

Ren Mingyao could scan the two lines of content at a glance. After logging out of WeChat, he clicked in again and read it again before replying "I know". He put down the phone and closed his eyes again, his head ached.

Cheng Shi also bit the bullet and went out.

He woke up in the morning to find some unusual marks on his neck.Although he didn't want to go out with hickey marks, he didn't want to face Ren Mingyao who had regained his sanity so soon.Even if they knew what they were going to do next, it was impossible to avoid the topic of last night, but at least not now.

He needed to go out and calmly think about how to deal with the situation in front of him, so he was inevitably teased by Zhong Yu, and he was pulled to cover up, "I brought concealer, at least I will put it on for you, it should be I can't see it very well."

Today, he was going to visit the university Guantong was studying at, but he was really not in the mood to play, he just wanted to find a comfortable environment to sit and stare blankly.A few people are really enough friends. Even if they don't go out to play, they still spend time with him, enjoying the street view outside the window in the dessert shop, eating, drinking and playing with their mobile phones, leisurely and comfortably.

In the afternoon, Cheng Shi received a message from the agency.

[Brother Cheng, take a look, these places are very good, there are two bedrooms and three bedrooms, clean and bright, and it is also close to the subway station and bus station, and the minimum rent is one year]

[Are you free to look at the house these days?The landlord is very talkative, and the price can be negotiated]

He didn't answer, and put the phone screen down on the table.

"Who is it?" Guan Tong asked while holding the milk tea, "Did Teacher Ren tell you to go back?"

Cheng Shi shook his head, "A rental agency."

"You still want to move out?" Zhong Yu answered, puzzled, "Why bother, isn't it a good place to live now?"

"Not quite the same."

Cheng Shi couldn't explain to them the feeling of "living under the fence", he just said, "It's my problem, I always feel that I don't feel at ease if I don't live in my own home."

From the very beginning, he made up his mind that he was only staying temporarily, and he couldn't take Ren Mingyao's home as his own with peace of mind.But what Ren Mingyao said yesterday made him feel that if he really left, it would be a crime.Abandonment.

"I still have Jun..."

It wasn't the first time he used this reason as an excuse.Guan Tong asked, "Does Teacher Ren really mind Xiao Chengzi? The last time we went to the comic exhibition together, I saw that he took care of the children very well, and he didn't feel impatient or anything."

"Why don't you have a good talk with him, maybe he actually likes children, but he's too embarrassed to say so."

Ren Mingyao likes children?Zhong Yu was noncommittal about this, but he also supported the proposal of "have a good talk", "I think the reason is still your own."

As long as you are willing to stay, any problem can be discussed and resolved.The reverse is also the same, as long as you don't want to, even trivial things can become an excuse to leave.

Cheng Zhi hummed, as if admitting that what they said was reasonable, but still stubborn.

"Brother Xiaozhi...how about you try it with him."

Ying Yun looked at him aggrieved, "Hurry up and find out that the two of you are not suitable, and then it's my turn to hurry up. If I wait like this, it will take me years to kiss you."

"..."

"How about I join the team?"

"What kind of trouble is the kid doing?" Zhong Yu said.

Cheng Shi lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, "I'm not even as good as a child."

He worried too much, so he didn't even dare to try.

Ren Mingyao spoke so confidently, but he was afraid that those were all exaggerated drunken words.That's just drinking too much. When everyone can maintain a sober conversation, Ren Mingyao will apologize for his gaffe after drinking, clarify that it was not his intention, and reserve a bit of leeway.

However, in the hidden corner of his heart, he repeated those words countless times, shaking them countless times.There is a calm and stable person, who uncontrollably says that he misses him and cannot leave him.Even though he knew that alcohol was the cause, he still longed for such a relentless confession to be true, from the heart, and never change.

At a certain moment, he also wanted to be with Ren Mingyao desperately, and only live in that moment.But once he calms down, he will think of his first and most important life wish, which is to live a relaxed life away from the past.

Ren Mingyao was the most difficult part of the past he abandoned.The stable life he gained by throwing Ren Mingyao away with his own hands seemed to be getting better and better, but was it going to be broken because of Ren Mingyao's appearance?What was the significance of him abandoning everything back then and leaving his hometown to come to this day alone?

