Princess, how am I from you?
Chapter 35
One autumn rain and one cold, let alone sleet.Yuzhang, who thought his physique had improved, fell ill again.At dinner yesterday, Yuzhang was just a little weak and a little bit listless. Guan Xin was worried that Yuzhang had caught a cold, so he forced Yuzhang to drink some ginger tea before letting her go to bed early.Unexpectedly, when Guan Xin woke up early the next day to visit Yuzhang, he found that the princess had a fever again.Yep, you have to turn on the difficult mode of drinking medicine again.This time it is not only Yuzhang who is sick, but also Nuanxin.It was all caused by the sleet yesterday.
In fact, Guan Xin's nose is also a bit uncomfortable, but now Nuan Xin is also sick, and the warmth is gone, so she has to keep her spirits up. If it was before, she could be more relaxed, but now she is injured and her immunity is low Not to mention, my strength is a little weak, and I always feel that my feet are floating.Stopping Nuan Xin's willingness to go to work in spite of illness, she ordered Dong Xue to take care of Nuan Xin, while she took Chun Tao and Chun Yu to stand in front of Yu Zhang.
Her right hand is inconvenient, so Chunyu had to use wine to reduce Yuzhang's fever.And ordered the kitchen to make three servings as the sick meal was made when the princess was sick last time, and gave each of the two sick ones to her.
Yuzhang was in a daze, opened his eyes, and Guan Xin was sitting beside her, holding Guan Xin's fingers with hot hands, "Don't tell sister, lest she worry."
"Okay, I got it, you can take care of it with peace of mind, and strive to get well soon." Guan Xin took the opportunity to hold Yu Zhang's hand, and the temperature of that palm made her feel distressed.
Yuzhang hummed, closed his eyes again, struggled a few times with his hand, but failed to take it back, opened his eyes again, and glared at Guan Xin who took advantage of her.Her face was flushed from burning, and her eyes were misty. This stare, not to mention majestic, made Guan Xin feel extra delicate.Regardless of the pain in his right shoulder, he held Yuzhang's hand with his left hand and supported the pain with his right hand, stroked Yuzhang's forehead, bent down, and whispered in Yuzhang's ear, "Yuyu needs to get better sooner." Otherwise, I will feel bad."
Yuzhang tilted his head slightly, and met the bent Guan Xin's eyes, the distance between his face and his face was only a few inches away, his heart jumped a few times, his already flushed face became even more red , moved her head back unnaturally, the affection in Guan Xin's eyes made her body feel as if it was about to catch fire just now, and her whole body was very hot.
Guan Xin's eyes were full of tiresome tenderness, she straightened her waist, and tucked away the loose hair around Yu Zhang's ears.Turning around, he ordered Chuntao to bring over the cold porridge.With Chuntao's help, Yuzhang sat on the head of the bed.Chuntao wants to take over from Guan Xin to feed porridge to her master, after all, Guan Xin needs help from others to eat now.But Guan Xin shook his head and refused, "Go to the kitchen to see if the medicine is ready, and then bring some apple custard you prepared a few days ago, oh, by the way, send a copy to Nuan Xin, and that girl Afraid of suffering."
Yuzhang was very uncomfortable. This person was not Ajie, but Guan Xin. Such a distance and situation made her heartbeat irregular and uncomfortable, and she wanted to eat by herself. At the same time, she was also a little worried that Guan Xin had stretched her wound.Guan Xin refused, holding the porridge bowl firmly with his left hand and the spoon with his right, insisting on feeding Yuzhang.The last time was Changle, this time, she must fulfill her rights as a suitor.She was so handsome in less than three seconds, but Guan Xin started to feel flustered and frightened. She had to work so hard for such a simple thing as feeding. Trembling, she brought the porridge to Yuzhang's mouth, if it wasn't for Yuzhang himself to help, it would have been difficult for her to aim at Yuzhang's mouth.
Guan Xin stared at his right hand, dazed.Is her right hand useless?In the past, in order not to affect the recovery of her injuries, she had been using her left hand instead of her right hand to do things. She thought it was because of the unhealed injury, so she couldn't use force. But today, it seems that it is not so simple. Her hands can't hold things at all. Even if she managed to hold it, she couldn't hold it firmly, just like just now, if Yuzhang hadn't helped in time, the spoon containing the porridge would have fallen, because she couldn't hold it anymore.Guan Xin looked at Yuzhang with tears in his eyes, "Don't lie to me, is my right hand useless? Is it because I won't be able to use my strength anymore? Is it because I won't be able to hold a pen or use chopsticks anymore? gone?"
Yuzhang's heart tightened, and she was at a loss for words. She hadn't figured out what to say so that she wouldn't be so shocked, "Don't think too much, it should be that the wound hasn't healed yet, wait for the wound to heal..."
With tears in Guan Xin's eyes, she didn't believe such a far-fetched explanation at all, "Oh, is it easy to lie when I'm a three-year-old child? I thank you for your kindness, I'm sorry, I may need to calm down, you can eat by yourself first After finishing speaking, Guan Xin stuffed the bowl to Yuzhang and stood up straight away, maybe because she made too much movement of getting up, her right shoulder hurt and her body swayed, but she couldn't take care of it, the pain was not as good as the pain and panic in her heart.Clutching his shoulders, he ran out in a little embarrassment.
Yuzhang had never seen Guan Xin in such a flustered and desperate mood, he couldn't help being anxious, and put the porridge bowl aside, but she was still having a fever, her body was so weak that she didn't have much strength at all.I had to call Chun Yu, "Quick, help me to have a look."
"Princess, it's too cold outside, you better not go out, I'll go for you. Sister Xinxin just can't accept it for a while, she is so cheerful, she will be fine."
"No matter how cheerful a person is, it's easy to get distracted after being hit like this. Bring your cloak, hurry up."
Yuzhang urged Chunyu anxiously, put on a big cloak and walked out casually. As soon as she went out, the cold temperature made her shiver, and the cold air made her cough twice uncontrollably. A chill came to Guan Xin's door, but he couldn't push the door open. "Guan Xin, open the door."
"Your Highness, you go back, I want to be quiet for a while."
How should I put it, Guan Xin's voice has always been in that kind of cheerful or playful tone, and he has never spoken to her in such a dejected tone, which made Yuzhang's worry a little bit more, "You open the door, let's talk, and I will tell you the imperial doctor's diagnosis."
"There's nothing else to say, it's useless, you don't have to worry, I won't ask for death, I just want to be quiet for a while. You go back."
The more Guan Xin said that, the more worried Yu Zhang became, and bit his lower lip, "If you don't open the door, I'm going to pass out, and I have no strength left."
"Princess, how are you, Sister Xinxin, open the door quickly, the princess really can't stand anymore." Chun Yu did see the master's body shaking, and immediately added a sentence cleverly, and sure enough, he received the master's admiring gaze.
Hearing the sound of running on the ground inside, Yuzhang smiled wryly. She was a little unkind in her panic. After all, she was taking advantage of Guan Xin's affection for her. The moment the door was opened, she felt She was right to do so, Guan Xin's red eyes from crying made her eye sockets feel sour.
"Are you stupid? What are you doing out here when you're so cold?" Yu Chunyu supported Yuzhang from left to right, and helped her into the house, "Help her on the bed, and then go and bring those charcoal basins here. When it's done, let Chuntao bring it over directly." Guan Xin stuffed him into the bed and wrapped him up, when she just supported Yuzhang, Yuzhang's body was trembling.
Yuzhang lay in bed without saying a word, silently watching Guan Xin nervous about her, couldn't help but smile, it was Guan Xin like this who was the original Guan Xin, and it was comfortable to watch.
