candy grab

Li Li's footsteps became more and more numb, and his consciousness gradually became chaotic. His body seemed to have fallen into the bottom of the foul-smelling swamp that often appeared in his childhood dreams, surrounded by Li Quanzhi's insults, grandma's sarcasm, Lin Ru's crying, Hu Uncle Zha's smirk, Yan Jun's plea...

At this moment, she misses Su Cheng so much!

She remembered that Su Cheng would lie on the mouth of the well, holding her hand tightly, and with the sunniest smile in the world, she said to Li Li, "Li Li, come up."

However, Li Li felt that she had no strength, she could hardly move anymore, her body was getting heavier and heavier, and the swamp under her feet was like a suction force full of tens of thousands of catties, pulling her down firmly.

Those messy faces were dark and ugly, entwined around her like ghosts, and the noises kept coming and going, getting louder and louder, so that she could only cover her ears vigorously, trying to get rid of everything.

"Li Li!"

Suddenly, a loud call pulled Li Li out of the chaos. Before Li Li could fully distinguish between reality and illusion, he was pulled hard and pushed to the wall next to him!

"Hiss..." Li Li touched the painful shoulder, raised his head, saw Jin Wen resentful, and stretched out his hand again to press Li Li's shoulder that had just been hit against the wall behind him.

The pain brought Li Li back to reality completely.

Only then did she realize that she had already reached the gate of the community.And Jin Wen should have been waiting for her here.

"Li Li, what the hell is so great about you? Let me tell you, if you really dare to make me lose my diploma, be careful that I will reveal all the scandals about your family!"

As Jin Wen said, she grabbed Li Li's shoulders with both hands, and hammered hard on the wall again.

Oh, a scandal at home?

The festering was so severe that Li Li was numb from the pain. She was very tired and didn't want to make any negotiations with the woman who was holding her tight.

So, Li Li coldly pushed Jin Wen away and walked towards the community.

How could she know that her indifference was regarded as contempt by the angry Jin Wen, which caused Jin Wen to rush forward angrily and pull her back, and fell to the wall again!

"Fuck! Li Li, why the hell are you pretending to be noble?! Just pretend in front of others, put away your false appearance in front of me!"

"Jin Wen! Su Cheng doesn't like you, is it interesting for you to tease me like this?" Unable to escape, Li Li knocked his painful head, trying to restore some normal sense to talk to Jin Wen.

"How do you know she doesn't like me! If she doesn't like me now, it doesn't mean she won't like me in the future. What's so good about you? How can you be worthy of her? Let me tell you, what Su Cheng needs is me, no matter from family Or someone who can help her with all abilities and grow together with her!"

"You're enough!" Li Li pushed Jin Wen away very hard. At this moment, Li Li's head hurt like a needle. She strode forward and wanted to leave quickly. She really didn't want to listen to this woman's nonsense anymore. gibberish.

She probably didn't expect Li Li to use such force all of a sudden. Jin Wen lost her footing and fell halfway to the ground, angrily shouting at Li Li's back: "Didn't you rely on Su Cheng to like you! You rely on Su Cheng to like you!" Seeing that she always protects you, what's so great about you, you are a fucking bastard, a stinky bastard, a bastard with parents but no father, take a good look at yourself in the mirror, and don't look at it Are you worthy of..."

Li Li was trying her best to flip through the access control card in her bag, but the more anxious she was, the more she couldn't find it, but Jin Wen's insults pierced her head every sentence, stirring her heart, she felt something in her chest It was getting bigger and bigger, ready to move, and some crazy thoughts were clamoring violently in her head.

At a certain moment, all thoughts gathered and entangled in Li Li's body and exploded. She smashed the bag in her hand and the access control card she just touched to the ground, rushed back and grabbed Jin Wen's hair with one hand, and grabbed Jin Wen's hair with the other. grabbed her arm, and threw her to the ground hard!

"You nonsense! Who says I'm not good enough for Su Cheng! Who says I can't protect her?!" Li Li screamed and beat Jin Wen vigorously as if going mad.

