Pick up a president as a wife

At the dinner table, Yang Yuqing asked Tao Jingfeng about running away from home when she called Tao Jingfeng that day.

"What did you say about running away from home last night? Don't your parents spoil you very much?"

Hearing Yang Yuqing's words, Tao Jingfeng seemed to suddenly recall this sad incident, put down the crab legs she was fighting against, and said in a low tone: "Peting me does not conflict with quarrels."

Hearing Tao Jingfeng's depression, Xiao Sha and Yang Yuqing also stopped what they were doing, and looked at Tao Jingfeng quietly.

Tao Jingfeng pursed her lips slightly, as if she had made up her mind, and slowly narrated.

"Actually, I really don't understand my parents. Do you know how old I am?" Tao Jingfeng raised her eyes and glanced at the expressions of Yang Yuqing and Xiaosha respectively, and then laughed at herself, "I'm only 23 years old this year, no, it's accurate Say I'm only 22 years old now, I haven't celebrated my birthday this year, why? Why are my parents so anxious to find me a blind date." Tao Jingfeng's tone gradually became excited.

"Blind date?" Yang Yuqing and Xiao Sha looked at each other in surprise, and they both saw incredulity in each other's eyes.

Of course Tao Jingfeng didn't miss the shock in their eyes, "Look, any normal person would be surprised, but why don't my parents understand?"

"Maybe your parents also want to find someone to take care of you." Yang Yuqing said softly, but her tone was not firm.

"Take care of me?" Tao Jingfeng sneered, "I don't need others to take care of me. My biggest wish in this life is to find someone who really loves me, not what my parents said or the matchmaker's order."

"Maybe in your parents' mind, they are just doing it for your own good, maybe the method is not right, which makes you disgusted," Xiaosha said softly.

"For my own good, how many parents force their children to do things they don't like under the guise of being good for their children? They don't call it for my own good. They just want to control me and control me. I'm just their child, not theirs. Things!" Tao Jingfeng's voice was a little choked up, "Xiaoqing, I really envy you, you only have yourself, no one can force you to do things you don't like, although you have experienced a lot of hardships before, but not all of them are over now Is it? Although I have parents, I can't even control the most basic liking. How ridiculous."

Yang Yuqing has never experienced the love of her parents that Tao Jingfeng experienced, but she also felt that the love that Tao Jingfeng's parents gave her has become her bondage, and she didn't know how to comfort Tao Jingfeng. For a while, the dinner table was quiet.

"I've never been in love, but I don't yearn for it either." Tao Jingfeng paused for a long time before slowly opening her mouth to continue, "I once had someone I liked, and I really liked her at that time, and I didn't know why I liked her It's gone." Tao Jingfeng lowered her eyes, "She's a girl."

Yang Yuqing opened her eyes slightly, full of surprise, but Xiaosha looked very calm.

"She is the monitor of my junior high school. In fact, she is not very good-looking, and her personality is not very good. According to the words of our classmates, she is a tigress." Tao Jingfeng smiled softly, "She treats me very well. Not only to me, she was very kind to many people. At that time, the teacher asked the secretary of the Communist Youth League to count the list of the first batch of groups. There are ten places in a class. The teacher means that the top ten in the class can be directly reported, but Our squad secretary used power for personal gain, deleted me, and replaced me with herself."

"Later, the list was first given to the monitor, and when she saw it, she went to ask the secretary of the Communist Youth League why I wasn't there, and then she was very handsome and quarreled with the secretary of the Communist Youth League and added me. Maybe it was at this moment that she was in the I'm on my mind."

"At that time, my personality was completely two extremes. At that time, I was lonely and didn't like to play with my classmates. As the class monitor, she always took me with me, let me have friends, let me not be alone, let me I had someone to accompany me in physical education class, at that time, she was my light, and I fell in love with this light."

"But I am timid, I am afraid, when I feel that I like her, I am really afraid, I hate myself why I am not a boy, why should I like her as a girl."

"At that time, I just wanted to be with her all the time and be friends with her. The direction of her home and mine was completely opposite, but I would send her home after school every day, and then go home by myself. It was just crude excuses at first, but then you get used to it."

At that time, there was no chat software, traffic was very expensive, and phone bills were not cheap, but every night after dinner, we would both be on the phone while doing homework. There is nothing to talk about, but we really can't finish talking, we have to play for two or three hours every day. "

"Later we took the senior high school entrance examination. Although my grades were enough for me to get into the best high school in the city—the No. [-] Middle School in the city, because I was a student from other places, my parents had to entrust me with someone. The No. [-] Middle School in the city could not delay me I can only go to No. [-] Middle School. My parents are very depressed, but I am very happy because she is in No. [-] Middle School."

