golden shield

After the operation, Ji Mingyue's reaction was still very big, her waist was sore and soft, her lower abdomen always felt a little pain, her appetite was very poor, she didn't want to eat anything, her sleep quality was not very good, and she rarely even turned over at night , and now she is always tossing and turning and sleeps restlessly, Lei Hanxing looks distressed, except to take care of her more carefully, cook her food differently, and hope she can eat two more bites, there is no other way to do it.

But even though the two of them were so careful, one day when Ji Mingyue was in class, she still felt a pain in her lower abdomen, and something flowed out from between her legs, which suddenly made her pretty face pale, and she almost couldn't stand still.

When Lei Hanxing arrived at the hospital, Ji Mingyue had just entered the operating room. Her eyes were red with anxiety, and she was circling outside the operating room, full of worry and remorse. She shouldn't have agreed. If she refused, Ji Mingyue Mingyue will not suffer this crime.

The doctor dealt with this kind of thing very quickly, and Ji Mingyue was pushed out of the operating room in a short while, her face was a little pale, and she was a little sluggish. Seeing her lover who was holding her hand anxiously, tears were about to flow, she reluctantly He cheered up and smiled at her.

She might as well not smile, looking at her trying to smile, Lei Hanxing's heart is like a lemon being squeezed, it is crushed and oozes sour juice.

"There is nothing wrong with people. This is normal. It will not succeed the first time. We will adjust it later and come back for a review in three days. According to the physical condition, we will decide the time for the next implantation."

The doctor turned around and left after finishing speaking as usual, his tone was as calm as saying that you should drink more water when you have a cold.

But Lei Hanxing almost blurted out that they would never come again.

But she felt Ji Mingyue's weak hand, trying to hold her tightly, trying to cheer her up and comfort her, but she couldn't speak, she couldn't bear it.

"Yueyue, are you feeling bad? Go to sleep for a while. I'll be with you."

Lei Hanxing suppressed his emotions and tried his best to talk to her in a gentle voice.

Ji Mingyue's body is very weak, and the fact that she failed for the first time made her somewhat depressed. Although she knew that the chance of succeeding the first time was basically zero, she still felt disappointed and sad when she really failed.

"it is good."

Ji Mingyue loosened Lei Hanxing's hand, and closed her eyes with a soft reply.

While holding her hand, Lei Hanxing followed the nurse and pushed her to the observation room.

Because it wasn't a major operation, the two of them could go home in the afternoon. Ji Mingyue was still a little weak, and Lei Hanxing didn't care if she was shy or not, so he picked her up and walked to the parking lot.

On the one hand, Ji Mingyue is still a little weak, and on the other hand, she doesn't dare to provoke her. Although Lei Hanxing has always let her go, she has not forgotten that Lei Hanxing is still the person who was given the nickname Living Hades, which shows how terrifying it is .

Along the way, Ji Mingyue buried her head obediently in Lei Hanxing's arms. At this moment, she was extremely thankful that she was so petite, otherwise she couldn't hide it even if she wanted to.

All the way home, Ji Mingyue didn't dare to talk to Lei Hanxing, she could feel her depressed low pressure, and she knew why, although it wasn't for her, it was also because of her, so it's better to keep quiet.

Ji Mingyue couldn't take a bath today, but could only take a shower. Lei Hanxing took him into the bathroom and began to help him undress.

Ji Mingyue really wanted to say that she would come by herself, but she looked at Lei Hanxing's tense cheeks, and she still blushed and swallowed it, forget it, forget it, they are all married, and they don't know how to do that kind of thing How many times has it been, there is nothing to be shy about taking a bath, blushing like an appointment and letting Lei Hanxing wait for her to take a bath.

Lei Hanxing called Qin Mei and took Ji Huan to live today. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow is the weekend, so he will stay there and pick her up after school on Monday.

Ji Huan is very well-behaved. When she saw that it was Grandma Qin who came to pick her up after school, she didn't ask any more questions. After hearing what Grandma had said, she happily followed her home for the weekend.

The two were lying on the bed at night, and Ji Mingyue nestled in Lei Hanxing's arms obediently. Lei Hanxing hugged her, and the suppressed emotions in his heart dissipated a lot with her obedient cooperation, and the rest was only distressed.

Lying in her arms, Ji Mingyue listened to her strong heartbeat, felt her emotions, hugged her waist tightly, and said softly.

"I'm fine, don't worry, with your care, I don't feel bad at all."

Lei Hanxing closed his eyes and hugged Ji Mingyue a little tighter, but he didn't dare to use too much force for fear of strangling her.

"Yueyue, I don't know what to do, I really hate that I can't replace you."

Ji Mingyue rubbed against her chest, slightly annoyed her.

"Fool! If you replace me, I will feel bad too. I would rather feel uncomfortable than feel sorry for you. You will let me, won't you?"

Lei Hanxing was moved, and wanted to laugh. Ji Mingyue knew her so well, so he had a good grasp of her psychology.

"Well, I will let you, I will let you for the rest of my life."

"Hehe~, that's good, go to sleep, I'm sleepy."

After speaking, he raised his head and gave Lei Hanxing a resounding kiss on the lips, with a "bo" sound, the tone was very playful.

"Good night, Mrs. Ji~"

Lei Hanxing really has nothing to do with her, she can easily turn her cloudy into sunny, bowed his head and kissed her gently back, with a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth, and pulled him into his arms again, with a soft voice explain.

"Good night, Mrs. Ray."

Three days later, the two went to the hospital for an examination. Ji Mingyue was in good health, and the second transplant was scheduled for two days later. Ji Mingyue also had an experience, and this time she didn't suffer as much as the last time, but they still failed, which made Ji Mingyue a little worried and even anxious.