"Ah!" Jin Wen didn't expect that Li Li would suddenly turn around and come back to fight with her, and she didn't recover from the fright.But at this moment, Li Li's eyes were scarlet and burst into tears, just like a mad devil.Jin Wen was so hurt by the fall, she screamed and instinctively tried her best to fight back, "You stinky bastard, how dare you hit me!"

"Go away! You are all bad guys! You are all bad guys! Stay away from me and Su Cheng! Stay away from us!" Li Li yelled frantically. She pulled Jin Wen's collar forcefully and threw her to the ground. He grabbed her hand and hit her on the head again.It's just that she can't tell whether she wants to say these words to Jin Wen or to all the bad people in this world.

Even Li Li couldn't believe that she, who is usually weak and cautious, had the upper hand in this fight. Jin Wen was pushed to the ground by her, covering her face with her head in her hands, for fear of being caught by her crazy hands. Disfigured.

Li Li felt that she was overflowing with strength and wanted to vent, she even felt that she was occupied by an unprecedented force, and she was on the verge of exploding!

Suddenly, Li Li woke up suddenly, picked up the bag thrown aside, and rushed into the community.

She was frightened by her sudden outburst and ferocity, just like in a dream where she would kill all those who hurt her, Li Li always felt that there was a devil of evil and hatred hidden in her heart, and it seemed to be about to move at this moment. Waiting for an opportunity to explode.

What kind of feeling is this?

She suddenly thought of Yan Jun, who had gone mad, and the symptoms of schizophrenia that she looked up on the Internet. Everything seemed to be connected, and Li Li was so frightened that his whole body trembled.

She didn't dare to take the elevator, but quickly ran up the stairs to the sixteenth floor to consume her clamoring thoughts and energy.

However, the moment Li Li got home and locked the door, she suddenly fell to the ground like a deflated skin, empty and powerless.

She didn't dare to recall what happened that day; she was even afraid to think about what happened in the past 20 years.

Chaos, disappointment, unbearable.

After an unknown amount of time, the notification sound of the voice call sounded, and Li Li reached out his hand to take out the phone in a daze, but when he saw Su Cheng's profile picture and name on the screen, his heart ached with sourness, and tears burst out instantly.

It is love, longing, dependence, fear, uneasiness, and a bunch of contradictions filled with complex emotions alternately.

"Libao! Are you still asleep?" Su Cheng's voice sounded extraordinarily excited, "I just saw an email reminder that G University sent us an offer for admission!"

Although everything was planned and under control when applying for G University, Su Cheng was still very happy to see the final admission offer. After all, it meant that her and Li Li's life had taken another step forward.

"Baby, I'm busy with a lot of things today. When you're free, log in to the application system to accept our offer!" Su Cheng didn't hear Li Li's response, but she called Li Li before leaving the house. Time is short, so hurry up and finish.

"Su, hurry up! Wear waiting for you now!"

Sure enough, just after she said a few words, she was urged by her companion and colleague from G University.

"Baby, remember to accept it! I have to go, I love you! mua~"

Every word Su Cheng said made Li Li burst into tears. She bit the back of her hand hard to stop herself from crying.

"Hmm." She struggled to squeeze out a normal-sounding syllable from her throat.

I don't know if it was because of too many tears, but Li Li felt bitter taste in his mouth and in the air.

She sat down at the coffee table, and took out all the Swiss candies that Su Cheng bought and put in the drawer.

She opened one, it tasted like cherries, and recalled the scene of Su Cheng snatching candy from her inexplicably when they first met, she panicked and spit it out quickly.

Another orange-flavored one was removed, and it blended with the cherries flavor just now, just like the feeling when she kissed Su Cheng.

She spit it out again.

After tearing apart one after another, she greedily wanted to lick the taste of candy, but she spit it out when she just felt the sweetness and happiness.

She ate and vomited, vomited and ate, until she dismantled all the candy in the house and spilled the candy wrappers all over the hall.

The sweetness of sugar is like the love Su Cheng brought her, pure and beautiful.

