Temporary cohabitation

Cheng Shi tried to put the child by his side.Cheng Xiaojun's reaction was flat, he didn't make a fuss or run away, and continued to read his picture books wherever he was placed.Cheng Yu didn't dare to move, so he stayed like this all morning, finally mustered up the courage, and stroked the hair on the back of his head.

It made Cheng Xiaojun look up at him, almost bringing tears out of his old father's eyes.

Cheng Shi chatted with him all morning, and he felt much more relaxed. Seeing this scene, he wanted to laugh a little, "Stay for lunch? I'll do it."

"I won't stay today. I have to go, and I have to go back to my hometown in the afternoon." He lowered his voice, as if he didn't want the child to hear him. "Go see her... see his mother."

Cheng Shi was startled, then nodded to send the guests out.

From the moment he saw Cheng Xiaojun, all his thoughts were only on the child, and he didn't think much about the child's parents.

Probably from my own upbringing.How did he get the company of his parents when he was a child, frankly, he didn't know what it was like to live with his parents.Therefore, there is only love for Cheng Xiaojun, and there is no exaggeration of "not having parents".

Cheng Yu said, "Actually, I think there are very few parents who don't love their children by nature. You know my dad. I was beaten by him almost every day when I was young, but he would occasionally buy me snacks." While eating."

Cheng Shi stood silently in the elevator for a while, and said, "Mai Lisu?"

"..."

"He also bought it for me when I was a child."

The elevator door opened, and the two brothers laughed at the same time, with similar gentle expressions.They are several years apart in age, and they didn't grow up together, otherwise they might have played together when they were young.

It's just that after growing up, things become more or less complicated, and their respective destinies extend in different directions, and they are no longer under the control of others.

"My mother is much more obedient, she doesn't have any opinions, and basically listens to my father's family affairs. These years, I don't know how to be lonely when I take care of the housework by myself. I used to call her, and she was able to pull me from the Spring Festival Gala. Speaking of unforgettable tonight. In the past three years since I left Maohua, I haven’t made a single phone call... I’m probably trying to escape.”

Cheng Yu sighed, and the smile was hidden in the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, "I'm in my thirties, I can't satisfy my parents at the top, and I can't take good care of the children at the bottom, isn't it pretty useless?"

There are some things that cannot be said too much in that family just now.Ren Mingyao is an outsider after all.Cheng Shi originally didn't plan to send him too far, but he accompanied him to the gate of the community, bought a can of cold beer at the convenience store, and sat down with a few snacks.

"I never met your ex-wife."

Cheng Shi thought, he probably couldn't tell anyone about this person, and Shen Weiran, who can be called close, couldn't easily mention it because of his close relationship, "What kind of person is she?"

Cheng Yu raised his head and took a big gulp of beer, the end of his eyes was stained with a thin layer of red, "She is a very good person."

"When we got to know each other on a blind date, I still hadn't experienced the unexamined energy. She was two years older than me. When I saw her for the first time, I said she looked like my first girlfriend in junior high school. Then she asked Me, what happened later? I said, later all I liked were men. "

When he talked about the unbearable memories, he took another sip and coughed until his tears were about to come out, but he still smiled and said, "You know, she won't be angry that way, and asked me with a smile what my future plans are, right?" If you want to continue to just muddle along like this, you should live a peaceful life.”

"At that time, I had no love in my life. I felt that no matter outside or at home, I would not be tolerated. When I heard her words, I felt that she was really amazing. She was so open-minded and let go. Maybe I could really have a relationship with her. Home."

"When we got married, all the ceremonies were the simplest. She was still a Chinese teacher at the time, and we took a week off to travel to the next city. It was a honeymoon. Can you believe it? We also discussed that we would have a baby if we had a baby. How to raise it. She said it’s best to be a daughter, and she must dress up her daughter beautifully every day. She also suffered hardships when she was a child, and she hopes to let her child grow up happily. She smiles very beautifully, don’t you I've seen it before, but Jun is actually more like her."

Cheng Shi's nose was sore when he heard it, and he suddenly thought that before he was born, maybe he was also expected by his parents with such joy.When he was very young, he may have held his parents in his arms full of love, and placed his hope of eternal happiness and eternal happiness.

It's just that the love he had felt was too short-lived.Just like Cheng Xiaojun's age, what can he remember?When you grow up, you can only stay in the imagination of "maybe".

People come and go in the convenience store, but no one pays attention to the pair of brothers talking in front of the window.Cheng Yu whispered, "I really wanted to live a good life with her, but I couldn't bear it anymore. My hometown is only so big, and I can't imagine what it would be like to live in those gossips for the rest of my life, and I don't want to let my other Half of them had to be pointed out by neighbors when they went out to buy groceries. She said she understood me and agreed to the divorce, so she would stop contacting me again. I thought she hated me."

