squeamish bag he was reborn

When Shen Qiyou said this, Song Yuan was stuffing the last mouthful of watermelon into his mouth.They were lucky. The red-fleshed black seeds they picked were full of juice, and because they were frozen in water, they tasted extra sweet and cold.

The summer heat has dissipated a lot.

His satisfied eyes almost narrowed, and his mouth was moistened and pinked by the watermelon that was too cold. For a moment, he felt that there was nothing happier than this.

Then he heard the name that surprised him.

The name that was unexpectedly spoken by Shen Qiyou.

He was stunned for a moment, raised his eyes and looked straight at the person, even forgetting to swallow the pulp in his mouth.

Shen Qiyou still had no expression on his face, as if he was just asking Song Yuan again if the watermelon he ate was sweet, and even after saying that, he leaned over and tapped the stunned man's chin, signaling him to take the watermelon in his mouth. finish eating.

Song Yuan chewed mechanically and stopped when there was only a trace of sweetness left.

It seemed like a century had passed before he answered: "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?" Then he lowered his eyes.

"I just... just remembered." Shen Qiyou paused and then said, "Did you recognize me as him at first?" The voice was so faint that no emotion could be heard, but the tips of his clenched fingers unconsciously whitish.

Song Yuan thought of the name he called at first, and hummed in a low voice.

Shen Qiyou's heart sank, and he said masochistically: "Then who is he?"

Another long silence.

The young man sat obediently with his head lowered, with a half-eaten watermelon shell on his lap, and in his white hand was holding the cat's claw spoon they bought together in the supermarket.

Shen Qiyou's heart suddenly softened for no reason, and he even regretted why he had to puncture the window paper.

Obviously, the atmosphere just now was very good.

Fucked by him again.

"It's okay, Song Yuan. I just said it casually, and it's okay if I don't want to say it."

He tried his best to imitate the way the young man talked to him on weekdays, even the tone of voice was almost imitated. Although he couldn't see Song Yuan's expression clearly, he knew instinctively that he was sad.

He mentioned someone who would make him sad just by name.

At this moment, Shen Qiyou had a ridiculous idea, whether that Mr. Gu is gone.But then he felt ashamed of himself for having such thoughts.

He couldn't and shouldn't.

"Do you still want to eat?" Seeing that the boy still didn't answer, he changed the subject clumsily. Seeing that Song Yuan liked it earlier, he dug out a lot of his watermelon and put it in a small bowl.

It was supposed to be given to him in the afternoon, but now it was taken out in advance to coax people, but Song Yuan still kept his head down and did not speak.It was the first time he encountered a young man ignoring him. He was so flustered that he couldn't do it, but he could only look at him helplessly in his actions. The unspeakable pain in his heart almost overwhelmed him.

For Song Yuan and for himself.

He stopped talking, just took the spoon away from the man, put the watermelon shell on the ground, and took his hand. In the next second, he heard the other party's crying voice: "I said he was just a friend. You Do you believe it?"

Shen Qiyou's eyes slowly became moist, and his voice was hoarse: "Believe me, I will believe everything you say."

The young man was silent again, and when Shen Qiyou realized something was wrong and lifted his head up, his face was already covered with tears, big and big tears kept falling down like beads with broken threads, and the tails of his eyes were flushed One piece was slightly swollen.

He suddenly felt pain in his heart, and his voice trembled: "I'm sorry, Song Yuan, I'm sorry."

He knew that he wouldn't let him say these words, but right now all he can say are these three words.

Not just an apology or even an unconscious begging, he subconsciously felt that he had opened up his words, and Song Yuan would no longer want him.

"Shen Qiyou, are you... stupid? Why... so stupid..." Song Yuan was still choking up, he was talking about this person being stupid but he wanted to talk about himself more.

Why did Shen Qiyou apologize, why did he believe everything he said.

He's the stupid big fool.

He thought everything through when he was silent just now, he really thought that Shen Qiyou just remembered this name suddenly.

But how is it possible.

He thought about how he stopped the person at the beginning and called the name that didn't belong to him with hope on his face, and how he followed the person and showed such closeness and intimacy when he was not familiar with the person.

