squeamish bag he was reborn

Shen Qiyou has been preparing for Song Yuan's birthday for a long time, and it started a long time ago.

It's just that when this day really came, he silently looked at the young man surrounded by everyone from a not too far away.

Didn't even walk in.

He looked at the young man in a well-dressed dress like stars and moons, at his conversation with the people around him, at the smile on his lips, at his indifferent and even indifferent expression in a corner where no one was around. expression.

That was the look he rarely had when he was with him, and when Song Yuan was like this, Shen Qiyou realized that his boy was not just the one who would hide in his arms and cry coquettishly, pulling him and not letting him go Said to remember those who miss him.

Shen Qiyou thought, he probably knew the reason why the already successful self still dare not express his heart.

The person he likes is too dazzling, it is an existence that no matter what identity he approaches, he will appear out of place, even if his identity is switched later, it will not change.

It was an inferiority complex engraved in the 17-year-old Shen Qiyou's heart that could not be ignored.

He thought it would be inappropriate for him to walk over now, and he didn't want Song Yuan to embarrass him because of him.

He just waited silently for a long time for a suitable time, but his Song Yuan said that he missed him, and walked up to him step by step.

A feeling similar to grievance but more complicated suddenly rose in Shen Qiyou's heart.

"...how did you get down?"

Song Yuan didn't answer his words, the pair of watery eyes in the reddish eye sockets looked straight at him, and paused for a while before saying: "When did you come?"

"It's been a long time." Shen Qiyou thought about it and told the truth.

"Then why didn't you come to me?"

He chose to remain silent this time, but Song Yuan doesn't want the answer to this question now, there is only one thing he cares about.

"Shen Qiyou, I thought... I thought you forgot."

Song Yuan said in a low voice, "You didn't even send me a message, I thought you forgot."

"Not forgotten."

"This sentence is to be said face to face."

Shen Qiyou pursed his lips slightly and lightly touched Song Yuan's reddish eye ends with his hand, then rubbed them slowly with his fingertips, and said word by word: "Song Yuan, happy birthday."

"Well, happy."

Song Yuan looked up at the person and told the truth: "Actually, I was a little bit unhappy because you were not here. Now that you are here, I am very happy."

"Are you happy?" Shen Qiyou repeated in a low voice.

"Yeah, very happy." After Song Yuan finished speaking, he added in a low voice: "You are... my boyfriend. Of course I am happy to see you on my birthday."

"The person I want to see the most...is you."

Shen Qiyou's ears turned red.

"So, why didn't you tell me that you want to stand foolishly outside by yourself?" Song Yuan poked Shen Qiyou's embryonic abdominal muscles and the topic returned to the starting point.

"I--"

Shen Qiyou stopped suddenly after speaking a word, and then Song Yuan took over what he was about to say later.

"You don't think it's appropriate, do you?"

"Shen Qiyou, do you think it's inappropriate for you to appear here?" Song Yuan said the words that Shen Qiyou had never said, but the meaning in his words was far more than that.

Although they didn't explain it, they all knew what it meant to be inappropriate.

That is the distance that cannot be ignored between them.

It is also a problem that must be resolved between them.

Song Yuan is no longer an ignorant young man who doesn't know anything. Like Shen Qiyou, he probably guessed the reason why Gu Nian'an never confessed in his previous life.

He couldn't think of such a reason, but its existence was so helpless and reasonable.

That's how he and Gu Nian'an missed each other, so he won't let the same thing happen between them again.

"Ah."

Shen Qiyou nodded without hesitation.

"Then if I don't call you, you'll just wait like this and finally...leave?"

Song Yuan's voice became crying uncontrollably.

"No." Shen Qiyou didn't hesitate at all, he would feel inferior, but he would not make Song Yuan sad because of it.

Although it has made him sad.

"No, I'm not leaving. I'll see you even without that call."

"I must see you today."

Shen Qiyou's voice was a little hoarse, "Song Yuan... I will become very powerful in the future."

"so--"

"You don't need to be great."

Song Yuan interrupted him, and the crying in his voice became more and more obvious. He lowered his head and calmed down for a while before raising his eyes to look at the person and saying very seriously: "Shen Qiyou, I don't need you to become It’s amazing, I just want you to be by my side in good health.”

"That's fine, fine."

He thought of the words that Gu Nian'an had lightly told him about how to gain a firm foothold in City A, and his heart ached. He couldn't imagine how much this young man with no foundation in front of him had paid for his future success. Achievement.

He wouldn't think that the reason why this person went up step by step was all because of him, Song Yuan, but at least part of the reason was because of him.

Because of Song Yuan, because he fell in love with him.

He didn't even dare to think about how hard this person had put in to get close to him during the time he didn't know.

Therefore, he didn't want Shen Qiyou to become very powerful, he was afraid of going to the same ending as his previous life.

He only wants this person to be healthy and live a long life.

"Shen Qiyou, we are the same, there is no difference."

Song Yuan raised his eyes and looked at the person: "Do you understand what I mean?"

What lies between them has never been the gap and disparity in status.

They are just ordinary people who love each other and want to live their lives like lovers in this world.

That's enough.

"Do you understand?" Song Yuan saw that people were not talking, and his tone was filled with unknowingly complaining and the ending sounded like a coquettish coquettish, subconsciously trying to lift up the somewhat heavy atmosphere.

"Well, I understand."

Shen Qiyou's throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, and his voice was extremely hoarse.He thought how lucky he was to meet such a wonderful person.

It's because he is not good, the first thing he wants to change is himself.

He won't let his emotions make him unhappy anymore.

"I will study hard, go to a university with you, and then...become very good."

The voice of Shen Qiyou's last three words was too low. After he finished speaking, he wanted to explain that what he said now was very powerful, which was different from the previous one, but Song Yuan covered his mouth before he could say it.

"I know this, no need to explain."

"Studying well is of course a very powerful thing."

Song Yuan curled his lips teased by Shen Qiyou's appearance, he let go of his hand and said: "Our little brother Shen will be very good at anything."

The tips of Shen Qiyou's ears turned redder, and he hummed softly.After being reminded like this by him, he realized that Song Yuan has become an adult, and he is still five months away from becoming an adult.

"I'll be an adult too."

He said something suddenly, and only after he finished speaking did he realize that what he said was no different from nonsense.

"I know."

Song Yuan easily understood what he meant, with a bright smile in his voice: "Even so, you are still younger than me."

"...not much younger, only five months."

Shen Qiyou said stubbornly.

"That's small, too."

"Not small."

"small."

"Not small."

"It's really small."

"Not small."

……

The childish words were repeated for several rounds, neither of them realized that there was anything wrong, until Bai Yang and Qiao Qiao walked over and said, "What are you two talking about?"

Song Yuan returned subconsciously: "Say Shen Qiyou is not young..."

Then he saw Bai Yang looking at him in shock, then looking at Shen Qiyou, and then his eyes gradually moved down.

Song Yuan: "..."

Shen Qiyou silently turned his face away, his ears flushed.

Qiao Qiao was the first to react, and slapped Bai Yang on the head with a very disgusted tone: "Are you an idiot? What are you thinking?"

Bai Yang yelled aggrieved, and argued with Qiao Qiao on his own, but Song Yuan, who finally came to his senses, wanted to dig a hole and bury himself in it.

He really didn't think much about it.

He quietly raised his eyes to look at Shen Qiyou, and his gaze was immediately attracted by the other's red earlobes that seemed to be bleeding.This was the first time he had seen such an obvious physical reaction from him.

Song Yuan looked at his earlobe, and somehow suddenly said a word to the embarrassed person: "Shen Qiyou...you are not young."