"Maybe it was because the two of us were very close at the time. We entered another class. I was so happy that I couldn't find Bei." Tao Jingfeng narrated, with a gentle smile on his face, completely immersed in the own good past.

"But if I knew what happened in the future, I would never have gone to school in the No. [-] Middle School of the city." When she said this, the smile on Tao Jingfeng's face disappeared and she became expressionless.

"High school is the same as junior high school, but it's a little different. She became the class monitor again. I never called her by her name. I always followed her and called her class monitor. When I knew she was the class monitor again, I was very happy. , because I can still call her monitor as before."

"After I went to high school, my personality gradually became a little more cheerful, and many classmates around me liked to discuss issues with each other when they were free, and I also had a few classmates who could chat with each other, and so did she. One day, when I went home with her On the way, she told me shyly that she has a boy she likes, and that boy is from our class."

"I forgot what I said at the time, but I really felt sad at the time. After she said the person she liked, I made an excuse and ran away."

"Later, I didn't know how to face her. That boy was at my front desk. We usually chatted and talked about problems after class, but after that day I saw that boy and wanted to escape. Until one day, that boy and I said, the squad leader confessed to him, and they are together."

"It was the squad leader who confessed first. I should bless her, right? I should bless her. What am I? I'm just a friend of hers. I'm not qualified to comment on her love."

"She is really bold, and sometimes you can see them kissing by the window after class." Tao Jingfeng mocked, "I know my secret love is over, so I restrain myself from staying away from them, away from them." The two of them."

"But why, why?" Tao Jingfeng covered her face, with confusion and sadness in her tone, "It was rumored in the class that I like that boy, maybe some of them saw something wrong with my eyes, but they guessed wrong I have chosen a partner, what I like is the squad leader."

"One day, she came to me. It was a long time later. We are about to end our first year of high school, and we will be in our second year of high school soon. She said that I regard you as a friend, why do you like him? I didn't expect you to be this kind people……"

"Look, no matter how long I've been by her side, no matter how much I like her, in her heart, her boyfriend is the most important thing. Then the idea of ​​staying with her, then after she finished saying this, I just want to stay away from her, I just want to escape, I don't want to see her again."

"So I escaped, which is actually considered lucky. I am a foreign student and cannot take the college entrance examination in that city, so I told my parents that I want to go back to my hometown in order to pass the college entrance examination in the future and for my own future. But only myself You know, I'm cowardly, I wanted to escape. I escaped as I wished, and without any of them knowing, I walked away completely."

"I'm older than you, you should know." Tao Jingfeng looked up at Yang Yuqing, Yang Yuqing nodded lightly, Tao Jingfeng saw Yang Yuqing nod, and then said, "It's because my birthday was young, and it was a year later , and then because I went back to my hometown to study, my parents were afraid that I would not be able to keep up with the class, so they squatted for another year. After I went back to my hometown and went to high school, I stopped thinking about her and only read sage books." Tao Jingfeng smiled softly.

"At that time, after I left, school started, and a few classmates who were close to me found out that I was not there, and asked me where I was going, but she didn't say a word to me, and then she broke contact. It's been six years this year, and I actually don't know if I like her or not, but she is like a thorn in my heart, as long as I think about it, I feel a little uncomfortable."

Yang Yuqing and Xiao Sha listened quietly to Tao Jingfeng's narration, they felt that such a cheerful personality like Tao Jingfeng had such a past.

"Actually, I never thought that I would be with her at the beginning. I thought that she would fall in love, find a boyfriend, spend her life with someone who loves her, get married and have children. But I didn't expect , It turns out that in her eyes, I am someone who will steal her boyfriend. It really hurts me. It’s ironic to be wronged by the person I like, wronged by the person she likes.” Tao Jingfeng’s mouth hooked, as if mocking herself smile.

"Jingfeng." Yang Yuqing placed Tao Jingfeng's hand on the back of the table, "Don't be sad, it's all over, and it will be fine in the future."

Tao Jingfeng looked at Yang Yuqing, "Aren't you disgusted? I'm gay."

"So what's the matter? Love doesn't need to be classified. Everything in this world has its own value. No matter who you like, whether it's a man or a woman, follow your own heart." Yang Yuqing Stated his point of view.

"Xiaoqing is right. There is no sexual orientation in black and white in this world. There is not only one kind of love between men and women. Love should not be so vulgarly pointed at. If it is about sexual orientation, there is only one in this world, which is the direction of the heart." Xiaoqing Sand continued.

Tao Jingfeng's smile became more sincere following the words of Yang Yuqing and Xiao Sha, "I knew that you two are not such worldly people."

"Love should not be burdened by the world." Xiaosha said firmly.

Hearing Xiaosha's words, especially her unprecedentedly firm tone, Yang Yuqing's pupils moved slightly, and tried her best not to turn her head to Xiaosha, to control herself not to look at Xiaosha.