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As soon as Su Cheng started the car, her phone rang. She glanced at the screen irritably, it was her assistant.

At this time, she had a splitting headache and didn't want to answer the phone at all. It's a pity that the assistant probably didn't think that Mr. Su, a workaholic, still doesn't want to deal with work, so the ringing of the phone continued until Su Cheng angrily picked up the phone and went to the phone. The rear door was smashed hard, and the phone turned into a brick, completely silent.

Su Cheng's heart was chaotic and aching, her eyes were red and she ran through several red lights, accelerator, turning, braking... After mechanically repeating these actions for about half an hour, she finally regained some sense.

After driving aimlessly for so long, she didn't know where she was going. After taking a few deep breaths, she glanced back, forth, left, and right out of the car window, and found that she seemed to be driving in the direction of K city.

That's okay, let's go back, I haven't been back to my home in K City for many years, and it happens that I can go to the cemetery to visit my mother the next day.

When Su Cheng returned home, her mood had calmed down a lot. She parked the car in the yard and found that Su Qinan's car was also there.

Su Cheng was very surprised. Dad came back too?

"Dad!" Su Cheng pushed open the door and called out.

"Cheng Zi, why are you back?" Su Qinan, who was fiddling with tea sets in the living room, was also stunned when he saw Su Cheng suddenly appearing.

"Then how did you come back?"

"Haha, come and sit with Dad for a while."

Su Qinan saw Su Cheng's downcast expression and red and swollen eyes, and smiled knowingly, he probably guessed something.These years, Su Cheng has been steady, accurate, and ruthless in his work, and has never made Su Qinan worry about him. The only thing that makes her look like a ghost is his relationship with Li Li.

"Come on, this is the last time I went to Yunnan on a business trip. I bought Pu'er from a knowledgeable person and tasted it."

Su Cheng took the teacup, took a deep breath, and tried his best to adjust his state.

"Dad, aren't you going to the United States to deal with mergers and acquisitions? Why are you here?"

"This business trip will take at least a month. I'll come back and have a look."

"Is it because of mom?"

"Yes, in fact, every time I have to go out for a long time, I will come back and say goodbye to your mother, so that I can leave with peace of mind."

Su Cheng's heart trembled with warmth, and his eyes were inexplicably clouded with steam. Sure enough, his father is a long-term lover.

It's been a long time since the father and daughter sat together because of work, and they were not in a hurry to rush to the next destination. They just sat and sipped tea.

Su Qinan took his time and didn't ask Su Cheng what happened, but continued to brew the Pu'er in the small teapot for the second time and the third time with a smile.

"Dad, actually I've always wanted to ask you, why didn't you find me a stepmother after so many women fell in love with you over the years?" After a long silence, Su Cheng started the topic.

"Oh, do you want it?" Su Qinan raised his eyes with a smile and looked at Su Cheng.

Su Cheng smiled wryly and shook his head.

"If you want a stepmother, I can find one for you at any time. But, there is only one wife, do you understand?" Father Su took a sip of tea and continued, "30 years ago, by the Yangcheng Lake, I The first time I saw your mother catching shrimp with her friends, she smiled so innocently, I couldn't turn my eyes away at all, at that time I had already fantasized about me and her at the wedding."

I didn't expect my father to have so many thoughts when he first saw his mother. Speaking of this, both father and daughter laughed.

"After I was with your mother, once I made a mistake when negotiating the contract, and almost lost all the family property left by your grandfather. In order to support my comeback, your mother cried and begged to send the money from her mother's family to you. I filled it out on my body, and even stole the household registration book and quietly went to get the certificate with me, raw rice and cooked rice, so your grandparents had to help me."

Su Cheng looked at his old father who was lost in memory, and was a little moved.

"At that time, I swore that I would treat her well in my life and never let her be wronged. But I didn't do it! I was very angry when your mother was going to take you to study in the United States. No study is more important than eating dinner with the family every day. So, in the first two years, I kept getting into trouble with your mother and deliberately didn’t go to the United States to see you. Well, now that I think about it, those two years were really me This is the most regrettable thing in my life.”

"Why?" Su Cheng didn't quite understand why her father cared so much about those two years. In fact, she didn't have much impression of the two years when she first arrived in the United States.

"Children, birth, old age, sickness and death are something we can't stop. When death comes, we can only choose to obey and bow our heads. But in those two years, I could treat you well and love you, but I wasted it because of anger." The good time with you is not worth it!"

Su Qinan patted Su Cheng's shoulder, as if he was talking about himself, but also about her.

Su Cheng was a little dazed, and sat on the sofa blankly for a long, long time.Countless intertwined and chaotic fragments converged in her mind, so chaotic that she couldn't even figure out what she was thinking, it was just tears from the corners of her eyes, just like that.

Su Cheng went back to the room and looked at the familiar things, the time when he lived here with Li Li before, all the scenes flashed before his eyes.

The distance between the bed and the desk is just enough to cover a floor. The curtains are light green that she brought Li Li to order. Their high school textbooks and extra-curricular books are all mixed together in the same bookcase, and the pillows on the bed are as well. Still two.

