Dream Hall

Now that Chu Yinyin came to the dream where Lin Mu was, everything about her was assimilated by this dream.

For example, she has body temperature again, and she has no way to float around anymore, so she can only walk honestly.

Lin Mu rubbed his chin and looked at the dragging shoes on Chu Yinyin's feet: "It's really a bit big."

Chu Yinyin was also a little helpless: "I haven't worn shoes seriously for a long time."

In the end, Lin Mu still handed Chu Yinyin a pair of slippers, and Chu Yinyin sat on the edge of the bed, swinging her slender calves.

Just looking at her appearance and some subtle movements, it is really impossible to imagine that Chu Yinyin is already over 30.

Lin's mother and Lin's father were not at home today, so no one came to wake Lin Mu up.

Lin Mu felt his stomach contract, so he washed up and went to the kitchen.

Chu Yinyin followed Lin Mu, watching Lin Mu boil water and plan to cook noodles.

Lin Mu noticed Chu Yinyin, so he asked, "Do you want to eat? Egg noodles."

Chu Yinyin looked at the boiling water in the pot and said, "Eat."

She hasn't eaten for a long time, and she has forgotten the taste of food.

Lin Mu stared blankly at Chu Yinyin finishing a bowl of egg noodles at such a speed that she looked like someone who had never eaten.

After Chu Yinyin finished eating, she licked her lips, and then turned her attention to the bowl in front of Lin Mu.

Lin Mu quickly lowered his head and started eating.

Chu Yinyin could only hold her chin in regret and watch Lin Mu eat the noodles.

"...Actually, the noodles you made were not very tasty."

Lin Mu paused at the noodle movement, bit off the noodles angrily, and retorted after swallowing: "Then what you ate just now is the same as if you starved to death in your previous life."

Chu Yinyin smiled and said, "I have eaten the most delicious noodles in the world, and my husband cooked them for me."

The lack of poverty in Lin Mu's heart dissipated, and she looked at Chu Yinyin silently.

Chu Yinyin lowered her eyes, and the smile on her face seemed full of vicissitudes.

Lin Mu seemed to see the real Chu Yinyin through the 15-year-old girl's skin.

She has never told her story to anyone, no matter when, but at this moment she really wants to tell someone.

The reason was because of such a bowl of noodles, so she planned to tell Lin Mu her story.

"My husband and I met when we were in high school. He had a bad temper and liked to kill me. I hated him very much at the time, so I thought, his wife must be very unlucky to marry such a bad tempered person. people.

Later, when I graduated, this bad-tempered person bought a bouquet of daisies that I liked very much, and told me that he had applied to the same school as me, so that I must continue to be at the same table with him. "

Chu Yinyin smiled, and said to Lin Mu: "Do you think he is too much, he has such a bad temper and dares to pester me."

Lin Mu didn't speak, because Chu Yinyin was stuck in her own memories and didn't need anyone to disturb her.

She continued: "I promised him, and I told him to come, otherwise I will be at the same table with someone else. In the end, this person is bragging, obviously not enough grades, and let me be at the same table with him.

But, I’m nice, I told him that there are no fixed seats in college now, and my deskmate will only stay in high school for three years. "

"I was with that bad-tempered guy. In the summer vacation before my sophomore year, I accidentally got pregnant. I wanted to get rid of it, but that guy told me that he would take good care of me and the baby, no will make us suffer.

I believed him again, so when I was diagnosed with uterine fibroids, I didn’t listen when everyone asked me to kill Xuxu. I told him that most fibroids are benign, it’s okay, my luck It's been good since childhood. "

Lin Mu had already guessed the result.

Sure enough, Chu Yinyin said with a wry smile.

"But it may be because meeting him has consumed all my good luck. It is a malignant fibroid with a special situation. The doctor said that the child should be aborted and treated conservatively, otherwise the mother will be in great danger.

I admit that I thought about giving up on Xu Xu at that time, after all, I really hated that bad guy.but……"

Chu Yinyin touched her flat abdomen, and then smiled: "During the examination, I heard Xu Xu's heartbeat, and the nurse also told me that he is healthy, how come I have stayed in this world for 20 years , always give my baby a chance to see the world, right?"

Lin Mu poured her a cup of hot water.

She felt sorry for the mother.

Later, when Chu Yinyin gave birth, the angel did not bless her, and her fibroids were already very serious, so after the child was successfully delivered, Chu Yinyin only took a brief look at her wrinkled child, and then Weakly left this world.

The crying of the baby, the crying of the man, the panic of the medical staff, these are her last memories.

Cheng Xu's name was chosen by Chu Yinyin before, and she hoped that their child would be masculine, able to warm everyone around him, and grow up healthy and healthy.

……

The room was silent.

Lin Mu exhaled and said, "Do you want to meet him? Cheng Xu, or that guy."

