I have nothing to do

Jian Ce is Yan Yu's Bai Yueguang and also Yan Yu's cinnabar mole, because Yan Yu has liked such a person since he was so old.

Secretly like it.

Yan Yu is always in the corner, not the real corner of the classroom, because the corner in the classroom is not qualified to belong to Yan Yu, and the people sitting there are usually naughty and flamboyant people, although their grades are not so good. They are not very popular with teachers, but there are still many students who like to play and laugh with them. They can call friends wherever they go, and they are not lonely or lonely.

Wherever Yan Yu sits, there is a corner.

There are no classmates with good relationships, and no classmates with bad relationships. If there is any investigation in the class, no matter whether it is good or bad, no one will think of him.

His grades are always in the middle. There are no subjects that he is very good at, and there are no subjects that are not very good, including sports scores that can meet the standards but are not outstanding.

The appearance is ordinary, neither tall nor short, sometimes he will hear a few people get together to discuss the appearance of the classmates in the class, they will say who is beautiful and who is handsome, and they will laugh at whoever is disgusting and malicious Who is fat and who is ugly, Yan Yu has never been in the scope of discussion.

No one isolates him, and no one cares about him.

What they talk about, what they look at, what they flock to, what they loathe is a simple strategy.

Jian Ce is one or a few influential figures in every school.

He is tall, handsome, good at studying, and good at sports. When playing basketball, there will be men and women around the basketball court, not necessarily all cheering for him, but no one can leave his eyes.

He is the school grass that will appear in the school grass posts on online forums. Anyone who reads it will praise him as handsome.

Of course, Yan Yu was also included in these people.

Although Yan Yu is ordinary, this is not the reason to hinder his secret love.

Secret love is a self-tangle.

Sometimes Yan Yu would lie on the bed and think: It is impossible for him and Jian Ce, they haven't even spoken a few words, but he is always thinking about him, is it appropriate to do this?

Yan Yu even felt that he was a little ashamed and guilty of Jian Ce, ashamed that he often appeared in his dreams without knowing it.

Dreams of innocence, dreams of confusion, dreams of malaise.

Many years later, he discussed this matter with the old Taoist who was still a stranger on the Internet. The old Taoist felt ridiculous about his guilt feelings, and he said:

do you know?Obscenity is innocent.

Yan Yu stared blankly at the words on the computer screen for a while, and then accepted them.

Think about it too, all his delusions are only in his own head, if he doesn't say it, no one will know, he didn't cause any substantial harm to anyone, naturally, he didn't offend anyone, didn't feel sorry for anyone , so his lust is wishful thinking, and his guilt is also wishful thinking.

After graduating from high school, Yan Yu was admitted to an ordinary college, while Jian Ce had already passed the exam of the Film Academy.

When I came to the school for the graduation ceremony for the last time, everyone in the class ran to ask Jian Ce for autographs and group photos. Everyone laughed and said that when Jian Ce became famous, these things would be valuable, and he was also a big star. classmate.

Can Jian Ce become a big star?

of course can.

Everyone believed it, and so did Yan Yu.

Because Jian Ce is so tall and handsome, his smile is like sunshine in winter.

He also called Yan Yu's name, and asked Yan Yu, who was standing next to him with a nervous face on his phone, if he wanted to take a photo with him, and asked if Yan Yu's name should be signed on the school uniform.

Yan Yu saw that the school uniforms of the students around him were all signed, and he signed several of them himself, so he nodded and agreed.

And then never saw it again.

The students in the middle organized a few reunions, and no one called Yan Yu, but Yan Yu only found out that it was held after seeing the photos of the party in Moments. Yan Yu has no regrets or grievances, he is used to it.

It's just that he checked several people's circle of friends, but he couldn't find Jian Ce in the photo.

He was a little disappointed, but also a little lucky.

And now Jian Ce is standing in front of him, he even put his arms around Yan Yu's shoulder and patted, with a little smile in his voice, he said, "Yan Yu, why haven't you changed at all in all these years?" .”

Yan Yu nodded indiscriminately, he felt that the place where his shoulder touched Jian Ce's arm was hot.

He thought yes, after all these years, I haven't changed at all.

The party was held in a big box, Yan Yu and Jian Ce went in one after the other, Jian Ce opened the door first and went in, Yan Yu followed Jian Ce and heard the commotion in the box, someone called Jian Ce why did you go, someone called Jane Ce quickly sat here, and when Jian Ce walked to the side, he revealed the color behind him.

A moment of silence.

Everyone was looking at Yan Yu standing behind Jian Ce.

A moment of embarrassment.

Yan Yu wanted to escape in front of everyone.

Fortunately, everything is just a moment.

Jian Ce walked to Yan Yu's side, put his hands on Yan Yu's shoulders, and gently pushed him forward.

"I went out to smoke just now, and I happened to meet Yan Yu."

