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Recently, Su Cheng usually comes back to have dinner with Li Li at night. Even if she often has to go back to Su Group to work overtime, she will take time to have a meal before going to the company.

The legitimate reason is that Li Li will always prepare some medicinal food for her to nourish her stomach. If she doesn't eat it, it will be wasted.However, she knew clearly in her heart that the biggest motivation might not be the meal, but the woman who cooked for her.

This night, Li Li made Astragalus Anhui Fish Tail Soup. After serving Su Cheng a bowl, she sat at the dining table and her thoughts were flying, thinking about how to tell Su Cheng that she wanted to interview Lu Yifan.

She can fully imagine how furious Su Cheng would be when he said this name. It's better to explain what happened four years ago in advance, but she made it clear to Su Cheng that she will wait until she is ready to speak, and everything is in place now. To develop for the better, Li Li was very afraid that he would suddenly break the promise at the time and mess things up instead.

Hey, whether to tell or not to tell, Li Li was half dead at the dinner table.

"What do you want to say?" Su Cheng took a sip of the soup and looked at the hesitant little woman in front of him.

Sometimes, she didn't know whether she knew Li Li too well, or Li Li couldn't hide things in front of her too much. She could guess what Li Li wanted to do with any expression or look in his eyes.

"Oh... that..." Li Li was in a panic, and his messy thoughts were defeated by cowardice in the end, so he could only grab some things to block him: "Today, this afternoon, Zhou Qi talked to me in a strange way. , I was wondering if Little Shadow is in a relationship, and she knows something inside."

Simply put, Li Li expressed his doubts about Zhou Qi today, and asked Su Cheng to help analyze it.

"Xiaoying fell in love?" Su Cheng was also quite surprised. Although the last time I saw Tan Ying, she looked like an adult, but in her heart, she was still that naughty and stubborn child who didn't grow up.

Then, Li Li told Su Cheng the conversation Zhou Qi had with her in the afternoon.

With a woman's sixth sense, Li Li always felt that Zhou Qi's reaction was very confusing, as if there was some connection, but he couldn't tell.

What is the problem?

"Otherwise, you can look through Xiaoying's circle of friends to see if there is any sign of falling in love?" Su Cheng suggested.

"Okay, let me see."

Li Li took out her mobile phone and scrolled back through Tan Ying's circle of friends in the past two years one by one. Usually, she occasionally swiped through it, and she didn't think there was anything particularly ambiguous.

I swiped back and forth several times, but still got nothing.

"It's all quite normal. You see, this is the photo of her going out with Sister Qi to collect the scenery last time. This is her having hot pot at Sister Qi's house. This is her wishing Sister Qi a happy birthday..."

"It's all sister Qi?" Su Cheng narrowed his eyes slightly, focused the light on the screen of the phone in Li Li's hand, and summed it up leisurely.

Li Li suddenly raised his head slowly as if he had realized something, and met Su Cheng's eyes.

"Little Shadow...and Sister Qi?!"

Li Li said it in disbelief, then quickly covered his mouth in surprise, rolled his dark eyes, swallowed, and swallowed this well-known guess.

No matter how surprised and curious they are, the talent show that Xiaoying participated in will have its finals next week. They decided not to intervene in this matter, and everything will be discussed after Xiaoying finishes the competition.

Regarding the interview with Lu Yifan, Li Li still couldn't talk to Su Cheng, but she thought of a pretty good solution.

At present, she is considered a senior in Yunchuang, and she brought three apprentices with her. She decided to take two of them to interview Lu Yifan, and the other apprentice followed her to interview Teacher Feng, so that she could take her apprentices to learn business. , and also avoided being alone with Lu Yifan.

……

"Li Li, here!"

"Senior! Why did you arrive so early!"

In the afternoon of the next day, Li Li brought his two apprentices to the coffee shop of the hospital. They had arrived 10 minutes earlier, but unexpectedly, Lu Yifan arrived earlier than them.

"Oh haha, I just have nothing to do in the afternoon, so I came early to wait for you. I haven't seen you for more than two months. How are you?"

From the first day when Li Li sent him a message to make an appointment to meet, Lu Yifan couldn't sit still.In the past four years, he has been able to accompany her and take care of her as a doctor and friend. Out of respect for the professional ethics of the doctor-patient relationship, he didn't even dare to care too much. After finally waiting for Li Li to recover, he Finally, he was able to communicate with Li Li more as a friend, but in the past two months, no matter what reason he asked Li Li to come out, she always rejected him reasonably.

If it wasn't for this opportunity at work, Lu Yifan thought, he would have to go downstairs to Li Li's house to block people before he would have the chance to meet her.

"I'm fine, senior, thank you." Li Li responded with a smile.

"Are you in a good mood, sleeping, and eating well?"

"Haha, it's all pretty good. Is Doctor Lu starting the three professional questions again?" Li Li was a little embarrassed, and turned his eyes to the two little apprentices beside him, fearing that Lu Yifan would tell her three things in the next sentence. A review in a month later.