Seeing her like this, Lei Hanxing didn't want her to be under too much pressure. She was about to compromise and withdraw the three promises, but she still gritted her teeth and held back. What should I do if I have been unsuccessful, she doesn't want to see Ji Mingyue suffer pain again and again, and finally only fail again and again, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, she can't be soft-hearted this time.

Lei Hanxing could only care more about her, wishing he would not leave her 24 hours a day, Ji Mingyue couldn't laugh or cry like that.

"Okay, I'm fine. You don't have to do this. If you don't go to work, I still have to go to class. Be obedient and go to work quickly."

Ji Mingyue drove Lei Hanxing out of the house, her eyes dimmed a bit, and she unconsciously stroked her lower abdomen with her hand. It was empty there now. Could it be that they really couldn't have a child that belonged to them?

Ji Mingyue was in a daze for a moment, her eyes became firm again, no, she can't admit defeat, they will succeed.

Lei Hanxing was still worried when she went out. She knew that Ji Mingyue hadn't been in a good state these two days. The main reason was that she was not in a good state of mind. She was not good at this. The highly respected psychology professor "father-in-law" came forward.

In the evening, Lei Hanxing suddenly took her and Ji Huan back to her father's house for dinner, and she guessed what Lei Hanxing's plan was. Sure enough, just after eating, Lei Hanxing took Ji Huan to the room to do homework. Leave the living room to the father and daughter.

"Yueyue, do you know why you go home tonight?"

Ji Hui poured her a cup of warm water, poured himself a cup of tea, and sat on the sofa watching her with a loving smile.

As a professor of psychology, although Ji Hui is not clinical psychology and cannot cure diseases and save lives, her basic observations and judgments are still fine, and many things are similar. Through observations during the time she returned home, she felt that Ji Mingyue The current state of mind is fine.

Ji Mingyue smiled, feeling helpless but also distressed and blamed herself.

"Sorry for worrying you."

Ji Hui took a sip of tea, still smiling like that, his words revealing the generous and selfless love of a father for his child.

"Stupid child, why are you sorry? We just care about you and hope you can be happy. Dad is very pleased that Xiaoxing cares about you so much and is nervous about you!"

As she spoke, she laughed hahaha, with a hint of teasing again, Ji Mingyue's face was a little hot when she laughed, but she still said her words very proudly.

"That's right, I found a treasure here!"

"Hey! However, I still want to tell you a few words, don't be too persistent in everything, and think about her more."

Ji Hui said that he became more serious in the end. He knew his daughter, especially after what happened to Li Hao, her heart became fragile and stubborn. live.

Things have happened, the harm has been done, and Ji Mingyue's behavior is not her fault, I just hope that she can slowly get better, be truly relieved, and be happy.

Ji Mingyue's eyes became deep. She understood what Ji Hui said, and she would try her best to overcome it. She also wanted Lei Hanxing to be happy.

"Dad, I will, don't worry."

"it is good."

The father and daughter chatted for a while, it was getting late, Ji Mingyue went to ask the mother and daughter to go home.

Lei Hanxing saw that everything was normal on her face, and didn't know what was going on, so he could only pretend nothing happened and went home.

After taking a bath, Ji Mingyue sat by the bed holding a hair dryer, and waved to her with a coquettish smile.

Lei Hanxing was frightened for a moment, froze on the spot for a moment, then raised his foot and walked over, with doubts and worries in his eyes.

Ji Mingyue thought it was funny, so she really laughed out loud.

"What are you doing! Are you afraid that I will eat you? Come here, I will blow your hair."

Ji Mingyue's tone was natural and casual, but she really seemed to be in a good mood.

Lei Hanxing laughed twice, sat down, and answered dryly.

"Not afraid."

Ji Mingyue didn't bother with her any more, and seriously dried her hair. His soft fingertips gently passed through her hair and rubbed her scalp. It was very comfortable. Lei Hanxing smiled unconsciously, enjoying his wife's Serve.

Her hair was not long, so it dried quickly. Ji Mingyue put the hair dryer aside, kneeled and sat on the bed, hugged Lei Hanxing's neck from behind, and lay on her back, pressing down on her. Lei Hanxing leaned forward a little.

The warm breath sprinkled on her ears, making her tremble involuntarily.

"Han Xing, I'm sorry, I was wrong before and made you worry."

Lei Hanxing wanted to refute, but Ji Mingyue tapped his lips with an index finger, and his voice softly followed his ears and slid into his heart.

"Listen to me first, I know you don't need me to say I'm sorry, but I still have to say, I was too selfish before, I didn't take your feelings into account, and I used your unbearable feelings for me to force you to agree, but I didn't Regret, do it again, I still want to do this, I can only wrong you, sorry."

"Some things I can't control myself now, but I will work hard to change. I believe that with your love, I will definitely become better and better. One day I will be relieved. I know that you will be by my side. mine."

"I promise you, when it comes to children, I will calm down and stop forcing. If I don't succeed this time, I won't think about it anymore. The two of us will lead Ji Huan to live a good life, so, you Don't worry about me anymore, I'm really fine, okay?"

Lei Hanxing listened to her quietly, her eyes were red, her throat was choked, she wanted to cry a little, she found that since she met Ji Mingyue, she became more and more sentimental.

"Okay. I'll be with you, we will be happier and happier. Huanhuan and I will always be with you, don't worry."

Ji Mingyue closed her eyes, and her eyelashes were wet with tears. It turned out that she knew everything about her fragility and anxiety.

"Thank you, Han Xing."

Lei Hanxing turned his head and kissed her wet eyes with a soft voice.

"I prefer to hear you say that you love me."

The author has something to say:

The impact of some injuries is very far-reaching. Although some things have passed, they will still leave traces. Only love is the best medicine.