golden shield

This time, Ji Mingyue returned home exhausted physically and mentally, she was no longer lying alone on the sofa licking her wounds, surrounded by only the coldness of the room.

This time, the house smelled of sweet rice, and she was surrounded by the warm embrace of her lover.

Lei Hanxing didn't know why, so Ji Mingyue who had just entered the door rushed into his arms, but luckily she had turned off the fire just now.

Feeling the exhaustion of the person in her arms, she bent down and picked her up horizontally without any effort.

Ji Mingyue let out a cry of shock, but before she could react, Lei Hanxing had already sat on the sofa with her in his arms.

Nestled in Lei Hanxing's arms, she was aroused by her lover's warm embrace without caring about the shyness that had just emerged.

Burying her face on her lover's chest, tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably, she bit her lower lip tightly, held her breath, and felt a pain like a needle prick in her heart.

Lei Hanxing felt the person in his arms tighten the clothes on her waist, as if trying to bear it, she couldn't help frowning, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she only knew that she couldn't see her like this, since she was already sad, then I just cried out happily, why should I be so forbearing.

"Don't hold back, cry if you want to, I'm here."

Lei Hanxing was still as clumsy as ever, he could only gently pat his lover's back, hug her and accompany her.

Infected by her tenderness, Ji Mingyue buried her tightly in her arms, hugged her lover with all her strength, and burst into tears.

For those victims who are still the same age as Hua, for Yu Hong, for Yang Chen, for the helpless policeman, and for herself, for her discipline.

The chaotic thoughts made her heart ache beyond measure, and that sense of confusion and powerlessness swept over her body again. What exactly do the police do? Are they superhuman saviors, or cold and rigid law enforcement officers?

Ji Mingyue cried sadly, and Lei Hanxing felt distressed when she saw it. She also felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness, hating her lack of emotion and not being able to give the most direct and effective comfort to her lover when he was sad.

For as long as Ji Mingyue cried, Lei Hanxing held her and patted her for as long. The chicken porridge in the casserole on the stove changed from boiling hot to slightly cool, and the white and plump custard buns also became poopy. little old lady.

Ji Mingyue finally calmed down, and Lei Hanxing also breathed a sigh of relief, but he was still worried about his lover.

Lei Hanxing's chest was wetted by her crying. After venting, she felt a lot more relaxed, as if she turned all the dark clouds in her heart into tears and cried out. She was a little shy after realizing it, and leaned into Lei Hanxing's arms Without moving, I quietly felt the warmth and sense of security from my lover.

Thinking of Yang Chen again, I felt sad again.

Lei Hanxing didn't know what to do, thinking that she had worked all night and cried for so long, fearing that she would starve to death, and seeing that she would calm down a lot, he asked her softly.

"Yueyue, are you hungry? There are chicken porridge and custard buns in the pot. Do you want to eat some first?"

Ji Mingyue was even more annoyed after hearing what she said. Han Xing, like her, just got off the night shift and must be very tired, yet she dragged him to cry for so long.

"Are you hungry, go eat quickly."

As he spoke, he was about to get up from his lover's arms, but was hugged back again.

"I'm fine. I'm afraid you'll be hungry. If you're still sad, just cry again...wait a while."

She originally wanted to say that if she cried for a while, she felt that crying too much would hurt her body, so it was better not to cry.

The remaining haze in Ji Mingyue's heart was also dispelled by Lei Hanxing's cute change of words.

He raised his head to look at her, stroked her cheek lightly, his voice was low and hoarse as he had just cried.

"I'm fine, let's go eat."

Lei Hanxing looked at her red rabbit eyes from crying, looked at the tenderness in her clearer eyes baptized by tears, couldn't help but bowed his head, and kissed his lover's red and swollen eyes from crying, gentle and pious, transparent Looking at her full of distress.

Just when Ji Mingyue thought she would take advantage of the situation to give her a tender, compassionate and lingering kiss, Lei Hanxing hugged Ji Mingyue again and put him on the dining chair.

"Sit down first, I'll reheat the porridge, it might be a little cold."

After speaking, he hurried into the kitchen as if he was afraid that she would starve if he was a second late.

Ji Mingyue stared at the empty kitchen door, stunned for a few seconds, then restrained herself and gently lowered the table a few times.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!She is so angry with this incomprehensible wood!

Immediately afterwards, she laughed again, like a little bear who only ate honey, smiling foolishly and happily, this is her lover, silly!

After dinner, Ji Mingyue was not in a hurry to rest, and took Lei Hanxing to sit on the sofa, and explained the general situation to her lover who was worried about her.

Lei Hanxing also felt a little sorry after hearing this, but after all, he was not someone he was familiar with, so it was difficult to empathize with Ji Mingyue.

"This should be the price of growth."

