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Physician Fan said that the anti-fetal medicine should be taken after meals, so Shen Mingan forced himself to eat something, waited for a cup of tea after the meal, endured the nausea and almost gulped down the medicine, and vomited all after drinking it out.

The feeling of nausea and nausea is uncomfortable. He tossed and tossed all day from morning to night today. He was exhausted and tired all over. There was a clear burning sensation in his stomach, but he couldn't fall asleep.

The wind and rain were howling outside, the wind and rain beat against the doors and windows, and there were occasional thunderclaps. It took Shen Mingan a long time to feel vaguely sleepy.

The wind and rain were too strong, and the door creaked a crack in the wind. Shen Mingan had just felt warm wrapped in the quilt. He didn't want to get out of bed to close the door at first, but Xiao Bai, who was sleeping soundly in a ball in the room, Suddenly he ran to the door, screamed at the door, arched his back as if in conflict, and spun around the door uneasily.

Shen Ming'an didn't know what was wrong with it, so he put on a thin coat and got out of bed, went to the door and knelt down to comfort it. Xiao Bai was stroked by him on his back, and gradually became obedient, but he still called out in a long voice. .

There was a burst of thunder, and Shen Mingan wanted to close the half-open door and carry Xiao Bai back to the nest. Enduring dizziness and closing the door, he saw a black shadow at the door. He couldn't see clearly, so he opened the door a little. Only then did he realize that standing at the door was Lu Ciheng whose expression couldn't be discerned.

There was a burst of lightning and thunder in the sky, making Lu Ciheng's face pale, his eyes were complex and difficult to distinguish, the knuckles of his fingers were swollen, and the clothes on his body were torn in several places.

Lu Ciheng's appearance was even scarier than when he came to talk to him in the morning. Shen Ming'an's eyes widened slightly, his spirit tensed up, and he instinctively took a step back. The next moment, he was hugged tightly by Lu Ciheng. .

Lu Ciheng's embrace was warm and damp, and the clothes behind him were mostly wet from the rain, as if he had stood at his door for a long time, Shen Mingan was tightly hugged in his arms stiffly, subconsciously thinking Breaking away, he hugged him even tighter, and after a long time he heard Lu Ciheng's hoarse voice ringing in his ears, "You said back then that I shouldn't stay in Shangjing, so why did you let me go to the northwest instead of southwest?"

Shen Mingan's heart tightened, and for a moment he didn't know what reason to come back to him.

"I...I want to send you away. The northwest is farther away from Shangjing than the southwest, so I let you go to the northwest." Shen Mingan said these words against his will, trying his best not to sound so flustered.

Since Lu Ciheng had misunderstood that he was letting him go to the Northwest because he hated him and didn't want to see him, Shen Mingan simply made up a lame reason and wanted to vaguely explain it.

But at that time, when Lu Ciheng choked him tightly and pressed him against the palace pillar, Shen Mingan still remembered the feeling of being short of breath and on the verge of suffocation. He swallowed with difficulty. All of a sudden, he noticed that Lu Ciheng's hand around his shoulder moved, worried that Lu Ciheng would be furious in the next moment, so he closed his eyes in fear.

The expected pain didn't fall on him, Lu Ciheng didn't even get angry, he just kissed his face restrainedly, and said in a harsh voice: "Shen Mingan, why do you still want to hide it from me."

"You want me to think that the old man doesn't dislike me that much, he doesn't hate me, he wants me to die all the time, and he wants to help me maintain the endless family relationship between me and him, even if I misunderstood you He didn't explain." Lu Ciheng's voice was bleak, "Why bother? The old man is already crazy, he called me Mo'er insanely, and threatened to kill me."

Shen Mingan was startled, and suddenly understood why he was so abnormal tonight, and asked him insinuatingly: "The matter of Ran Mo...you know?"

"Yeah." Lu Ciheng was depressed, and hugged him with all his strength, like a homeless person grabbing the last bit of light, and pressed his cold lips to his cheek, "You said, they didn't If a person likes me, why should I be born?"

Shen Mingan opened his lips in vain, but he couldn't say any words to comfort him. He didn't struggle any more, but slowly raised his hand, stroking his rain-drenched hair clumsily, and Lu Ciheng turned to him. ask for a kiss.

