I have nothing to do

96.

After getting in the car, Weng Chi reminded him to fasten his seat belt, and then the two of them set off for Weng Chi's company.

Weng Chi said that even though it was a supper party, he was afraid that Cheng Xinyuan's swearing would be too loud and people would hear the news. After all, Xiao Hanrui also went there and had more paparazzi with him, so it's better to talk behind closed doors in the company.

"And if you don't go to my company, Xiao Hanrui wants to open a house again..."

"Haha." Yan Yu couldn't help laughing.

After following Xiao Hanrui for a few days, Yan Yu knew that Xiao Hanrui had this problem.Although Xiao Hanrui is a very dedicated idol, he is still a bit lazy. He would like to lie down on the bed when he has an hour or two of rest time, but he is always afraid of being photographed by the media, so he often goes to a nearby hotel to open a room , Yan Yu asked Xiao Hanrui why he didn't drive a caravan, Xiao Hanrui said he was a little idol, and he was afraid of bad influence, but Yan Yu felt that the influence of owning a house was even worse...

Snow is rare in Jiangzhou in winter, but the rain is never stingy, and it often falls without warning. When we go out, there is not a drop of rain, but it starts to rain in the middle of the journey.

Yan Yu sat in the co-pilot's seat with his head leaning on the back of the seat. The song playing in the car was the one he liked.

Before Yan Yu replied to this song in a forum post about the best songs to listen to, he and Weng Chi didn't know each other at that time.

"At that time, I read the post and listened to all the recommended songs. I was quite surprised when I saw your song. I didn't expect that Qianyan Wanyu, who was very serious in my impression, would like to listen to this type of song." Weng As Chi spoke, he turned on the wipers, and the creaking sound was accompanied by mechanized female voice electronic music, which was surprisingly harmonious in this rainy day.

"I also looked up the lyrics."

"Really..." Yan Yu's face began to turn red, after all, the lyrics in this series seem rather... strange.

"I think it's quite boring..." Weng Chi said with a smile, "At that time, I thought that Qianyan Wanyu must be a very lonely, lonely, and artistic person."

"Isn't it discovered now?"

"No, I took a look at Xiao Hanrui's playlist the other day and found that he also listens to this kind of music, but he is not at all... and you..." Weng Chi paused intentionally, "You are not literary."

So alone and alone?

Yan Yu lowered his eyelids and heard the song singing:

"How many years have I been a member of the boring people? The color of the clouds flowing in my eyes always feels like I'm just chasing after them. The appointment for tomorrow is so lonely. The color of the withered flowers in my chest..."

The car broke down like rain without warning.

Weng Chi barely parked the car on the side of the road, but it couldn't start anymore. He could only call the insurance company and wait for them to send someone to tow the car.

The rain outside was not too heavy, Weng Chi slightly opened the car door to let the cool wind blow in.

"Tell me if it's cold, and I'll close the door again." Weng Chi said to Yan Yu, "I guess it will take a while for the trailer to arrive. I'm sorry to encounter such a thing."

"It's okay, it's just an accident." Yan Yu suddenly thought of the gift that hadn't been delivered yet, and he quickly picked it up from his feet to give it to Weng Chi, but saw Weng Chi opened the door and got out of the car.

Yan Yu unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car. He carried the bag and walked to Weng Chi, only to find that Weng Chi was leaning against the railing by the river and was lighting a cigarette.

Weng Chi raised his eyes and saw him coming, so he turned off the lighter again, and Yan Yu hurriedly said, "You smoke it, I don't mind, besides, this place is so open, the smell of smoke will dissipate as soon as the wind blows."

It is true that Weng Chi's mouth is a little itchy. He is actually not a big smoker, and he can bear it when he sees Yan Yu, but today is a bit different. Perhaps it is because of the influence of that diary that he has been distracted when he saw Yan Yu today. Ning, I don't know if Yan Yu noticed his abnormality.

After saying sorry, Weng Chi still lit the cigarette. He seldom smoked into his lungs, and he basically just spit it out in a circle in his mouth.

Yan Yu stood aside, watching Weng Chi smoke one after another, feeling a little worried. His intuition told him that Weng Chi had something on his mind, but he didn't know whether he should ask or not.

"By the way..." Yan Yu suddenly remembered Jian Ce's instructions on the phone, "Jian Ce said he couldn't reach you, so he asked you to contact him. He said he has something urgent to call you."

"He's looking for you?" Weng Chi raised his eyebrows and asked.

"Call me this afternoon."

"what do you say?"

"What can I say, just tell the truth, you've been very busy recently."

"Yeah." Weng Chi nodded, took a deep puff of the cigarette, and exhaled white air from his nose, "Yan Yu, don't help him like this next time."

"What do you mean?"

"Me and him, it's okay."

After Weng Chi said this, he stubbed out the cigarette, and threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray he carried with him.

"The talk has collapsed." Weng Chi lied without blushing. Where did he talk to Jian Ce? He was the one who ran away unilaterally.

"Argued?" Yan Yu was a little surprised, he thought Jian Ce would be with Weng Chi sooner or later.

"There was no quarrel, that is, I suddenly found that Jian Ce and my personality didn't seem to fit well. He is not as good as I thought, do you understand? There is a difference between imagination and reality. For example, in my imagination, Jian Ce and I are together It would be a happy thing to be together, but after really in-depth contact, I found that it is not the case at all." Weng Chi hesitated for a while and then said, "And I am a little tired of chasing, I think I must find someone I like. , it’s better if he also likes me, are you right?”

