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Not long after, Su Cheng came to the community next to the elementary school.

It was the same house, just a little older than I remembered.

"Hey here!"

"Come on, come on, have you been waiting long?"

"Haha, no, let's go~"

"Ok!"

Su Cheng was standing downstairs, just in time to see two girls in school uniform meeting to play.Many, many years ago, she was also like this, riding a bicycle, waiting eagerly for her Lili, and then the two of them walked together happily.

Su Cheng smiled warmly, walked up to the fifth floor, and knocked on the familiar door.

dong dong dong...

"Su Cheng?!" Lin Ru couldn't believe her eyes.

"Auntie, long time no see, how are you?"

"Oh, it's really you, come in! Auntie is good, how are you? When did you come back from America?" Lin Ru immediately invited Su Cheng into the room, and grabbed her by the waist with some excitement. hands.

"It's been almost three months since I came back."

"Drink something, can juice be okay? Look at me, I live alone, and there is nothing in the refrigerator."

"Auntie, don't be busy, you can do anything." Su Cheng smiled politely, and she sensitively caught Lin Ru saying "one person", but what about Li Quanzhi?Although she was puzzled, it was not good for her to ask directly now.

"Cheng Zi, why didn't Li Li come back with you?"

"Uh...um..." Su Cheng was suddenly at a loss for words, did he want to say that the two had a quarrel?But she had clearly decided to go back to Li Li to reconcile after seeing off Su's father, and now she suddenly didn't know where to start talking to Lin Ru.

"Are you guys still arguing?" Lin Ru put a bottle of fruit juice in front of Su Cheng, and then sat opposite her, "Chengzi, four years ago, it was my fault. Don't blame Li Li. She has been very serious all these years. Miss you."

In Su Cheng's impression, she and Li Li had never officially come out to Lin Ru. Back then, she had planned to go to G University to study for graduate school, but then all plans were disrupted.

She came today because she wanted to visit Lin Ru, and because she planned to complete the plan to come out four years ago before meeting Li Li.She wanted to ask Lin Ru to hand over Li Li to her with confidence.

However, judging from what Lin Ru said just now, she had already acquiesced in the relationship between herself and Li Li, so Su Cheng simply followed her words.

"Auntie, can you tell me what happened four years ago? Why did Li Li suddenly seem like a different person, why did she have to separate from me?" Su Cheng wanted to be quiet, without any anger I have to figure out what happened in the past four years.

"Hey..." Lin Ru sighed, "Four years ago, Li Li's biological father came here."

"My biological father?!" Su Cheng was astonished.

"Yes, he is from City S. He has discovered that Li Li is his biological daughter many years ago, but he dare not admit it. When he was young, he was in and out of prison for fighting, defrauding, etc., and later he was found mentally ill. Schizophrenia, almost once a year, he will be admitted to a mental hospital. When you were in college, he was found to have advanced liver cancer, and he may be dying. He found me, wanted to recognize his daughter, and wanted to keep his parents. The old house that was given to him is left to Li Li."

Su Cheng's lips trembled a little, she could already imagine how much impact the appearance of this biological father would have on Li Li.

"Li Quanzhi was there at the time, and our whole family was in a mess..."

Lin Ru slowly told Su Cheng what happened next, the encounter between Li Li and Yan Jun, the quarrel with Lin Ru and Li Quanzhi, Yan Jun's sudden death, Li Quanzhi's stalking...

Su Cheng remembered that Li Li had told her several times that there was a perverted man in a hospital gown following her, and it seemed that that person was Li Li's biological father.

"At that time, you seemed to have just gone to the United States for an exchange. Li Li cried and said that she didn't want her biological father's house, that she wanted to be with you, that you had a house, that you had a family, so I knew about your relationship. Cheng Zi Auntie, I'm sorry for you, I thought Li Li was crazy at that time, and I said some ugly things, I said that she was gay, it was her father's mental illness gene..."

Speaking of this, Lin Ru couldn't stop shedding tears, and now she understands how much what she said at that time hurt Li Li.

"Auntie, Li Li must have been terribly scared at the time..." Su Cheng always knew that Li Li was most afraid of that unknown father. She was always worried that she would be forced to inherit something bad, so she often doubted herself.Now that his father's identity is confirmed, he is not only a rapist, but also often imprisoned, has schizophrenia, and died suddenly in front of him, and Lin Ru denies her feelings so much, what will Li Quanzhi say? More vicious words are imaginable.

"Well, I didn't know how serious it was at the time, and Li Quanzhi was in trouble because of the house, and I was in a mess. Until one day, the teacher of Lili School called me and said, Li Li was about to commit suicide on the roof of the dormitory, which scared me..."

"What? Li Li is going to commit suicide?!"

"Well, Zhou Qi told me later that it happened to be the day when you were going to fly to the United States. Li Li climbed up to the roof of the building in a daze, pointing at the sky and calling your name, crying and laughing for a while, if he hadn't discovered it early , she's probably already..."

