squeamish bag he was reborn

Shen Qiyou never thought that he would take the initiative to see Shen Tiannan one day.

The former Shen Tiannan often came to see him, ignoring his indifference and ignorance over and over again, stubbornly following behind him like a shadow.

Until Shen Qiyou, who was eleven or twelve years old, looked at his father who made him the most proud and proud in the past with black eyes on the corner of his mouth, and said to him - if you don't want to see the wounds on his body caused by his scandal again, don't do it again. followed him.

He will only bring him endless harm.

After that day, Shen Qiyou never saw this person again.

And the last thing he said to him was disgusting.

Shen Qiyou clenched his hands tightly, and he didn't even realize that his nails were about to sink into his flesh. He looked at the man in front of him and realized that he was no longer the tall man he remembered.

His back that used to be straight collapsed, and his hair was mostly gray at the age of forty.

The moment Shen Qiyou made eye contact with the man, he almost instinctively turned his head away, and then almost forced himself to meet his gaze again.

Then there was a long silence.

In the years when there was no intersection, even the hatred that could not be forgiven and forgotten was impossible to talk about, let alone now that he already knew the truth of the matter.

He lowered his eyes and broke the silence first: "You..."

"Why are you leaving?"

Shen Tiannan's eyes were inconspicuously red, and his expression was still blank. It took a long time before he explained as if he realized: "It was a doctor's misdiagnosis before. It's fine, and I'm going to be discharged from the hospital."

"Is it really a misdiagnosis?"

"Really are."

Shen Tiannan smiled, "Your uncle told you, right? It's okay, I started..."

"I see."

Shen Qiyou interrupted the man's words, looked straight at the man with his bright black eyes, and repeated word by word: "I see."

Know what goes without saying.

Shen Tiannan became flustered visibly with the naked eye, he looked at the boy who was taller than himself, and for a moment he didn't even know what to say.

It means that things are not as you think, he is a scum, or that he has been wronged for so many years.

It's not that he never thought about telling Shen Qiyou the truth, but when that day really came, his heart hurt even more than when he lied to him.

He still hurt his son again.

"I……"

"why did not you tell me?"

When Shen Qiyou said these words, he was calm enough, as if he just asked an unimportant question, rather than tormenting their father and son for so many years.

"You obviously..."

Obviously there is a chance, obviously they don't have to come to this situation, obviously they can have a better result.

Shen Qiyou's ending sound still carried a trace of trembling after being suppressed by all efforts.

"I don't believe it's just because of grandpa."

Naturally, it is impossible to have only that one reason, but just because of this one reason is enough for him to be speechless.

Speaking of the rest now seems to be an excuse for him to shirk responsibility.

He was responsible for that incident back then. It was he who didn't find out what was wrong with his wife in time, and he didn't solve all the misunderstandings in time. It was also him who made such a young Qi You suffer so much.

He still can't forget the scene when he found the young Qi You in that small house. The well-behaved child opened his empty eyes, and he was so thin that he didn't look good.

Like a speechless puppet.

Even if he is treated like that by his beloved mother, he still regards his mother as the only life-saving straw. In his collapsed world, his mother is just too sad, and when his mother recovers, it will be the same as before.

He was afraid of her, but stronger than fear was love.

He held on to this hope stubbornly, and tried his best to resist the culprit who made this home like this.

So, how would Shen Tiannan say these words?How can he tell a scarred child that everything in front of him is false, that his mother is sick and will not get better, that what his mother told was a lie, that is not true.

That was too cruel to Shen Qiyou at that time.

He thought, let him hate himself alone.His son has lost his father, and he cannot lose his mother.

So he kept this secret, let everyone around him keep this secret, and gave the Qin family a face.

Then spent many years alone in the gossip.

It's not that Shen Tiannan didn't complain before, and he also felt that what he did was right. He even thought that although he couldn't be by his son's side, he at least gave him a forbearing father's love.

He thought so, and he did so.

Until now he saw the young man standing in front of him silently crying.

Only then did he realize that he was wrong.

Shen Qiyou should know the truth, his son should know, but he has lied to him for so many years.

"sorry."

"sorry."

The two voices sounded almost at the same time, and the apology that was more than ten years late finally came out.

The past hurts can no longer be repaired, maybe they will never be the same as when they were young in this life, but time moves forward, and one day, they will heal the wounds in each other's hearts and embrace each other again.

Shen Qiyou rejected Shen Tiannan's proposal to send him home, seeing the flash of disappointment on the man's face, he paused and explained the reason.

"Someone is waiting for me."

Shen Tiannan burst into a smile: "It's the boy who came with you that day? His name is Song Yuan, right?"

What he said was that that day was the day when Song Yuan took Shen Qiyou for a physical examination.

After speaking, afraid that Shen Qiyou might misunderstand, he added: "I heard your uncle talk about him before, he is a very good child."

"Ah."

The corner of Shen Qiyou's mouth curved slightly.

"You have such a good kid as a friend, Dad... I'm very happy."

"Okay, go back quickly, don't make people wait in a hurry."

Shen Qiyou didn't leave right away, he only hesitated for less than a second and said, "Not friends."

"Song Yuan and I are not friends."

He didn't say anything else, turned and walked out, and when he was about to leave the gate, he heard a voice with a smile.

