I have nothing to do

53.

Cheng Xinyuan was chatting excitedly, and suggested that dinner could be settled here so that they could continue chatting while eating. Xiao Hanrui and Fan Si had no objections, so Yan Yu naturally followed Cheng Xinyuan, who was also brought here by Cheng Xinyuan. Cheng Xinyuan happily said that it was decided that I would ask the waiter to order, but Weng Chi shook his phone at Cheng Xinyuan and smiled and said don't count me, my wife has an appointment.

Cheng Xinyuan naturally knew who that beautiful woman was, he glanced at Weng Chi and almost sneered.

He didn't object, because he knew it was useless to object, not to mention that Weng Chi was in love and not himself, he didn't care so much.

He simply doesn't like Jian Ce very much, he always puts on airs with a dignified face, but his eyes are full of desire.

He doesn't believe that Weng Chi can't see what Jian Ce is, but Weng Chi is willing. He said that he likes this kind of thing. He doesn't feel it if it's too pure, too noisy, or too homely. Playing tricks with him, you can compete with each other and see who can play better than others. He thinks this is the only way to challenge and have fun.

Fun, Weng Chi likes fun, he is terribly afraid of being bored, Cheng Xinyuan knows this, otherwise they wouldn't be able to hang out all day long.

Cheng Xinyuan also likes interesting things and interesting people, but he doesn't like others to treat himself as fun.

After Weng Chi grinned and said goodbye, Cheng Xinyuan sent him a WeChat message, sending him the word "cheap".

"Mr. Weng has a girlfriend? You are also around the mountain? An actress?" Fan Si turned his head and looked at Weng Chi's leaving back and said thoughtfully, "Did Mr. Weng also be an actor before? I think Weng Mister is very familiar."

"He hasn't been an actor before. Like me, he hasn't returned to China for two years." Cheng Xinyuan said with a smile, "It seems that he looks familiar because of his public face."

"If Mr. Weng is the face of the public, our idols will have no way out." Seeing that Yan Yu's cup was empty, Xiao Hanrui picked up the pot and poured tea for Yan Yu, "Just now Director Cheng said that Mr. Yan is a film critic, am I lucky to read Can you read Mr. Yan's text?"

Yan Yu was holding the empty water cup in a daze, the sudden heat from the cup wall pulled him out of the empty state, Xiao Hanrui looked at him with a smile in the heat of the tea, as if he was treating himself on the set two days ago It is another person who bosses around.

"What is Mr. Yan's pen name?"

""ah?I can't write well. "Yan Yu hurriedly replied, "The ID I usually use to post movie reviews is Qianyanwanyu. "

"You are full of words." Fan Si looked at Yan Yu in surprise and said, "I've read a lot of your movie reviews. I knew you from that salty forum before!"

Cheng Xinyuan also became interested, he said, Xiao Fan, you also know about Xianyan, what is your ID there?

Fan Si smiled embarrassedly and said that he knew that Xianyan had closed the registration at that time, and he used someone else's ID, and he just read it and didn't reply.

"I'm using Han Rui's ID."

Now it was Cheng Xinyuan's and Yan Yu's turn to be surprised, Xiao Hanrui really didn't look like he would hang out in their forum.

"ID?" Cheng Xinyuan asked.

"Let's not talk about it..." Xiao Hanrui rarely showed an embarrassing expression, "The ID is from high school, so it's okay not to talk about it."

"I'm an old man." Cheng Xinyuan confessed first, "Weng Chi is the father of the patron, and Yan Yu, you know, is a thousand words."

"...I am Leng Yu.Yeの心."

"...Pfft!" Cheng Xinyuan was silent for a moment and then started laughing, Yan Yu also lay on the table shaking his shoulders.

Xiao Hanrui sat on the side with a blushing face, put his hands on his knees, and muttered in a low voice: "Don't talk, don't talk...don't laugh at you!"

The ID of Xiao Hanrui is quite famous in the forums. In the first few years, he liked to post some remarks about the secondary school and his ID. People in the forum privately guessed that he should be young, and then he was crazy but had an unexpectedly good temper. As long as he convinced him , he is willing to admit his mistakes, he is much better than those stubborn people in the forum, so everyone likes him, and when holding various activities, besides Weng Chi, the sponsor father, Yeの心 also loves to appear. Money, so they will also jokingly call him the gold master Ma Ma.

A few days ago, Yeの心 also posted a post on the forum, denouncing the fact that most of the current movies are shoddy even though they claim to have invested over [-] million yuan.

Yan Yu also actively replied a lot, and the two of them discussed for a long time in the middle of the night.

Then the next day on the set, Xiao Hanrui asked Yan Yu to carry coffee.

"You've been on the forum for so long, why are your acting skills still so bad?" Cheng Xinyuan asked bluntly since he was half an acquaintance, "I remember you commented on some actors' acting skills back then."

"Hey, I was young at that time." Although I said so, Xiao Hanrui is only 20 years old now. "I didn't expect to be an actor at the beginning. Of course, others don't have psychological pressure. Isn't there a saying that it is good to comment on the refrigerator?" If it’s bad, do I need to refrigerate it?”

"what about now?"

"Refrigeration is too difficult." Xiao Hanrui rubbed his nose and said embarrassingly, "I probably don't have the talent in this area, and I also want to find some time to study it. I'm going to the cinema after filming Director Wang's film this time." Learn more."

"Then am I interested in this film? Shall I reserve a role for you?" Cheng Xinyuan raised his eyebrows and said.

"Since we are acquaintances, I will tell you the truth." Xiao Hanrui put his chin in his hands and smiled like a flower, "Old man, let's get the copyright done first, my schedule is very precious."

It was already late when Yan Yu returned to the hotel, he went to wash his face after entering the room.

He felt alive again when the cold water splashed on his face.

Although it was surprising to know Xiao Hanrui's identity, even though he chatted with Lao Dao and the others happily at night, even though he smiled so much that his brows and eyes were stained red in the steaming private room.

But he felt so illusory...

Especially when talking and walking out of the hotel gate with a smile, the cold wind blew on his smiling face, blowing through his expensive scarf, and he began to feel dizzy in his head under the alternation of hot and cold.

He didn't wake up until he returned to the room and faced his face with water droplets hanging in the mirror.

It turns out that happiness is all fake, even if I am laughing.

In the mirror, his brows were tightly frowned, and his eyes were full of sadness.

So sad.

When he knew that Weng Chi liked Jian Ce, Yan Yu's thoughts were more complicated. He would think about why and what to do. He would analyze his own heart and find reasons for Weng Chi and Jian Ce. , to find a reason for himself, he must try to persuade himself to accept this matter, and then fight against his unwillingness in the process of persuasion.

He will take into account Weng Chi's emotions, and tell himself that Weng Chi is not wrong, and neither is Jian Ce.

What about myself, am I wrong?

Is it wrong to like someone better than yourself?

Is it wrong to like someone better than yourself for a long time?

Is it wrong to envy others?Is it wrong to be jealous of others?Is it wrong to resent others?

Throughout the day, Yan Yu's mind was in a mess, and while he was chatting with people, these thoughts popped up every now and then.

He looked into other people's eyes, but thought about these things in his mind.

But at this moment, in this hotel room located in Huanshan Film and Television City, he looked at himself in the mirror, and only had one thought:

So sad.

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Yan Yu is a very delicate person. A delicate person will inevitably be paranoid.