she's a rose she's a gun

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Wenming, who left work in the early morning for five consecutive days, finally left the office on time at 6:[-] p.m. today.

So tired, she rubbed her right shoulder and yawned while sitting on the subway.

Although it was the end of October, the weather in Nanshi was still unbelievably hot. She pulled her clothes and felt very sticky.

How disgusting, Civilization frowned. After coming to Nanshi for so long, he still couldn't get used to the weird weather here.

Today, a fraud case was finally settled. After five days, the suspect who defrauded the old man was caught. The captain showed mercy and let them leave work on time with a wave of his hand.

Wenming sat on the subway, listening to music, with his eyes closed, the subway was heading home.

Even if she could get off work early, she had nowhere to go except the small rental house.

In this strange city, with such a job, she has almost no social activities.

Sometimes, it is inevitable that there will be some emptiness in my heart.

"Zizi." The sound of the new news shook.

She took out her mobile phone and saw it was an advertisement.

Wenming gave a wry smile helplessly, and brushed up the circle of friends casually.

Flipping down, she stopped her fingers suddenly, and her pupils widened.

On the screen is the Moments that Mu Yang just posted 5 minutes ago: My heart hurts... I don't know if I should go to the hospital, I feel uncomfortable...

Wenming clenched his fingers, took two deep breaths, hesitated, and clicked on the message interface with Mu Yang.

Looking at the empty chat interface, she fell into hesitation again.

The two of them became friends four years ago. At that time, they were in their third year of college. This chat software had just become popular at that time. It had a function of "recommending people you may know". Muyang is recommended.

She tremblingly sent a friend request, but she didn't expect it to be approved in seconds.

The ecstatic Civilization just wanted to send something to the past, but suddenly stopped his fingers typing on the keyboard.

She didn't know what to post or if it was appropriate to send a message.

In the end, she still didn't say anything.

And over there, there is no news at all.

In this way, the two have been "list netizens" for four years.

Wenming scratched his hair in a complicated mood, thought over and over again, and carefully typed "Are you okay? Go to the hospital."

Just two seconds after typing, she read by herself, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and quickly deleted that line.

"I'm sorry that my message may have been a bit abrupt, so let's take some quick-acting heart-rescuing pills first."

delete.

"Hi, I checked your circle of friends, is it better?"

delete.

After going back and forth three times, she lowered her head dejectedly, and her phone slumped onto the seat feebly.

A self-deprecating smile flashed across the corner of his mouth, really, what are you worrying about here?She is a celebrity, has assistants and managers, do you still need your care?

Over the past few years, Wen Wenming has watched Mu Yang's fame grow, and he has successfully transformed from a college student to an increasingly mature actor. Some of these trends were found on the Internet by her, and some were posted by Mu Yang's own circle of friends. , she looked at Mu Yang's happy smiling faces, and the friends who were as bright as her around her were happy for her from the bottom of her heart.

She carefully preserved these photos one by one and built a secret folder for them.

When there is nothing to do, I always like to look out, but when I look at it, the joy that fills my heart is always mixed with bitter melancholy.

It has been two years since I graduated from the police academy, and my job has not improved much. Compared with Mu Yang, the gap between the two has gradually become a gap that cannot be filled.

The sticky heat on the subway, at this moment, Wenming felt the coolness from the bottom of his heart.

She put her head in her hands and clenched her fists, but she still didn't feel any comfort.

Mu Yang, it's been nine years, how have I ever let you go?

After twitching his nose, Wenming picked up his phone, and refreshed his circle of friends as if expecting something.

Mu Yang's latest update: Went to the hospital, hooked up the water, much better, the doctor said more rest will be fine, thank you for your concern.The accompanying picture is a picture of water hanging in the hospital, Mu Yang did not appear on the scene.

Wenming took a deep breath, and then she felt heartbroken, but more than heartache was the heavy sense of powerlessness.

So be it.

She raised her head and looked at the fading scenery outside the window.

So be it, be at ease with the situation, let nature take its course, is the best state.

While thinking this way, the phone suddenly vibrated.

She glanced at the caller ID and frowned.

"Leader Lan, what's the matter?"

"Go to this unfinished building on Guangpu Road near Lanshui Road immediately, there is a kidnapping case!" Landao Ying's anxious voice came from the phone.

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Mu Yang finished work earlier today than before.

"Thanks for your hard work!" She greeted the staff on the set with a smile, and walked to her nanny car.

As soon as she sat down, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

Clutching her chest tightly, she leaned over, panting heavily.

