I have nothing to do

102.

"No kidding, fall in love with me." Weng Chi said softly, "I've been thinking about it for several days, and I still want to fall in love with you."

"Weng Chi, really, don't make fun of me." Yan Yu's face was hot as he clutched the sticker on his phone, and he found out the earphones in a panic, "Wait a minute, I'll put on the earphones, okay, Weng Chi, I You are very serious, don’t say that again.”

"I really said, Yan Yu, I'm not joking," Weng Chi said in a serious tone, "What do you have to do to believe me."

"I can't believe it no matter what, Weng Chi, if it were you, would you believe it?" Weng Chi lay on the bed with his mobile phone. He put the mobile phone next to the pillow, covered his eyes with his arms, and Yan Yu fell into the deep darkness. , the world only has his and Weng Chi's voices.

"Weng Chi, I don't know why you said this suddenly. I can't answer you, you know? There's no way. How can I believe it? Believe that there is no possibility at all..."

"How could it be impossible...I..."

"Then what do you like about me? Weng Chi, I've been thinking about it for a few days too. I don't know what you like about me, or I don't know what you like about me. You, you...you are really good , you know, you are very good, very very good..." When Yan Yu said this, he suddenly choked up, and he was also very surprised, this is not something that needs to cry, but his eyes are really sore, and his throat Sour, his heart is sour, even his fingertips are sour.

It's so sad, Weng Chi is so good, why can't he like himself when he is so good?Why didn't he dare to believe it when he said he liked him?

At this moment, Yan Yu really hated his sensitivity and low self-esteem, but he couldn't help it, he was used to it, really used to it.

"I'm fine, and then?" Weng Chi's voice gradually softened, and he said softly, "Because I'm very, very good, so I won't like you who are not so good?"

Yan Yu closed her eyes tightly, and said "um" in a very small voice.

"Yan Yu, let me tell you, first, I am not particularly good, not at all; second, you are not that bad, nor at all, in my eyes, in my heart, you are the best That." Weng Chi was very quiet, only the slight sound of breathing leaked out from the electric current, he said slowly and gently:

"You asked me what I like about you. To be honest, I thought about it for several days, because I also wanted to tell you why I like you, but I didn't come up with something very specific. It is difficult for all worldly standards to describe you. Kindness, cuteness, gentleness, you have all these, but these are far from enough, far from enough to explain my liking, I know it is very sudden to say these things now, I have never revealed it to you, and I have not chased after you. For you, I didn't buy you many gifts, I didn't take you to many places, if you need these, or if you are willing to give it a chance, I can start from scratch...but..."

Weng Chi sighed softly:

"But don't deny me, and don't deny yourself. This doesn't respect me, nor you."

"I was really impulsive that day. I didn't think about it myself, and I might have scared you, but I thought about it carefully, Yan Yu, listen carefully. I thought about it carefully, not just thinking about it casually. I have no regrets, and I'm looking forward to it."

Yan Yu's arms were a little wet. He told himself that there was nothing to cry about. He didn't cry before, but since Weng Chi told him that men can cry too, he often couldn't help it. Weng Chi said he I didn't think of anything specific to give a reasonable explanation for "like", but Yan Yu knew why he liked Weng Chi, because Weng Chi always cared about him, who was on the side, who was outside the circle, He cares about him who sits in the corner, cares about him who is being bullied, he says he can be wronged, he says he can cry, he says he can eat some sweets when he is sad, he gives himself a lot of chocolates, why is Yan Yu not Do you like Weng Chi?

When Weng Chi was lying on his little sofa, when he was sitting next to Weng Chi, when he turned off the sound and silently watched the movie Weng Chi chose, Yan Yu knew clearly that he liked it very much. He likes it very much.

But this liking can’t be said, it’s tantamount to humiliating oneself, saying it is tantamount to self-defeating, and saying it is tantamount to not being able to do anything with friends.

So Yan Yu can only pretend, pretending that he doesn't like him, pretending to be used to it, there will always be a day when he believes in it, or give up.

Just like when he gave up liking Jian Ce, didn't it only take a moment?

Just give up, as long as you learn to give up, life will be much easier.

Yan Yu has told himself countless times like this, he almost succeeded, almost.

Yan Yu was cold when he received the text message from Li Zhengchu, he didn't even dare to look up at Weng Chi, he felt that he didn't even have the last bit of cover in front of Weng Chi, he was so naked, so humble, he had no right to like him Weng Chi, he looked down on himself, but blamed Weng Chi, as if without Weng Chi, he could continue to pretend.

So desperate, at that moment, so desperate.

It wasn't until being held in Weng Chi's arms that Yan Yu felt that he might be able to survive.

"I..." Yan Yu said with difficulty, "I don't know how to answer, I don't deserve it, do you understand Weng Chi, I really don't deserve it."

"Xiao Yanyu, not all questions have standard answers, but this question does exist, like or dislike, agree or disagree, don't have a psychological burden, and don't be afraid of me, afraid that I will be sad, of course your answer If I deny it, I will indeed be sad, but please believe that I am an adult, I can handle this relationship well, we, we can still be..." Weng Chi paused, and then said with difficulty " friend".

Unable to control the tears anymore, Yan Yu covered his face with his hands, tears wet his fingers.

"Little Yanyu, don't cry, just tell me..." Weng Chi's voice trembled a little, "Please tell me, because I'm not as old-fashioned and calm as you think."

"Don't torture me...give me an answer."

"Hi... I like it..." Yan Yu cried, "I like you, I like you very much."

I'm so afraid that you don't like me, I'm so afraid that you're just a whim, I'm so afraid that all this is just a dream, but if there is only one answer, it is to like you.

"I like you too, very much." Weng Chi said excitedly, "Then can you date me?"

"can."

"Can you date me?"

"can."

"Can you just like me?"

"can."

"Yan Yu, I hope that from today onwards your happiness will be all because of me."

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Ah... I finally wrote here. I don’t know if you guys are satisfied or not. In fact, I was very tangled when I wrote it, and I was very sad. It’s just sour. Some people are thinking whether the writing is too colloquial, whether it should be more subtle or literary or more descriptive, but I also think that it is to enter a real dialogue state, a little more colloquial, maybe the friends will have a stronger sense of substitution ?If you don’t like this style of friends, I’m sorry~ Ah, in short, we’ve come here, and we still have to go on the journey~ Then I hope everyone can still be together~ Above, good night!

ps. The title of this chapter comes from the song of the same name by Rock Class.