After Guan Xin directed Chun Yu to put the charcoal basin away and asked her to go out to find Chuntao, when she turned around and saw Yuzhang smiling there, Guan Xin felt a fire rising in her chest, which made her uncomfortable, "Li Qingjue, are you It's not stupid, don't you know what kind of physique you have? What are you talking about when you have a fever? How much thought I have put into making you healthier, you just do it for me."
How could Yuzhang have ever been reprimanded like this? The little good mood just now was completely wiped out by Guan Xin's words. Does this mean that she dislikes her for being weak?Why did she come out against the cold wind and endured the discomfort of her body?Heh, you shouldn't be soft-hearted, and you shouldn't be worried about her. She tilted her head, turned to the side, closed her eyes, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and didn't want others to see her sadness, "I'm sorry for troubling you."
I was happy after scolding, but when I saw Yuzhang's expression, dejected tone, and tears in the corners of his eyes, he felt distressed for a moment, took a deep breath, adjusted his tone, and immediately apologized, "I'm sorry, my tone is not good. , I don't want to scold you, I just love you, I love you for not taking good care of yourself, don't be angry with me, okay?"
"You're right. I dragged you down, embarrassed you, and made sister worry. It's really my fault. You don't need to blame yourself." Yuzhang was also in a depressed mood. That's right, she is everyone's drag.
Guan Xin twitched her mouth forcefully, "No, you are not a burden, you are our most important person, I'm sorry, I was just in a hurry."
Yuzhang stopped talking, and she had nothing to say either.Guan Xin completely forgot about the flustered and sad moments just now, and now his mind is full of how to coax Yuzhang well, seeing Yuzhang's disheartened and sad expression, anxious tears fell out again, regardless of the pain in his shoulder , lying on Yuzhang's body, hugging her neck tightly through the quilt, "Don't do this, I love you so much that I speak nonsense, I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will get worse , I'm afraid I can't take care of you well, I don't know how to keep you alive, I'm afraid I will lose you, Yuyu, you are the only one I have here, without you, what else do I have in this world Meaning, don’t give up yourself, don’t abandon me, okay? It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, I love you is enough, really, as long as you don’t give up yourself, don’t give up hope.” In fact, Guan Xin has been avoiding Thinking of the 16th year of Zhenguan recorded in the history books, because she was afraid when she thought of her, afraid that she would not be able to help Yuzhang, and that Yuzhang would disappear as recorded in the records.
Every time Guan Xin said something, Yuzhang's heart softened a little, especially when Guan Xin said that she was her only one, he suddenly remembered, yes, Guan Xin has no relatives here, she came to persuade Guan Xin, but It's not that she was persuaded, she was persuaded to the point where she was crying in her ear, she was a little embarrassed, and a little awkward, "It was you who shut me out, not me."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I will never shut you out again, I will always open the door to you, don't be angry, okay?" Guan Xin sat up, her eyes dimmed with tears, and she looked at Yuzhang pitifully.
Yuzhang finally turned his head around, opened his eyes for a look and then closed them, and showed her this pitiful face again, alas, sitting up helplessly, Guan Xinte graciously put the cloak on her.Yuzhang twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled a little, but it was only for a moment, and immediately straightened his face, "Do you still want to be quiet for a while?"
"No, no, no, I'm fine now." How dare you be quiet, and it will be completely quiet after a while.
Yuzhang sighed softly, "I didn't give up, so you can't give up either. My sister told me when she came over a few days ago that the country of ghosts you once talked about has presented a letter of credence as a minister and pays tribute."
"Oh, have you come yet? Good thing, so you should trust me, I didn't lie to you again, and I won't lie to you again in the future." Guan Xin's eyes were red, and she could finally prove it to herself.
"Well, yes, here we come." Yuzhang took a long breath, coming means that Guan Xin's words are true, including the Li family tree.Seriously and solemnly looked into Guan Xin's eyes, "You and I still need time, so don't be afraid, even if you don't believe in yourself, you should believe in that family tree, there is our ending on it, isn't it?"
"Yeah, I believe it." Guan Xin finally had a feeling that the clouds were opening to see the moon, and she nodded excitedly with tears in her eyes.
Yuzhang raised his hand, and gently wiped away Guan Xin's tears with his slightly cool fingertips. Guan Xin couldn't help but soften her heart because of the hazy eyes, "Your hand was only hurt, not broken. You hurt your right hand. You still have your left hand, and when the wound heals, as long as you keep exercising, it is not impossible to recover, so don't be sad anymore."
Guan Xin grabbed Yuzhang's hand to wipe her tears with his left hand. This was the first time that Yuzhang could speak to her so tenderly, and it was also the first time that he could wipe her tears with such affection, and it was the first time that he was so direct. Speaking of the relationship between them, the tears couldn't stop falling, but they were no longer sad tears. She wanted to cry happily, "You are right, I shouldn't give up on myself, I'm sorry, I made you worry, in the future Not anymore."
"Princess, here comes the medicine. The porridge was cold before, so I warmed up another bowl." Chuntao and Chunyu, one of them bringing the medicine and the other the porridge, opened the door and came in.
Guan Xin quickly stood up, wiped away tears, and greeted the two people who opened the door to come in, and asked them to bring their things.It was rare that Yuzhang took the medicine bowl first and drank it in one gulp.Guan Xin raised his eyebrows straight up, it's amazing.He hurriedly sent a glass of water over, and saw that she was slowing down for a while before bringing her the porridge again. "Eat some porridge."
"Ah."
Guan Xin watched silently from the side, after such a fuss, she really didn't feel sad, but with this hand, she knew in her heart that Yu Zhang was comforting her, a hand with a tendon injury is not so easy to recover.But she really shouldn't give up, she still wants to make her daughter-in-law happy.
While drinking the porridge, Yuzhang stared at Guan Xin, seeing her looking at his hands in a daze, but luckily she didn't show any sad expression anymore, so she was relieved, she was so tired after tossing around for a while, But the mood is a lot easier.
After noon, Nuan Yi finally returned with Tang Jianri, and at the same time, Tang Shanshi, the son-in-law, also came.Guan Xin, who had been smiling all the time when she heard the servant girl's report outside, suddenly became cloudy.I also secretly rejoiced in my heart, fortunately Yuzhang insisted on going back to his bedroom after lunch, otherwise it would be really hard to explain to this son-in-law. "Since the son-in-law is here, I'll go back first. I just happen to be tired, so I'll go back and lie down." She didn't want to see Tang Shanshi, and she didn't want her bad mood to affect Yuzhang. Avoid such embarrassing situations.The strength she had pretended to be strong collapsed the moment she returned to her room.Sending Chuntao away, she sat on the bed with her knees in her arms, staring blankly at her hands, she is right-handed, her right hand is useless, her left hand can't do anything, she has to learn everything from scratch, ah, come on !
Yuzhang watched Guan Xin leave, and understood Guan Xin's sadness under pretending to be strong, but now is not the time, so she can only let her suffer like this for a while. She doesn't like to see Guan Xin who is so sad, and she doesn't like it because of Guan Xin Painful and out of proportion to myself.
"Mother, mother, are you better?" Tang Jianri twitched his short legs tightly, broke away from Nuanyi to hold his hand, and flung himself in front of Yuzhang's bed, his little head just enough to see Yuzhang's face.
"Is the princess better?" Tang Shanshi stood behind his son, bent down and asked.
As soon as Nuan Yi entered the room, she immediately took over the work in Chun Yu's hands and asked her to show tea to the son-in-law.She twisted a handkerchief herself to replace the kerchief on Yuzhang's forehead to cool down.
"It's better, son-in-law, don't read it." Yuzhang raised his hand to caress Tang Jianri's face, "Don't worry, Ri'er, mother will get better soon, Ri'er is lunch ready?" Yuzhang didn't like it before She has physical contact with people, and she is not even very close to Tang Jianri. Although it is her own son, she does not reject it, but out of habit, she seldom has any intimate behaviors towards him.But this time when she returned to Chang'an, under the influence of Guan Xin, she also learned to care for Tang Jianri, instead of blindly regulating him with the majesty of a strict mother. Tang Jianri has become more lively and cheerful recently. Yes.