Ji Mingyue turned her head to look at Lei Hanxing, who had a serious face. She found that the wooden talk was quite philosophical at times, especially when he enlightened her.

"Yeah, it's just that the price this time is too heavy, and I'm afraid she will be crushed."

Lei Hanxing patted the catkin in his hand, and said very deeply.

"That is the fate of the individual."

"Pfft, hahahaha..."

Ji Mingyue couldn't help laughing, raised her hand that was not being held, and pinched Lei Hanxing's cheek.

"Why are you so cute!"

Seeing that she was happy, Lei Hanxing couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, Ji Mingyue was the prettiest when he smiled.

"Okay, go wash and sleep, it's almost noon."

"Well, I'll go wash first then."

She stood up and gave her lover a light kiss on the cheek, and stopped dawdling, her lover was also very tired.

Yang Chen was sent home by Xing Ming and Wu Kun. Today was a working day and no one at home was there. The two were a little worried, but Yang Chen didn't care about them at all, and went straight back to his room.

The two old men didn't know what to do, they stared at each other in the living room.

"Why don't you stay, I'll go back to the bureau first, the interrogation report hasn't been written yet."

When Xing Ming heard this, he quickly waved his hands, this unmarried man and woman are unmarried, living alone and widowed in the same room, what's going on!

"Farewell, either you stay or stay together, you choose."

Before the two of them could discuss it, Yang Chen came out of the bedroom again, holding a change of clothes in his arms, finally gaining some popularity.

"You all go, I'm fine, don't worry, I won't commit suicide."

His voice was dry and hoarse, and he didn't seem to be okay at all.

Seeing that they didn't believe it, Yang Chen smiled lightly, and said while holding back his sobs.

"She has no relatives, and I have to take care of her funeral."

The two big men couldn't help but have red eyes because of her words, and one can imagine how heartbroken Yang Chen must be when he said these words.

The two wanted to say something comforting, but they didn't know what to say. The words at this moment were so weak.

"Hey..., then you should rest early, there are still many things to do tomorrow."

Isn't that right? In addition to Yu Hong's death, there is also the scrutiny of the inspection team, which is enough for her.

"Okay, got it."

The two left Yang Chen's house without saying anything. Yang Chen carried a change of clothes into the bathroom, filled the bathtub with hot water, and curled up to soak in the water.

Yang Chen was trembling uncontrollably, wanting to hug her tightly, the water had already scalded her skin red, but she still felt cold, bitingly cold, she bit her lower lip tightly, blood flowed from her bite , she still refused to let go, desperately trying to keep herself from crying, she didn't deserve it.

In the end, I couldn't help but burst into tears, distraught.

She beat herself desperately, greeted her face, head, and body indiscriminately, tore her hair fiercely, and slammed her head against the wall, like a lunatic who wanted to tear herself apart.

After venting frantically for a while, his movements gradually slowed down, and he curled up in the corner again, whimpering and crying, like a wounded cub abandoned by its owner, sad, helpless, and desperate.

She hated herself so much, why wasn't she the one who died, why...why...

This is the first time I saw Yu Hong, the girl's arrogant face, provocative words, every sentence can arouse her anger, she was so lively and wanton at that time.

Why did she change her, why did she intervene in her life, if it wasn't for her self-righteousness, she wouldn't have died...

Every bit of getting along with the girl is playing back in my mind like a revolving lantern.

"Officer, are you sick?"

"I'm here to save your three views."

"Stop following me, or I'll call the police!"

"I'm the police, and I'm worried that you will go astray."

"I really admire you, are you my mother?"

"Ha! I can be if you want!"

"Fuck off!"

"Get your dirty hands off!"

"It's none of your business if I touch a liquor seller!"

"Police, I now suspect you of sexual/harassment, come with me!"

"Unlucky, don't expect me to buy wine with you in the future!"

"have a finger in the pie!"

"How can your business be nosy! You see how unsafe this place is, I'd better find you a good job..."

"Yo, the officer is in a bad mood? It makes me happy to say it!"

"The case is confidential and cannot be revealed."

"Tch~, it's really boring!"

"Are you a pig? You're so heavy, get drunk and get away next time!"

"Did my old lady owe you in her previous life? I have to serve you, a drunk!"

"Take the key, if you don't have to leave, I will come back and lock the door for you! If you delay me, I will catch you~"

Yang Chen was crying so hard that his face was either red with palm marks or scratches from nails, his forehead was red and swollen, and the blood on his lips slid down with tears, his appearance was horrible.

Recalling the scene of the last meeting, when Yu Hong stood there pointing at her nose and cursing, telling her to get out, and saying that she couldn't afford to provoke her and could hide, what kind of mood was she in?Have you decided to take the risk to get close to Zhou Wei?why?What are you drawing?

