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Four years later, in City S.

At the turn of spring and summer, the sun is very good, neither the coolness of the air nor the scorching of the sun can be felt.

Li Li walked out from the hospital gate, opened his arms slightly, closed his eyes and raised his head, letting the warm sunlight shine on his body, like washing away the dirt.

She looked back at the buildings and lawns behind her. She saw the ward with locked iron windows, the cold examination room, and the recovery room wrapped in brightly colored soft bags. She had entered and exited countless times in the past four years.

Every time she thought she could escape, the chaotic thoughts beat her back.

And today, this time, it finally succeeded!

She picked up the diagnosis sheet in her hand, displayed it in the sunlight, and smiled happily when she saw the "healed up, regular follow-up" written in black and white.

She spent four years waiting for the word "healed".

She didn't want to touch the pain during the period.

Only she knew that it was a thought that supported her through this purgatory torture.

So, the first moment Li Li walked out of the hospital, she was going to do this.

Li Li reached out and stopped a taxi, and couldn't wait to get in.

"Dingyuan Building, thank you master!"

"Hey, girl, I have been driving around the hospital for seven or eight years. This is the first time I saw a person walking out of this hospital smiling so happily. Is this a cure?"

Through the rearview mirror in the car, the uncle driver saw Li Li in the back seat with a smile on his face, and the excitement radiated from the inside out, so much so that even he was infected in the cab.

"Hey, um!" Li Li smiled and nodded like a rattle.

"Just came out of the hospital and didn't go home. Seeing how excited you are, are you going on a date?"

Li Li was stunned for a second, thinking of the warm and sunny face in his mind, he suddenly looked at the rearview mirror excitedly, nodded vigorously at the driver, "Yeah!!!"

That's right, every second after he came out of the hospital, Li Li felt that he was getting closer to her.

"Hahaha, your partner is really lucky!"

The driver was amused by this happy little girl. After all, when he was driving a car near the hospital, he saw scenes of frowning and muffled crying every day. Now, seeing the response of this happy and excited little girl, he found it all. Some of the simple joys of youth.

Half an hour later, the car stopped under a magnificent tall building - Zhao's group company.

Yes, the first thing Li Li did after he was discharged from the hospital was to find Zhao Ran.

Walking into the lobby of the building, decorated in a high-end atmosphere, Li Li found that she couldn't go in because she saw the employees swiping their cards when they came in and out, so she had to go to the front desk of the lobby and face a very professionally dressed The lady said, "Hi, I want to find Zhao Ran."

The other party raised his eyes, looked at Li Li from head to toe with incredible eyes, and then said to Li Li in a slightly contemptuous tone, "Looking for Mr. Zhao? Do you have an appointment?"

At this time, Li Li realized that everything is not what it used to be.

What she is looking for is not just seniors and friends from high school, but the chairman and CEO of Zhao Group.

After Gu Ziyi went to join the army, Zhao's father passed away within three months. It took Zhao Ran two years to completely solve the two major shareholders in the group who wanted to fight against him, and officially took power; the next four years , Zhao Ran carried out clean-up and rectification within the group company, cut off some unfinished businesses, devoted himself to developing advantageous businesses, and also used his professional financial vision to develop the investment industry he was most interested in.

For a while, the valuation and profit of the Zhao Group Company rose sharply, and their status in the business world was no longer what it used to be.

Li Li embarrassedly nodded to the front desk lady, and patted his head angrily. She hadn't communicated much with this society for four years, and she almost forgot some basic ways and rules of communicating with people.

She didn't know how to solve the appointment, but she was eager to see Zhao Ran, so she stepped aside, took out her mobile phone, and called Zhao Ran.

Soon, Zhao Ran's secretary went downstairs and took Li Li to Zhao Ran's office.

"Li Li, sit down." Seeing Zhao Ran, Li Li immediately stopped what she was doing, placed her on the sofa in the office, and handed her the warm water brought by the secretary.

Li Li smiled slightly at Zhao Ran. After all, she hadn't said much for a long time. She was not very good at words, but now she is more used to responding with facial expressions and body language.

"How's your health recently? I've been too busy with work this month, so I haven't seen you with Ziyi yet."

