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There was once a person in the world who loved Yu Yinwan and Bai Li at the same time.

In the year Bai Li was born, Yu Yinwan's mother gave birth to her second child, Yu Yinyan. Yu Yinyan was a few months younger than Bai Li. She was always sick and crying, which did not bring joy to the Yu family.

Since she was a child, Yu Yinyan didn't have the talent of her elder sister. On the contrary, she loves to play and doesn't like to study. She is curious about the whole world. She would destroy her skirt to catch cicadas, and she would lie in the yard and observe the flower buds every day.

As big as the Milky Way, as small as insects and plants, Yu Yinyan is a walking book of [-] whys. She likes to study the answers.

The Yu family has no expectations for Yu Yinyan, they were born from the same mother, and the two sisters are one in the sky and the other in the earth. Such a child can't even take on the important task of assisting Yu Yinwan in the future, so Yu Yinyan is a girl who was abandoned by the Yu family, and the elders don't like it. she.

Yu Yinwan knows that her younger sister doesn't care, and her younger sister is full of curiosity about all the unknowns. She loves to laugh very much, and she is used to embracing everything with a smile.

Every time she saw Yu Yinyan's smile, Yu Yinwan was instantly healed.

She loves her, she is her older sister, she just wants Yu Yinyan to be ordinary.

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In the photo, Yu Yinyan is not as beautiful as Yu Yinwan, she is a weak but laughing girl, she seems to never grow up, like an innocent child.

"Bai Li..." Yu Yinwan shouldn't have brought the photo with her. She tore open the bloody wounds of the two with her own hands. She squatted beside Bai Li, her eyes blushing.

"I often think of her." Bai Li half-knelt on the ground, until her knees became numb and refused to get up.

The girl's life will always stop at 23 years old, Bai Li wonders that she still shed tears after four years.

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Bai Li was born with three catastrophes, she was regarded as a daughter of disaster by the Yu family, and Yu Yinyan was a child that the Yu family did not value.

Yu Yinyan grew up in a free range. According to the rules, she had to learn self-defense from Bai Su. She respected Bai Su as much as her elder sister. Until the age of 13, Bai Su took the risk and officially introduced the lonely Bai Li to Yu Yinyan.

It was the first time the two girls met. Yu Yinyan smiled and stretched out her hand to Bai Li and said, "Everyone is talking about you, so you are not an alien! Nice to meet you."

That's how they got acquainted, and their fate started from Yu Yinyan's curiosity about Bai Li, and Bai Li's desire for a playmate of the same age.

The eccentric Yu Yinyan was a watercolor paintbrush, and suddenly painted Baili's monotonous white paper with colorful colors.

Seeing that the two girls hit each other, Bai Su boldly asked Yu Cunyu if he could let Yu Yinyan complete the marriage with Bai Li.

What Yu Cunyu meant at the time was that it was okay, it didn't matter if the two of them fell in love, Yu Yinwan had to be the head of the family, and it was good that Bai Li didn't affect Yu Yinwan.

What does Yu Yinyan want from her?When she grew up, Bai Li once asked her that she was a boring person, and it wasn't worth the second young lady, Yu Yinyan, spending a lot of time to understand and explore.

"People who are born to be different must be very powerful." Yu Yinyan told her.

It is precisely because Bai Li endured the three tribulations to live with hardships that Yu Yinyan looks forward to the struggle between Bai Li and fate.

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"Look at me." Yu Yinwan put one hand on the photo, her heart felt sore and painful, Bai Li's thin body was trembling all the time.

Bai Li Na Na raised her head, her face was pale, her black eyes were full of helplessness, Yu Yin Wan put her hands on her cold cheeks, sniffed her nose lightly, raised a gentle smile, trying to comfort her Usually, the voice is extremely soft and said: "Bai Li, I don't blame you anymore."

"I'm just..." Yu Yinwan bit her lips tightly, she lowered her eyelashes to cover the heavy fragility in her eyes.

"I just blame myself, who was powerless at the time."

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Yu Yinwan couldn't believe that her younger sister's marriage partner was Bai Li.

Apart from the amazing appearance, Yu Yinwan subconsciously thinks that Bai Li is not good enough for her younger sister. In her eyes, Bai Li is a weak chicken who doesn't work hard and is unlikely to achieve great things.