When Lin Ru recalled these experiences, she was still a little scared, and her tears flowed down uncontrollably, while Su Cheng was even more saddened.

"How could this be... I always thought she fell in love with someone else, so she wanted to drive me away."

"Cheng Zi, I don't know exactly what Li Li told you, but I have noticed her illness for four years. It is impossible for her to fall in love with anyone else except you. At that time, I rushed to your school, Li Li Li Li had been sent directly to the hospital, and I realized that she had suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder, and she was already suffering from severe depression. Zhou Qi said that she thought that Li Li just broke up with you, so she was in trouble all day long. Lying on the bed without moving, none of us thought that the consequences would be so serious."

Speaking of this, Lin Ru seemed to recall some scenes that she didn't want to face. She covered her face with her hands, and tears overflowed from her fingers. It took her a while to calm down. She took a deep breath and continued.

"Since then, Li Li has no desire to live anymore. She looks for high-rise buildings everywhere to jump, and hurts herself when she sees a sharp weapon... When it is serious, the hospital will lock her in the high-risk ward. Tie it up with a rope, otherwise she would hit the wall. Every time I thought it was almost cured, two or three months later, it started to repeat itself.”

"How could this be..." Su Cheng's face twitched uncontrollably, and his whole body began to tremble.

Every time Lin Ru said a word, Su Cheng's heart felt like a sharp knife pierced a hole, and her self-blame and distress almost overwhelmed her.

"In the past two years, her condition has gradually stabilized. Her university teacher introduced her to a very good psychological counselor. She insisted on taking medicine and doing psychotherapy. A few months ago, the doctor said that she You can stop taking the medicine. I know that the first thing she did after she recovered was to go to the United States to find you, and this is probably the motivation for her to persevere in the past few years."

"She went to the United States to find me?!"

"That's right, haven't you seen her? It was three months ago! I thought you came back because Li Li found you."

Su Cheng's head was buzzing with too much unexpected information, how much suffering did her Li Li suffer in silence.

"Cheng Zi, Li Li has been doing therapy these years. In fact, I have also been doing therapy. In the past year, we have also done several family counseling. I have slowly seen myself in the past 20 years, and I have also reflected a lot. .In fact, Li Quanzhi and I have already had many conflicts. We should have let go long ago, we are safe, but we still insist on entanglement. I probably want to use my loyalty to him to achieve a kind of inner balance. In the end, I just I just refused to let go of myself back then, I never thought that I would cause so much harm to the people around me, especially my poor Li Li."

Lin Ru sighed deeply, and also felt a little relieved because she had uttered all these words.

"Auntie, you and Li Quanzhi...?" Speaking of this, Su Cheng also asked his own doubts.

"We have separated completely, and this debt is over. I am relaxed now. I usually go to class to teach children, read some books in my spare time to grow myself, and invite friends to play cards on weekends. Everything is fine."

"Happy for you, Auntie."

"Cheng Zi, Li Li, this child, really loves you. She may have done something to hurt you four years ago, but I believe she didn't do it on purpose. Can you forgive her? I failed to give her a childhood of love , but let her keep punishing herself, can you love her for me?" Lin Ru suddenly said these words with trembling voice, full of expectation.

At this moment, Su Cheng, why should he wait for Lin Ru to say these things? In her heart, she can't wait to linger herself N times. As long as she was a little more rational four years ago, and cared a little more about Li Li, would she be able to do it in these four years? totally different.

She would rather bear the pain herself instead of Li Li, even a hundred times.

Su Cheng was overwhelmed by too much self-blame and heartache, and she exhausted all her strength to force herself to calm down.

"Auntie, I'm here today not just to know what happened in the past four years, but more importantly, to express my heart to you. No matter what happened in the past, from now on, I will do my best to protect Li Li, Ai Li Li, you can rest assured that Li Li will be handed over to me, okay?"

"Okay, okay!" With tears in his eyes, Lin Ru held Su Cheng's hand, both relieved and happy.

Su Cheng said goodbye to Lin Ru, because he was rushing to send Su Qinan to the airport.

What's more, she can't wait to rush back to S City and hug her favorite Li Li tightly!

……

"Auntie, in fact, Li Li longs for your love very much, always." Before leaving, Su Cheng hesitated, but still said this sentence.

She knows that some love cannot be replaced, maybe Lin Ru can also learn to love her daughter again.

"Yeah." Lin Ru smiled knowingly, her heart softened.

The author has something to say:

Ah cheers!I turned in another assignment today, just in time to celebrate Brother Cheng and Lili's tomorrow!

Tomorrow I will try my best to show everyone~

yeah!

感谢在2021-05-1416:20:51~2021-05-1518:46:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 418538915 bottles; mountains and rivers can't carry 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!