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Seeing Su Cheng's surprised and distressed look, Li Li didn't want to hide it from her anymore.

"When I was very young, I was sent back to my hometown by my parents to live with my grandma. I don't understand why I can't live with my parents. I just know that they don't like me very much. Not long after I arrived at my grandma's house, I was in the village. I fell down on a small road and hit my head on a rock, bleeding profusely. If the third aunt next door hadn’t found me, I might really have died there. The third aunt carried me to the hospital, All grandma and parents were called over the phone, and the doctor said that the situation was not good, that there was too much blood, and that a blood transfusion was needed immediately."

……

"Hurry up, which one of you has type B blood, hurry up and follow me, give the child a blood transfusion, this is the fastest way!"

The doctor came out of the emergency room and looked at the family members who should be the children.

"Oh, hurry up, Li Li's father, hurry up!" The third aunt saw that the family seemed to have lost their minds, and no one responded, thinking that it would not be wrong to ask Li Li's father for a blood transfusion, so she hurried Urge them in a hurry.

"Wait...Doctor, what blood type do you think the child is?!" The old woman seemed to be relieved a little, and asked the doctor in disbelief.

"Mom, stop asking, doctor, please hurry to the blood bank to see if there is any type B blood." Li Quanzhi stopped his mother and hurriedly urged the doctor to find blood, while Lin Ru covered his face and cried .

"Wait!" The old lady dragged the doctor unwillingly and unwillingly to believe: "Doctor, did you make a mistake? My son is type O, and my daughter-in-law is also type O. Our whole family has type O blood. Why? I gave birth to a type B granddaughter, huh?! Don’t be so irresponsible, let me tell you, if you make a mistake and kill the child, I will tell you, and I will sue you! Why is your hospital so irresponsible... ..."

"The child has type B blood! There are so many tests to be done when the child is born, don't your child's parents know?"

"Mom, mom! That's enough!" Li Quanzhi pulled his mother hard, but he couldn't stop her from speaking.

The doctor probably also saw what was going on in this farce. For the safety of the child, he managed to break away from the old woman's hand and ran to the blood bank.

Although the old woman was held back by her son, she still had an expression of disbelief. Suddenly, she seemed to understand something, and quickly turned to Lin Ru who was crying, grabbed her arms and shook her vigorously.

"Lin Ru, tell me what's going on, Lin Ru, tell me! I read your marriage certificate when you got married, right? You have type O blood, right? Tell me where this child came from! ah?!"

"Mom..." Apart from crying, Lin Ru didn't know how to respond. Li Quanzhi beside him also covered his face and sighed, not planning to come over to help her.

"Her grandma, her grandma, don't talk about it, it's a public place, let's go back and talk about it!"

The third aunt understands everything, dare to feel that Lin Ruhuai is not Li Quanzhi's kind... But after all, it is not something glorious, the family is making a fuss here, and many passers-by are already watching and talking about it, so she can only go up and help someone hand.

"What's the matter! My granddaughter who has been hurting me for two years, where did she come from, ah?! Lin Ru, tell me!!!" The old woman couldn't stand the stimulation, she shouted and wiped her tears .

"Mom..." Li Quanzhi had no choice but to comfort his old mother, but he didn't know what to say.It's just that it's okay if he doesn't come over to make a conversation, but the old lady took her anger out on him when she made a conversation.

"You son of a bitch, you already knew, didn't you?! You worthless coward! Are you worthy of your father's spirit in the sky?! Raising a bastard, how do you want me to explain to my ancestors! God, I'm sorry for the Li family!!"

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Li Li didn't know how many people saw this farce, and how it ended. It's just that when she was growing up, she could always hear these most exciting episodes in the discussions of the villagers.Of course, what she remembers most is the comments about "bastard, wild child" in these story fragments, and she knows that person is herself.

Su Cheng looked sideways at Li Li, and Li Li had been lying flat on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling most of the time, occasionally turning his head to look at Su Cheng's concerned eyes.

This kind of look, if there is more, it will be too hot, and if it is less, it will be too cold.Li Li had to admit that it was Su Cheng's "just right" that made her willing to tell others about these things for the first time.

"Then, your biological father..."

"I don't know who my biological father is, I only know that he is one of several rapists."

It was really hard for Su Cheng to describe his mood at that time, as if someone took a stick and hit his head hard from behind, feeling stuffy and painful, wanting to yell but didn't know where to yell or what to do.