"Oh, hahaha." Only then did Lu Yifan realize that he had focused all his attention on Li Li just now, and he didn't notice that there were two young men standing beside Li Li, who looked like they had just graduated from university.

"These are the two interns I brought, Xiao Li and Meng Meng," Li Li introduced to Lu Yifan with a smile, and then turned to the two young people beside him, "This is the famous Doctor Lu that I mentioned to you La."

"Hi Doctor Lu!"

"Hello, hello, stop standing, let's sit down and talk!"

To have such a chance to get along, no matter how many people are together, whether they are talking about work or not, Lu Yifan still feels very happy, so he started the topic.

"By the way, you are planning to do a popular science promotion about depression, right?"

"Yes, you see, in the high-pressure environment of modern society, more and more people suffer from depression, but few people pay enough attention to it. People don't understand what depression is like, and sometimes they suffer from it but don't catch it. Take the opportunity to treat, and finally lead to tragedy."

"Yes, there are still many people who mistakenly think that depression is just because the other party is pessimistic and not strong. If you want to open up, you will be fine."

"There are still many people who are found out in the hospital and are unwilling to take medicine. It seems that taking medicine proves that they are mentally ill."

……

Under the leadership of Li Li, two interns Xiaonian also joined the discussion. The atmosphere was relaxed and lively, and the questions and records were well done.

"I read the popular science framework you sent me, which module do you think I can contribute something to?"

"A lot of content needs to be checked by you. First of all, we would like to ask you to list it from a professional perspective, how to judge whether a person is suffering from depression."

"Well. Under normal circumstances, only by going to the hospital can we determine whether a person is suffering from depression. Psychological counselors are not qualified for diagnosis. However, before going to the hospital, we can evaluate ourselves from five aspects , which are mood, interest, sleep, self-denial, and social function. Let’s talk about the first aspect first, mood. People who are troubled by depression tend to be very depressed, and this depression has the characteristics of "heavy day and night light". "specialty……"

Li Li listened very carefully, and when the apprentices were taking notes, she would also make some comments from time to time in combination with her previous illness experience.

Of course, Li Li refused Lu Yifan's invitation to "have dinner together" even though he used the excuse of calling two interns together.

Firstly, they came to ask Lu Yifan for help, so there was no reason to let him treat him; secondly, she knew that Lu Yifan hadn't completely given up on her.

During those four years, she clearly rejected Lu Yifan, but after Lu Yifan was lonely for a while, he would be as gentle, refined and caring as before.At that time, Li Li guessed that Lu Yifan's care might also come from the doctor's care for the patient, and he really didn't know how to refuse it other than euphemistically evading it.

Meeting again today strengthened one of Li Li's thoughts. Maybe after she recovers, she should find a suitable opportunity to completely cut off Lu Yifan's thoughts and stop delaying his future relationship.

In any case, the harvest this afternoon was very great, and the text content of the entire science popularization article was almost 80.00% completed.

The next morning, Li Li took another apprentice and made an appointment with the psychological counselor Mr. Feng.

After discussing with Mr. Feng some issues of "self-rescue" and "other-rescue" for depression from the psychological level, Li Li looked back at the previous framework, which has been filled with details.

Sitting in front of the computer, Li Li, known as No.1, described a story of fighting against depression.

In this story, Li Li did not dare to completely restore his own experience at that time, because the process was too dark and terrifying.

But uncontrollably, in the process of writing, Li Li seems to have experienced those four years again.

If depression is a hell, then she must have stayed on the deepest No.18 floor, full of clamoring wild ghosts, burning iron shackles, and despair that would never see the light of day.

In the end, under the combined physical and psychological treatment, Li Li took the initiative to choose to survive.

Because every time she was about to go to the end and was about to be released, she could always hear Su Cheng's voice calling her from behind, the further she walked, the softer Su Cheng's voice became.

She wanted to see Su Cheng again, so even though it was painful, she tried her best to stop herself in this "hell" that she thought was full of pain, until her consciousness and emotions slowly returned to normal.

Su Cheng is the spiritual thought that supports her to get out of depression.

Recalling these experiences of struggling with depression, Li Li's eyes turned red, and she felt a moment of fear. If she hadn't persevered then, how would she be able to meet Su Cheng again now?

How lucky she didn't give up her life.

In order to make this heavy article read by more people and achieve the purpose of popularizing science, Li Li turned "I" into a kitten and described it in a relaxed and humorous tone. The full text became a kitten suffering from depression. History of Cats vs. Hell.

From the cat's perspective, the audience can deeply feel the pain, helplessness, and despair under the shroud of depression, and also clearly see the incomprehension and ridicule of those around them, as well as the help of those who think they are right but are full of mistakes.

This history of cats' struggle against depression is timely interspersed with the etiology, judgment criteria, and rescue methods of depression, which is very operable.

Li Li recruited colleagues from the technical department to directly visualize the depressed cat, and made this article into an animated video of about 3 minutes.Once the image of the kitten came out, it was both cute and distressing, which further enhanced its popularity.

Finally, Li Li released the graphic version and video version of "I fought a battle with hell" on Yunchuang at the same time.

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!