"Damn, this is Yan Yu, it's changed." A fat man in the group opened his mouth. His words seemed to turn on a switch, and everyone started chatting again, saying Yan Yu became more handsome, and someone asked Yan Yu what he was doing these past few years, and Yan Yu followed Jian Ce into the crowd.

Yan Yu felt a little happy in his heart, and felt that the classmate reunion was not as burdensome as he had thought. It turned out that everyone still remembered him, and a few people even chatted with him.

But just a few words, with the arrival of the new classmate, everyone went to chat with the new classmate, and soon, Yan Yu was sitting there alone again.

There are people on his left and there are people on his right, but he is alone, holding a teacup in a daze, just like before at school, he was sitting on his seat with a pen in a daze, looking at his classmates chatting and laughing .

Gradually, Jian Ce became the center again, and everyone chatted around him, and most of the topics were on him during meals. Many students asked him gossip about the entertainment industry. Jian Ce blinked and smiled and said he didn't know. Ask for details. , he raised his eyebrows and smiled, saying what do you guess?

While joking, someone finally asked why he hadn't seen the TV series he made, and there were not many news on the Internet. Yan Yu's heart skipped a beat. He also wanted to know why, but he felt that this question was very offensive to Jian Ce. He was afraid of Jian Ce. Embarrassment, afraid of Jian Ce's embarrassment, but also afraid of Jian Ce's anger.

But Jian Ce looked calm and calm. He said that because he felt that a good actor still needs to settle down and enrich himself, so his main focus in the past two years has been on his studies. .

After hearing this, everyone said that it is indeed a simple strategy, but it is different from those flowers and plants in the entertainment industry who are eager for quick success.

Praise is inevitable without drinking, one person takes the lead, and everyone follows, one person says to toast, the other one says to have a sip, the scene suddenly became lively and noisy.

Yan Yu was caught in the middle, he was ashamed of how he had judged Jian Ce just now, he was holding a glass of wine, blushing, clinked with Jian Ce and drank it up, Jian Ce took a look at him, and put his hands together The wine in the house ran out.

After a few rounds of drinking, the food didn't move much, the male students were a little flushed, and some of them went out and vomited twice.

At this time, Yan Yu was very grateful for his ordinaryness. No one asked him to drink, and he didn't ask anyone else to drink. Except for Jian Ce's cup, he hardly drank much.

Someone proposed to go to the second round, find a bar or KTV to continue, many people responded, but Yan Yu didn't want to go again, he was very satisfied seeing Jian Ce today.

Jian Ce said that he would not go, he said that there was an audition tomorrow, and he couldn't sleep too late today, next time, next time, he would definitely ask everyone to come out to play, and he would definitely not get drunk or return home.

Everyone’s expression and tone were a bit disappointed, but they all expressed their understanding. Everyone ate some food, chatted for a few words and then left. Those who wanted to continue the stall left together. Others also left in twos and threes. Yuyu went to the toilet by himself, and when he came back, everyone had left.

He stood at the door, looking at the messy cups and plates inside, it was hard to imagine that he was still in it a few minutes ago.

When Yan Yu walked out of the hotel gate, a gust of wind made his face hot. He felt like Alice in Wonderland. Although Wonderland was chaotic, he was not as cute as Alice, but there was a gentleman Mr. Rabbit.

"It's so slow for you to come out."

Jian Ce walked out from the shadow beside him with a cigarette in his hand, just like when Yan Yu came.

He had a flat expression on his face, and after a while, he smiled a little. He said Yanyu, let's exchange contact information.

what?

Not available?

Ah, convenient, convenient.

Yan Yu quickly took out his mobile phone and added Jian Ce's WeChat, and Jian Ce saved his number by the way.

While Jian Ce was typing Yan Yu's name with his mobile phone, Jian Ce's mobile phone rang. Yan Yu glanced at the screen, and the name displayed on it was "Weng Chi".

Jian Ce didn't answer the phone, but pressed it off, then he raised his head and waved forward.

Yan Yu looked in the direction and found a black car slowly approaching, and then parked on the side of the road in front of them.

"Let's go together." Jian Ce said.

"Ah?" Yan Yu was surprised, "Are we going on the way? No, no, that's too much trouble for you, I can go back by myself."

"Let's go." Jian Ce ignored Yan Yu's refusal, took Yan Yu's arm and walked down the steps.

The door of the black car opened, and a young man stepped out.

He is tall, seems to be taller than Jian Ce.

His facial features are not as delicate as Jian Ce's, but they are sharp-edged and cold.

He stood in front of Yan Yu, and Yan Yu quickly lowered his head.

"Weng Chi, my classmate is drunk, can you send him back?" Jian Ce asked.

Drunk?Yan Yu thought, I'm not drunk, I'm very sober.

"Looking at his face is quite red." The voice of the man named Weng Chi was also quite cold, "Okay, I'll see him off first."

Weng Chi opened the rear door, raised his chin at Yan Yu,

"Get in the car, I'll see you off."

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