Contract Spirit Beast Cultivation Manual

In the end, Su Li still failed to send Bai Yuehui away. I don't know if it was because he was persuaded by his fallacious reasoning, or because of something else, and let him make trouble with him all day long.

Bai Yuehui rarely left the yard, but sometimes he would disappear for a whole day, no one knew where he went or what he did, he didn't say anything, and Su Li didn't ask either.

Sometimes he came back very late, and he could see the lights of the courtyard from a distance, which were extraordinarily bright in the dark night. As long as he hadn't come back, the door was always open and people were awake.

Later things got worse and she had to turn off the lights in that courtyard, and replaced Su Li with a blue lantern, waiting at the door.

Su Li became forgetful again.

For example, I often forget to eat, forget the things I have done, but I always remember to cook that bowl of unpalatable paste for Bai Yuehui, and sometimes cook it several times a day in a daze, even though Bai Yuehui's body has recovered long ago, Will never drink that nasty goo again.

Once when Bai Yuehui went back, he didn't see the lights at the door. He was startled and subconsciously felt that something had happened. When he got to the door, he saw Su Li still standing outside the dark door waiting for him, but he forgot to turn on the lights today. .

He also talked less and less, Bai Yuehui talked more and more, one kept talking, the other echoed, sometimes Bai Yuehui would play tricks, he was not angry, he coaxed him leisurely, and agreed to any unreasonable conditions , for him to catch fireflies that do not exist in the snow in the middle of the night to make lanterns.

At night, Bai Yuehui pinched his face and asked:

"Why do I feel that you have become stupid?"

"Ah."

"Are you going to forget me again? I haven't had time to remember you yet. I'm so sorry for you. What if I remember you in the future and you forget me again? What should I do? You You haven't done what you promised me yet!"

Su Li grabbed his dishonest hand, stuffed it back into the warm blanket, rubbed his hair and said:

"No, I won't forget, I'll think about it."

"Are you dying?"

"..."

"Actually, I also feel that I'm about to disappear too. What I mean is that Bai Yuehui is slowly giving up his body to Gesu. There are many things I do now that I would never think about before. That is, if Bai Yuehui is reduced little by little, and Gesu is added little by little, and finally Gesu completely replaces Bai Yuehui, will you still love me who is not me? The most troublesome thing is that Bai Yuehui is Gesu , he is the soul separated from Gesu, although they are completely different, since I am him and he is me, then who do you love? Do you only love Bai Yuehui, a small self, and not Gesu Is this one bigger than me? If you love both, the one with you is Bai Yuehui, why do you love Gesu?"

"..."

"Why do not you speak?"

"I don't think I can live that long..."

"No, you are avoiding the problem. What if I disappear first? Oh, man, you have been blinded by love, and you didn't even notice it."

"..."

Su Li looked helplessly at Bai Yuehui lying on him, pushed him into the bed, patted his back, and said softly:

"Okay, I was blinded by you. They are two people who are dying, so what is there to argue about? Sleep well, okay?"

Bai Yuehui nestled in his arms, muttering softly:

"It's not good at all. If I die first, you will forget about me. If you die first, I will still remember you. Why are you so bad? Both are your benefits."

Su Li tightened her arms, put her chin on top of his head, and whispered in his ear:

"Yeah, who made you so stupid."

"But you're alive, I don't want to die yet..."

Stupid rabbit.

Tears flowed from the corners of my eyes.

They are more and more like an old couple cuddling together for the rest of their lives, going to bed early and getting up early, quit drinking and sex, and never forget a cup of wolfberry tea every day.

"Su Li, I saw the old man who cheated on me today, what is your relationship with him!"

"Sir? He used to be my father's servant. I was taught by him when I was young. It is also his credit that I can get to this point now."

"Why did you find such a liar as your master?"

"The old man is highly respected, how did he lie to you?"

"He tricked me into putting up a sign for Fengleimu, causing me to be struck by lightning, and I suffered for a long time!"

"Ah, you are the child that the gentleman mentioned?"

"He still spreads it everywhere, it's really disgusting!"

"..."

"I'm going to teach him a lesson!"

"The old man said that he didn't see you being young and doing nothing, so he lied to you and made you suffer. It's good for you."

"What's good for me is that because of him, I'm in bad luck."

"Okay, I'll make it up for you, okay?"

"No, you are also a liar, you are all liars."

"Don't be angry, come and have some tea."

"Cough cough cough... why did you put yesterday's goji berry in it again? It's all sour, can't you drink it?"

"Ah? Sour? Spit it out..."

"You, you don't have a sense of taste, do you?"

"Maybe I'm too tired recently..."

"Ah, you're so cunning, you haven't even tasted that horrible mush, I've always wanted to cook you a bowl."

"Then I'm lucky, hahaha..."

"Look at you laughing, the scar is about to split open, how silly!"

"Okay, come with me."

Su Li led him to the study, took out a small box, which looked like red dye, he dipped the writing brush on the table, and said to Bai Yuehui:

"come over."

"What?"

"You'll know when you come here."

Su Li picked up Bai Yuehui's loose hair, and drew a bright red plum blossom on the scar on his forehead with a pen.

"Does it look good?"

"Hmm--it's the same as the picture drawn by the old woman in our village, it's so dirty, hahaha..."

"Nonsense, what a mess, how can this be the same!"

"Your drawing is really ugly, come here, I will draw one for you, hahaha..."

"I don't. Your handwriting is so ugly, and your drawing must be even uglier."

"Tch, your writing is beautiful, and your drawing is not so ugly. The little bastard I drew when I was young is more like you!"

Bai Yuehui pushed Su Li onto the chair, held his face in his hands and looked around, finally frowned and said:

"Oh, you, you can't do this, your scar is too big, it's almost reaching the eyebrows, it's affecting my performance, I'll paint it after I wipe it off."

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his thumb, pressed the corner of Su Li's mouth, and slowly wiped it off from there without leaving a trace.

After that, he looked at Su Li's flawless face, stayed for a while, and said with a stiff smile:

"Ha, haha, am I good?"

Great, not like me.

"Bai Yuehui..."

"I'm fine, what's wrong?"

"..."

At night, when Su Li, who couldn't sleep, turned over, she met Bai Yuehui's wide-open eyes, paired with the red plums that he drew for him today, almost scaring himself.

"Why aren't you sleeping?"

"Didn't you sleep too?"

"I thought of another question today."

"..."

"You said, I fell in love with you slowly in the process of becoming Gesu, then in the end, isn't it Gesu who loves you? Then you love Bai Yuehui, but Bai Yuehui slowly fell in love with Gesu After falling in love with you, he slowly disappeared, so didn't the Bai Yuehui you loved never loved you in the end? Then I, should I still love you now? Who is loving you now? "

"I, I don't know either..."

"I have another question..."

"I beg you, baby, don't think about it anymore, let me spend a quiet old age..."

"The last one, you must promise me!"

"……OK then."

"If I die first and Gesu really falls in love with you, you must go to him, beg him to let you live, he will find a way, promise me."

"I……"

"You must be alive, otherwise who will go to my grave to burn paper and pull weeds from my grave? If you are not alive, who will remember Bai Yuehui."

"Bai Yuehui..."

"Ah, by the way, if that day, there are no more tears in my eyes, you can go and beg him."