candy grab

"Don't stay here anymore, let's go for a drive!"

Su Cheng didn't want Li Li to hear the conversation in the ward, so he proposed to go out.

"Yeah!" Li Li felt that Su Cheng's proposal was very good.

So, Su Cheng drove Li Li to the riverside in the car left by his father.

When the cool wind blows, it seems that the bad memories and thoughts are really blown away, and the mood of the two of them also becomes more comfortable.

"Why did you drive the car by yourself these few times, why didn't you ask Uncle Chen to send it?"

"Hey, let's take it for a walk once in a while, so it doesn't get rusted." Su Cheng held the steering wheel with one hand, and pointed to the car with the other.

"Oh my god, I suddenly thought of a question, are you... driving without a license?!"

"Ahem..." Su Cheng stroked his hair embarrassingly, "I have a U.S. driver's license, but I just returned to China, and I won't take the test until I'm 18, but don't worry, my dad often let me drive when I was 14 years old. I'm driving, and I won't drop you."

"Haha, no, I still have to check my seat belt."

Li Li knew that the United States could get a driver's license at the age of 16. She was not worried about Su Cheng's skills, but was amused by her and said this on purpose.

"By the way, when will you turn 18?"

"Uh……"

Su Cheng thought about it seriously, a little hesitant to speak.In fact, according to Su Cheng's normal age, he should be in the third year of high school, but the whole world knows how difficult the Chinese college entrance examination is. Su's father was afraid that it would be too difficult for Su Cheng to adapt, so he directly asked her to go back to China and start from the second year of high school.

"What's the matter, don't you remember your birthday?"

Su Cheng paused for several seconds, and then said leisurely:

"today."

"what?!"

Li Li was surprised by Su Cheng's answer.She just asked casually, but she didn't expect that it happened to be today.

Birthday is a very important day for anyone, but Su Cheng didn't mention it all day long.

Li Li was puzzled, and she didn't know what reason made her deliberately forget.

Su Cheng just parked the car beside the pier by the river.It was ninety o'clock in the evening, and there was almost no one on the riverside, only the faint moonlight shining down.

Su Cheng and Li Li got out of the car and walked slowly by the river.

Li Li didn't ask her why in a hurry, just like Su Cheng never forced her and gave her enough space.

"Li Li, my birthday is my mother's day of suffering. I don't know if I should celebrate it or not."

Li Li knew that Su Cheng's mother had passed away from the day Liang Jiji gossiped about Su Cheng's transfer to the class.When living in Su Cheng's house, Su Cheng also introduced to her that there was a room where her father and mother lived.

She could see that Su Cheng didn't really want to bring up the matter of his mother's death. Of course Li Li knew that some pains were untouchable, so she never specifically asked about them before.

But at this moment, at this moment, at this scene, Li Li saw the resolute and sunny Su Cheng on weekdays, and became a little lonely and injured. Li Li also wanted to give her some warmth as much as possible.

"Cheng Zi, how did your mother die?"

"Two years ago, my mother was suddenly diagnosed with breast cancer."

"Sickness is something we can't control, but you seem to blame yourself."

"Well. When my mother was first found out, it was already in the late stage. She wanted to go back to China, but I refused to let it, because the level of medical treatment in the United States is higher than that in China, and the hospital we are in also has many successful cases of treatment. I insisted not to let her return to China for treatment. I often quarreled with her at that time, and my life was about to die, so why should I go back to China?"

Speaking of this, Su Cheng's tone was a little excited and full of sentimentality.

Li Li thought, no wonder Su Cheng knew so much about the procedures in the hospital, it turned out that she had been with her mother in the hospital for a long time.

"However, my mother's condition worsened. She became weaker day by day. She lost a piece of hair when she touched her forehead with her hand. She told me that she wanted to go home very much. Loach, I want to eat the coupling made by my grandma, I want to take a walk with my father, I want to go back to the house where the three of us are together every day. But at that time, her body can no longer support her to sit on the plane for so long. Until the end, my mother Didn't go back to the place she missed the most."