And she doesn't deserve it.

Since the second year of high school, every time she had a bad relationship with the world, Su Cheng was by her side to help her, support her, and even to reject someone she didn't like, she had to rely on Su Cheng to give her courage by the side.

What would she be without Su Cheng?She is an ant who is trampled upon by others, a maggot gasping in a stinking ditch, and a puppet with evil genes. Perhaps Jin Wen is right, she is a mud, and she is not worthy of Su Cheng at all, and will only drag her down.

Yan Jun's shamelessness, Lin Ru's cowardice, Li Quanzhi's greed, Li Li felt that she was also a part of this group of people, she grew up here, and darkness is her true color.

She once thought that she could escape with Su Cheng, she raised her head, grabbed Su Cheng's hand, and walked vigorously upwards towards the open world and sunlight behind Su Cheng.

But actually?She's like a manipulated clown who thinks she's climbing the world, only to spin around in circles.

The foul-smelling swamp at the bottom of the well was sucking her in, and she felt her broken body and soul sinking harder and harder like lead.

Li Li looked up at the mouth of the well, looked at Su Cheng who was as warm as a dream, then she turned on the computer, logged into the application system of the two G University, one clicked "accept" and the other clicked "reject".

With a click of the mouse, it was all over.

Su Cheng, you are happiness that I cannot afford.

……

Soon, Su Cheng received an email reminder on her mobile phone, congratulations that she has confirmed acceptance of the Offer.

The mailboxes of Su Cheng and Li Li are actually bound to their respective mobile phones. In order to confirm whether Li Li also received the offer, Su Cheng specially logged into her email account to check, but now it is just a reminder to receive the offer. Cheng didn't expect any accident at all, so he didn't log into Lili's mailbox again.

When she saw the confirmation email, Su Cheng even kissed the screen of her phone excitedly. In her opinion, it was very appropriate for the school to send them an offer on this day, because at this time, she was doing something related to her. They are also very relevant in the future.

She is choosing a pair of rings.

There is still a week or so before she can return to China. Su Cheng deliberately picked an afternoon to meet her former friends in the United States to choose a ring for Li Li.Su Cheng was still secretly happy, and pretended to tell Li Li that he was very busy today, so she probably didn't see through.

This is a very famous jewelry brand in the United States. Su Cheng's mother used to like it very much. Buying a ring here is like getting her mother's blessing.

Su Cheng and his friends carefully browsed the rings in the entire store, and they fell in love with a pair of simple and unique rings.

The thin platinum finger ring is inlaid with a small diamond. The shape of the diamond is round when viewed from a distance, but it looks like a heart when viewed up close. The cutting method makes good use of optical principles to obtain such a magical visual effect. .

This diamond is not exaggeratedly protruding, but is well embedded in the ring of the finger.

Su Cheng, who knew Li Li's preferences very well, was very satisfied with this pair of low-key and delicate rings, and immediately decided to buy them. He also asked the staff to engrave an L and a C on the inside of the pair of rings.

Su Cheng has already made a plan. After returning to China, she will go to Lin Ru to come out first. She has been preparing the method and content of coming out. here to propose.

In the school that Li Li chose for her to give up and go to City B, on the campus where they worked together for four years, she would wear a bachelor's uniform and ask her beloved woman to accompany her every four years in the future.

She imagined every step of the scene, every frame of the picture, filled with infinite longing.

After engraving the words, Su Cheng picked up the two carefully selected rings, stretched out his hands, and faced the sun, the micro-diamonds on the rings reflected colorful and dazzling luster under the light.Su Cheng stared in a daze, as if seeing Li Li's innocent and shy smile in the beam of light, she also responded, smiling at her lover.

At this moment, Li Li was lying in the pile of candy wrappers scattered all over the floor, the mess under his body was like a broken love that was thrown to the ground by her.She tried her best to keep her eyes wide open, staring at the front, the faint moonlight shone on her face through the window, and Su Cheng's sunny and warm smile was reflected in the tears.

Li Li exhausted all his strength and courage to close his eyes.

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