Pick up a president as a wife

Soon the New Year’s Eve will be here, Yang Yuqing is sitting alone on the sofa at home with nothing to do, and seeing herself on the tea table remembering the New Year’s resolutions she wrote some time ago, she reaches out and tears off the one and writes slowly The writing paper, holding it in one hand, leaning lazily on the sofa, reading the words on the paper softly. .

"Together with my sister..." Yang Yuqing whispered softly, then smiled ironically, tore up the paper in her hand and threw it into the trash can, a trace of weakness flashed in her eyes, but the weakness disappeared in an instant, replaced by indifference.It seems that everything in the world doesn't matter. "No one, I can do it myself."

According to the usual practice in previous years, Yang Yuqing bought enough food for her alone and put it in the refrigerator.In the evening, she began to prepare her own New Year's Eve dinner. Granny Qin had called to invite her to celebrate the New Year with her at home, saying that their grandparents and grandchildren were deserted, but Yang Yuqing refused as usual.She thought that the New Year should be a family together, no matter how good Granny Qin treats her and treats herself as a granddaughter, she is always an outsider to them.

Just like Yang Yuqing never caring about Granny Qin being called grandma, she stubbornly believes that there is only one grandma of her own, and no one else can be called grandma, so she always calls her grandma, grandma.

When the sky was getting dark, the sound of crackling firecrackers could already be heard outside, and the sound of children playing and fighting all showed the specialness of this day.

Yang Yuqing prepared all the ingredients. She checked her phone and found that she was not very hungry. She put on her down jacket and walked out of the house.This is the first time Yang Yuqing has gone out on Thirty Nights in the past few years.

The sun had already set, and it was very cold outside. Yang Yuqing tightened her down jacket, rubbed her hands on her chest, breathed hot air, and walked slowly.After walking for a while, my body gradually warmed up.There are many people on the street, and there are also many hawkers. There are many colorful lanterns wrapped around the branches of the roadside, and there are also small red lanterns, which are full of New Year flavor.

The hawking was endless, candied haws, fried rice cakes... There were a lot of people gathered in front of these stalls, and basically everyone took one or two items to eat, and ate as they walked. Yang Yuqing was infected by the people around her, and she was also ranked Behind a group of people, they were going to buy a bunch of candied haws. The group walked forward in an orderly manner, and soon arrived at her. She asked for a very traditional and ordinary hawthorn, and she specifically told the boss not to use glutinous rice paper.Many people like to eat a layer of glutinous rice paper stuck on the outside of candied haws, but she doesn't like it.Yang Yuqing ate the candied haws as she walked, and she almost finished eating in a while.

There are many stalls selling firecrackers in these stalls, most of which are adults and children buying some fireworks that children can set off.Yang Yuqing followed the crowd to a stall unknowingly.Coincidentally, the candied haws also ate the last one.

"Little girl, what kind of flowers do you want to buy? I have all kinds of flowers." The boss greeted the business enthusiastically when he saw the business.

"Ah?" Hearing what the boss said, Yang Yuqing came to her senses, why did she come here, Yang Yuqing was a little annoyed, and was about to leave, but her eyes inadvertently caught a large handful of fairy sticks.

"Little girl?" Seeing that Yang Yuqing hadn't spoken, the boss asked again.

"Oh, you bring me thirty of these." Yang Yuqing pointed to the fairy wand and said.

"Come on!" The boss quickly counted out thirty fairy wands, and then took two more and put them inside, "I brought you two more." The boss wrapped the end of the fairy wand with tape Pass it to Yang Yuqing twice.

"Thank you." Yang Yuqing took the fairy wand, paid the money, turned and left.

She walked to a small shop that was still open, bought a lighter, and then wandered around the street with a lot of fairy wands in her hand. She didn't know where she should go.

In fact, Yang Yuqing had a flash of wanting to see her grandma. The direction she had been walking aimlessly was the same as the direction to the cemetery, but today is not a suitable day for going to the cemetery, so she still walked to the cemetery. stood in front of him for a while, then waved a large handful of fairy wands he had just bought, and said in a voice that only he could hear: "Look, I bought so much, I'm living a good life, really, really Don’t worry.” After she finished speaking, she revealed a bright smile that she thought was very bright, “Happy New Year, and you should also eat delicious food! I have prepared a lot for myself, let’s go! I'll see you again when I have time." Yang Yuqing turned around, waved her hand back, and left without looking back.

Everyone on the street is paired with each other, and everyone is accompanied by someone. There are very few people like Yang Yuqing who walk alone, almost none.

With nowhere to go, Yang Yuqing wandered around for a while before returning to her downstairs.Downstairs is very quiet, even the children who just set off the firecrackers and played around have gone home, very quiet.Yang Yuqing looked at the time, oh, everyone should go home to watch the Spring Festival Gala and prepare for dinner.

Yang Yuqing found a seat, put the fairy wand by her side, picked up one and lit it, colorful sparks sprayed instantly, and the hissing sound became more obvious at this quiet moment.