Bai Li didn't care about the marriage, she just wanted to admire Yu Yinwan's pride and strength. The common topic between her and Yu Yinyan was Yu Yinwan.

Marriage is also not important in Yu Yinyan's heart. She is full of elder sisters, she purely adores her elder sister, and regards her elder sister as the embodiment of beauty. Yu Yinwan can answer all her questions. She is beautiful and outstanding, and she is Yu Yinyan's pride.

Bai Li's curiosity about Yu Yinwan could also find part of the answer from Yu Yinyan's mouth. She didn't deliberately inquire about anything, and most of the time Yu Yinyan would take the initiative to tell Bai Li about her sister.

At the same time, Yu Yinwan knows more about Bai Li's life than Bai Li imagined. Her lovely younger sister likes to talk about Bai Li. As a sister who loves her younger sister, Yu Yinwan will hug her and listen patiently to her whole story.

For example, Bai Li was still very unconvinced when Bai Su punished her one day.

For example, it's not that Bai Li doesn't like talking, if she is forced to speak, she will talk a lot...

In short, the white glass in my sister's mouth is very interesting and cute.

Yu Yinwan once thought that her younger sister's feelings for Bai Li were likes between lovers, but it was not until a few years later that Yu Yinwan realized that it was not love, and it could not be transformed into love.

Of course Yu Yinyan likes Bai Li, Bai Li is her playmate, she can share anything with Bai Li unconditionally, both of them like Yu Yinwan, that's all.

That is the sympathy between them who are equally lonely and are not favored.

As for Bai Li's secret crush, Yu Yinyan was the first to know about it. She agreed with Bai Li and encouraged Bai Li not to give up.

In order to help Bai Li create a good image in front of her sister, Yu Yinyan will describe Bai Li's advantages to her sister.

Those words that shouldn't be cared about have been accumulated over the years, like a small hook to scratch people, it really aroused Yu Yinwan's interest in Baili more.

Only my younger sister knows that Yu Yinwan's frequent appearances in Bai's house are a decision made without telling the family. Attracted by the girl Bai Li.

But after Bai Li confessed her love, she ran away, and Yu Yinwan split into two entangled people. She could not agree to Bai Li, who had a marriage contract with her younger sister.

As the quasi-patriarch, he couldn't ignore the Three Tribulations on the two of them.

She didn't tell Yu Yinyan what happened between her and Bai Li, even though she and Bai Li fell in love with each other.

But Yu Yinyan guessed it, she accused her sister of trampling on Bai Li's feelings, and even punished Bai Li, almost causing her to die.

She cried and asked Yu Yinwan: "The Yu family is important, isn't it important for me to be happy?"

My sister is fine in everything, but she just refuses to face up to her own heart.

The younger sister's words were like a knife stuck in Yu Yinwan's chest, she beat Yu Yinyan with her hands, and ordered her younger sister not to look for Bai Li again as the quasi-patriarch.

In the following few years, no one mentioned the matter of confession. Yu Yinwan deliberately kept a distance from Bai Li. They only socialized at work, and Yu Yinyan rarely saw Bai Li. People care about it.

The increasingly mature Yu Yinwan is more used to being the quasi-head of the family. She becomes busy and rarely listens to Yu Yinyan as patiently as she did when she was a child. Occasionally, she will see Yu Yinyan's lonely figure leaning against a tree in the yard, holding a guitar Play the only song you learned, over and over again.

She deprived her younger sister of her friendship, and she pushed away those she loved one by one, in the name of doing it for their own good.

As an elderly person, Yu Yinwan tries to let go. She numbs herself through work, but every time Bai Li appears, it will arouse the guilt and sadness in her heart.

On the surface, Yu Yinyan promised her sister not to see Bai Li. She didn't want to make her angry. After a long time, she couldn't help but secretly go to Bai Li every now and then. She didn't want Bai Li to give up her sister. She needed love.

One night, Yu Yinwan angrily picked up Yu Yinyan, who had just turned 22, from Bai's house. Yu Yinyan held her arm. The sisters were walking on the moonlit road. Yu Yinyan leaned on her shoulder and said with a smile: "Sister, I still want to be a bridge between you and Bai Li."

Just like when she was a child, Yu Yinyan knew that her sister and Bai Li could not love each other, but they could learn about each other's interesting stories and recent situations through their own mouths.

Yu Yinyan's love for them is selfless.