"Oranges, oranges, oranges!"

"Husband, husband, husband~"

Li Li's gentle, cute, shy, sweet, numb voice seemed to resound in every corner of the room, every time listening to her happy calling, no matter where Su Cheng was or what he was doing, I can't wait to stick to her side immediately.

Recalling the past, Su Cheng smiled and cried again. She sat by the bed, remembering that morning, she knelt here on one knee and promised Li Li that she would love her and accept everything about her.

Su Cheng asked himself, did he fulfill the oath at that time?

not at all.

She didn't give Li Li a chance to explain what happened four years ago, just because she blamed Li Li, she felt that no matter how difficult Li Li encountered, she should tell her, she was resentful, hated that Li Li broke up so easily Their vow to share weal and woe.

However, while she was blaming Li Li for not trusting her, why didn't she not trust her?

If you trust her, she won't stop carefully exploring the reasons why she abandoned herself; if she trusts her, she won't stop caring about how Li Li has lived these past few years after vaguely knowing Li Li's illness; if she trusts her, she won't Will question Li Li's love and miss for her in the past four years.

Su Cheng lay sideways on the bed, reaching out to touch the other half of the empty bed, she seemed to see the Li Li in the past, the Li Li who was afraid to sleep with others at the beginning and always shrunk himself into a ball, she spent a lot of time For a long time, she slowly changed her habits, she smoothed her body, she hugged her body, she let her hands surround herself, she made her trust herself...

But Li Li is always worried that he is not good enough, worried that he is not worthy, such a careful love must be the most vulnerable to injury.

Su Cheng couldn't imagine how Li Li spent these four years.She is actually more cruel than Li Li, isn't she?She once promised to take care of Li Li for the rest of her life, and she made Li Li believe that she was the only person she could rely on in this world, but in the past four years, she had ignored her and let her fend for herself...

At that moment, the despair and grief Li Li described in his tweets occupied Su Cheng's body and mind like a possession, and she felt endless distress and fear.

Su Cheng hugged Li Li's pillow, curled up, crying in pain.

Young and vigorous love is always proud and conceited, and you give [-]% sincerity, and you don't allow the other party to make a little mistake.

Su Cheng thought, in fact, Li Li has never changed, she is still the sensitive, fearful, simple and sincere Li Li, but it is herself, when Li Li encounters difficulties, her consciousness is dominated by anger, and she has not fulfilled her promise. support and tolerance.

A thought of the pledge of eternal love, a thought so close to the end of the world.

All night, half dreaming and half awake, tears streaming down my face, in a trance.

Su Cheng suddenly felt chills down her spine. She couldn't imagine that if they hadn't reunited four years later, if Li Li hadn't insisted on coming to find her, wouldn't the two of them miss out on their lives? !

When this idea appeared, Su Cheng felt unprecedented fear, as if she was about to fall into the abyss, she sat up in horror, her forehead and body were covered with cold sweat.

She absolutely cannot bear such a result, and will not allow such a thing to happen.

At that time, the morning light through the light green curtains, accompanied by the breeze, gently sprinkled into the room.

Su Cheng knew better than any other moment in the past, every morning from now on, she wanted to welcome Li Li together.

Su Cheng made a decision.

She took a shower, came out of the room, and saw Su Qinan busy in the kitchen.

"Are you up? I'm making you breakfast." Su Qinan wore an apron and held a spatula, calmly manipulating the pot and fire in the kitchen.

"Dad, I haven't eaten your cooking for many years." Su Cheng smiled.

"Haha," Su's father turned around and saw that Su Cheng's eyes were bright again, so he knew that she had found the answer, "Isn't this to celebrate my daughter getting out of the emotional difficulties."

It's really a knowing girl, Mo Ruofu!Su Cheng couldn't help but looked at Father Su and smiled.

"Dad, when I go back to S City today, I will go to Li Li to apologize, and then listen to her tell me about the past. No matter what the past is, I will not be entangled or angry anymore. In the future, we will all have each other, and everything will be worth it.”

"Oh? How did you make this decision?"

"I used to be too afraid to face the reality, and I didn't dare to accept a little flaw between me and her. Now I understand that as long as I can be with the person I love, I am perfect! What are those bumps and bumps on the road? "

Su Cheng smiled, relaxed, Su Qinan wished he could pat his daughter on the head with the spatula in his hand, and compliment her "My daughter has grown up".

As a result, before the words could be exaggerated, a burning smell rushed into the tip of their noses.

"Oh!" Su's father hurriedly turned around and turned off the fire, turned the eggs, and said to Su Cheng with a helpless face, "The fried eggs are ruined, half-cooked and flawed eggs, what's the matter, do you still want to eat?"

"Hahaha, eat!" Su Cheng smiled firmly.

A few minutes later, at the dining table, the two were having breakfast while chatting. Su Qinan said to Su Cheng, "Daughter, take me to the airport later."

"Okay, but there is still an hour, I want to go to Li Li's mother first."

The author has something to say:

Ah, Brother Cheng!