"Me? I...I don't know." Yan Yu hadn't digested Weng Chi's words, "I haven't talked about it."

"Then, Yan Yu will also find someone who likes her?"

"No one will like me." Yan Yu subconsciously said.

"Who said that?! You are very cute." Weng Chi retorted, "How can no one like you."

"I mean that there is no liking that is enough to make people fall in love." Yan Yu said softly with lowered eyelids, "So it doesn't matter whether the other party likes me or not, as long as I like him, I won't bother him... ..."

"What if he's not good?" Weng Chi asked in a deep voice, "Is he not as good as you think?"

"Then I..." Before Yan Yu finished speaking, the phone vibrated. He thought it was a phone and picked it up to check, but it turned out that it was not a call but a text message.

The text messages that would send him were not only express delivery but also advertisements, and of course there were various verification codes. Yan Yu didn't care at all, but when he opened the message, he found that it was an unfamiliar number.

Weng Chi was still chattering on the sidelines, he said: "Yan Yu, have you considered trying to have a...a normal relationship, not, uh, not that kind of crush...because if the person you have a crush on is not What to do...he..."

"He is Jian Ce." The light on Yan Yu's phone screen gradually went out, and Yan Yu raised his head: "Did you already know that?"

"Not very early..."

Yan Yu's face was submerged in the darkness, and his expression was a little unclear, but his tone suddenly turned cold, which made Weng Chi feel a little flustered.

"When we were in Liangxi, Li Zhengchu said it." Weng Chi saw that he couldn't hide it, so he simply said, "I met him outside at that time, he provoked me, we had a fight, and then he said... …At that time you were in the hotel, I thought, well, I didn’t say anything because I was afraid of embarrassing everyone.”

"A little earlier than I thought..." Yan Yu lowered his head and said, "I'm like a fool..."

"No, you don't look like a fool, it's me, it's me who looks like a fool." Weng Chi explained in a panic, "I don't think there is any reason to talk to you about this, you see, I can't ask you directly, are you Secretly in love with Jian Ce, are we rivals in love... Well, how do you know..."

Yan Yu didn't speak, he just unlocked the phone, then opened the SMS page and handed it to Weng Chi.

A string of texts came from an unnamed number.

The text message says that I have given your diary to your friend, I hope you will be happy after reading it.Of course, just a copy.

"Yan Yu..." Weng Chi held the phone and was at a loss for words. He thought he could help Yan Yu, he even thought he could protect Yan Yu from wind and rain.

But the rain gradually became heavier, and the wind became more urgent. The riverside in winter was so cold that people shivered.

Yan Yu was also trembling slightly.

Weng Chi saw that the lower half of Yan Yu's face was buried in the scarf he gave him, only his eyes were exposed.

don't cry.Weng Chi said in his heart.

don't cry.

"Diary, have you read it?"

Yan Yu's voice was very soft, and he spoke every word very slowly.

"Looked a little..." Faced with Yan Yu Wengchi like this, it's hard to lie, "Because he put it in a folder, I opened it and didn't know what it was, so I looked it up..."

"Hmm...it's very thick...I've been writing for three years..." Yan Yu said with difficulty, "I just like someone...I never thought about being with him, and I dare not say it , I just... just like it..."

"Yan language..."

"I know he might not be what I imagined..."

"I also know that he doesn't see me at all..."

"I'm not stupid..."

"But can't you just like him?"

"So what if the real him is different from the one in my fantasy? I won't be with the real him. I'm so cowardly. I dare not say it. Is this all right?"

"You said I was your rival in love, but I never thought about it that way. I'm not worthy, Weng Chi. I'm just a transparent person hiding in the corner."

"Isn't that okay..."

"Yan Yu, it's fine, it's fine." Weng Chi rushed up and hugged him, just like the time in Liangxi, he pressed Yan Yu's head into his arms, "It's okay to like anyone, I'm sorry, Yan Yu Yuyu, whoever you like is fine, I'm sorry."

"I just have a crush on someone, am I wrong?" Yan Yu asked nah.

"No, you are not wrong." Weng Chi hugged Yan Yu tightly, "We were wrong."

"Why is there nothing wrong, but I am always the one who is punished..."

"Did I make you suffer too? I didn't want to punish you, I just, I just wanted you to like someone else." Weng Chi kissed Yan Yu's hair lightly, "Wouldn't it be better to change someone?"

"I, no, no, no one to change."

Yan Yu began to sob, he struggled to get out of Weng Chi's embrace, "I, I, I want to go home."

Yan Yu's strength seemed to burst out at this moment, he pushed Weng Chi back and wanted to break free from Weng Chi's arms.

The rain became heavier, and both he and Weng Chi were drenched. Weng Chi's cell phone kept ringing, and it was unknown whether it was the towing company or Cheng Xinyuan.

"I want to go home!" The rain and tears blurred Yan Yu's face, his arm was tightly held by Weng Chi, unable to break free and unable to escape.

For a moment, just for a moment, Yan Yu was pulled back into his embrace again, followed by a kiss.

A kiss like a touch of water fell on the cold lips.

"It's okay to replace me." Weng Chi said.

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Isn’t this development a bit unexpected... Then Chapter 94 was updated after 11 o’clock yesterday, don’t forget to read it *罒▽罒*