The candles were dimly lit, the lights were fading, and the blue candles were weeping to the copper cup. The flickering candlelight reflected Chi Muge's emotionless side face, depressing the gloomy atmosphere in the room.

"That's it."

"Ah."

"You, let's be sad and change."

"Ah."

"..."

Chi Muge's dull and indifferent reaction made Situ Yanfeng feel uneasy. It was useless to talk about the matter now, so he could only sigh, bid him farewell, and turned to leave, leaving Chi Muge sitting on the chair silently.

When the people gradually walked away, Chi Muge was still sitting there silently, the wind blowing in from the window stirred his hair, revealing his cold eyes.

Now, he knew for sure, it was.

Shifeng left and hid in the slender knife.

When the sharp blade pierced his heart, he even felt Shifeng's hot tears and gentle touch, like every time, he held him in his arms and whispered softly in his ear.

He brushed the slender edge of the Spirit Blade with his fingers, raised his eyes to stare at the quiet falling snow in the corner of the window, and suddenly became gentle, as if he suddenly saw someone standing there, and said softly to the silent courtyard outside the window:

"You, didn't you promise to wait for me to come back? I found a way to cure your eyes, and I found it with great difficulty. I also want to take you to see the Moonlight Sea. It's agreed, wait until Anning City When it settles down, I will go back after the war, and I will take you to the warm south, you and I, two people, and your favorite Ti Mu, wandering all over the world, watching the sunrise in every place... Now I am How to do it.

When you were away, I met a beautiful girl, but she was so beautiful, I always met a beautiful girl, and she said, I like you.I also think she is pretty, but I thought again, you must be angry, you are so stingy, you must be jealous, how can I give up, I am most afraid that you think too much, you are always like this, and you have nothing Ken told me that I was secretly sad by myself, and when I saw you like this, I felt very distressed.

Let me tell you, I have been very tired from walking all this way, and I have to take all precautions, but I still can't prevent Xiao Qiang from happening, you almost tore my heart apart.

Ugh.

Look at me, facing these old foxes every day, I feel that my face is about to grow wrinkles, one by one, opening and closing, money, power, name, profit, these four words, how many people They're all buried.Thanks to you, you pulled me out, but now you say let go, isn't this nonsense?Look, I'm about to become an old man now, chirping, chirping, chirping... Don't get annoyed by me, I can only tell you.

I really can't stand it sometimes.I'm also a human being, I'm still a young man, but I can't bear so many things, I just think of you, think of my sense of style, always so gentle and considerate, stay by your side, stretch out your clothes , I open my mouth when I have a meal, and I still have hugs when I sleep at night, how comfortable it is.I just thought, in order to have such a life in the future, no matter how hard it is, I will endure it.

But now you are gone.

I can't bear to let you suffer a little bit of grievance, why don't you take good care of yourself when I'm not by your side?I regret it now, I regret it, I regret it so much that my intestines are green.

When I close my eyes, you just came out of the prison, in the stone forest, at that time you were covered with injuries, and your bones were about to fall apart. Really, I have never felt so uncomfortable before, compared to when I was buried in the snow before. At that time, it was despair, and death was a big deal. You, it really made me feel worse than death. It broke my whole heart. You know how much I wanted to wring the heads of those beasts off. ?At that time, I thought, you are really hopeless, there are only a pile of bones left, and you don't even have a human figure. I never thought that I would do this kind of thing before, but at that time, I really handed him over just like that. I knew that the other party was not a good person, but I still did it.It was also the first time that I knew that it was so easy for a person to use whatever means. If one day, I turn bad and you don’t like me, it’s too late. It’s all your fault, so I’ll hang on. what can you do.

I have saved a lot of things to tell you. I have thought about it for a long time, and I have always wanted to tell you, but I have never found a chance. You are always so shy, and there is nothing I can do about you.As a person, I have many problems. I have a strong desire to control and possess.I admit that sometimes I am too much and always bully you, but that is because I know that I like you very much, I want to occupy your world as your only belief, dominate you from every aspect, from body to mind, let You become what I want you to be, although I failed, and the facts have proved that my idea is stupid, I stupidly want to change you according to my wishes, this is the second regret I have ever done .If God gives me another chance, I will never let you take care of the city of peace, and I will never let you go into this muddy water anyway. I will keep you close to me, no matter how dangerous it is, at least We can still keep each other warm, you are by my hand, what a wonderful thing, but I screwed it up.

And, I know, the worst thing about you.You resist me touching your body, even if I really love you, it's hard to control myself.I admit that I harbored ill intentions towards you at first, but in the end I only harbored ill intentions towards you. Thinking about it now, I obviously pursued it normally. Maybe it was because I was young at the time and couldn’t see clearly what I wanted. After all, the authorities were obsessed with it.You are always upset that I do this, why?Is there anything happier in this world than being united with the one you love?Every part of your body attracts me, not because they are so perfect and attractive, there are many beautiful and attractive bodies in this world, but just because they are part of you, they belong to you, they That's what attracted me so much.I'll like other beautiful people too, that's my human nature, I can't kill it, but I'm only loyal to you, it's my human nature, and I will always stick to it.

Don't think I'm annoying, I might really be unable to hold on.

I count on talking to you so that I can keep going. "

Chi Muge finished talking to herself, wrapped the knife in long silk and put it beside her pillow.

"Look, I still haven't fulfilled your wish, I still want to hug you to sleep.

Don't worry, I still have to live. When I wring the heads off those dogs, I'll go find you. Let's find a warm place like spring all year round. I've had enough of this cold snow. Scarier than the devil, one day, I will leave here forever.Let's go to the south, to Yunmengze, where the sun is warm and bright, there is no such damn cold wind and snow, only the sea of ​​flowers all over the mountains, where we can sleep forever. "

Chi Muge finished talking, blew out the candle, lay down on the bed, embraced the long knife beside the pillow, and shed tears in the dark night.

"I know, you can hear me, can't you?"

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