Yang Chen was pulling her hair, the water in the bathtub had turned cold, she was shivering from the cold, but she was still curled up in the corner and pulling her hair, stuck in her own thoughts.

She couldn't figure out why she did this. She could feel Yu Hong's change and Yu Hong's acceptance of her, but it was far from enough for her to be selfless enough to sacrifice her life.

Why is she?

Yang Chen stood up in a jerk, the movement was too violent and almost slipped, but fortunately, her body's instinctive reaction was fast, so she didn't let her fall headfirst on the bathtub, staggered wrapped in a towel, and ran out of the bathroom barefoot, Putting on a suit of clothes indiscriminately, she ran out of the house with the key of Yu Hong's house. She was going to take a look at Yu Hong's house. She wanted to know why she did this.

When she was really standing at the door, she couldn't help being timid again, she was suddenly very frightened, although she didn't know what she was afraid of.

With trembling hands, he unlocked the gate, and the small courtyard was still the same.

Yang Chen raised his hand to cover his mouth, tears fell down again, how much she wished that that flamboyant girl would push the door out like before, scold her, she was willing to exchange everything she had, including her life.

Opening the door, enduring the heart-piercing pain, I walked into the back room. The hut was tidy, but it was dusty due to no one living in it for a long time.

Yang Chen's vision had long been blurred by tears, but she still saw the file bag and a white envelope on the table by the window. They were so obvious and brightly placed on the table, her master seemed to know that she would come, It was determined that she would only come here after she passed away, or after she returned.

Unfortunately, she did not wait for its owner to return.

Yang Chen walked over slowly, as if what was waiting for her was Abi Hell. The fear in her heart reached the extreme. With trembling hands and blurred eyes, she managed to pick up the envelope on the table a few times. One glance made her squat down and cry loudly.

There are only three words written in black ink on the envelope.

A Chenshou

This was the first time Yu Hong called her Ah Chen, and she seemed to be able to see the girl as beautiful as a lotus, and gently called her with a smile.

Just three words pierced Yang Chen's heart, pierced her body, and made her unable to support herself. She sat on the dusty ground, leaning on the table legs, supporting her body, and slammed her sleeves hard. Wiping her eyes, she wanted to see clearly, she wanted to read the letter Hong Hong left for her.

But the tears wiped more and more, and she couldn't wipe them off. She could only let herself cry until it drained.

I don't know how long it took, maybe I was tired from crying, maybe I was really drained, and my eyes were swollen like walnuts, but finally I stopped crying.

Taking a deep breath, she opened the white envelope that had been wrinkled by her. The dust from her hands left a few black and gray fingerprints on the clean white envelope.

Yang Chen hurriedly rubbed his hands on his body fiercely, for fear of staining the letter paper.

The letter paper is also pure white, and the black ink pen writes the correct font. The letter is not long, only a short page.

Yang Chen bit his arm to keep her calm, she wanted to read the letter carefully and clearly.

Ah Chen, when you read this letter, I should be gone, don't be sad, it's not your fault, everything is voluntary.

I am an orphan. After my grandma left, no one really cared about me anymore. They all have their own goals. I have suffered, been cheated, and even thought about ending this dirty Dirty life.

But when I think of my grandma, I can't. She worked so hard to raise me, and tried her best to hope that I could live a better life. I can't let her down. I have to live, but the hardship and cruelty of life will not be because of your pity And if I pity you, I will hit you harder and torture you. In such an environment, I gradually become obedient, follow the crowd, and become like those people, selfish. As long as I don’t violate the law, my morality has long been lost. .

I used to think that this was following the way of heaven and survival of the fittest. I didn't think there was anything wrong with me until I met you. At first I really annoyed you, but you moved me with your sincerity, influenced me, and gradually made me understand. , There are still people like you and grandma in the world. I lost my heart and made me see my own ugliness and filth more clearly.

I'm sorry, I checked your phone while you were drunk and learned about the harrowing experiences of those girls and your powerless plight as law enforcers.

I see you in pain, depression, sadness, and self-blame because of this incident, you are a good cop, and I am ashamed of myself compared to you, so I decided to do my part, hoping to cleanse my dirty soul, even if I unfortunately die Now, I can also stand up and proudly go to see my grandma.

I'm sorry, Ah Chen, please forgive my selfishness, and thank you for making me repent and giving me a chance to redeem myself.

Goodbye, Chen, you are a good policeman, please always be a good policeman, you are my star.Ah Hong stayed.

"what……"

The shrill crying echoed in this room that could no longer wait for the owner, and it did not stop for a long time.

The author has something to say:

Uncomfortable (T^T)

Ghost story: Shitou will be vaccinated tomorrow. I heard that the pain may be too painful to lift his arms, so we will stop tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. See you on Wednesday.

Adding updates today, one is for the student party, and the other is compensation for stopping updates for two days, let’s feel uncomfortable with Shitou.