"Mother, Ri'er has already eaten, because Ri'er now eats by himself, and grandma praised Ri'er for growing up. Mother, what about Aunt Xin, why isn't Aunt Xin here? Did you go out again?"
Yuzhang squeezed Tang Jianri's little face, and didn't know what kind of ecstasy soup Guan Xin had given her son. As long as Guan Xin was not around her for a while, the child would definitely ask him a question. "Aunt Xin is in her room. She is also sick. Do you want to visit?"
"Well, I'm going, then mother, I'll go and see Aunt Xin." After finishing speaking, he walked around his father behind him and ran away.
Tang Shanshi watched this scene silently all the time. His son would worry about a servant, but he had never worried about him so much. Did he fail too much as a father?Seeing that Yuzhang seemed to be in a good mood, he took the opportunity to say: "I heard that Nuan Xin is also sick, and now Miss Guan is also sick. There is only Nuan Yi in this room, and there are still days to take care of her. Why don't I stay for a few days and let her take care of her?" So that I can fulfill my responsibilities for my husband.”
Yuzhang was silent, and finally shook his head with his eyes closed.If it was two months ago, she might have agreed, but not now, if he was allowed to stay, Guan Xin might have to die of suffocation, and she really doesn't like to face him every day, "I know my temper is wronged Son-in-law, son-in-law may wish to pay attention. If you like someone, you can take a concubine. Don’t worry about being punished by the father. I will explain to the father. After all, it will be difficult for me to have children. In order to pass on to the descendants of the Tang family, I should also take a concubine for you to spread the word."
Tang Shanshi reached out and grabbed Yuzhang's hand by his side, "Princess, I don't need to take a concubine. You are enough for me. We already have days, and I have other brothers. In the future, the Tang family will flourish." I will leave the responsibility to them, princess, you can cultivate with peace of mind, don't let your imagination run wild."
Some resisted and struggled, Tang Shanshi held on too tightly, and the sick Yuzhang didn't have the strength to break free. After many years of marriage, she still resisted his approach.It seems that Guan Xin is really an exception to her.
Sensing his wife's resistance, Tang Shanshi hesitated for a while, but decided not to let her go.The opportunity is rare, and he doesn't want to let it go. He knows that Yuzhang has never been close to him, and resists his approach, but she is his wife, and she cannot stay like this for the rest of her life. During his illness, if he didn't seize this opportunity, he felt that he was going to lose his wife.
"I know you don't like my approaching, but princess, we are husband and wife, we should be the closest people in this world, give me a chance to take care of you, okay?"
It can be said that Tang Shanzhi's tone was already extremely gentle, with supplication in his humbleness.This was the first time he talked to her like this, Yuzhang couldn't help being a little dazed, and suddenly found that she didn't seem to understand Tang Shanshi, and the way she had imagined to solve the problem seemed to be simple.
It was rare for Tang Shanzhi to see his wife showing such an expression, and he smiled softly. He got up and picked up the handkerchief on Yuzhang's forehead, soaked it in the water basin and wrung it dry, and then put it back on Yuzhang's forehead. Yuzhang's eyes followed him all the time, this feeling was what he wanted, it seemed that he was right to decide to stay.
Just when Tang Shanshi wanted to grab Yuzhang's hand again, Yuzhang dodged first.Lowering his eyelids, he didn't look at Tang Shanzhi's stunned expression, "Your son-in-law doesn't need to be like this. I have the warmth to do these things. I'm a little tired, so my son-in-law should go back. After I recover, I will discuss with my son-in-law about taking a concubine." Matter, warmth, send the son-in-law out of the house."
Seeing Yuzhang closed his eyes and looked like he would not talk any more, Tang Shanzhi had no choice but to get up and leave.After the person left, Yuzhang sighed faintly, and really closed her eyes and fell asleep. It seemed as if all her strength had been exhausted.It's like this every time, as long as I'm with him, my mind will be subconsciously tense, and my body will be tense and I can't relax. This is also different when I am with Guan Xin. Every time Guan Xin gets close, she is also nervous, but that A tense tension is not a feeling, at least she will not feel mentally exhausted.
The news that Xiaowei Wang brought back on the second day made Yuzhang feel uncomfortable just now.Before she was very puzzled by the attitude of the martial artist when he came to give the reward that day, and the words she specially asked before leaving and the look in the eyes full of deep meaning made her feel unusual. Based on her understanding of her father, Wang Degui sent Wang Degui Coming is the style of the father, but the result is Wu Cairen, there is only one possibility, Wu Cairen asked to come, why?Among them, Wu Cairen should have a reason for her self-invitation.So Xiaowei Wang was sent to check outside. This investigation really found out the problem, and she understood the meaning of Wu Cairen's words, but she didn't understand why Wu Cairen was willing to get involved. She could have stayed out of the matter. Yes, I glanced at the person sitting at my feet, because she?Thinking of Guan Xin's unusually enthusiastic attitude that day, he felt even more puzzled and a little uncomfortable.
Guan Xin was practicing writing with his left hand on the short table, when he suddenly felt the feeling of being watched from above his head, he raised his head and met Shang Yuzhang's probing gaze, what kind of complicated gaze was that, what did he support? "What's the matter? What's the trouble?"
"Are you familiar with Wu Cairen?" Yu Zhang was naturally referring to Guan Xin's historical memory.
Guan Xin put down her pen, rested her chin on her hand, smiled and looked at Yu Zhang without answering.
Yuzhang frowned, looked directly into Guan Xin's eyes, and met her with sharp eyes.Feeling the razor-like gaze, Guan Xin admits to being scared, there is always a sense of seeing her mother counting one, two, three, and every time she hears one, she gets scared and really wants to cover her face. "Okay, okay, before I answer you, may I know why you asked her?"
"Yesterday, my father issued a decree to reprimand His Highness the Crown Prince, and that Bai Yu, as you said, was given to death on the charge of bewitching the Crown Prince. I guess the purpose of Wu Cairen's visit the day before yesterday should be to remind me to be vigilant against the Crown Prince." For your anger, she did this, perhaps to show favor to me and sister, but you are very enthusiastic about that martial artist, why?"
Bai Yu died?Although she knew the result earlier, she still felt bad about it.Sitting up straight, the smile on his face also disappeared. Although Bai Yu is Li Chengqian's slave, but he is kind, innocent, and so beautiful, "It's a pity that the beautiful and kind child, I thought she was a girl at the beginning Come on, maybe if I hadn’t misunderstood him as a girl and talked to him back then, Bai Yu would not have known me. If he didn’t know me, he wouldn’t have let the prince misunderstand that he had a good impression of me, let alone let him have feelings for me. If you kill me because of a misunderstanding, my hand will not be crippled. In the final analysis, it is all my fault. The fault is that I should not be curious for a while. Not only my hand is crippled, but Bai Yu is also dead. His Royal Highness should hate it now. Kill me, it was a misunderstanding before, but now it is no longer a misunderstanding, maybe one day I will be bestowed to death by your father, after all, I can be regarded as bewitching his beloved daughter."
Yuzhang's heart was turned by Guan Xin's words, it was indeed possible, but when he thought of Guan Xin's death, his heart was filled with boredom, "Don't talk nonsense, isn't it written in the family tree, so you won't be given death."
"But I don't know if what I'm doing now will affect the ending later." Guan Xin's tone was confused, wondering if there would be any changes in the middle.