"I thought she saw it too, but in fact, I don't have the ability to support a family at all. I am with her, and she has always understood me, tolerated me, and supported me. I am purely dragging her down. So I hope she To be able to meet someone better after a divorce than to... be alone and desperately give birth to our child."

Cheng Yu wiped his tears, sighed and smiled, "Xiao Jun is so pretty, you raised him so well. When I saw her just now, I always thought, if she was still around, she would definitely buy a lot of dresses for her." Xiaojun wears it. She must love this child more than anyone else. Even if it is for her in the future, I will definitely treat Xiaojun well for the rest of my life... I owe her too much, and I owe you too much. "

Cheng Shi handed him the tissue he had with him, "Do you want me to accompany you to the cemetery?"

"No need...save me some face, I'm afraid that you will be frightened by your frustrating appearance."

Cheng Shi said, "It looks quite frustrating now."

Cheng Yu glanced at him, and his fist was lightly clenched on his shoulder.Both looked moved.

It seems that this is the first time that their cousins ​​have talked about such an in-depth topic.

After Cheng Shi returned home, he was still full of emotions.If you only care about mental activities, your actual activities will be more restricted.

Ren Mingyao worked hard again and called to order takeaway.

After the guests left, Cheng Xiaojun strolled around the house as usual.Color lead is more timid and shy than him. He hid in the corner of the bedroom and shivered when he heard the sound. Now he dragged him out by the tail, hugged him in his arms and laughed, "Coward. Coward."

"..."

Sensing that the stranger's breath was far away, Caiqian let go of her voice and yelled twice, then wandered around the living room again, circling around the boxes of gifts brought by Cheng Yu.

Cheng Xiaojun looked at the huge bright red strawberries, and reached out to pick the transparent plastic box.

"Do you want to eat strawberries, Jun?"

Cheng Shi took all the other boxes to the study room, leaving only the big box of strawberries, put them into the fruit bowl and cleaned them, "I can only eat a few, and I'm going to have dinner soon. Eat the rest after dinner." .”

Ren Mingyao came over and rubbed half of one, picked out the nice one and handed one to Cheng Shi.After he took a bite, he threw the rest into his mouth to chew.Sweet and fragrant.

Cheng Xiaojun looked at them without blinking, then imitated the example and picked up a big strawberry and fed it to the colored pencil, and then gave it to himself after the puppy took a bite.

"...Don't!" Cheng Shi snatched the strawberry quickly, and stared at Ren Mingyao dumbfoundedly, blushing a little, "Don't do this in front of Xiaojun, he will learn to be bad."

"How can this be called learning bad? Well, don't let him learn from us, let's learn from him."

After Cheng Xiaojun finished eating the strawberries, he hugged his timid lead affectionately.Cheng Shi was stunned, and was also carried on Ren Mingyao's lap, and he couldn't help but whisper, "Xiao Jun likes colored pencils so much... I can't even give them our puppy."

Ren Mingyao said, "How can that be done? Colored Pencil is the child of both of us, and as a father, I disagree."

He has nothing to do with Cheng Xiaojun's affairs.Colored pencils are half as good as him.

Cheng Shi: "...are you scolding me or yourself."

"Anyway, my son can't do it. They don't even think about it." Ren Mingyao buried his shoulder with a muffled smile, and asked him again, "How was the conversation just now?"

"I can't tell you what it feels like... It's complicated anyway."

Cheng Xiaojun and Caiyan were chasing after each other in the living room, and out of his corner of his vision was the pot of bright red strawberries, "My brother is alright, but I still get angry when I think about that Shen."

"They didn't say how long they would stay in Maohua?"

"I didn't say anything specific. But my brother's rent in the hotel is monthly, so at least one month."

Maohua, who came after Cheng Yu left, has plenty of time.But Shen Weiran is only free to come over on weekends. After obtaining the consent of Cheng Shi and Ren Mingyao, it is equivalent to being brought over every weekend for parenting classes.

Theoretically speaking, this child has nothing to do with him.He didn't want to bear the pressure of raising children, so he could just break up and leave, but he still came.Moreover, Cheng Yu's attitude towards him was the same as when Cheng Shi taught Ren Mingyao to iron the milk bottle, training him to take care of children is like training a dog, one order at a time.

But this person has a sullen and overbearing face, and he will do everything he asks.The young couple leaned against the corner of the wall to watch, looking at each other in disbelief.

Cheng Shi looked at it and thought it was too forced.At that time, Ren Mingyao wanted to take the initiative to take care of the responsibility, so he taught him.But Shen Weiran looked reluctant.

Looking at it, Ren Mingyao felt that his wife was too gentle, and he was living in heaven every day.Sure enough, people are happier than people.

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Teacher Ren who appeared in the parent-child session

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