squeamish bag he was reborn

Shen Qiyou had a very long dream. At the beginning of the dream, he was five or six years old, carrying a schoolbag with a bunny on it, standing beside the crib and talking non-stop.

Lying on the crib was a particularly beautiful milk doll who giggled whenever he saw him.When Xiao Qiyou saw the baby laughing, he laughed too, took out his homework, and showed the baby the little red flower he just got.

He also tried to stand on tiptoe to kiss the doll on the bed, but because he was too short, he still couldn't kiss, and his small face similar to the doll suddenly became depressed.

"Our Xiaoyou is so good." A gentle female voice came, and Xiao Qiyou stopped doing futile work and rushed to the woman's side and called out loudly "Mom".

The woman responded gently and rubbed her son's head, then picked up the younger son on the bed.She is not very old and because she is well maintained, she looks like a 30-year-old who is only in her early twenties, very gentle.

Shen Qiyou hadn't dreamed of his mother for a long time, looking at the woman's face in the dream, he felt both familiar and strange.He looked indifferently at himself acting like a baby to his mother when he was a child, and he already knew almost the content behind the dream.

For a long time, he was stuck in this nightmare and couldn't get out, and now he was struggling to wake up from his sleep, but it was in vain.

The dream continued, and there was another tall and strong man in the small and warm baby room.The man picked up the little boy with one hand, and then went to hold the woman's hand, "Let's go, let's eat, let me see which little greedy cat likes to eat the fish cooked today?"

Xiao Qiyou hugged the man's shoulder and smiled happily: "I know! It's mom."

Immediately, the man laughed loudly, and the woman blushed from the father and son's teasing and slapped the man lightly, and told the youngest son that in the future, when he grows up, he should not bully his mother with his father like an elder brother.

Hearing this, Xiao Qiyou became anxious: "No, don't bully mom, Qiyou likes mom the most, and will protect mom with An An in the future!"

The husband and wife were amused by their son, and one of them kissed him on the cheek, and he kissed his younger brother as he wished.The family laughed from time to time while eating, and anyone could see that they were an extremely happy family.

Even knowing the final outcome, Shen Qiyou still yearns for the warmth of this moment, but the next scene is the beginning of his nightmare.

Shen Qiyou in the dream grew a lot taller, from a milky little dumpling to a little boy.It was just an ordinary day. When he came home from school, he saw his mother sitting on the ground and his father who was crying silently.

He had never seen his parents like this before, and he ignored him no matter how they called, and instinctively frightened him into crying.He cried and asked why his mother didn't speak, and then went to pull his father to get him up.Finally, he asked where did his brother go?Why can't I see my brother.

The mother on the side finally cried out heartbreakingly. It was only later that Shen Qiyou knew that he had lost his younger brother forever on that day.

The boy who would coquettishly call him brother is gone, and such an immature life will always stop on that day.

Also stopped on that day was his mother, that gentle woman was tortured badly by the pain of losing her son.She completely changed into a person who doesn't speak or pay attention to others. In the dream, Xiao Qiyou looked at her mother from a distance, as quiet as a ball of air.

Mom didn't let him cry, don't let him talk, didn't let him make a sound, so he was obedient.Mom didn't let him get close and watched him from a distance. In the end, mom didn't even want to see him.

She yelled at him like a madman about why he was talking, she was disgusted at the sound of his voice and yelled at him to fuck off.In the end, she said to him hoarsely, "Why did I give birth to you! You were born as a mistake, a mistake that makes me sick!"

"You're as disgusting as he is!"

She even said, why didn't you die?Shen Qiyou, why didn't you die?

Why don't you die?

When Shen Qiyou woke up, the room was dark. He sat blankly, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether he was in reality or in a dream.His face was wet and cold, and he stretched out his hand to reveal the tears that he didn't know when to shed.The curtains were drawn, and there was no life in the small room except him.

Quiet as if he was the only one in the world.

In such silence, his heart sank to the bottom bit by bit, and those words lingered in his ears again.That sentence is like a nightmare.

Why didn't you die?

Yeah, he thought, why wasn't he the one who died?In this way, he is not a person who is cursed by his biological mother with the most vicious words, nor is he a person who is rejected.

He will even get the warmth and thoughts of his mother.

In the darkness, those paranoid and intense thoughts became more and more out of control, and he could even hear the hateful roars.He closed his eyes and let himself be engulfed by the darkness, until there was a ding ding dong dong sound in the room, followed by a clear male voice.

"Student Shen Qiyou get up soon, student Shen Qiyou get up soon, student Shen Qiyou get up soon..."

It was Song Yuan's voice, even though it was processed by electronic equipment, Shen Qiyou could recognize it.

Gradually, what lingered in my ears was no longer the curse, but Song Yuan's unique tone, with a very long ending.

Such a pleasant voice rang over and over again, so easily dispelled his haze.He listened for a long time and finally smiled silently.

He promised Song Yuan that he would go to the appointment.

Shen Qiyou got out of bed and opened the curtains, the light outside instantly filled the small room, and he saw a handwritten note in the place where the toothbrush was placed.

"Shen Qiyou, I must have left by the time you wake up.It's not that I didn't wait for you on purpose, it's because I'm going too early, I want you to sleep a little longer.Also, I wanted to buy you breakfast, but it will be cold when you wake up.So I didn't buy it, but you have to eat breakfast by yourself, you promised me, don't be lazy.Well, also, I actually secretly set the alarm because I was afraid you might oversleep.Oh, by the way, you will be at the highest place when you come, so I can see you when I see you.Shen Qiyou, you want to come, I'll wait for you. 』

It's some insignificant words with a little bit of life flavor, and even a little cumbersome. Looking at this note, Shen Qiyou's heart suddenly became sour.

Someone is waiting for him, someone who will be happy because of his arrival.

He will also be a happy existence for others.

Song Yuan sat at the piano and tried to make a sound, then glanced at that position, but Shen Qiyou still didn't come.He sighed softly, thinking that this person must have overslept.Forget it, although it's a pity, it's good that he can sleep for so long.

In the middle of the process, he subconsciously glanced at that position, and was pleasantly surprised to find that Shen Qiyou had actually come.

Because of the distance, he couldn't see Shen Qiyou's face clearly at all, but he knew it was him.He smiled in that direction, and another string of joyful notes flowed from his fingertips.

"I thought you wouldn't come." After it was over, Song Yuan declined the invitation of the people in the class, and almost ran to the side of Shen Qiyou.

"I'm lost." Shen Qiyou was a little annoyed when he spoke.

Song Yuan couldn't help laughing when he heard the reason. He usually found that this person's sense of direction was not as good as his, but he didn't admit it before.Just when she was about to tease him, she saw Shen Qiyou's eyes were a little red, as if she had been crying.

But how could Shen Qiyou cry.

Song Yuan looked up at him and wanted to ask him what's wrong, but he thought about it for a while and then dismissed the idea.Pointing to his eyes, he said, "You are a little red, Shen Qiyou, you don't think I want to cry, do you?"

He wanted to make a joke, but he didn't expect the person in front of him to look at him seriously and answer word by word.

"Well, I miss you very much."