"I remember you told me that your appearance is like a circle. Since it is a circle, no matter how you go around it, you will eventually return to the original point. So, before you think about things that didn't happen, first ask me what I just asked. Answered." Hao Xuan was distracted, and Guan Xin's current behavior made her feel that she was changing the subject.The ending is already determined. Is the process in the middle still important? No matter how it develops, it will always go towards that ending. Bai Yu will die sooner or later without Guan Xin. Is it so easy to be around the prince?Let's take another example, she obviously still had the confidence to control her feelings at the beginning, but now she is also walking towards that ending out of control?
"Uh...she..." She will be a queen in the future, shouldn't that be said?It will bring death to the future empress.No matter how much Yuzhang protects her, he won't ignore this kind of people vying for Li Tang's throne.
"It's hard to tell?" Yuzhang frowned, "Or, what kind of relationship will you have with her in the future? So you dare not tell me?" The same enthusiasm, Guan Xin's treatment of Yujiao is by no means the same as that of Wu Cairen Enthusiasm, it's ridiculous that she thought Guan Xin also liked Yujiao, but now it seems that Guan Xin's love for Yujiao is really just a friend's preference.
Guan Xin was drinking water at first, and wanted to procrastinate for a while, trying to think of a suitable wording. Hearing Yuzhang's guess, he choked her to death with a sip of water. "Ahem, Emma, I'm so choked to death." Guan Xin covered his shoulders, coughing, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "How could she fall in love with me, no, no, how could I like her, bah, no, I like her, but it's not a kind of liking, don't make random guesses, okay, I'm a dedicated person, a pair for life There are enough people. I am passionate about her because I know that she will be very successful in the future. I think she is a great woman, and I admire her very much, so I want to get in touch with her more, and I just want to make friends with this great future. Woman, maybe the current friendship will be beneficial to our situation in the future. As for the achievement, can I not talk about it? It’s not good to talk too much, and I don’t want to lie to you. It’s meaningless to talk about it. It’s still unknown It’s interesting.” Hey, this sentence is so familiar, it seems like I’ve seen it somewhere before.
Yuzhang thought for a while, forget it, if you know everything about the result, then life will indeed be boring, just like she and Guan Xin, it is because they already know the result, so she lost control so quickly because she has inner feelings. A thought that resistance is useless is swaying inside, so she breaks the pot and throws herself more and more laissez-faire.As for Guan Xin's words about having a couple for life, she just chose to ignore it. She remembered what Guan Xin said, that she had kissed many people. Moreover, in her impression, a man had three wives and four concubines, and a woman had several concubines. It's just normal, like Changyi, like a butterfly every day, there are countless actors and dancers waiting for her to be loved, and the other brothers and sisters are not very peaceful people.But she and Sister are different types, they are the kind of people who are not easily tempted and don't like to mess around.The nonsense of only loving one person in a lifetime is only found in the scriptures. She doesn't believe it. The father respects the mother so much, so there are so many concubines. Now that she is tempted, it doesn't mean that she won't fall in love with others in the future.However, if Guan Xin didn't treat Wu Cairen specially, she might not pay attention to him, even if she came to show his favor.But now that Guan Xin said this, she was a little curious about this person. A woman, no matter how great her achievements are, how could she still be made a successor?She doesn't know much about Wu Cairen, she only knows that she has been in the palace for three years, and because of her intelligence, she has been appointed as a talented person to accompany you, but she doesn't know much about others, and she never thought about it in the past, after all, the concubine of the emperor's harem Not a few, she is a married princess, she can't take care of herself, she has no time to get to know everyone.
"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. It's good that you know how to measure it. The reminder of the martial artist is not unreasonable. Not long after I left the palace with you the day before yesterday, the father gave Bai Yu to death. With the paranoid temperament of the emperor's brother, it is inevitable that you will be confused." To blame you, you'd better not go out of the mansion for a while, if you have to go out, then bring more people and don't let the guards leave your side."
"Tomorrow, I want to go out of the mansion. I have to go to Changyi Princess to see how the twelve girls are preparing. Then I have to go to the restaurant to see the new dishes. Going to Princess Changle, I don’t know what kind of things I asked those craftsmen to make before, these things should have been done long ago, I was injured and troubled, and I wasted too much time."
"We'll open later if it's too late. Why bother, your health is important." Yuzhang frowned after hearing Guan Xin's itinerary for tomorrow, feeling a little unhappy. He just told her not to leave the house and pay attention to safety. This person is going to go There are so many places that are against her.
"It's not my legs that hurt me, it's my arms that need to be careful. Besides, you see, I've done it myself a few times, and it's not just my mouth." Guan Xin raised her eyebrows triumphantly, saying that women move their mouths but don't touch them. , What others can do, why must she come in person.
In the evening, Guan Xin coaxed and fooled her, forcing Yuzhang to drink all the medicine left, and then accompanied her to do yoga for a while, of course she watched while Yuzhang did it.Yoga helps to stretch the muscles and bones. Yuzhang was still sick and couldn't lift his spirits. He wanted to be lazy and refuse, but Guan Xin couldn't hold back. He was so tired that he had to get out of bed and exercise. After doing a set of movements, Not only did she not feel tired and sad, but her muscles and bones became looser and more comfortable, which made her feel less resentment towards Guan Xin.
The next day Guan Xin picked Yuzhang up again and went for a run. She couldn't run, the wound was not completely sealed, she just endured the pain and didn't talk about it, so she went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.After finishing yoga last night, I had a good night's sleep. When I woke up this morning, Yuzhang felt much better, so I didn't object to continuing to run. She also hoped to get better soon. After all, no one Don't want to get sick.Thinking about it while running, after all, this time she was ill, she only recovered after three days, and all of this was really due to Guan Xin's care for her.More than two months, three times of illness, but healed so quickly, I didn't dare to think about it before, now not only others can see the change in her complexion, but she herself can experience it even more obviously.I still remember that when she ran for the first time, she couldn't run down a lap. It was only Luoyang's mansion, which was half smaller than the princess's mansion. Now she can run around the inner side of the outer wall of the princess' mansion for three laps. It is very uncomfortable, and she is going to try four laps today.Moreover, she could clearly feel that the strength in her legs was much greater than before. She used to walk swaying, as if she had no foundation, but now, not to mention walking with wind, it is almost the same.
It has been a few days since the three of us dined together. Not only did Tang Jianri enjoy the meal, but Guan Xin and Yuzhang also missed it very much. look, but I'm not used to it.Guan Xin refused Chuntao's service, and used his left hand to use the chopsticks. Yuzhang couldn't bear the effort, so he couldn't help but pick up some vegetables for Guan Xin.
Guan Xin smiled and refused, "It's okay, don't take care of me, I always have to pass this level, just treat it as practice, or else I can get someone to help me for the rest of my life."
Hearing this, Yuzhang secretly praised Guan Xin's self-improvement in her heart. She really did what she said and no longer gave up on herself. This is also one of the reasons why she admires her. She is not as weak as ordinary women, and she is full of self-improvement that is not inferior to men. Self-reliance is fine.
"Mother, I don't like uncle anymore. He shot Aunt Xin. Ri'er will never like him again. Don't worry about Aunt Xin. When Ri'er grows up, she will be as filial as her mother. Just as filial to Aunt Xin." Tang Jianri was holding a bowl, clutching chopsticks, and looked at Guan Xin seriously.
Guan Xin and Yu Zhang looked at each other, raised their eyebrows in embarrassment, it really didn't hurt this kid in vain. "Ri'er is so good, Aunt Xin didn't dote on you for nothing. However, Ri'er must remember in the future, if you don't like what uncle said, you can't say it again, you know? Uncle will be sad when he hears it, Aunt Xin I don't blame your uncle for the injury, it's Aunt Xin who is not good enough to get hurt." The child's words are innocent, but if someone listens to them and causes trouble, he will be upset.