Yang Yuqing looked at the sparks and unconsciously drew circles with her hands, and within a short while, one of them burned out.Yang Yuqing ignited one after another. Although there were more than 30, they would always burn out.

After so many years, the fairy wand that I looked forward to when I was a child seems so boring now.It turned out that grandma bought three or four sticks. She was very careful and reluctant to put them down slowly. Even if it was burned out, she would play with the fairy stick until the last fire was extinguished. But now, there are more than 30 fairy sticks beside her. Fairy stick, but not as happy as a child.

Yang Yuqing packed up all the burnt sticks, held them in her hands, and threw them into a nearby trash can. She slowly returned home and turned on the TV. The Spring Festival Gala had already begun, and she was still a familiar host, still following the old-fashioned procedure.

Yang Yuqing sat on the floor in front of the tea table with dumpling stuffing and rolled dumpling wrappers, watching TV while making dumplings.Seeing something funny, Yang Yuqing would also laugh out loud, but after laughing, she felt lonely again.

"Dear viewers and friends, the first spring breeze of the new year is coming to us. Are you ready? Let us prepare for this wonderful spring together. Come on, let us count down to ten, nine, eight,... …three, two, one, happy new year!"

The host of the Spring Festival Gala is celebrating the New Year loudly, and the guests on the stage greet each other with smiles, bow their hands and congratulate each other.

Yang Yuqing followed the host of the Spring Festival Gala and said Happy New Year, but in the room where she was the only one, there was no one else to congratulate her.

Yang Yuqing got up indifferently, and put the dumplings she made into the pot. The white and tender dumplings rolled in the pot. Yang Yuqing picked up the dumplings and sat back at the coffee table.

It just so happened that the Spring Festival Gala has arrived. Unforgettable tonight, Mr. Li Guyi, supported by many young people, sang a special program every year with them.

The sound of the fireworks outside the window had overwhelmed the singing on the TV. Fireworks of various colors were set off in the air. From where Yang Yuqing was sitting, she could see the fireworks outside the window just by turning her head.

After she finished eating the dumplings, she left three on the plate. Grandma told her that there must be leftover dumplings for the New Year's Eve in order to live a good life in the coming year.

Every year Yang Yuqing kept two, this year she kept three...

As in previous years, Yang Yuqing sat cross-legged in front of the balcony, with her forehead against the window, thousands of lights were on, and she could see through the windows of other people’s houses that every house was brightly lit. The whole family gathered around the dining table, and the adults were drinking Wine, children drinking drinks, clinking glasses with each other, all with happy smiles on their faces...

Yang Yuqing was tired from watching. She lay on the floor of the balcony, tilted her head, and looked at the sky outside.The otherwise clear sky was now smoggy, all left over from fireworks that had burned out.After all good things, there will be ugly residues, polluting the environment.

After lying down for a while, Yang Yuqing sat up, walked to the living room, and inadvertently saw Xiaosha's used mobile phone that she had placed on the TV cabinet, she picked it up, because the mobile phone had been turned off automatically because it had not been used for a long time.

Yang Yuqing took out the charger and charged the phone for a while, then turned on the phone.

"Password." Yang Yuqing muttered while holding the phone, "Try it casually." She didn't know what the password was in Xiaosha's phone, so she could only try randomly.

When did you first meet?wrong.

When was the first time you went to the busy market to sell bracelets?wrong.

Time to fly a kite together?Still not right.

Yang Yuqing tried a lot, and there were three remaining chances displayed on the phone, "Hey, what is it?"

Yang Yuqing finally entered her birthday, let's try again.

Unexpectedly, I went in this time, and there was a photo on the screen of the phone. In the photo, Yang Yuqing was smearing cream on her face, holding the cake in both hands, opening her mouth as if talking to Xiaosha, smiling happily.

Seemingly guessing the password and not knowing what to look at, Yang Yuqing sat back on the sofa with her mobile phone and clicked on the photo album first.

Every photo and every video has Yang Yuqing. The smile on Yang Yuqing's face is so bright in every photo. If she hadn't seen these photos, Yang Yuqing herself would not have known that she could also be smiling. so happy.

After reading the photo album, Yang Yuqing opened WeChat.

There are only dozens of contacts on it, and the top one is 【The Best Xiaoqing in the World】

Seeing this remark, Yang Yuqing's eyes became sore, and a tear fell on the phone screen and flowed down the phone screen.

"The best? Then why leave me without saying a word?"

Yang Yuqing thought that she would not cry anymore, that she could slowly forget about Xiaosha and that she had ever existed, but the facts proved that Yang Yuqing couldn't do it.

Yang Yuqing turned off her mobile phone, took off the bracelet on her hand, and put them together in the box that Xiaosha always kept with her. She put the box into the house where Xiaosha used to live, and then locked the room. Go ahead and lock everything about Xiaosha in.

Standing in front of the locked door, Yang Yuqing still used her hands to touch her neck, the small silver shell, "Yes, and this one."

Yang Yuqing bit her lower lip, as if trying to persuade herself: "Just keep this as a thought, just keep this."

In the new year, Xiaosha completely left Yang Yuqing's world.