heartthrob she only likes me

She ran fast, the two-week tree shadow quickly retreated, the cold air rushed into her lungs, and her heart ached from swelling.

There was a red light ahead, and she couldn't wait. The car stopped sharply, and the driver poked his head out of the window and cursed at her.

She turned a deaf ear and didn't have time to think about anything. Although her legs seemed to be filled with lead, she didn't dare to relax for a moment.Because she knew that once she stopped, she would never be able to stand up again, and an inexplicable obsession supported her.

Time passed bit by bit... Even the air was oppressive and suffocating.

"Doctor, please wait a little longer, he will be here soon!" the boy begged.

"The patient can't wait any longer..." The doctor helplessly pushed away the young man's hand holding his clothes.

His hands gradually slipped from his clothes, and despair spread into his eyes little by little.

He felt something slip from his eyes, and warm liquid trickled from the corners of his eyes to his chin.I stretched out my hand to mold it, only to find that it was tears.

Regret, despair, and grief rushed into my heart in an instant, "Wait a minute, she will be here soon..."

The sound of panicked and heavy footsteps sounded in the corridor, reaching their ears from far and near.As if being hit hard by something, he suddenly raised his head!

Keep your eyes open and look in that direction.

is her!Must be her!

Liu Se ran from the corridor, every step was so heavy that her heart and lungs almost vomited out.The thin figure against the light was almost swallowed by this big dark mouth.

"where is she?!!"

Beads of sweat fell from her forehead and fell into her eyes. She closed her eyes to prevent the sourness from entering her heart, "Where is it!"

She was breathing heavily, as if a hole was about to be ripped through her violently heaving chest.

The boy walked over and pointed in the direction of the operating room.Then he turned his head, not daring to look any further.

Liu Se staggered like a new toddler, cautious and frightened.

He didn't cry aloud, just walked in step by step, but it was so quiet that it made people want to cry.As soon as his finger touched the door, he quickly retracted it as if he had been electrocuted.She let out a sob from her throat, as if her vocal cords were weeping blood.

The mental tension, coupled with the various studies and part-time jobs recently, has already exhausted her, as long as a slight wind can easily destroy her.

She was already hypoglycemic, her eyes turned black, she staggered a few steps, and was about to hit the handrail in front of her head!

"Be careful!" The boy raised his head and shouted urgently, he didn't have time to support Liu Se, he could only watch him fall on it.

Then, he saw a figure rushing over.

Can't tell who it is!When he reacted, he only saw an afterimage, which was not as fast as a human being!

Liu Se's emaciated body fell into Qi Qing's embrace, as light as a white feather, she subconsciously frowned.

Unconsciously slow down the movement of the hands, fearing that the person will be broken in the hands if not careful.

"Willow Se" Qiqing opened her mouth, and there was a trace of tenderness in her tone that she didn't realize.She didn't know how to comfort someone, and she didn't know what to say to make her feel better, so she just called her name softly.

Liu Se in her arms seemed to be awakened suddenly, and pushed away Qi Qing's holding hand.

Seeing the worry in her eyes, subconsciously wanted to pull out a smile, telling her that she was fine and don't worry, but in the end she just struggled to show an expression more sad than crying.

How can there be such a person?Sensible people can't wait to exchange the whole world, Qi Qing thought.

There was a blush around the delicate and beautiful glasses, especially on the white eyelids. After looking at them for a long time, one would even have a thrilling feeling of decadence and beauty. Qiqing just took a look, and his eyes moved away from the bright color.

"Stop laughing!" Qi Qing raised Liu Se's head, raised her chin with one hand, and forced her to look into her eyes.

"Now you don't have a good smile at all, you know?" She said softly, but Liu Se's body trembled.

"I don't need you to comfort me in turn, you are the one who is sad and painful!" Qiqing stared into her eyes, making Liu Se unable to hide or escape.The sharpness in her eyes was something she had never seen before, as if a cold knife pierced through her disguise without a trace of hesitation, revealing her bloody bones and flesh, as well as her fragility and panic that had never been shown to anyone.

With a shock in her head, she slowly broke free from Qi Qing's arms.

"It's okay." She said in a hoarse voice, her voice was so weak that if you don't listen carefully, you won't notice it at all.

It's okay to say something calm and breezy, it's just her own protective film, fragile and vulnerable.It's not to comfort Qiqing, nor is it for myself, it seems to be telling the person who is currently lying on the operating bed.

self-mumbling.

It seems that the hanging lights in the hospital are starting to shake. Is the whole world upside down?Liu Se thought in a daze.

Then the next moment, she fell into Qi Qing's arms.

In the quiet surroundings, there are pale colors everywhere, and she can clearly feel every subtle breathing and heartbeat of Liu Se.

The nurse was urging them to find someone to donate blood, when suddenly there was a lot of noisy footsteps, and she heard the doctor yelling "Quick, cardiotonic!" The nurse hurried back.

The eyes of the young man standing on the side suddenly lost their light, and he leaned against the wall slumped, panting.

For a while, all kinds of chaotic voices gradually became clear in her ears, and all the words became a thread in her ears.

Qi Qing supported Liu Se's fingers and slowly exerted force.

"Suck me."

The voice is flat, but there is a firm determination.

"Your blood may not be..." the boy frowned.

"Puff." Qi Qing didn't look at him, but just rolled up his sleeves. The young man looked at her with some hesitation. Seeing that her brows were calm at the moment, and she exuded an inexplicable aura that made people instantly calm and convinced, she couldn't say anything else. .