"Ri'er knows, because only mother and Aunt Xin dare to talk about it here." Tang Jianri agreed, but he kept muttering in his heart, anyway, he just doesn't like him anymore, and he hasn't eaten at his grandmother's house these days I'm full, it's too hard to eat.
Not wanting to talk about this topic anymore, the two adults looked at each other, Guan Xin decided to be a quiet girl for the time being, stop talking and eat hard.
In fact, Guan Xin's nose is also a bit uncomfortable, but now Nuan Xin is also sick, and the warmth is gone, so she has to keep her spirits up. If it was before, she could be more relaxed, but now she is injured and her immunity is low Not to mention, my strength is a little weak, and I always feel that my feet are floating.Stopping Nuan Xin's willingness to go to work in spite of illness, she ordered Dong Xue to take care of Nuan Xin, while she took Chun Tao and Chun Yu to stand in front of Yu Zhang.
Her right hand is inconvenient, so Chunyu had to use wine to reduce Yuzhang's fever.And ordered the kitchen to make three servings as the sick meal was made when the princess was sick last time, and gave each of the two sick ones to her.
Yuzhang was in a daze, opened his eyes, and Guan Xin was sitting beside her, holding Guan Xin's fingers with hot hands, "Don't tell sister, lest she worry."
"Okay, I got it, you can take care of it with peace of mind, and strive to get well soon." Guan Xin took the opportunity to hold Yu Zhang's hand, and the temperature of that palm made her feel distressed.
Yuzhang hummed, closed his eyes again, struggled a few times with his hand, but failed to take it back, opened his eyes again, and glared at Guan Xin who took advantage of her.Her face was flushed from burning, and her eyes were misty. This stare, not to mention majestic, made Guan Xin feel extra delicate.Regardless of the pain in his right shoulder, he held Yuzhang's hand with his left hand and supported the pain with his right hand, stroked Yuzhang's forehead, bent down, and whispered in Yuzhang's ear, "Yuyu needs to get better sooner." Otherwise, I will feel bad."
Yuzhang tilted his head slightly, and met the bent Guan Xin's eyes, the distance between his face and his face was only a few inches away, his heart jumped a few times, his already flushed face became even more red , moved her head back unnaturally, the affection in Guan Xin's eyes made her body feel as if it was about to catch fire just now, and her whole body was very hot.
Guan Xin's eyes were full of tiresome tenderness, she straightened her waist, and tucked away the loose hair around Yu Zhang's ears.Turning around, he ordered Chuntao to bring over the cold porridge.With Chuntao's help, Yuzhang sat on the head of the bed.Chuntao wants to take over from Guan Xin to feed porridge to her master, after all, Guan Xin needs help from others to eat now.But Guan Xin shook his head and refused, "Go to the kitchen to see if the medicine is ready, and then bring some apple custard you prepared a few days ago, oh, by the way, send a copy to Nuan Xin, and that girl Afraid of suffering."
Yuzhang was very uncomfortable. This person was not Ajie, but Guan Xin. Such a distance and situation made her heartbeat irregular and uncomfortable, and she wanted to eat by herself. At the same time, she was also a little worried that Guan Xin had stretched her wound.Guan Xin refused, holding the porridge bowl firmly with his left hand and the spoon with his right, insisting on feeding Yuzhang.The last time was Changle, this time, she must fulfill her rights as a suitor.She was so handsome in less than three seconds, but Guan Xin started to feel flustered and frightened. She had to work so hard for such a simple thing as feeding. Trembling, she brought the porridge to Yuzhang's mouth, if it wasn't for Yuzhang himself to help, it would have been difficult for her to aim at Yuzhang's mouth.
Guan Xin stared at his right hand, dazed.Is her right hand useless?In the past, in order not to affect the recovery of her injuries, she had been using her left hand instead of her right hand to do things. She thought it was because of the unhealed injury, so she couldn't use force. But today, it seems that it is not so simple. Her hands can't hold things at all. Even if she managed to hold it, she couldn't hold it firmly, just like just now, if Yuzhang hadn't helped in time, the spoon containing the porridge would have fallen, because she couldn't hold it anymore.Guan Xin looked at Yuzhang with tears in his eyes, "Don't lie to me, is my right hand useless? Is it because I won't be able to use my strength anymore? Is it because I won't be able to hold a pen or use chopsticks anymore? gone?"
Yuzhang's heart tightened, and she was at a loss for words. She hadn't figured out what to say so that she wouldn't be so shocked, "Don't think too much, it should be that the wound hasn't healed yet, wait for the wound to heal..."
With tears in Guan Xin's eyes, she didn't believe such a far-fetched explanation at all, "Oh, is it easy to lie when I'm a three-year-old child? I thank you for your kindness, I'm sorry, I may need to calm down, you can eat by yourself first After finishing speaking, Guan Xin stuffed the bowl to Yuzhang and stood up straight away, maybe because she made too much movement of getting up, her right shoulder hurt and her body swayed, but she couldn't take care of it, the pain was not as good as the pain and panic in her heart.Clutching his shoulders, he ran out in a little embarrassment.
Yuzhang had never seen Guan Xin in such a flustered and desperate mood, he couldn't help being anxious, and put the porridge bowl aside, but she was still having a fever, her body was so weak that she didn't have much strength at all.I had to call Chun Yu, "Quick, help me to have a look."
"Princess, it's too cold outside, you better not go out, I'll go for you. Sister Xinxin just can't accept it for a while, she is so cheerful, she will be fine."
"No matter how cheerful a person is, it's easy to get distracted after being hit like this. Bring your cloak, hurry up."
Yuzhang urged Chunyu anxiously, put on a big cloak and walked out casually. As soon as she went out, the cold temperature made her shiver, and the cold air made her cough twice uncontrollably. A chill came to Guan Xin's door, but he couldn't push the door open. "Guan Xin, open the door."
"Your Highness, you go back, I want to be quiet for a while."
How should I put it, Guan Xin's voice has always been in that kind of cheerful or playful tone, and he has never spoken to her in such a dejected tone, which made Yuzhang's worry a little bit more, "You open the door, let's talk, and I will tell you the imperial doctor's diagnosis."
"There's nothing else to say, it's useless, you don't have to worry, I won't ask for death, I just want to be quiet for a while. You go back."
The more Guan Xin said that, the more worried Yu Zhang became, and bit his lower lip, "If you don't open the door, I'm going to pass out, and I have no strength left."
"Princess, how are you, Sister Xinxin, open the door quickly, the princess really can't stand anymore." Chun Yu did see the master's body shaking, and immediately added a sentence cleverly, and sure enough, he received the master's admiring gaze.
Hearing the sound of running on the ground inside, Yuzhang smiled wryly. She was a little unkind in her panic. After all, she was taking advantage of Guan Xin's affection for her. The moment the door was opened, she felt She was right to do so, Guan Xin's red eyes from crying made her eye sockets feel sour.
"Are you stupid? What are you doing out here when you're so cold?" Yu Chunyu supported Yuzhang from left to right, and helped her into the house, "Help her on the bed, and then go and bring those charcoal basins here. When it's done, let Chuntao bring it over directly." Guan Xin stuffed him into the bed and wrapped him up, when she just supported Yuzhang, Yuzhang's body was trembling.
Yuzhang lay in bed without saying a word, silently watching Guan Xin nervous about her, couldn't help but smile, it was Guan Xin like this who was the original Guan Xin, and it was comfortable to watch.
After Guan Xin directed Chun Yu to put the charcoal basin away and asked her to go out to find Chuntao, when she turned around and saw Yuzhang smiling there, Guan Xin felt a fire rising in her chest, which made her uncomfortable, "Li Qingjue, are you It's not stupid, don't you know what kind of physique you have? What are you talking about when you have a fever? How much thought I have put into making you healthier, you just do it for me."
