The cold goddess always wants to bend me

Three days later, Yu Xinxin came out of the airport. Looking at the scene in front of her, her eyes were in a trance, as if she hadn't adjusted to being here. The crowd passing by her, she lowered her head, her white fingertips Holding the phone, a familiar address was displayed in the last chat box on the screen.

The sunset glow in the sky is very beautiful, the sky is dyed a warm orange color, and the sunset that is about to touch the horizon is half covered by the gold-plated clouds. Beauty, with a sense of mystery.

Yu Xinxin withdrew her gaze, she was like the most inconspicuous speck of dust among people coming and going, nothing special, ordinary people could easily find it in the blink of an eye.

Following the address on her phone, she boarded a taxi.

The airport is some distance away from the destination. After Yu Xinxin said the address, she stared at the car window without saying a word. Her thoughts changed constantly with the scenery outside the window, but her dark eyes did not have any waves.

When the lights were on, it was the evening rush hour. The speed of the vehicle was very slow. When passing by a fast food restaurant, the eye-catching red storefront caught her attention. Her eyelashes trembled undetectably. The signboard said The familiar white-bearded grandpa, there are many customers at night, the line is at the door, her eyes stop at a certain position at the door of the store, a scene from a long time ago emerges in her memory, and the backlit figure of Xin long walks towards her in a trance , speaking softly to her in the cold night, asking her if she was cold, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and her serious expression slowly softened due to her frowning along the way.

From the corner of his eye, a teardrop rolled down and wet his cheek.

The car stopped in a high-end apartment complex, and Yu Xinxin was allowed to pass after showing her ID. She put the access card in her bag, and thought that this card was given by her, she was slightly startled for two seconds, pursed her lips, squeezed her bag tightly, Walking inside, her heart was in a mess. She couldn't think because of the chaos, but came here by instinct.

The path was very quiet, and the sound of footsteps could be clearly heard, which is rare in a bustling city, but at this moment she felt deserted, and finally she stopped in front of a unit building.

The sky is already completely dark, and the night tonight is a bit gloomy. There are no stars, and there is a cold wind blowing faintly. When passing through the treetops, there is a very subtle sound, which is very ear-piercing.

A person appeared in sight, his facial features were hidden in his hair like ink, and he couldn't see the specific face clearly, only vaguely felt that his skin should be very fair.The evening wind blew, and her thin figure swayed slightly. She turned around, and her delicate facial features could be clearly seen under the street lamp. She was a thin and weak girl, very beautiful, with an innocent air about her. The left eye was blocked by a thin layer of bangs, a scar leaked out along the gap, and the eyeballs were dull and lifeless.

Almost instantly, Yu Xinxin confirmed the identity of this person - Shu Yixin.

When Shu Yixin saw her for the first time, her eyes were a little cold, and she looked at her from top to bottom with a scrutinizing gaze, and then retracted her gaze, as if she didn't pay attention to her, instead she took out her phone and started Playing around, it looks like he is sending a message.

She guessed right, because the message was sent to her.

"Wei Zhi is coming down, you find a place to hide, if I'm lying, you'll know soon."

Yu Xinxin stood on the spot and did not respond for a long time. Her eyebrows were slightly frowned, her lips were tightly pursed, her hand was holding the phone very hard, and her slender fingertips were white.

There were footsteps in the hall, and with the active greeting from the front desk of the property, Yu Xinxin seemed surprised, and quickly hid behind a tree trunk on the side, looking in the direction of the door through layers of branches, and there appeared a person she was thinking of.

It's Wei Zhi.

Her complexion looked good, and although she was thinner than when she left, she didn't feel thin, but when she saw Shu Yixin in front of her, she was stunned for a moment.

With a thin smile on the corner of Shu Yixin's lips, she took two steps forward, nestled in Wei Zhi's arms, and put her arm around Wei Zhi's waist. Wei Zhi frowned, and just about to break free, she heard Shu Yixin's soft voice, "I want to Hug you, can't you?"

Wei Zhiren hugged her, and said softly, "I'm very happy that you can figure it out."

From an angle that Wei Zhi couldn't see, the smile on Shu Yixin's face disappeared, and she said in a soft tone, "Can you answer a question for me?"

"You said."

"Have you ever really liked me? Have you ever thought about joining hands with me for the rest of your life because of your liking? It's not just a momentary heartbeat, nor is it simply wanting to make up for it."

"..."

Under the dim streetlights, the two figures were close to each other, like a pair of lovers who finally met after going through hardships and embraced each other, and there seemed to be a lingering atmosphere in the air.

Yu Xinxin covered her mouth, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, she bit her lips tightly, and continued to look at the past in disbelief, trying to see the slightest resistance from Wei Zhi's face, but when she saw Shu Yixin hugging her When she stood on tiptoe and kissed her lips, her heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife, leaving a bottomless hole, and the biting cold wind poured in, and her whole body was frozen from the inside out. The blood stained with ice slag raged in the blood vessels, tearing every inch of flesh and blood like a sharp knife.

