Dream Hall

From then on, Yu Xiao often came to take care of Qiudi.

Qiudi no longer doesn't respond to anything, and occasionally answers some simple questions.

I didn't resist taking medicine, but the most time every day was in a daze.

Finally, the day came for Qiudi to be discharged from the hospital.

She refused Yu Xiao's company, packed up her few poor utensils and went home by herself.

In fact, it was only about ten days, but Qiu Di felt that everything in the house had become so strange. She silently cleaned the whole house, and then put the photos with Lin Mu in the most prominent positions.

Lin Mu is a person who likes taking pictures very much.

She said it was to commemorate.

Qiudi's white and round fingertips slid across Lin Mu's smiling face in the photo, and then showed a bitter smile.

Obviously she has calmed down, but why, she still cries when she sees her face.

Tears are like a faucet that is out of control. Even if you block its holes, water will still seep from your fingers.

When he woke up again, the photo frame in his arms had already pressed marks on his forearm with many pinholes.

Qiudi didn't care about her arm, but put the photo frame back to its original place.

Standing up while leaning on the table.

Dizzy, this is a drug reaction.

In fact, Qiudi is not that powerful. She would wake up alone in the middle of the night, and then doubt the reality again and again, and then had to accept the fact. This process is painful.

So Qiudi went crazy holding her head and screaming for several nights.

So the nurses would come in and give her a sedative.

She could only rely on tranquilizers to get through the long, suffocating night.

The doctor actually didn't want to prescribe sleeping pills for Qiu Di.

After all, there are side effects, Qiudi insisted on it, the doctor looked at her mental state, so he had to prescribe it.

After that, she stopped waking up in the middle of the night.

……

Look up at the clock.

Five eight in the morning.

The vegetable market hadn't opened yet, so Qiudi sat on the floor in front of the coffee table in a daze.

In fact, nothing was on her mind.

I just feel empty in my heart, so tired, so tired.

Just staring at the clock in a daze.

The pointer moved up and down until the hour hand pointed to six o'clock, then Qiudi stood up, washed up and went out with the money.

She came to the vegetable market and bought a chicken.

The aunt who bought the chicken saw that Qiudi was a little girl and it was still early, so she kindly said, "Girl, do you know how to kill a chicken? If not, I'll dissect it for you."

Qiudi still knows a little bit about her cooking skills.

After saying thank you, the aunt began to kill chickens.

While killing the chicken, the aunt asked, "Hey little girl, are you here to run errands for mom? You got up really early."

Mother?

If she hadn't been leaving that day, she wouldn't have answered Lin Mu's call, and everything would not have turned out like this.

In fact, Qiu Di knew that she was more responsible than Qiu Mu.

but.

If she really took everything on herself, she was afraid that she would not have the courage to endure it any longer.

Seeing that Qiudi has been silent, the aunt can't say anything more.

Qiudi is cooking chicken soup at home according to the recipe.

Slowly simmer.

Qiudi has been watching from the side.

Almost half an hour passed.

Seeing that the boil was almost done, Qiu Di took a spoonful and put it in his mouth.

In fact, as long as this kind of tonic soup is cooked honestly according to the recipe, the taste will not be much different.

The taste is ok.

It's a pity that Lin Mu couldn't drink it.

It is such a sad thing to like someone you will never see again, no matter what you do, you will think of her, and your miss will only get bigger and bigger, and there will never be a way to relieve it.

Carrying the insulated box, he returned to the hospital where he had left less than 24 hours ago.

This time she walked into Mother Lin's ward without hesitation.

In fact, Lin's mother is almost recovered, but she has been reluctant to leave.

It seems that if you don't leave here, the truth of Lin Mu's death will be kept out.

The second elder's emotions no longer fluctuated so strongly when he saw Qiudi.

Qiu Di put the thermos box on the table and obediently called: "Auntie, Uncle."

The answer is silence.

Qiudi was not discouraged: "Auntie, I brought you chicken soup. You have been in poor health recently and need to make up for it."

Mother Lin turned her head away from looking at Qiudi and the box of soup that Qiudi put on the bed table.

Father Lin sighed silently.

Tactfully wanting to let Qiudi leave: "Xiaodi, we just had breakfast, and we're not hungry yet."

Qiu Di was silent for a while, and understood Father Lin's meaning: "Okay, let's drink it when Auntie has an appetite."

I don't know which word in this sentence angered Lin Mu, she screamed, and then waved away the chicken soup on the table.

The chicken soup was put into the heat preservation box just after it was boiled, and the temperature at this time was a little cooler than when it was out of the pot.

The soup was coming towards Qiudi.

She didn't hide.

She deserves it.

It's just that the soup was too hot, she still couldn't help shaking a few times, and her eyes couldn't help being sore.

Father Lin was obviously also frightened.

"careful!"

Mother Lin was completely frightened.

He stared blankly at Qiudi.

Qiu Di was wearing a white T-shirt, and now the area close to his abdomen was soaked in chicken soup and turned yellow.

Father Lin hurriedly rang the bell.

The nurse who came in saw Qiu Di who had just been discharged from the hospital and was standing beside the hospital bed in a state of embarrassment, with no expression on his face, and hurried forward to take him away.

Qiudi first bowed to Lin's mother and Lin's father, and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I will come tomorrow, you should rest well."

Then she stepped forward to follow the nurse.