How could Yuzhang have ever been reprimanded like this? The little good mood just now was completely wiped out by Guan Xin's words. Does this mean that she dislikes her for being weak?Why did she come out against the cold wind and endured the discomfort of her body?Heh, you shouldn't be soft-hearted, and you shouldn't be worried about her. She tilted her head, turned to the side, closed her eyes, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and didn't want others to see her sadness, "I'm sorry for troubling you."
I was happy after scolding, but when I saw Yuzhang's expression, dejected tone, and tears in the corners of his eyes, he felt distressed for a moment, took a deep breath, adjusted his tone, and immediately apologized, "I'm sorry, my tone is not good. , I don't want to scold you, I just love you, I love you for not taking good care of yourself, don't be angry with me, okay?"
"You're right. I dragged you down, embarrassed you, and made sister worry. It's really my fault. You don't need to blame yourself." Yuzhang was also in a depressed mood. That's right, she is everyone's drag.
Guan Xin twitched her mouth forcefully, "No, you are not a burden, you are our most important person, I'm sorry, I was just in a hurry."
Yuzhang stopped talking, and she had nothing to say either.Guan Xin completely forgot about the flustered and sad moments just now, and now his mind is full of how to coax Yuzhang well, seeing Yuzhang's disheartened and sad expression, anxious tears fell out again, regardless of the pain in his shoulder , lying on Yuzhang's body, hugging her neck tightly through the quilt, "Don't do this, I love you so much that I speak nonsense, I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will get worse , I'm afraid I can't take care of you well, I don't know how to keep you alive, I'm afraid I will lose you, Yuyu, you are the only one I have here, without you, what else do I have in this world Meaning, don’t give up yourself, don’t abandon me, okay? It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, I love you is enough, really, as long as you don’t give up yourself, don’t give up hope.” In fact, Guan Xin has been avoiding Thinking of the 16th year of Zhenguan recorded in the history books, because she was afraid when she thought of her, afraid that she would not be able to help Yuzhang, and that Yuzhang would disappear as recorded in the records.
Every time Guan Xin said something, Yuzhang's heart softened a little, especially when Guan Xin said that she was her only one, he suddenly remembered, yes, Guan Xin has no relatives here, she came to persuade Guan Xin, but It's not that she was persuaded, she was persuaded to the point where she was crying in her ear, she was a little embarrassed, and a little awkward, "It was you who shut me out, not me."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I will never shut you out again, I will always open the door to you, don't be angry, okay?" Guan Xin sat up, her eyes dimmed with tears, and she looked at Yuzhang pitifully.
Yuzhang finally turned his head around, opened his eyes for a look and then closed them, and showed her this pitiful face again, alas, sitting up helplessly, Guan Xinte graciously put the cloak on her.Yuzhang twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled a little, but it was only for a moment, and immediately straightened his face, "Do you still want to be quiet for a while?"
"No, no, no, I'm fine now." How dare you be quiet, and it will be completely quiet after a while.
Yuzhang sighed softly, "I didn't give up, so you can't give up either. My sister told me when she came over a few days ago that the country of ghosts you once talked about has presented a letter of credence as a minister and pays tribute."
"Oh, have you come yet? Good thing, so you should trust me, I didn't lie to you again, and I won't lie to you again in the future." Guan Xin's eyes were red, and she could finally prove it to herself.
"Well, yes, here we come." Yuzhang took a long breath, coming means that Guan Xin's words are true, including the Li family tree.Seriously and solemnly looked into Guan Xin's eyes, "You and I still need time, so don't be afraid, even if you don't believe in yourself, you should believe in that family tree, there is our ending on it, isn't it?"
"Yeah, I believe it." Guan Xin finally had a feeling that the clouds were opening to see the moon, and she nodded excitedly with tears in her eyes.
Yuzhang raised his hand, and gently wiped away Guan Xin's tears with his slightly cool fingertips. Guan Xin couldn't help but soften her heart because of the hazy eyes, "Your hand was only hurt, not broken. You hurt your right hand. You still have your left hand, and when the wound heals, as long as you keep exercising, it is not impossible to recover, so don't be sad anymore."
Guan Xin grabbed Yuzhang's hand to wipe her tears with his left hand. This was the first time that Yuzhang could speak to her so tenderly, and it was also the first time that he could wipe her tears with such affection, and it was the first time that he was so direct. Speaking of the relationship between them, the tears couldn't stop falling, but they were no longer sad tears. She wanted to cry happily, "You are right, I shouldn't give up on myself, I'm sorry, I made you worry, in the future Not anymore."
"Princess, here comes the medicine. The porridge was cold before, so I warmed up another bowl." Chuntao and Chunyu, one of them bringing the medicine and the other the porridge, opened the door and came in.
Guan Xin quickly stood up, wiped away tears, and greeted the two people who opened the door to come in, and asked them to bring their things.It was rare that Yuzhang took the medicine bowl first and drank it in one gulp.Guan Xin raised his eyebrows straight up, it's amazing.He hurriedly sent a glass of water over, and saw that she was slowing down for a while before bringing her the porridge again. "Eat some porridge."
"Ah."
Guan Xin watched silently from the side, after such a fuss, she really didn't feel sad, but with this hand, she knew in her heart that Yu Zhang was comforting her, a hand with a tendon injury is not so easy to recover.But she really shouldn't give up, she still wants to make her daughter-in-law happy.
While drinking the porridge, Yuzhang stared at Guan Xin, seeing her looking at his hands in a daze, but luckily she didn't show any sad expression anymore, so she was relieved, she was so tired after tossing around for a while, But the mood is a lot easier.
After noon, Nuan Yi finally returned with Tang Jianri, and at the same time, Tang Shanshi, the son-in-law, also came.Guan Xin, who had been smiling all the time when she heard the servant girl's report outside, suddenly became cloudy.I also secretly rejoiced in my heart, fortunately Yuzhang insisted on going back to his bedroom after lunch, otherwise it would be really hard to explain to this son-in-law. "Since the son-in-law is here, I'll go back first. I just happen to be tired, so I'll go back and lie down." She didn't want to see Tang Shanshi, and she didn't want her bad mood to affect Yuzhang. Avoid such embarrassing situations.The strength she had pretended to be strong collapsed the moment she returned to her room.Sending Chuntao away, she sat on the bed with her knees in her arms, staring blankly at her hands, she is right-handed, her right hand is useless, her left hand can't do anything, she has to learn everything from scratch, ah, come on !
Yuzhang watched Guan Xin leave, and understood Guan Xin's sadness under pretending to be strong, but now is not the time, so she can only let her suffer like this for a while. She doesn't like to see Guan Xin who is so sad, and she doesn't like it because of Guan Xin Painful and out of proportion to myself.
"Mother, mother, are you better?" Tang Jianri twitched his short legs tightly, broke away from Nuanyi to hold his hand, and flung himself in front of Yuzhang's bed, his little head just enough to see Yuzhang's face.
"Is the princess better?" Tang Shanshi stood behind his son, bent down and asked.
As soon as Nuan Yi entered the room, she immediately took over the work in Chun Yu's hands and asked her to show tea to the son-in-law.She twisted a handkerchief herself to replace the kerchief on Yuzhang's forehead to cool down.
"It's better, son-in-law, don't read it." Yuzhang raised his hand to caress Tang Jianri's face, "Don't worry, Ri'er, mother will get better soon, Ri'er is lunch ready?" Yuzhang didn't like it before She has physical contact with people, and she is not even very close to Tang Jianri. Although it is her own son, she does not reject it, but out of habit, she seldom has any intimate behaviors towards him.But this time when she returned to Chang'an, under the influence of Guan Xin, she also learned to care for Tang Jianri, instead of blindly regulating him with the majesty of a strict mother. Tang Jianri has become more lively and cheerful recently. Yes.