Do not expect anything in return, work tirelessly, and will not give up.

That was the last time Yu Yinwan saw her sister's sincere smile.

The elders are dissatisfied that Yu Yinyan has always been protecting the Bai family, especially Bai Li.

She was confined by Yu Cunyu to Yu's house for a whole year, she no longer likes to talk, no longer has a thirst for knowledge about the world, her wings were completely pulled out, and she hid in her room every day to quietly lick her wounds.

Yu Yinwan is powerless, she is weak and has to watch her father's face when she speaks and does things.

In order to make her sister happy, on the day of Yu Bai's family reunion four years ago, Yu Yinwan made a decision without authorization and allowed Yu Yinyan to go to Bai's house to invite Bai Li in person.

Unexpectedly, that day, Yu Yinyan turned into a cold corpse, covered in blood, and was thrown at the door of Yu's house.

As to who the murderer was, the Yu family searched the entire sub-city, but did not find an answer.

...

Yu Yinwan's memory of that pain was still fresh.

She hugged Yu Yinyan's body and cried until she fainted.

After waking up again, she still shed tears day and night, and she felt a sense of chaos on the verge of death.

The world is no longer colored, only black and white is left in the eyes.

The most important person in her life was withdrawn from her body.

Her beloved sister couldn't be anyone's bridge, lying quietly in the coffin buried in the dust.

Yu Yinwan asked her father in despair, why was it not her who died, but her younger sister?Yu Cunyu slapped her and educated her word by word: "You are the future head of the family! Fortunately, something happened to you, otherwise what should the Yu family do?!"

What about the rest...

The relatives blamed Bai Li for being in frequent contact with Yu Yinyan. It must be the Three Tribulations on Bai Li that affected Yu Yinyan, and the Yu family should stay away from Bai Li.

What a cold and heartless family, Yu Yinwan lost control and collapsed.

She locked herself in the hospital and saw no one.

Until the day of the funeral, the sky began to drizzle, and Yu Yinwan dragged her numb body and mind. She wanted to hear other answers from Bai Li, even if it was a sentence of condolences, but Bai Li's face only had the same coldness.

"Aren't you friends?" Why can Bai Li remain calm?Yu Yinwan accused her like crazy.

"The deceased is gone, as long as the young lady is fine." This was the only thing Bai Li said to Yu Yinyan after her death.

Everyone is saying—fortunately it’s not you, as long as you’re fine.

Yu Yinwan had never hated the identity of the Patriarch so much. She sat in front of the tombstone for a whole night, feeling nothing more than death.

Bai Li stood behind her and stayed with her all night, the two of them didn't say a word, Yu Yinwan wanted to dig open Bai Li's chest to see if her heart was an iceberg that couldn't be melted.

Yu Yinwan really did this, she took the butterfly/die#knife she gave Bai Li, and stuck it in her chest with her own hands, she hated her for being unintentional, and hated that she didn't give a little bit of tears to her sister.

The bridge was broken, Yu Yinwan and Bai Li stood at the two ends of the bridge, and they were separated from each other. Yu Yinwan abandoned everything, including Bai Li.

Ever since she escaped from Yu's house, Yu Yinwan has always been called Fang Nianyan, and she has never changed her name. Her longing for Yu Yinyan turned into drinking and buying drunk at night.

When she was drunk, she thought that her younger sister would definitely blame her for duplicity and not being able to face her own feelings.

Even if four years after Yu Yinyan's death, seeing Bai Li again, Yu Yinwan would become a coward again.

She failed to live a happy life and turned into a crazy woman walking dead. She closed herself and forced herself to be as careless as Bai Li.

This is a kind of torture, she gave it to Bai Li first, and then to herself.

There is no chance to repay the guilt, and the feeling of powerlessness after her sister's death will still come out and tug at Yu Yinwan's heart.

If that night...she hadn't let Yu Yinyan go find Bai Li alone, would the ending have been different?

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

Everyone's fate is already predetermined.

The younger sister was always looking for different answers in her short life.

Death is an unknown end for her, she must have regrets about the world, but she died with a smile, closing her eyes peacefully, as if she knew she was going to leave.

She embraced death at the last moment of her life.

The younger sister who has always needed Yu Yinwan's protection is the truly powerful person.

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T_T

sad story indeed

Yu Yinyan will write a few chapters separately in the episode