The cold goddess always wants to bend me

"Then if one day I am no longer what you dreamed of, will you not like me anymore?"

A light voice came from the phone, with a slight melancholy in the quiet night.

"No, no matter what you are, I like it." Wei Zhi said anxiously, cold sweat began to break out on her forehead, and her body also began to feel weak, "You can't question my love for you."

Yu Xinxin was silent for a while, and smiled through tears, "I am teasing you, do you take it seriously?"

Wei Zhi breathed a sigh of relief, and said seriously, "Don't scare me like this in the future."

"……it is good."

——No matter what the reason for her liking is, at least she likes her, and she is also inseparable from her. She has experienced the pain of separation once, and she doesn't want to have a second time.

"Don't ever think of leaving me again, no matter what the reason is, whether it's temporary or not, these are not what I want, and I'm not allowed to hide anything from me, we still have a long time to go together , I will try to understand you, and I will not force you to do anything, but you cannot decide the relationship between us arbitrarily, because... I want to be with you all the time." Yu Xinxin didn't know if Wei Zhi could do it, but she I still want to express my thoughts.

"I promise you, we will be able to keep going." Wei Zhi had a soft light in his eyes, and although his voice was soft, there was unshakable firmness.

She rubbed the position of her left chest, there was a scar there, she hesitated for a moment, her warm eyes trembled, but she still didn't say it out, that incident has passed, she is fine now, similar things will not happen in the future It happened again, so there was no need to make her cry again.

"Wei Zhi..." Yu Xinxin hesitated, with an unnatural expression on his face.

"What's wrong?" Wei Zhi came back to his senses, with a soft smile on his face again.

"I, I love you." Yu Xinxin's face was very hot, she took a few sips of water from the cup, and fanned her face with her hands.

Wei Zhi was taken aback for a moment, the corners of his mouth turned up, his dark eyes sparkled, and he asked softly, "Why did you say this all of a sudden?"

"That's right, I just wanted to say something suddenly. If you don't want to hear it, forget it." Yu Xinxin sat on the blanket in front of the sofa, clasped her hands in vain, with her palms resting on her chin, her curled fingers covering the lower half of her face, her cheeks Flying with a blush, she lowered her head shyly.

"No, I love to hear it, please say it a few more times." Wei Zhixiao couldn't close his teeth together, and his eyes seemed to twinkle like stars.

Yu Xinxin's face became even hotter. She covered her face and buried her head on the tea table. Even in the dark, the tips of her ears were extremely red.

"Don't say it, don't say it, it's not that you don't know that I'm easy to shy, anyway, you just know it, and don't think about it in the future."

Wei Zhi suddenly remembered that when she was at Yu Xinxin's house, she used some special methods to make Yu Xinxin tell her that she loved her many times. She thought Yu Xinxin had forgotten it long ago, but she always remembered it.

She raised her head and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. Looking at the withered shadow in the mirror, she began to be alive again, and said softly, "I remember it, and I won't forget it again."

"You must remember, but... If you want to hear it again, you can just say it directly, no, you don't have to be like before..., um, I mean, if you want to hear it, I will tell you Listen." When Yu Xinxin thought about that incident, she became a little scared, and Wei Zhi went crazy, she really couldn't stand it, as if she wouldn't be tired.

"Then I want to hear it now." Wei Zhi raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"I, I'm going to sleep, you go to bed too." She felt her face was about to catch fire, and she was about to press the hang up button with her fingers, but stopped when she was about to press it, hesitated for a moment, leaned closer to the phone's microphone, and used At an extremely fast speed, he said clearly, "I love you." Then he hung up the phone.

She ran to the bathroom and poured two handfuls of cold water on her face, the shameful burning sensation on her cheeks got better, then she raised her head and looked at the shadow in the mirror in a daze.

Her fair and tender cheeks were still dripping with water, her eye sockets were still very red and swollen, the whites of her eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, and the skin under her eyelids was a bit dark, which was the dark circles under her eyes caused by not having a good rest.

It turns out that liking someone is not only sweet, but also heartache and uncontrollable longing, and... this sense of loss that cannot be ignored, but she can't tell why she is lost. The only thing she can be sure of is: this For a moment, she missed Wei Zhi very much.

Her lips were gradually pursed into a straight line, and her brows were also slightly frowned. After a long time, the brilliance in her eyes regained her strength, and she smiled at the mirror.

In the days that followed, Wei Zhi would consciously send her messages every day, reminding her to eat on time, and also send her photos of the things he came into contact with every day, such as the flowers in the garden downstairs and the cloud shape in the sky. It looks good, or today's meal is very rich, or she snatched Gu Mingxi's precious candy, it seems that her life is sunny and colorful every day, and those dark and depressed sides never exist.

Yu Xinxin can understand that she did this because she didn't want to worry her, but when Yu Xinxin saw these photos, apart from being happy at the beginning, she felt a slight sense of powerlessness afterwards. She really wanted to see Wei Zhi but Wei Zhi was determined not to post selfies. All she showed her was the good side, and the bad side was hidden.

Half a month later, Yu Xinxin's birthday came. On this day, Zhou Tong, Han Yin and Ji Jin all came, and Zhou Tong brought the sophomore girl with her.Yu Xinxin never moved back to the dormitory. She wanted to wait here for Wei Zhi to come back. She still remembers the panic when she couldn't find Wei Zhi when she first came back. She didn't want Wei Zhi to feel it too.

Yu Xinxin still needs to use crutches now, but mobility has its benefits. For example, she just needs to be responsible for sitting and waiting for food. It hasn’t been so lively here for a long time. Yu Xinxin listened to Zhou Tong’s chattering The voice and the mood have improved a lot.

"Sister, try this." Zhou Tong squeezed a freshly washed strawberry and fed it to the mouth of the sophomore. The name of the sophomore was Han Qing, a sophomore in the Chinese Department. They are also Han Yin's distant relatives, and the two families usually have some contacts. Once they went to the dormitory to look for Han Yin and met Zhou Tong. The two added WeChat and became familiar with each other after going back and forth.

Han Qing glanced at Zhou Tong, a thin blush appeared on her face, her eyes were bent, she smiled gently, opened her mouth slightly and took a bite, said: "It's very sweet." She rubbed Zhou Tong's cheeks head, beckoning her to give Yu Xinxin a taste of the strawberries, and then went to help in the kitchen.

It can be seen that she is a very gentle girl.

The dimples on the left side of Zhou Tong's face came out when Zhou Tong smiled, stuck out his tongue and came to Yu Xinxin's side, and put the strawberry in front of her, "Eat it."

Yu Xinxin smiled, opened her mouth exaggeratedly, and teased: "Ah, I want to feed too."

Zhou Tong rolled his eyes, "You have a broken leg, not an arm, so what do you feed, eat by yourself."

Yu Xinxin giggled twice, grabbed a strawberry and put it in her mouth, and said, "That's the senior you mentioned last time?"

"Yes." The smile on Zhou Tong's face became brighter, and his eyes were filled with little stars, "How is it? It's gentle and beautiful."

Yu Xinxin glanced at Han Qing who was busy in the kitchen, her waist-length hair was loosely helping her, with an elegant bookish air on her body, she was smiling and talking to Han Yin, "I don't know how many times better than Gu Mingxi." , Your eyesight has finally improved."

The smile on Zhou Tong's face froze for a moment, he frowned slightly, and sighed in distress, "Gu Mingxi looked for me half a month ago."