In the end, the eight years he spent alone were meaningless?

He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't know who to ask.I only know that we have to face many difficulties together, but as long as we take a step back, all the troubles will be gone.

He envied the frankness and frankness of the promise, and hated his selfishness and shrinking, but he could imagine that such a sad character would accompany him for the rest of his life.

Some people always say that he is gentle, easy-going, considerate, and kind.No one has seen what the real Cheng Shi looks like.

I can't even bear it myself, so who else can I rely on.

He hid for a whole day, and finally decided that he couldn't wait until he returned to Maohua. Tonight, he had to talk to Ren Mingyao about moving next month.

He went back to the hotel before it was dark. He washed, tidied up, put the children to bed and did all the chores. Then he painted and waited calmly for Ren Mingyao to come back.

He still didn't know that Ren Mingyao didn't go to the set today, but was dragged out for dinner by Song Ziyang and a few acquaintances from the crew.

Drink the night before and keep healthy the night after.A few people were drinking porridge outside, and when they left, they packed a portion and said they would take it back for Cheng Shi to taste.The fried spring rolls in the store are also delicious, but they have to be made fresh. Others have enough to eat and drink and move to entertainment. Song Ziyang stays and waits with him, "Is there still such a sense?"

"He should still be angry with me." Ren Mingyao lowered his head and flipped through WeChat, but couldn't find the new news he wanted to see. "These are not enough. If you can compensate a little bit, it's a little bit."

"It doesn't look like a person with a temper." Song Ziyang said casually, "It's not like you didn't drink too much yesterday, and the walks are pretty safe. What's wrong with you?"

"Forcibly kissed him."

"..."

Song Ziyang looked at him with suspicious eyes, and was speechless for a while, "Why don't you buy a bunch of flowers?"

"That's all... I'm sorry, can't I bring a gift or something, just a midnight snack is enough. Are you going to buy it? I'll bring a bunch for Xiaoyu by the way."

No experience is not enough.Ren Mingyao really didn't think about it, "Is there still a flower shop open at this late hour?"

Song Ziyang said, "There must be. They are open 24 hours now, and there are automatic flower machines, and the bunches are all tied."

Carrying the prepared supper, the two left the porridge shop.The old shops that came here because of their reputation were hidden in the old street. They were brought by the few people who were traveling with them just now. When they left, they found that no one had recorded the way.

Fortunately, it is only two or three kilometers away from the hotel. I walked back with my mobile phone navigation to digest food, and I happened to be looking for a place that sells flowers along the way.

The stars are shining, the nightlife has just begun, and the city is bustling.Ren Mingyao can see the neon lights on dozens of floors of the hotel in the distance without looking up, only two streets away, but the buildings in this area are all low-rise buildings.The small shops closed early, as if they had not caught up with the pace of urban evolution and were left in dimly lit places.

"It doesn't look like there is a flower shop in this area." Song Ziyang lost his patience after looking around for a while, "Forget it, I will go back to the hotel later and order an errand to deliver it directly to the lobby."

Ren Mingyao didn't say anything, he thought that Cheng Shi should have returned to his room by this time, but he hadn't received the report on WeChat yet.Could it be that he was bullied so hard yesterday that he didn't even want to say anything today?

But that's not right, I left a message in the morning.Supper was so heavy that his fingers were strangled, he changed his hand to hold it, and before he had time to continue thinking, he suddenly heard a faint sound, and subconsciously stopped in his tracks.

Song Ziyang also followed him to stop under the street lamp, turned his head and looked around, "What are you doing?"

"Did you hear something?"

Ren Mingyao looked towards the alley beside him.In his eyes, the alley without street lights was as dark as a cave, and he couldn't estimate how deep it was, let alone what was going on inside.

It's actually black.Even Song Ziyang's 5.0 eyesight can't see clearly what's inside, so he doesn't care about it and plans to continue walking forward, "It seems that there are wild cats passing by... Hey, what are you doing? Eh?"

Ren Mingyao: "I'll go and have a look."

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