Brown iodophor, applied to her skin, gradually gave rise to goosebumps as soon as it came into contact with the air.She could clearly feel the sharp needles piercing every inch of her flesh, and her brain was sober and sensitive like never before.

The warm blood was slowly drawn into another blood transfusion bag, the red was dazzling.

Qiqing tilted her head and ignored it.

The floor on the ground reflected Qiqing's indifferent eyes, black and endless, empty and dead.

After the young man carefully placed Liu Se on the hospital bed next to him, he saw her turning her head, thought she was afraid, and comforted her awkwardly not to be afraid.

If it was normal, Qi Qing would have sneered a long time ago, since it wasn't your blood that was drawn, of course you wouldn't be afraid.

But she was silent.

Not afraid, but—excited.

She has a thirst for blood.Familiar yet warm.

It seems to be born with a natural love.

Liu Se, who had fallen asleep, also frowned, her pale lips were tightly pressed together, as if she had endless troubles, even in her dreams she couldn't be at peace.

"Mom—" Liu Se suddenly woke up from the bed.

She was about to get out of bed in a panic, and she didn't even have time to put on her shoes, so she just stepped on the ground with her bare feet.Before taking two steps, Qi Qing pulled her back.

"Let go of me, let go of me!"

As soon as Qiqing touched it, Liu Se struggled.She never knew that this weak-looking person could have so much strength, she almost broke free, "Let me go, even if it's the last time... I beg you..." Liu Se looked at her , Tears don't want money to fall down.

"She's fine." Qiqing held back her dizzy head and hugged her waist tightly.

"... What did you just say?" The empty eyes looked at her, and the voice was soft as if afraid of hearing it wrong.

"It's really all right now, the doctor said that it needs to be recuperated now."

Qiqing let go of her hand, and said in a steady and firm voice: "If you still don't believe me, I'll take you to see her, but you have to put on your shoes first. It's not a good choice to freeze your body." .” She squatted down and helped her put on her shoes, her movements were natural and smooth, without the slightest pause or reluctance.

Liu Se let her move in a daze, with a coat on her shoulders, and then slowly walked out of the ward with Qi Qing's support.

Liu Se is too weak, even when she is awake, the hospital will not draw her blood.Qi Qing didn't know why, she just had a strong premonition that her blood would definitely do it.After the blood was drawn and paired, it was actually suitable, without the slightest rejection, and would not cause any adverse reactions.

The stupid boy beside him didn't expect it, his eyes widened in disbelief.

In the emergency ward, it is not allowed to come in and out at will, Liu Se can only look at Liu Anmin through the transparent window, with her thin hands sticking to it, as if she can touch her alive temperature through the glass.

Gradually, she slowly twisted her fingers into a strange posture.

Until a warm and cool touch covered the back of her hand.

It is Qiqing's hand.

Silence gave her strength and infinite courage.

She is telling her, don't be afraid, I am here.

Somewhere in the hospital, Qi Qing and Liu Se sat quietly on the public seats.

No one spoke. I don't know if it took a few minutes or a few hours. It was so long that even the air seemed to stop.

"I thought that without her, I would breathe a sigh of relief, become more relaxed, and not have to live such a hard life. I have complained, resented, and unwilling to live, but..." Liu Se took a deep breath, "When things really happen The moment it was about to happen, I actually panicked, I was afraid that she would really abandon me and leave me alone in this world."

From every word she said, every sentence, Qi Qing could feel her pain and entanglement.

"She always has a sad face, scolding God for not having eyes, cursing him, and scolding me."

"At that time, I didn't know why, my mother looked at me so coldly. I thought it was because I was not good enough." Liu Se covered her face and smiled softly, "I try my best in everything. No.1, I am better than the whole class. But she still hates me, hates me."

"I don't know, I really don't know what to do to make her love me a little..." Tears flowed from his knuckles and dripped onto the grass, moistening the grass. It suddenly glowed with vitality and became green.

"Everything is in the past, you still have a long future..." Qiqing patted her on the shoulder and stopped talking.

What she needs now is not comfort, but someone who can be by her side, waiting for her to calm down.Comforting those things is actually pale and powerless. If you haven't experienced all this yourself, you can't really understand it.

Qi Qing pulled out a piece of grass and handed it to her.The soft and itchy feeling made Liu Se pause, interrupting her who was immersed in pain.

Qiqing pinched the grass with her fingers and waved it in front of her eyes.

"Look, even though you are in such pain, you still can't change anything. You can only relieve your emotions temporarily by venting. Even if you are sad to death, it won't make any sense."

"Think about it, there are too many regrets and grievances in the world, and you can't change it even if you try your best. You have to admit this." Qi Qing fiddled with the grass in her hand, and threw it away when it broke, "You are going to Get used to it slowly, and it will not be painful to see the light.”

Put aside all the negative emotions, and then spread your feet and rush forward, fearless.

Even if there is an abyss ahead, Abi Hell, to her, it is just a contemptuous smile, step into it, and then turn it upside down.

This uncivilized behavior happened to be seen by the aunt in charge of cleaning.

"Pull and step on grass indiscriminately!"

Qiqing was so scared that she quickly picked it up and put it in her pocket.

Qiqing's remarks can literally blow up any normal person's three views, breaking and reshaping your world outlook, outlook on life, and values.

But thinking about it carefully, what she said was not unreasonable.

Whether it is crying hysterically, or complaining and cursing at injustice, what should come will come, no one will be an exception.Maybe if you want to open up, be more open-minded, and take everything lightly and lightly, it will not be so painful.