Chu Yinyin's eyes lit up: "Is it possible?"

Lin Mu smiled: "What's wrong, anyway, it's a created world, so what if you do something reckless?"

There was another ruffian in her self-defeating words.

Chu Yinyin stood up, straightened her black skirt, and said, "Then, let's go."

Lin Mu went back to the house and carried a bag, and stuffed some cash and some essential things into it.

Although this is just a dream, Lin Mu has actually lived here for more than 17 years. There are a series of rules here. She believes that there should be no difference between this place and the real world.

Lin Mu asked Cheng Xu's home address, and then set off with Chu Yinyin.

The two came and went as soon as they said they would, quite chic.

In other words, Lin Mu's behavior is that he has doubts about the world, so he plans to go out to have a look and relax.

After taking the train for about half a day, I finally arrived at the city where Cheng Xu was located.

When turning on the phone, a lot of notifications of missed calls and unread messages popped up on the screen, Lin Mu glanced at it, and then pressed the clear button.

Send Qiudi a message.

Lin Mu: Don't worry, I'll go out for a walk.

Qiu Di looked down at the white chat box on the screen and typed expressionlessly.

Qiudi: Where have you been?Uncles and aunts are very worried about you, when will you come back?

Lin Mu: Don't worry, I will go back tomorrow, and my parents will leave it to you.

Qiudi: ...Be careful.

Lin Mu didn't want to tell her where she was, Qiudi's eyes closed, and this recognition hit her brain nerves, making her want to just appear in front of Lin Mu, but she couldn't do that, because it would scare Lin Mu.

Pressed the Jingming acupoint and leaned back on the sofa.

……

Cheng Xu's house was easy to find. Lin Mu reported it to the taxi driver, and the driver said to himself, "I know this place well."

Chu Yinyin kept lying on the car window, her eyes became brighter and brighter, she said: "This place really hasn't changed at all, it's exactly the same as my memory, even many details are still there, the dream master here is too powerful."

Lin Mu twitched the corner of his mouth: "Yes."

Chu Yinyin turned to comfort Lin Mu: "Oh, look carefully, you have your own consciousness, and you had a complete childhood here, you can tell from your appearance that you lived a happy life, just like this. There is nothing dissatisfied, there is no difference between here and the real world."

own consciousness?

Complete childhood?

Have a very happy life?

Chu Yinyin was right. When Lin Mu didn't know it was just a dream, she also felt that she was very happy. The only unhappiness was that she had an accident and fell into a dream. No more dreams, return to normal life.

But now she realizes that even she herself is the NPC in her mouth.

Everything is fake, her consciousness was given by others, and her seemingly happy and complete childhood was created by others.

How ironic.

Ever since the moment she met Chu Yinyin, and when Chu Yinyin asked why she appeared here, Lin Mu knew that the day she had to accept something that she had been unwilling to accept in her heart had come.

Looking at Lin Mu's dull face, Chu Yinyin felt her depression.

Is it really that unacceptable?

Chu Yinyin couldn't understand.

Mr. Driver suddenly said: "Although I don't quite understand what you two little girls are talking about, uncle thinks that we are all just ordinary people, who cares what the world looks like? Let's live our ordinary lives well. Is that enough? Is that sentence called? Why do people have...?"

Chu Yinyin reminded: "Everyone is mortal."

The driver replied: "Hey, that's right! Humans are mortal! Now that you can still open your eyes and look at this large expanse of scenery, you should appreciate it. Look at you, what a young age, you are as beautiful as a flower, what are you doing with a bitter face? Woolen cloth?"

Lin Mu shook his head, looked at the blue sky outside the window, and said, "Then uncle, are you also driving to enjoy the scenery on the road?"

The driver smiled, but the answer was not a standard answer in a fairy tale: "What, I drive to make money to support my family. I am forced to enjoy the scenery."

Lin Mu couldn't help but also smiled.

Maybe she is really too sentimental. Here, she is not the only one who has self-awareness, everyone has consciousness and emotion.So, aren't they human?

Yes, they are people, people who can dominate themselves.

Lin Mu closed his eyes and stretched, pushed down the car window, faced the blue sky, and shouted with a smile: "Whatever, I'm going to die laughing!"

Chu Yinyin heaved a sigh of relief seeing her recovering.

In her eyes, Lin Mu is just a little girl, a little girl who makes people feel bad when she is sad.

The driver reminded with a smile: "Hey, little girl, be careful, don't stick your head out."

Lin Mu quickly retracted his head and sat down: "Alright."

She, Lin Mu, will be confused, irritable, and restless, but in the end, she will sweep away all negative emotions and regain her composure.She has this ability, so she will be surrounded by joy.

The author has something to say:

Life is not easy in the world, and living with a smile is the kingly way.