And those special unabashed cares.

What does it look like to Shen Qiyou?Did he think from the beginning that all the kindness he treated him was because of the similar face between him and Gu Nian'an?

He knew they were the same person, but Shen Qiyou didn't.

He had no idea.

It's because he didn't explain clearly.

The soreness in Song Yuan's heart that was about to collapse couldn't be stopped, he sniffed and looked at people: "Shen Qiyou, did I say something when I had a fever in the ward?"

He thought of Shen Qiyou's abnormality later, and the name he said today, and he almost guessed those memories that he had forgotten.

"I didn't say anything." Shen Qiyou wiped his tears clumsily, "Don't think about it anymore, I'm too stupid."

"Tell the truth." Song Yuan stopped the tears, his mood stabilized a little, and his eyes were red from crying, looking seriously at the man with his head bowed.

"If I don't say it, I'm going to be angry."

"Really angry."

Shen Qiyou pursed his lips slightly, hugged him into his arms and patted him to prevent him from seeing his expression at the moment, and after a while he said: "You called him by name when you hugged me."

He himself hadn't noticed the grievance and difficulty in his words, but Song Yuan couldn't stop crying because of his words.

"anything else?"

Shen Qiyou suppressed the mist in his eyes and said word by word, almost masochistic: "You said, you like him because you like him, and he ignores you."

After he said these words, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and when he realized that the person in his arms wanted to break free, he hugged him even tighter.He put his chin on Song Yuan's neck and rubbed it affectionately, closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't move, Yuan Yuan. Let me hug you for a while, it will be fine in a while."

He was afraid that this person would no longer belong to him in the future.

Song Yuan stopped moving all of a sudden and curled up quietly in his arms.

When Shen Qiyou let go of him, his arms were numb and aching, but these were nothing compared to the love he felt for this person in his heart.

He finally knew the real reason for Shen Qiyou's silence in those few days, and he also knew why he was desperate and sad when he confessed.

He thought he was using him as Gu Nian'an's substitute.

A stand-in like a shadow tool man who has always been kept in the dark.

It's even a stand-in for him who loves so much that he can't back down and ask for the next best thing.

Song Yuan bit the soft flesh on the inside of his mouth tightly, the pain was so severe that the grief in his heart that was about to overwhelm him without words could be relieved a little.

"No, Shen Qiyou, no."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Even if he was used as a substitute, even if he thought that the one he liked might be someone who was very similar to him, he still accepted it after he confessed.

Still as good as ever.

Song Yuan couldn't imagine how sad Shen Qiyou was in those few days, and when they were together, he thought those things were very sweet, what kind of mood did he have to get along with him.

He even thought that Shen Qiyou might be ready to quit when he was with him, but he himself didn't know anything.

Song Yuan's eyes were sore from crying, Shen Qiyou pursed his lips and wiped them lightly with the back of his hand, his heart throbbed in pain.

"I wanted to tell you."

"Just scared."

"Sorry, I'm a coward."

Song Yuan calmed down in his arms and shook his head when he heard what he said, his voice still nasal: "I'm not a coward."

"But don't lie to me next time, okay? Shen Qiyou, this is too uncomfortable."

"I feel like I'm going to die."

Shen Qiyou iced Song Yuan's red and swollen eyes with his hands, and his voice was rarely serious: "Don't say such things."

Song Yuan sniffed and said obediently: "Well, I won't talk about it in the future."

"Little brother Shen, don't be angry."

The movements of Shen Qiyou's hands paused, and the corners of his lips curled up in a very shallow arc. There was nothing he could do about this person.

The oppressive atmosphere dissipated a lot at once.

"Shen Qiyou." Song Yuan looked up at him and said very seriously: "Gu Nian'an is——"

"I don't know how to tell you who he is, but you are definitely not someone's shadow and stand-in. I have always liked you alone."

"I've never liked anyone else, only you, and I've only had such feelings for you from the beginning to the end."

"There is no one else, and there will be no one else."

Song Yuan wanted to cry again, "Shen Qiyou, do you understand what I mean?"

"I only like you, not someone else's substitute."

"I only like you."