"I really regret it, Li Li, I should have sent my mother back to China from the very beginning, right?"

"Chengzi, you're just too afraid of losing your mother."

Li Li looked at Su Cheng, she saw hurt and fear in her eyes for the first time.

"At that time, I didn't know that there are some things that are more important than life. So I came back with my mother's ashes, but it was too late."

"Li Li, I should have brought my mother back earlier."

Su Cheng repeated it again, but she knew very well that there are some things that can never be repeated.

The yellowed light hit her melancholy and focused profile, resolute yet fragile.

For the first time, Li Li felt that this omnipotent Sunshine Superman was actually still a child.

"I think, your mother actually came back with you. She is right next to you, and she went back to K City with you, back to your house full of memories, and she will watch you around you."

Li Li raised his head and looked at the starlight everywhere.

"Maybe, which planet is she on right now!" Li Li leaned back slightly, looking at the starry sky seriously, "Maybe it's that one, that one, that one...haha."

"That one is the brightest, that one." Su Cheng was amused by Li Li, and said.

"Well, that's the one! Mom is there with you. She must feel happy and warm when she sees you so well. Su Cheng, as you said, some things are more important than life, such as you The love between mother and mother."

At that moment, Su Cheng raised her head, she seemed to really see her mother smiling at herself on that planet, a familiar and warm smile.

"Ah."

"I believe that love can surpass life. So I envy you, Su Cheng, in my past life, no one gave me this."

Li Li paused for two seconds. She, who was sitting side by side with Su Cheng on the bank of the river, suddenly leaned her back on Su Cheng's back. Maybe she didn't want Su Cheng to see her expression at this moment.

"You know, I'd rather not have a mother if I could."

Li Li knew that it was her own existence that ruined her mother's entire life. She desperately longed for her mother's love, but was also afraid of her harm, and also afraid of hurting her by herself.She doesn't know when she will be able to reconcile with her, much less whether she should.

Su Cheng felt distressed, she couldn't see Li Li's face, but she could feel the helplessness and disappointment.

To be more precise, it should be a kind of despair, which makes a person prefer to have nothing.

Yes, without experiencing it, who can really judge, which is more painful, "never meet but full of miss" or "everyday meet but full of hurt".

Who doesn't just judge those touching words from the heart, or those who stand on the moral high ground and say the truth, only from their own cognition and life experience?

Su Cheng let Li Li lean on her back, and leaned her head back slightly. She stretched out her left hand, gently held Li Li's right hand, and said slowly and firmly: "From now on, I will let you have Lots of love, lots and lots."

"Haha, how many are there?"

Li Li smiled, Su Cheng could always make her feel relaxed just right, and she didn't want to ruin what should have been a wonderful night because of her own gloom.

"Well... there are as many stars in the sky!"

Li Li's hand also clenched Su Cheng tightly, and both of them raised their heads, looking at the stars everywhere.

The sky tonight is really clear, shining with countless loves.

Mother's love, Su Cheng's love, Li Li's love.

Buzz buzz... Just as the two of them were immersed in this rare beauty, Su Cheng's cell phone vibrated twice.She clicked on it, and it turned out that it was a message from Father Su.

Su Qinan: Happy birthday, daughter.

A warm current flowed through Su Cheng's heart.She knew that her father loved her and her mother very much since she was a child, but her father was not good at expressing, and always put creating a better life for the mother and daughter as the top priority, and usually treated Su Cheng as a strict father.However, he will never forget every festival and anniversary related to his mother or himself.

When he was a child, Su Cheng once grabbed his father and asked, Dad, how can I have such a good memory like you?

Dad said, if you work hard, you will remember.

Yes, it's that simple.Su Cheng knew that he and his mother would always be in his heart.

Su Cheng's hand stayed on the dialog box for a long time, and he typed "Thank you Dad", he hesitated again.

"Call back." Li Li said to Su Cheng.