"Mother, Ri'er has already eaten, because Ri'er now eats by himself, and grandma praised Ri'er for growing up. Mother, what about Aunt Xin, why isn't Aunt Xin here? Did you go out again?"
Yuzhang squeezed Tang Jianri's little face, and didn't know what kind of ecstasy soup Guan Xin had given her son. As long as Guan Xin was not around her for a while, the child would definitely ask him a question. "Aunt Xin is in her room. She is also sick. Do you want to visit?"
"Well, I'm going, then mother, I'll go and see Aunt Xin." After finishing speaking, he walked around his father behind him and ran away.
Tang Shanshi watched this scene silently all the time. His son would worry about a servant, but he had never worried about him so much. Did he fail too much as a father?Seeing that Yuzhang seemed to be in a good mood, he took the opportunity to say: "I heard that Nuan Xin is also sick, and now Miss Guan is also sick. There is only Nuan Yi in this room, and there are still days to take care of her. Why don't I stay for a few days and let her take care of her?" So that I can fulfill my responsibilities for my husband.”
Yuzhang was silent, and finally shook his head with his eyes closed.If it was two months ago, she might have agreed, but not now, if he was allowed to stay, Guan Xin might have to die of suffocation, and she really doesn't like to face him every day, "I know my temper is wronged Son-in-law, son-in-law may wish to pay attention. If you like someone, you can take a concubine. Don’t worry about being punished by the father. I will explain to the father. After all, it will be difficult for me to have children. In order to pass on to the descendants of the Tang family, I should also take a concubine for you to spread the word."
Tang Shanshi reached out and grabbed Yuzhang's hand by his side, "Princess, I don't need to take a concubine. You are enough for me. We already have days, and I have other brothers. In the future, the Tang family will flourish." I will leave the responsibility to them, princess, you can cultivate with peace of mind, don't let your imagination run wild."
Some resisted and struggled, Tang Shanshi held on too tightly, and the sick Yuzhang didn't have the strength to break free. After many years of marriage, she still resisted his approach.It seems that Guan Xin is really an exception to her.
Sensing his wife's resistance, Tang Shanshi hesitated for a while, but decided not to let her go.The opportunity is rare, and he doesn't want to let it go. He knows that Yuzhang has never been close to him, and resists his approach, but she is his wife, and she cannot stay like this for the rest of her life. During his illness, if he didn't seize this opportunity, he felt that he was going to lose his wife.
"I know you don't like my approaching, but princess, we are husband and wife, we should be the closest people in this world, give me a chance to take care of you, okay?"
It can be said that Tang Shanzhi's tone was already extremely gentle, with supplication in his humbleness.This was the first time he talked to her like this, Yuzhang couldn't help being a little dazed, and suddenly found that she didn't seem to understand Tang Shanshi, and the way she had imagined to solve the problem seemed to be simple.
It was rare for Tang Shanzhi to see his wife showing such an expression, and he smiled softly. He got up and picked up the handkerchief on Yuzhang's forehead, soaked it in the water basin and wrung it dry, and then put it back on Yuzhang's forehead. Yuzhang's eyes followed him all the time, this feeling was what he wanted, it seemed that he was right to decide to stay.
Just when Tang Shanshi wanted to grab Yuzhang's hand again, Yuzhang dodged first.Lowering his eyelids, he didn't look at Tang Shanzhi's stunned expression, "Your son-in-law doesn't need to be like this. I have the warmth to do these things. I'm a little tired, so my son-in-law should go back. After I recover, I will discuss with my son-in-law about taking a concubine." Matter, warmth, send the son-in-law out of the house."
Seeing Yuzhang closed his eyes and looked like he would not talk any more, Tang Shanzhi had no choice but to get up and leave.After the person left, Yuzhang sighed faintly, and really closed her eyes and fell asleep. It seemed as if all her strength had been exhausted.It's like this every time, as long as I'm with him, my mind will be subconsciously tense, and my body will be tense and I can't relax. This is also different when I am with Guan Xin. Every time Guan Xin gets close, she is also nervous, but that A tense tension is not a feeling, at least she will not feel mentally exhausted.
The news that Xiaowei Wang brought back on the second day made Yuzhang feel uncomfortable just now.Before she was very puzzled by the attitude of the martial artist when he came to give the reward that day, and the words she specially asked before leaving and the look in the eyes full of deep meaning made her feel unusual. Based on her understanding of her father, Wang Degui sent Wang Degui Coming is the style of the father, but the result is Wu Cairen, there is only one possibility, Wu Cairen asked to come, why?Among them, Wu Cairen should have a reason for her self-invitation.So Xiaowei Wang was sent to check outside. This investigation really found out the problem, and she understood the meaning of Wu Cairen's words, but she didn't understand why Wu Cairen was willing to get involved. She could have stayed out of the matter. Yes, I glanced at the person sitting at my feet, because she?Thinking of Guan Xin's unusually enthusiastic attitude that day, he felt even more puzzled and a little uncomfortable.
Guan Xin was practicing writing with his left hand on the short table, when he suddenly felt the feeling of being watched from above his head, he raised his head and met Shang Yuzhang's probing gaze, what kind of complicated gaze was that, what did he support? "What's the matter? What's the trouble?"
"Are you familiar with Wu Cairen?" Yu Zhang was naturally referring to Guan Xin's historical memory.
Guan Xin put down her pen, rested her chin on her hand, smiled and looked at Yu Zhang without answering.
Yuzhang frowned, looked directly into Guan Xin's eyes, and met her with sharp eyes.Feeling the razor-like gaze, Guan Xin admits to being scared, there is always a sense of seeing her mother counting one, two, three, and every time she hears one, she gets scared and really wants to cover her face. "Okay, okay, before I answer you, may I know why you asked her?"
"Yesterday, my father issued a decree to reprimand His Highness the Crown Prince, and that Bai Yu, as you said, was given to death on the charge of bewitching the Crown Prince. I guess the purpose of Wu Cairen's visit the day before yesterday should be to remind me to be vigilant against the Crown Prince." For your anger, she did this, perhaps to show favor to me and sister, but you are very enthusiastic about that martial artist, why?"
Bai Yu died?Although she knew the result earlier, she still felt bad about it.Sitting up straight, the smile on his face also disappeared. Although Bai Yu is Li Chengqian's slave, but he is kind, innocent, and so beautiful, "It's a pity that the beautiful and kind child, I thought she was a girl at the beginning Come on, maybe if I hadn’t misunderstood him as a girl and talked to him back then, Bai Yu would not have known me. If he didn’t know me, he wouldn’t have let the prince misunderstand that he had a good impression of me, let alone let him have feelings for me. If you kill me because of a misunderstanding, my hand will not be crippled. In the final analysis, it is all my fault. The fault is that I should not be curious for a while. Not only my hand is crippled, but Bai Yu is also dead. His Royal Highness should hate it now. Kill me, it was a misunderstanding before, but now it is no longer a misunderstanding, maybe one day I will be bestowed to death by your father, after all, I can be regarded as bewitching his beloved daughter."
Yuzhang's heart was turned by Guan Xin's words, it was indeed possible, but when he thought of Guan Xin's death, his heart was filled with boredom, "Don't talk nonsense, isn't it written in the family tree, so you won't be given death."
"But I don't know if what I'm doing now will affect the ending later." Guan Xin's tone was confused, wondering if there would be any changes in the middle.
"I remember you told me that your appearance is like a circle. Since it is a circle, no matter how you go around it, you will eventually return to the original point. So, before you think about things that didn't happen, first ask me what I just asked. Answered." Hao Xuan was distracted, and Guan Xin's current behavior made her feel that she was changing the subject.The ending is already determined. Is the process in the middle still important? No matter how it develops, it will always go towards that ending. Bai Yu will die sooner or later without Guan Xin. Is it so easy to be around the prince?Let's take another example, she obviously still had the confidence to control her feelings at the beginning, but now she is also walking towards that ending out of control?