It turns out that it hurts so much to see my lover kissing others.

She didn't have the courage to look any further, she closed her eyes and ran away in embarrassment.

Wei Zhi broke free from Shu Yixin's shackles, but saw a blurry figure flashing past behind layers of branches and leaves, her heart panicked for no reason, and when she was about to take a closer look, Shu Yixin stuck up again, hugged her and said: " Why do you push me away, it's just a kiss."

"Let go first." She frowned, staring at the direction the figure left.

Shu Yixin smiled wryly in her arms, let her go, glanced at the tree trunk where Yu Xinxin was hiding from the corner of her eye, and looked up at Wei Zhi, "Won't you invite me to sit up?"

"..." Wei Zhi didn't make a sound, just looked at her with inquiry.

"We have been together for so long, and you have always been gentle to me. Now I figured it out, why are you looking at me like this again? Didn't you say you want to make it up to me?"

"..." Wei Zhi looked at her for a long time, but finally his heart softened, "Come with me."

A sweet smile appeared on Shu Yixin's pale cheeks, just like when they first met, clean and free of any impurities, like an elf walking out of a fairy tale, Wei Zhi's heart was poked, his slender eyelashes drooped, his eyes Li's emotions were quickly covered up, leaving only a shadow.

Shu Yixin hugged her arm, leaned her head against her shoulder, and the tip of her nose was surrounded by a cold fragrance. When she entered the elevator, the fragrance became more intense. Can you eat the food you cooked?"

"Yes." The voice was soft and gentle, but without emotion.

The corners of Shu Yixin's eyes began to moisten, her lips turned white from being bitten, but she stubbornly held Wei Zhi's arm and refused to let go.

Yu Xinxin ran out of the community in one breath, tears were raging on her face, she had nowhere to go, it seemed that a rain fell on her heart, that rain was a knife stained with ice, cutting piece by piece until the flesh and blood Fuzzy, also do not see stop.

She never knew that a person's heart can be so painful.

It hurts to suffocate, but it doesn't suffocate.

Shu Yixin's voice on the phone that day came to my ear: "I am Shu Yixin, Wei Zhi's girlfriend."

Just this one sentence left her covered in bruises.

"You should have heard something about me and Wei Zhi, right? I don't know how much you know, but I hope you can leave her."

"why?"

"I've lost so much time with her, it's time to get things back on track."

"On track? She's my girlfriend now."

"I know this, but don't you find it strange? Why did she find you? And why does our name have the word Xin."

"..."

"She once rejected me because of a grudge in her heart, and I also did not treat her very well because of some injuries. She tried to make up for it, but I chose to leave because I was not sure of her love. I regretted leaving her behind. , but now I know that she has always liked me, she can't leave me at all, don't you think you are very similar to me? When she called you Xinxin, have you ever thought about who she really thinks in her heart ?"

"She has a scar on her chest. Did she tell you how she got there?"

"It was more than a year ago. She stabbed herself in order to beg me to stay. She loves me so much that she can't live without me, so she begged me to stay in such a decisive way."

"I know that my temper is not good, and I often make her feel that I don't love her. Sometimes she will be very stubborn and ask me over and over again if I love her."

Hearing this, Yu Xinxin's heart suddenly twisted together, and it became difficult to breathe, but the voice on the phone did not let her go.

"This time, I only want to go abroad for a month, and she couldn't stand it and ran to you, and because of a small cold of mine, she came back again. I know you like her very much, but you shouldn't make it difficult for her if you like someone. ?"

"It's just because you saved her that she felt guilty and didn't break up with you."

"So can you let her go, I will love her well in the next time, and I won't leave again."

"You can break up with her, can't you?"

"Don't embarrass her, give her freedom."

"Give her freedom..."

"..."

"Give her freedom."

She also wants to give her freedom, and she also wants to not embarrass her, but why should it be her?

The conversations in her mind kept gushing out in disorder, cutting her heart over and over again, confusing her eyes.

There were all kinds of people in front of her one after another, but she never saw her familiar face again.

The last time she was wandering aimlessly on the streets like this, she would come looking for her from afar, but this time, she won't come, she's in another person's arms, and... will never come again.

All her tenderness is not hers, it is for another person.

It turned out that she was excluded from the very beginning, and all the good things were built on lies.

Everything is fake.

Like is fake, love is fake.

She is also fake.

Why did she have to encounter such a plot?She is not a miserable heroine who needs to endure all kinds of emotional injuries. No, she is not the protagonist at all, she is just a supporting role, or even a stand-in.

As a substitute, she didn't even have the courage to take a step this time, so she could only run away in embarrassment.

Everything around is strange, where is she going?Where should I go?

Came in a daze, but never came back.

She wondered in a daze, did the figure coming against the light really exist?Could it all be my own delusion?