Although there was no response to him, there was no resistance to him either.

"Ming An." Lu Ciheng's lips were very cold, and he gently covered his lips, and suddenly said without beginning and end: "Does your knee still hurt?"

Shen Mingan shook his head lightly, Lu Ciheng regretted and felt distressed, kissing him and saying sorry over and over again.

Lu Ciheng remembered that on the night of his birthday seven years ago, he was in the Imperial College waiting for Shen Mingan to make birthday noodles for him. At that time, his relationship with Shen Mingan was already bad, but when he went to the kitchen during the day, he saw Shen Mingan kneading noodles. He thought that no matter what he said, Shen Mingan still remembered his birthday, and that bowl of noodles must have been made for him.

But he waited for a long time but did not come to Shen Ming'an, so he couldn't bear it anymore and ran to the kitchen to look for him, but when he arrived in the kitchen, he saw the dough that was hastily thrown away after kneading halfway, lying alone on the messy table.

Lu Ciheng waited the whole night in the kitchen with his eyes open, and Shen Mingan came back from outside only when the sky was getting dark.

Shen Ming'an rubbed his knees and it was very difficult for him to even walk, and he thought about coming to the kitchen to finish the unfinished noodles for him, but Lu Ciheng only felt angry at that time, midnight was past, his birthday had already passed, this time What kind of longevity noodles are noodles.

A few days after that day, Lu Chengjing issued an imperial decree to let him go to the northwest. Lu Ciheng kept blaming Shen Mingan for not pleading for him and not coming to send him off, but he never thought that if Shen Mingan hadn't been protecting him, he would have been killed by Lu Chengjing long ago. He was sent to prison, and Shen Mingan's knee was injured, maybe it wasn't because he didn't want to send him off, but because he couldn't come to see him off.

He was at the door of Shen Mingan's room several times today and wanted to push the door in and hug him, but he didn't know how to tell him or how to face him, so he hesitated at the door of his room for nearly an hour, his body was covered with moisture from the outside. And cold, Shen Mingan only put on a thin coat, being held in his arms for too long, he sneezed from the cold, Lu Ciheng came to his senses and hugged him on the bed.

Lu Ciheng sat down by the bed, and wanted to lean over to cover him with the quilt, but Shen Mingan remembered the scene in the morning, leaning his back against the wall beside the bed, looking at him panickedly and vigilantly.

Lu Ciheng paused his hands in mid-air, and said in a stagnant voice, "...I won't touch you."

After hearing his words, Shen Mingan's stiff body slowly relaxed, and he lay down under the quilt.

Lu Ciheng felt a twinge of pain in his heart. Shen Mingan was unwilling, and he was never willing. The craziest time for Lu Ciheng was when he just came back from the Northwest. At that time, he just knew the reason why he went to the Northwest. The relationship with Shen Ming'an was the stiffest, and he had a deep sense of taste. He made Shen Ming'an kneel on the bed, pulled his hair and forced him to open his mouth, in order to take revenge on Shen Ming'an and satisfy the tyranny and hatred in his heart.

Shen Ming'an's throat was shallow, but Lu Ciheng didn't have the slightest scruples, which made Shen Ming'an's throat tear and he couldn't make a sound, and it was difficult to even swallow when eating.

Only that time in Dongyang Village, when Shen Mingan was very obedient, and even responded clumsily and jerkyly, but Lu Ciheng knew that it was because Shen Mingan had no sense of security after he lost his sight, so he behaved so uncharacteristically.

In the past, Shen Mingan would scold him or slap him when he made him ruthless, but now it is more like a compromise after he has no other choice.

Even just now, when Lu Ciheng hugged him, he could clearly feel him flinching.

Lu Ciheng lay down beside him, wrapped his arms around his waist, and put his hands lightly on his lower abdomen. Shen Mingan's body that had just relaxed suddenly stiffened again, and stretched out his hand to cover Lu Ciheng's hand on his lower abdomen, gently She grabbed his hand lightly.

"Ming An." Lu Ciheng softened his voice, and spoke cautiously, probing and flattering, "I won't force you, let me hug you for a while, okay?"

Shen Mingan didn't respond, but he let go of his strength, and just put Lu Ciheng's hand on his lower abdomen, and as his breathing gradually calmed down, he leaned into his arms dependently.