When you can express love, don't be stingy, right?

"En!" Su Cheng received Li Li's message, was suddenly encouraged, and pressed the call button.

Su's father was looking at the photo of the family of three.He never thought that his daughter would call him back at this time, and his nose suddenly became sore.

Father Su, who is usually dignified and capable, feels more and more old at this moment.He stretched out a trembling hand and pressed the answer button.

"dad."

"Ok?"

"Dad, I miss my mother, do you miss her?"

The other end of the phone was quiet for many seconds, and for many seconds, there was a choked voice.

"Every day, never stop."

"Ah."

Su Cheng's eyes turned red suddenly, but he laughed again.

She hung up the phone and looked at Li Li with a smile. At that moment, she really felt that she was the luckiest person in the world, with the love of her mother, the love of her father, the love between her parents, and her love for Li Li. inside.

"Cheng Zi, let's go buy a birthday cake!"

"what?"

Su Cheng was pulled up from the ground by Li Li, and jumped onto the road without saying a word.

In fact, Su Cheng didn't think it was necessary to eat cakes. Today's birthday was far beyond her expectations, and it was already so late that the cake shops were probably closed.

However, this is the first time that Li Li took her hand and took her initiative to do something. She saw Li Li's determined and eager eyes, and it was for herself, she enjoyed this selfishly. feeling.

Sure enough, the two stores near them were already closed, and when they ran to the third store, they happened to meet the clerk who was about to turn off the lights and lock the door.

"Oh, miss, wait a minute, wait a minute!"

Li Li hurried over and stopped the clerk from closing the door.

"Excuse me, is there any cake left?"

"You guys are too late, our cakes are all sold out, and the cake master is off work, tomorrow?"

"But……"

"It's okay, Li Li, forget it if you don't have one." Su Cheng hurried over to appease Li Li, she could see that Li Li was a little disappointed, but for her, being able to spend her birthday with Li Li was better than any cake All are precious.

"Then sister, can you sell me a pack of candles?" Li Li, who was originally regretful, suddenly brightened his eyes and changed his strategy.

"Haha, little sister, let me give you a pack of candles!"

The clerk's sister saw Li Li's perseverance. They are all young people. Of course, she knows the importance of ritual. She is also happy for what she can do for the happiness of the two children.

"Here, happy birthday!" The young lady handed Li Li a small package of candles with plastic bases.

"Oh my god! It's amazing, thank you!" Li Li was so excited that he was about to jump up!

Su Cheng didn't know what Li Li would do with candles when there was no cake.But when she saw Li Li so excited and happy, her heart almost melted.

Li Li dragged Su Cheng back to the river, then took out an orange from his bag, inserted the plastic base of a candle into it forcefully, then smiled and stretched out his palm in front of Su Cheng, saying, "Lighter".

"Ah?" Seeing Li Li reaching out for a lighter, Su Cheng looked embarrassed at being caught.Although she is a little addicted to cigarettes, she tries to avoid Li Li as much as possible, for fear of smoking her, and sometimes she would eat a cherries after smoking before talking to Li Li. How could she...

"Don't think you're hiding from me to smoke, I don't know." Seeing Su Cheng's embarrassment all over his face, like a child who did something wrong, Li Li couldn't help laughing because he was so cute.

"Hey," Su Cheng stroked his hair in embarrassment, then smirked, then took out a lighter from his trouser pocket and put it in Li Li's palm, "Here you are."

So Li Li lit the candle stuck on the orange.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Li Li held the candle-lit orange in both hands, held it in front of Su Cheng, and softly sang a happy birthday song for her.

"Happy Birthday, Big Orange!"

Su Cheng looked at Li Li under the candlelight, her smile was brighter than the candle.

"Haha, make a wish!"

"it is good."

At that time, Su Cheng knew very well that Li Li's happiness was the birthday wish she most wanted to fulfill.

Although the years are marked by harshness and barrenness, I am still willing to join hands with my son to run with generosity of life.

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