"Uh...she..." She will be a queen in the future, shouldn't that be said?It will bring death to the future empress.No matter how much Yuzhang protects her, he won't ignore this kind of people vying for Li Tang's throne.
"It's hard to tell?" Yuzhang frowned, "Or, what kind of relationship will you have with her in the future? So you dare not tell me?" The same enthusiasm, Guan Xin's treatment of Yujiao is by no means the same as that of Wu Cairen Enthusiasm, it's ridiculous that she thought Guan Xin also liked Yujiao, but now it seems that Guan Xin's love for Yujiao is really just a friend's preference.
Guan Xin was drinking water at first, and wanted to procrastinate for a while, trying to think of a suitable wording. Hearing Yuzhang's guess, he choked her to death with a sip of water. "Ahem, Emma, I'm so choked to death." Guan Xin covered his shoulders, coughing, not knowing whether to laugh or cry. "How could she fall in love with me, no, no, how could I like her, bah, no, I like her, but it's not a kind of liking, don't make random guesses, okay, I'm a dedicated person, a pair for life There are enough people. I am passionate about her because I know that she will be very successful in the future. I think she is a great woman, and I admire her very much, so I want to get in touch with her more, and I just want to make friends with this great future. Woman, maybe the current friendship will be beneficial to our situation in the future. As for the achievement, can I not talk about it? It’s not good to talk too much, and I don’t want to lie to you. It’s meaningless to talk about it. It’s still unknown It’s interesting.” Hey, this sentence is so familiar, it seems like I’ve seen it somewhere before.
Yuzhang thought for a while, forget it, if you know everything about the result, then life will indeed be boring, just like she and Guan Xin, it is because they already know the result, so she lost control so quickly because she has inner feelings. A thought that resistance is useless is swaying inside, so she breaks the pot and throws herself more and more laissez-faire.As for Guan Xin's words about having a couple for life, she just chose to ignore it. She remembered what Guan Xin said, that she had kissed many people. Moreover, in her impression, a man had three wives and four concubines, and a woman had several concubines. It's just normal, like Changyi, like a butterfly every day, there are countless actors and dancers waiting for her to be loved, and the other brothers and sisters are not very peaceful people.But she and Sister are different types, they are the kind of people who are not easily tempted and don't like to mess around.The nonsense of only loving one person in a lifetime is only found in the scriptures. She doesn't believe it. The father respects the mother so much, so there are so many concubines. Now that she is tempted, it doesn't mean that she won't fall in love with others in the future.However, if Guan Xin didn't treat Wu Cairen specially, she might not pay attention to him, even if she came to show his favor.But now that Guan Xin said this, she was a little curious about this person. A woman, no matter how great her achievements are, how could she still be made a successor?She doesn't know much about Wu Cairen, she only knows that she has been in the palace for three years, and because of her intelligence, she has been appointed as a talented person to accompany you, but she doesn't know much about others, and she never thought about it in the past, after all, the concubine of the emperor's harem Not a few, she is a married princess, she can't take care of herself, she has no time to get to know everyone.
"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. It's good that you know how to measure it. The reminder of the martial artist is not unreasonable. Not long after I left the palace with you the day before yesterday, the father gave Bai Yu to death. With the paranoid temperament of the emperor's brother, it is inevitable that you will be confused." To blame you, you'd better not go out of the mansion for a while, if you have to go out, then bring more people and don't let the guards leave your side."
"Tomorrow, I want to go out of the mansion. I have to go to Changyi Princess to see how the twelve girls are preparing. Then I have to go to the restaurant to see the new dishes. Going to Princess Changle, I don’t know what kind of things I asked those craftsmen to make before, these things should have been done long ago, I was injured and troubled, and I wasted too much time."
"We'll open later if it's too late. Why bother, your health is important." Yuzhang frowned after hearing Guan Xin's itinerary for tomorrow, feeling a little unhappy. He just told her not to leave the house and pay attention to safety. This person is going to go There are so many places that are against her.
"It's not my legs that hurt me, it's my arms that need to be careful. Besides, you see, I've done it myself a few times, and it's not just my mouth." Guan Xin raised her eyebrows triumphantly, saying that women move their mouths but don't touch them. , What others can do, why must she come in person.
In the evening, Guan Xin coaxed and fooled her, forcing Yuzhang to drink all the medicine left, and then accompanied her to do yoga for a while, of course she watched while Yuzhang did it.Yoga helps to stretch the muscles and bones. Yuzhang was still sick and couldn't lift his spirits. He wanted to be lazy and refuse, but Guan Xin couldn't hold back. He was so tired that he had to get out of bed and exercise. After doing a set of movements, Not only did she not feel tired and sad, but her muscles and bones became looser and more comfortable, which made her feel less resentment towards Guan Xin.
The next day Guan Xin picked Yuzhang up again and went for a run. She couldn't run, the wound was not completely sealed, she just endured the pain and didn't talk about it, so she went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.After finishing yoga last night, I had a good night's sleep. When I woke up this morning, Yuzhang felt much better, so I didn't object to continuing to run. She also hoped to get better soon. After all, no one Don't want to get sick.Thinking about it while running, after all, this time she was ill, she only recovered after three days, and all of this was really due to Guan Xin's care for her.More than two months, three times of illness, but healed so quickly, I didn't dare to think about it before, now not only others can see the change in her complexion, but she herself can experience it even more obviously.I still remember that when she ran for the first time, she couldn't run down a lap. It was only Luoyang's mansion, which was half smaller than the princess's mansion. Now she can run around the inner side of the outer wall of the princess' mansion for three laps. It is very uncomfortable, and she is going to try four laps today.Moreover, she could clearly feel that the strength in her legs was much greater than before. She used to walk swaying, as if she had no foundation, but now, not to mention walking with wind, it is almost the same.
It has been a few days since the three of us dined together. Not only did Tang Jianri enjoy the meal, but Guan Xin and Yuzhang also missed it very much. look, but I'm not used to it.Guan Xin refused Chuntao's service, and used his left hand to use the chopsticks. Yuzhang couldn't bear the effort, so he couldn't help but pick up some vegetables for Guan Xin.
Guan Xin smiled and refused, "It's okay, don't take care of me, I always have to pass this level, just treat it as practice, or else I can get someone to help me for the rest of my life."
Hearing this, Yuzhang secretly praised Guan Xin's self-improvement in her heart. She really did what she said and no longer gave up on herself. This is also one of the reasons why she admires her. She is not as weak as ordinary women, and she is full of self-improvement that is not inferior to men. Self-reliance is fine.
"Mother, I don't like uncle anymore. He shot Aunt Xin. Ri'er will never like him again. Don't worry about Aunt Xin. When Ri'er grows up, she will be as filial as her mother. Just as filial to Aunt Xin." Tang Jianri was holding a bowl, clutching chopsticks, and looked at Guan Xin seriously.
Guan Xin and Yu Zhang looked at each other, raised their eyebrows in embarrassment, it really didn't hurt this kid in vain. "Ri'er is so good, Aunt Xin didn't dote on you for nothing. However, Ri'er must remember in the future, if you don't like what uncle said, you can't say it again, you know? Uncle will be sad when he hears it, Aunt Xin I don't blame your uncle for the injury, it's Aunt Xin who is not good enough to get hurt." The child's words are innocent, but if someone listens to them and causes trouble, he will be upset.
"Ri'er knows, because only mother and Aunt Xin dare to talk about it here." Tang Jianri agreed, but he kept muttering in his heart, anyway, he just doesn't like him anymore, and he hasn't eaten at his grandmother's house these days I'm full, it's too hard to eat.
Not wanting to talk about this topic anymore, the two adults looked at each other, Guan Xin decided to be a quiet girl for the time being, stop talking and eat hard.
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