He murmured repeatedly, telling this person over and over again that he only liked him.All the first emotional moments in his 27 years of life belonged to him, and never had anyone else.

That's all he can say.

It's not that Song Yuan didn't think about telling the people around him about Shen Qiyou's rebirth, but he didn't know how to say it.Rebirth is a mysterious thing, unless there are people who have the same experience as him, it will be a fantasy to others.

No one will believe it.

It may even bring them fear and anxiety, or think that he has a mental problem.

Song Yuan is ready to keep this secret for the rest of his life.

"Shen Qiyou." He called out in a low voice, the helplessness and anxiety in his heart were about to overflow, he naturally knew that what he said was nothing but empty words, he was afraid that Shen Qiyou would think that he was coaxing him.

But another voice in his heart told him, no, this person is Shen Qiyou, and he would not distrust him.

"Only like me."

The tide in Shen Qiyou's eyes could no longer be suppressed, his eyes were red and his voice was hoarse, as if he had been blinded by a huge surprise that fell from the sky.

After being dazed, it is the ecstasy of the rest of life after the catastrophe.

"Is it right?"

"Correct."

Song Yuan leaned back and held back his tears, "I only like you."

"Well, I got it." He seemed to be talking about something that couldn't be simpler, and all doubts disappeared without a trace just because of Song Yuan's words.

He believed in Song Yuan.

He likes this guy.

Shen Qiyou hugged him into his arms again, expressing his current mood straightforwardly like a child, "I'm so happy, Song Yuan."

It's just that the voices of those who are obviously happy are full of hoarse crying.

And the person in his arms let go of his last burden when he heard this sentence, he didn't want to keep this matter from Shen Qiyou anymore, he should know the truth, he couldn't let this person be wronged because of this misunderstanding anymore.

He has made him suffer a lot.

Only this idiot completely forgot because of such a one-sentence explanation, leaving only happiness.

"Shen Qiyou, do you believe me?"

As soon as he finished speaking, another voice sounded: "Believe it. As I said, I believe everything you say."

Song Yuan paused and took a deep breath before saying: "Shen Qiyou, I am not the original Song Yuan, or to put it another way, I am the 27-year-old Song Yuan."

After he briefly told Shen Qiyou about the acquaintance and rebirth of the two in his previous life, his heartbeat was unreasonably fast, and he was surrounded by anxiety and uneasiness like a tide, and he was even a little scared.

He was afraid that Shen Qiyou would think that those so-called events in his previous life were made up and speculated by him.

He nervously waited for the other party's reaction, but after waiting for a long time, only a fluffy head got into his arms.

Then came a dull voice, "Will you disappear?"

Song Yuan was stunned for a moment, waiting to realize what Shen Qiyou meant, and his eyes became hot again.

This man didn't have any doubts about his bizarre experience, the only thought he had was whether he would disappear.

He hugged the person who seemed to be more disturbed than him in his arms and made a very light promise: "It won't disappear."

"I want to accompany our family, Mr. Gu, for the rest of my life."

After Song Yuan said this, he felt a burst of wetness from the place next to Shen Qiyou, and he was stunned for a while before he realized it.

Shen Qiyou cried.

Silently, such forbearing restraint made his eyes wet for a moment.

But fortunately, they are lucky enough to embrace each other again as lovers.

When Shen Qiyou stood up, there was no trace of crying anymore, but there was still an inconspicuous redness at the end of his eyes.

It turned out that Gu Nian'an was himself, so he was that person.

It turned out that the person who made Song Yuan miss him has always been him.

no one else.

And his Song Yuan really came to him with an incredible magical power in order to see him again.

He thought of the young man who stuck to him like a little tail at first, such a beautiful and pure person who always stayed by his side regardless of his cold face.

I thought it was the shadow of another person, but at first it was his unique sincerity.

There will never be another Song Yuan who is so nice that he can't help himself.

Shen Qiyou shed tears again, but his eyes were crying, but his mouth was in an upward arc.

It was a smile with tears in it, and it was the first time Song Yuan saw his real smile without concealment.

He also laughed.

"Yuan Yuan, I'm so happy."

"I don't think there is ever a happier moment than now."