"It's a boyfriend... Dad is also happy."

"Happy birthday."

Shen Qiyou suddenly stopped in his tracks, turned around and glanced at the man who couldn't see his expression clearly in the dimness, and then continued to walk forward, as if he had lifted all the burdens from his body, his steps became lighter just like his heart.

The days of winter are short, not long ago it was still bright, and then it became black unconsciously, the street lights came on one after another, Shen Qiyou went out and saw the people squatting under the street lights at a glance.

Song Yuan was carrying a backpack, which was very familiar and belonged to him.

He didn't walk towards the boy immediately, but just stared at him blankly, and the scene from last night appeared again in his mind.

After he finished that sentence, Song Yuan was silent for a long time, and when he finally realized that the person in his arms was too quiet to look at, his eyes were red from crying.

What he was most afraid of was the appearance of Song Yuan crying silently. He would rather the boy cry aloud than let him be depressed like this.

Shen Qiyou knew the reason for his sadness, he stumbled and explained in a flustered manner that he had this idea, but it was before he met Song Yuan.

He really thought about ending his life with no expectations, but now he just wants to live in this world with Song Yuan.

But he didn't know that this was not the only reason why Song Yuan was crying and sad.

The boy held him and cried for a long time before he spoke.

"Shen Qiyou, didn't I tell you before that I did a great deed on that bridge?"

"Now... can you guess it?"

He figured it out.

Shen Qiyou's eyes suddenly turned sour, and he was about to end his life in a quiet snowy night, but he met a person who pulled him back to the world.

He fell in love with the boy who gave him a new life, changed his name, and fell in love with him silently for a long time.In the end, the boy who went around and around appeared in front of him again, but he pretended not to know him.

He wanted to start with a new identity with the boy.

He is Gu Nian'an, Shen Qiyou from his previous life.

Those true meanings that were never expressed in the previous life, those confessions that were afraid to speak out because of fear, were fulfilled at this moment.

His Song Yuan returned to his side.

Shen Qiyou finally took a step forward, and the squatting person suddenly stood up in response, and then there was the sound of creaking footsteps on the snow, and Song Yuan threw himself into his arms in the next second.

"Is something wrong?"

After Song Yuan finished speaking, he went to look at Shen Qiyou's face, and then felt that he had made a fuss, which was a little out of place.

That person is Shen Qiyou's father.

Nothing will happen to him.

But even though Song Yuan knew it in his heart, he was always worried that his Shen Qiyou would be wronged.He has been wronged too much because of these people.

"fine."

"I miss you so much."

Shen Qiyou hugged the person and buried himself in Song Yuan's warm neck.

Song Yuan was taken aback for a moment and then blushed, because of his boyfriend's rare straightforward and clingy attachment.

"We were only separated by 10 minutes."

"Ah."

"I know."

"But, I still miss you."

Song Yuan stopped talking, the corners of his mouth curled up, he stood on tiptoe and rubbed Shen Qiyou's hair comfortingly, then leaned into his ear again, as if whispering.

"I miss you too."

"Want it so so much."

"Boyfriend, happy birthday."

Shen Qiyou got up and said in a muffled voice, "Didn't I already say that?"

"You can talk about it after you've said it."

"What's more, I haven't given you a birthday present yet." Song Yuan said and kissed him on the chin.

Shen Qiyou's ears turned red, and his voice became hoarse: "I don't want gifts."

"It's enough to have you."

"Then I'll give it."

Song Yuan's face was also red and tended to get redder. He raised his eyes to look at the person, then suddenly turned his eyes away, his voice trembling unconsciously.

"Boyfriend, can I kiss you?"

Before Shen Qiyou could react in the next second, there was a warm touch on his lips, and it was as soft as a gust of wind, and like the softest flower bud.

Song Yuan kissed him.

Unlike the previous kisses at the corners of the eyes, nose and lips, he kissed on the lips.

This is the first real kiss between them.

Shen Qiyou only felt that his heart was beating so fast that he was about to jump out of his chest, he couldn't help but want to fish out the person who had kissed him once and then buried him in his arms, and kiss him again, but he seemed to be hit by a huge surprise little child in.

Excited and flustered to the point of bewilderment.

"Like it?"

Song Yuan's whole body was about to burn, buried in Shen Qiyou's arms, his voice was muffled but it was not difficult to hear his constant ups and downs at the moment.

"like."

Shen Qiyou's voice was low and hoarse, and he kissed the hair of the person in his arms over and over again, like another kind of catharsis.

"Song Yuan, what wish do you have?"

It was obviously his birthday, but he asked Song Yuan what wish he had.

Song Yuan thought, there is actually no difference.He knew that one of their wishes would always be about each other.

He got up from Shen Qiyou's arms, raised his eyes to look at the person, there was an indistinct water in his eyes.

"Shen Qiyou, my wish is—"

"I want you to live a long life."

In his limited life, he wants him to stay with him all the time.

Never part again.

Shen Qiyou suppressed the tide and surging love in his eyes, and stretched out his arms to hug him.

"Then you have to accompany me."

For a long time, until the white head.

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Thank you to the little friends who accompanied Xiao Song and Xiao Shen all the way, I love you, bobo