"What's wrong?" Nico in the front row felt something was wrong, and leaned over to caress her back anxiously.

Mu Yang reluctantly raised one hand, waved it lightly, and finally managed to say a word after a long delay: "It's okay...let me take it easy."

Nico quickly took a bottle of water from the front seat, unscrewed the cap and handed it to Mu Yang, frowning and said, "Drink some water."

Mu Yang took it, lowered his head and took a sip before returning it to Nico.

Nico's tone was slightly reproachful, but full of worry: "I made you work so hard, and you didn't rest for several nights."

Mu Yang raised his head, and smiled at Nico with a pale face: "It's better, wait for me to leave slowly."

Nico nodded and returned to the front seat.

Mu Yang calmed down his chest, took out his mobile phone, and suddenly had a thought.

She remembered the scene she acted on the set today. The director was very dissatisfied with her performance in one of the scenes. After several replays, she finally found the crux.

"You have to show weakness in this scene! You like this person, but you are not sure about his intentions. At this time, you have to use the feeling of showing weakness to explore his feelings for you, instead of being so strong." The director said anxiously to her explain.

To find out how a person feels about himself, can he show his weakness...

Mu Yang opened his circle of friends and looked at the various daily posts he had posted in the past, all of which reported good news but not bad news.

These circles of friends are partially visible. If you look closely, you will find that there is only one group named "Justthatgirl".

In this group, there is only Wenming.

One afternoon four years ago, when Mu Yang, who was swiping her phone, suddenly received a friend application pop-up window from Wen Wenming, her whole body trembled.

After quickly pressing Pass, her fingers trembled slightly as she tapped on the keyboard.

"Hello."

delete.

"Hi."

delete.

"how are things?"

delete.

After going back and forth three times, she hung down the phone dejectedly.

It seems that nothing is right...

And there was always silence over there, without a word of news.

She was a little angry immediately, obviously you added me first, okay?Didn't even say a word?

Though thinking so angrily, she still set up a group for Civilization, a group with only her alone.

Since then, she has shared the interesting, happy, and highlight moments in her life and work in Moments, and the only visible group is that one.

Only did not show weakness.

How about giving it a try this time...?

Mu Yang let out a sigh of relief, heartbroken, and sent a circle of friends that was still only visible to that group.

My heart hurts... I don't know if I should go to the hospital, it's uncomfortable...

1 minute, 2 minutes...

Five minutes later, Mu Yang clenched his phone tightly, a self-deprecating smile on his face was fleeting.

Really, what were you expecting?

She is a policeman, so she must be busy fighting violence.

Or, she saw it, but didn't care...

Thinking of this, Mu Yang suddenly felt a tremor in his chest, and his heart, which had just calmed down, ached again.

She clutched her chest and forced herself to knock on the back of the chair in front of her: "Go...to the hospital."

Bean-sized beads of sweat slid down his forehead, and there seemed to be salty liquid from the corners of his eyes as well.

"You see, staying up four nights in a row and having irregular diet and rest is the result." Nico looked at the weak Mu Yang lying on the hospital bed, hanging from the water, and said angrily and distressedly.

The person on the bed showed her a comforting smile, Nico didn't say anything, and turned to get the medicine.

Mu Yang turned sideways, curled up into a ball, and stared blankly at the liquid in the bottle flowing into his body drop by drop.

Suddenly, she remembered something, took out her phone and took a picture of the infusion.

"When I went to the hospital, I hung up the water, and it was much better. The doctor said that if I rest more, I will be fine. Thank you for your concern."

After posting this circle of friends, she put down her phone and closed her eyes.

What if she saw the previous article and was worried...

"Have a good rest." Nico, who came back from taking the medicine, looked carefully at the capacity of the bottle, and patted Mu Yang's shoulder with concern: "Have a good sleep, get enough energy, and I'll take you to see the great director Qian Zhongguo tomorrow." , "Exhaustion" can't go wrong."

The author has something to say:

Alas, the writing of this chapter is still quite sad.

but!It's a double arrow!It's kind of sweet to think so...

I hope everyone’s cp is a double arrow...

This episode also sorted out the timeline. The setting is two years before the two met. When Wenming was still working as a policeman in Nanshi, the kidnapping case happened that night in an unfinished building. As a result, Lando Ying replaced Wenming. Regarding the matter of blocking the gun, Mu Yang went to see Qian Zhongguo the next day, and then filmed Director Qian's "Exhaustion". (see beginning of Chapter 28)

Around 19:00, the text was updated in the second, and two selfishly liked people appeared (the groundhog screamed