In the past few years, Li Li's illness has recurred, and he often goes in and out of the hospital. Of course, Gu Ziyi will also take Zhao Ran with him, at least every other month, to visit Li Li and chat with her.

"It's good. I just went to the hospital for a follow-up visit. The doctor said that I don't need to take medicine anymore." Li Li excitedly took out the diagnosis form from his bag and showed it to Zhao Ran.

"Congratulations, Li Li, this is really a very happy event!" Zhao Ran was also relieved when he saw the words on the list.

"En!" Li Li held the water glass in both hands, smiled and nodded vigorously.

"However, you were the first one to come to me after you recovered, and you didn't go to Ziyi. Are you afraid that he will be jealous?"

"Hehe..." Li Li covered his mouth and smiled lightly.

It was the first time in four years that Zhao Ran really saw her eyes recover, full of excitement and anticipation.

Zhao Ran had a hunch that Li Li's visit to him this time had something to do with Su Cheng.

But in the past few years, everyone has a tacit understanding not to mention her before Li Li. Apart from sometimes shouting Su Cheng's name when he couldn't control his emotions, Li Li never asked any news about Su Cheng at other times. .

This time, Zhao Ran was silent, she wanted to wait for Li Li to speak out.

Li Li looked at Zhao Ran, turned his gaze elsewhere, turned the water glass in his hand, finally raised his head, and asked:

"Zhao Ran, do you know Su Cheng's address in the United States?"

Sure enough, the light in Li Li's eyes is because she can finally go to Su Cheng with a healthy body and soul.

Zhao Ran smiled, Zhao Ran understands those obsessions about love, he understands it very well.

"Have you thought about it, are you going to find her?"

"Well, I figured it out. I have struggled with depression for the past few years, and I survived because I didn't want to give up on her. I promised myself that as long as I recover, I will go to her."

Li Li spoke a little hastily. Except for the psychological counselor, she had never said these words to anyone, but it was this idea that became the motivation to support her to survive.

Four years ago, after Su Cheng left, he cut off contact with all his friends, but Li Li knew that Su's father's company had always cooperated with Zhao's company, and Zhao Ran must have had contact with Su Cheng.

"I don't know the exact address of Su Cheng in the United States, but I know the address of her company. I'll send you a text message later." Zhao Ran returned a smile to Li Li.

For some reason, he was slightly worried about Li Li's obsession.

"Thank you, Zhao Ran!" The light in Li Li's eyes became brighter, as if she had already taken a step closer to Su Cheng, she took a sip of water from the water glass to ease the beating heart rate, and cautiously Ask Zhao Ran, "Have you seen her in the past few years? Is she okay?"

Is she okay?This question has arisen in Li Li's mind countless times, but she always restrains herself because she feels that she is not worthy to care about it; now, she has finally found her healthy and normal self, and has the confidence to ask this question.

"I only met her twice because of work. She should be pretty good." Zhao Ran answered Li Li as objectively as possible.

"That……"

Li Li tugged at the corner of her clothes nervously, hesitating to speak, she really wanted to know if Su Cheng had mentioned herself, but she felt that she had no position to ask this question, and she was even more afraid of hearing negative answer.

"Li Li..." Zhao Ran called Li Li, interrupting her wandering thoughts.

"Ok?"

"Four years can change a lot, you know? Just like the two years when Ziyi went to the army, he would contact me whenever he got a mobile phone. Even so, there are many regrets and unwillingness between us."

Li Li's eyes were slightly lost, and he lowered his head.

"I don't know if there are new people around Su Cheng now, or if she is waiting for you. I just want to tell you that you have to be mentally prepared to accept all possibilities, okay?"

Is it missed, or waited, or time has passed?

Li Li's body couldn't stop trembling, and tears slipped into her slightly trembling lips. After a burst of bitterness, she stuck her nails into her palms and said, "Okay."

It's answering Zhao Ran, and it's also a promise to myself.

The author has something to say:

The sky that hasn't cleared up for a long time still keeps your smile, you cried, but you can't bury your guilt

感谢在2021-03-2815:00:34~2021-04-0413:53:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 36 bottles of happiness; 14 bottles of Maomao; (⊙o⊙), 10 bottles of moonlight flowers and forests; 1 bottle of Chi Xun;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!