The nurse educated her while walking: "You said that you are a little girl, why do you not cherish yourself so much every day, and you are so beautiful, so you should take good care of yourself."

Not hearing Qiudi's words, the nurse could only be discouraged: "Okay, you have never heard others speak, come in, I will apply some medicine for you."

After applying the medicine, the nurse gave Qiudi a clean blouse, but Qiudi refused, took the ointment, paid for the medicine and left.

Qiudi didn't take the medicine well.

The medicine hasn't been touched since it was brought back. Fortunately, Qiudi's body doesn't leave any scars, but it's still distressing to have a large scald scar on Bai Jie's waist and abdomen.

Qiudi still delivered a bowl of chicken soup every day.

Lin's mother gradually changed from ignoring Qiudi to being able to talk to Qiudi with a cold face.

"I said I wouldn't drink it, so you don't have to send it away."

Qiudi pursed her lips and cleaned up the insulation box that hadn't been touched yesterday.

Mother Lin felt uncomfortable seeing her like this, frowned, and finally said: "...I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, so there is no need to send it away."

Only then did Qiudi make a sound: "Auntie, I will help you tomorrow."

Mother Lin quickly said: "No need, there are not many things, you don't need to come."

"...I will come." Qiu Di looked at Mother Lin seriously, holding the insulation box.

Mother Lin was very depressed.

But I have to say that during the time Qiu Di came here, her frustration with Lin Mu was not so deep in her heart.

After all, she has to worry about Qiu Di.

Sure enough, Qiudi came early the next morning.

All three left the hospital in silence.

……

Qiudi's eyes were fixed on Lin Mu's door almost the moment she entered the Lin's house.

Mother Lin noticed Qiudi's absence, sighed, pushed Father Lin, and motioned him to get the cloth bag in Qiudi's hand.

Father Lin went up to take it.

The two couples coincided with each other and went to other places separately, leaving Qiudi alone.

Qiudi also knew that this meant Lin's mother acquiesced to her.

Stepping up to Lin Mu's room, he raised his hand hesitantly.

hand pressed.

There was a click.

The door opened.

It is still a familiar sight and smell, as if its owner has never disappeared.Qiu Di stepped into the room, looking at the sunlight that came in from the window and formed light and shadow.

I was stunned for a long time.

She just started walking around the room.

I have seen Lin Mu's bathroom, wardrobe, desk, bed, and a jewelry box on the bedside table.

Qiu Di opened the jewelry box.

There is a string of bracelets quietly placed inside. The bracelets are a bit rough in production, but it can be seen that they are very careful.Qiudi remembered the various small wounds she always saw on Lin Mu's hands some time ago.

When asked how she did it, she only told herself mysteriously that she was preparing a surprise for her.

... So, is this a gift she wants to give herself?

Qiudi clutched the bracelet in her hand, and her fisted hand was very close to her mouth.It seems that by doing this, you can feel Lin Mu's feelings when he was making the bracelet.

Carefully put on the bracelet.

Put the jewelry box in your pocket.

Reluctantly leaving Lin Mu's room, he found Father Lin.

Qiu Di obediently called out first: "Uncle."

Father Lin nodded. The man who was originally so optimistic but always had a smile on his face suddenly became much older. There were slight wrinkles and a tired face on his face, and there were some invisible white strands in his black hair.

"Hey, Xiaodi."

Qiu Di was actually very afraid of Father Lin being like this. She would rather that Father Lin, like Mother Lin, would take all his anger on her, that would be better than still being gentle with her like this.

She really felt unworthy.

Qiu Di's eyes drifted away, she didn't dare to look at the expression on Father Lin's face, her tone was almost pleading: "Uncle, can you tell me, Ah Mu... Where is Ah Mu's grave?"

Father Lin stopped cleaning the tiles, Qiu Di quickly lowered his head, not daring to look at Father Lin at all.

After a while, she heard a hoarse male voice: "Ah Mu is in the southern suburbs of the west..."

After hearing the address, Qiu Di hurriedly said goodbye and left.

She really wanted to forget the scene in front of her just now, a drop of clear water suddenly fell on the white floor.

Lin Mu lost his life.

They lost someone they loved the most.

This world is really cruel, and there is no way for everyone to live well.

Qiudi went to the flower shop and bought a bunch of fresh and white lilies.He took a taxi and drove silently all the way to where Lin Mu is now.

The cemetery chosen by Father Lin was very good, and he didn't want his daughter to suffer any grievances or discomfort.

Qiu Di hugged the bouquet of lilies and walked step by step.

Ah Mu, where you are is a bit far away.But it doesn't matter, no matter how far away, I will come to you.

The photo on the black tombstone shows a sweet-looking girl with a big smile.

Even that photo is not rendered in color.

But Qiudi was still very moved. She bent down and put the lily in front of the tombstone.Then he sat in the empty space in front of the tombstone.Gently leaning against the tombstone.

Touch the photo with your fingers.

The girl who has always had dull eyes seems to have stars in her eyes at this time.

Her voice was soft, as if she was acting like a baby with her beloved: "Ah Mu, I will help you take care of your uncles and aunts, you promise me, you will wait for me, and I will find you after I finish all this." .”

"You have to wait for me, you can't break your promise, you can't leave me behind."

Qiu Di turned her upper body slightly and kissed the girl in the black and white photo lightly.