"My mother was very beautiful when she was young. She was a college student who had just graduated and worked as a teacher in school. It is said that there were many people who pursued her, but she didn't like her. Li Quanzhi was one of them. But one day, she suddenly agreed. Li Quanzhi's pursuit, and the two got married within a month, and soon had a child, you guessed it, that child is me."

"Before that, after a party with friends, my mother drank some wine and was a little drunk, but she didn't let others see her off. She passed by a very secluded street at night and was dragged away by several men... Is it 3 One, or four, I don't know, they say it differently every time, maybe my mother doesn't know it herself... She was blindfolded, bound hands and feet, and took turns in the woods at the foot of the mountain. "

"Mom must be very scared. She has never even seen the face of the person who hurt her, and she dare not be known by others, but I just appeared in her stomach..."

Tears welled up in the corners of Li Li's eyes, but he didn't cry out.

"Do you know how I know these things? They are all told by the adults. When they quarrel, when they are angry, when they are sad, when they cry, they will tell me, maybe because, I have the blood of an unknown rapist on my body, and the misfortune of all of them started from me."

Li Li didn't know who to resent, whether it was the rapists who didn't even know the number, who might be his father, or Lin Ru who sought out Li Quanzhi because he was afraid of the world's eyes, or who was inexplicably green Li Quanzhi who hated his wife and daughter?

In this disaster, no one is innocent, but no one can bear all the sins.

"Li Li... none of this has anything to do with you..."

"Su Cheng, who am I? Who do you think I am?"

The age of seventeen or eighteen is the age when all children are looking for self-identity. Some people start to break free from the shackles of their families, and some people see that they have the ability to control their destiny. She didn't take the first step, because she wasn't even sure of her own existence.

Being human, she was sorry.

Su Cheng is more and more able to understand why the eyes of this goddess of schoolmaster in the eyes of others are always depressed and alienated.

How can a person who feels that his own existence is wrong have the strength to look at others?

"You are not someone's daughter, someone's granddaughter, you are the only, lovely, kind, unique Li Li in the world, do you know that?"

"En." Li Li nodded slightly, but his eyes were still empty, with no doubts.

Su Cheng understands that it is impossible to make Li Li feel better through simple words of comfort.How can the pain of more than ten years heal overnight.

If possible, I would like to spend the rest of my life healing you.

That night, Li Li was both restrained and relieved, and fell asleep in a trance, but I don't know if it was because she recalled too many painful pasts, or because she was really not used to having people around her, so she kept drifting between falling asleep and falling asleep. Between sobriety.

"Baby~~~Wow~~~It's so beautiful, come give uncle a kiss..."

"Hahahaha so cute..."

Some disgusting stubble, creases, voices, and smells slowly rose around Li Li. She was very nervous and uncomfortable, and seemed to be suppressed and unable to move.

"Uh...uh..."

Li Li seemed to be trying her best to make only a little sound. She longed for someone to save her, but she just couldn't move.

Su Cheng felt that Li Li was having a nightmare, her breathing was very rapid, and she occasionally made some noises. She quickly crawled to Li Li's side, reached out her hand to touch Li Li's forehead, and called Li Li softly.

"Li Li, Li Li, what's wrong with you?"

Li Li, who was half asleep and half awake, suddenly felt a body oppressing her. At that moment, every cell in her body was terrified, and the stinky memory made her feel unparalleled fear as if it had happened again!

"Ah, go away!!!" Li Li used all his strength to push away the body that was about to be pressed on him.

"Ow..."

With a bang, Su Cheng was kicked under the bed, and fell in a daze.

Su Cheng patted his head, as well as his sore arms and legs from the fall, to confirm that he was not in a dream, that he was really kicked out of bed by Li Li!

She really didn't expect that Li Li said that he was not used to sleeping with other people, and he was not used to it to this extent.

"Su Cheng...I'm sorry..."

After kicking Su Cheng out of bed, Li Li woke up completely. She didn't know why he kicked her off, feeling sorry and embarrassed.

Su Cheng got up and looked at Li Li who was still crying in his sleep. She didn't know what kind of horrible dream Li Li had, and why she couldn't let others approach her. At this moment, she just wanted to give Li Li The best guardian.

"Su Cheng, I'm sorry, you sleep on the bed, I'm going to sleep on the sofa, I'm sorry."

"Li Li, I'm fine, you can sleep peacefully, and I'll sleep here."

Su Cheng gently kissed Li Li on the forehead, took the blanket, got up and walked to the single sofa at the end of the bed, smiled at Li Li, and said, "I'm right here, you know?"

"Ah."

Su Cheng's voice made Li Li calm down inexplicably.

That night, Li Li didn't have any more nightmares.

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Being human, she was sorry, alas.