The cold goddess always wants to bend me

As the end of the new year approaches, the weather is getting colder and colder. A few days ago, the small town began to snow, and it fell intermittently for several days. The old man often said that "auspicious snow heralds a good year". Yu Xinxin looked at the thick snow outside the window, but was a little happy stand up.

Jin Zi had been suffocating at home for several days, and was clamoring to go out to play. Mother Yu laughed and cursed twice, and led him out.

It has been almost half a month since she came back. I met Qin Rui two days ago when I went downstairs to take out the garbage. He seemed to have lost weight, and his eyes were even more indifferent. I thought that even if the two of them met, they would be able to talk normally even if they were no longer the same as before. But in fact, they were a little embarrassed. After saying hello to each other, they chatted for a few words before going back to each other.

Suddenly, she remembered what Zhou Tong said before, "Two people can't be friends after breaking up." She scoffed at that time, but now that she thinks about it, she thinks it makes sense.

She was the only one in the house, and the corners were very quiet. There was an old photo on the table, which was taken by the three of them a long time ago. At that time, Qin Rui had a bright smile, and Huang Chen was sunny and handsome, while she had a bright face, but , I don't know when it started, time has separated a long gully between them, after all, they are different from before.

In the evening, she called Wei Zhi, but it took a long time to get through.

"Hello," the familiar cold voice pressed against her ears.

"Wei Zhi..." She held her mobile phone and looked at the gorgeous sunset in the sky, suddenly feeling a little uncomfortable.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, I just miss you."

"I miss you as well."

Yu Xinxin only felt that her ears were burned, "Then let's go back early after the Chinese New Year."

"..." After a while, Wei Zhi's voice came from the other end of the phone, low and deep, as if tired and helpless, "Okay."

"Then it's settled." She hesitated for a while, and then said: "I want to mention our matter in front of my parents, do you think...is it okay?"

Outside the large floor-to-ceiling windows, a thin figure stood on the balcony, the dark clouds pressed down, the wind whizzed and circled with snowflakes, and squeezed against the cracks of the glass to make a humming sound.

Wei Zhi held his mobile phone and looked at the raging wind and snow outside the window lightly.

"I don't want it anymore, let's talk about it later, we are still too young."

The smile that had just been raised on Yu Xinxin's face gradually dropped. She looked at the dazzling sunset outside the room, and raised the corners of her mouth again.

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

After hanging up the phone, Wei Zhi went back to the house. The light in the evening was not very good. The lights in the room were not turned on, and it was cloudy, so it looked very dark. She looked in one direction, and there was a vague figure there, with a cold voice. Said: "You should go back too."

"Who were you calling just now?" The figure's voice was low, as if it didn't exist in the dark space.

"You should go," she repeated, her voice getting colder.

"Are you leaving me alone?" The figure's voice was a little anxious, but it could be heard with forbearance.

For a while, no one spoke again.

The room became even darker, and she couldn't see anything clearly. She couldn't help but think of those cold late nights. She walked to the side and turned on the light in the living room. , there was an extra person in her arms, thin and small, looking at her with red eyes, the hideous scar running through her left eye was exposed in front of her eyes, her heart tightened, and her left chest began to hurt again.

She pursed her lips, as if she had made a lot of determination, pushed the person away with a cold face, then stepped back a few steps, and opened the distance.

"I thought what I owed you should be paid off."

"Is it over?" She murmured, as if she heard some joke, she suddenly said excitedly: "No, you owe me, you will always owe me."

Under the light, her skin was pale, and her thin body was trembling, as if it might be broken into pieces in the next second. She caught up and hugged Wei Zhi tightly, and choked up, "Don't leave me alone, okay?" ? I will be good in the future, and we can go back to the past."

"Yixin, I have someone I like." Her voice softened, and her raised hand stopped at a fixed position, as if she wanted to hug someone tightly or push him away. But after all, he froze in mid-air, unable to get up or down.

"No, these are all illusions. What you like is me, and you said you like me before."

She buried her face in her neck, tears flowed down her skin, and she hugged him tighter, as if she was always by her side.

"I..." There was unbearable frown between the eyebrows, and the words in my mouth were difficult but did not stop, "Even if I liked you for a moment, but that is already in the past, and I don't like you now."

Shu Yixin froze suddenly, and raised her head in disbelief, her reddish eyes were full of distressing fragility, she met those cold eyes, there was unbearable, pity, struggle in those eyes, but alone Losing the love and love she once had, the fragility in her eyes disappeared, her facial features became ferocious, she grabbed the person in front of her tightly, and cried: "You lied to me, you said you would always be with me, it was you who said you You want to make atonement, don't you want to go back on your word? Don't you?"

"Yes, I regret it. It's better for us to separate. It's good for you and me." The upper scar on the heart seemed to be cut open, dripping blood, and the pain that tormented her spread again.

"Good for you and me?" She asked back, the tears in the corners of her eyes began to rage, but she couldn't wait for anyone to wipe her clean.

She still let her go, her eyes became cold, "Have you started taking medicine again recently?"

Wei Zhi's pupils suddenly tightened, "This has nothing to do with you."

She looked at her, her left eye was covered by her hair, and her right eye glowed cold and piercing under the light, "Does she know?" After seeing the panic in the other person's eyes as she wished, she felt a trace of familiar pleasure, sick Huan began to torture her, "Do you think she can accept you like this?"

The hand hanging by his side was tightly clenched, Wei Zhi tried his best to maintain his superficial composure, and said firmly, "She won't leave me."

"Are you sure?" Shu Yixin chuckled, with cruel sarcasm in her eyes.

Wei Zhi's heart tightened, and he turned his head slightly, avoiding her gaze, "She likes me, I'm sure."

"She likes you? Then it's fine if she likes you." Shu Yixin looked at her, and suddenly smiled easily, as if admiring her current appearance, "But can she accept you? Accepting you will hurt people at every turn A self-harming monster?"

The scar on the heart drilled in, like a sharp knife piercing deeply, bringing out a piece of flesh and blood.

Shu Yixin leaned forward in satisfaction, the corners of her mouth curved gently yet sweetly, "Do you remember what Auntie said before she jumped down?" Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, but she couldn't hold back the hatred in her eyes, "Oh, yes, How my eyes are blind, you should know better than anyone else."

"Can you really love someone normally?"

The wind and snow outside became more urgent, and the whimpering wind roared, as if trying to break through all obstacles, mocking the hypocritical world mercilessly.

Shu Yixin caressed her face lightly, her eyes lingered on it obsessively, the snow-like skin was as fascinating as ever, it ran down the snow-white neck, crossed the collarbone, and stopped at the full chest, where there was a heart It was beating, and through her clothes and skin, she could feel how vigorous and vigorous that heart was, and it was completely different from a year ago. She pressed down gently, and a soft touch came.

"Does it still hurt here?"

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