super sweet first love

"do not want!"

Zuo Rongrong's forehead was covered with sweat in her sleep, and the teardrops at the corners of her eyes were like broken balls, sliding down her temples one by one, and smashing into her smoky gray hair.

There was another scream, and she finally broke free from the nightmare, opened her eyes suddenly and took a deep breath, sweat and tears mixed on her delicate face.

The pillow towel was already soaked.

She had been reborn for three days, and this was the fifth set of pillow covers she had changed, which showed how powerful that repeated nightmare was.

Zuo Rongrong held her chest and took a deep breath, and slowly sat up straight from the bed. The scented candle on the bedside table was still burning, and there was a small flame dancing on the wick. The scent of lavender lingered by her side, slowly making her jump rapidly My heart calmed down.

It was already ten o'clock in the morning, the clear sky was cloudless, and the sunlight passed through the glass window at the end of the bed and sprinkled on the wooden floor of the house. Zuo Rongrong stared at the beam of light in a daze, her slightly trembling body gradually stopped.

She caressed her chest and comforted herself: "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over."

But even so, the devilish face still lingered in her mind. The hideous face of the lunatic was extremely ugly and disgusting...it made her sick.

Zuo Rongrong, whose face was as pale as if she had just recovered from a serious illness, lay on the bedside, stretched out her hand quickly with all her strength and pulled over the trash can next to the bedside table, retching again and again.

Since I just woke up, there was really nothing in my stomach to vomit. In the end, I only vomited some acid water, but my stomach was aching because of the twitching caused by retching.

She reluctantly got out of bed and went to the bathroom to rinse her mouth in plush slippers with pink bows.

The [-]-square-meter master bedroom bathroom is also very large. The pure white bathroom cabinet is filled with all kinds of valuable bottles and cans. There is a round bathtub near the window for her. Zuo Rongrong is lying on the sink Washing her face with cold water, she saw the bathtub that had been smashed out of the corner of her eye, and couldn't help but pick up another jar of spherical black face cream and smash it at it.

The sound of porcelain shattering echoed in her ears. She watched the fragments all over the floor and gradually squatted down, wrapping her arms around her calves. Stains that cannot be washed off.

Just like her life.She hated it.

Every day after she was reborn, every time she entered the bathroom and saw the bathtub, she would smash it as if to vent her anger, because she was tortured to death in the bathtub when she enjoyed the bath the most.

Most living people fear death, and Zuo Rongrong is no exception. She is only in her 20s this year, and she has never worried that she will end her life at this age.

But the fact is that she really experienced a death, even a miserable, pitiful, and shameful death.

Horrible scenes will change after seeing too much. After Zuo Rongrong was reborn, she still relived the moment of death again and again in the dream. At this time, besides fear, there was more anger and hatred. She couldn't accept why the city's top villa area Breaking into a lunatic, let alone accepting that lunatic breaking into her home, her bathroom.

Even though he is just a knife, why is it that someone else is actually holding the knife?Although she was willful in her previous life, she never had any enmity with anyone.

Rongrong, who had cried a lot, washed up, changed her clothes and went to the living room. Aunt Sun, who had taken care of her for more than ten years, prepared food early. She sat at the dining table and took a sip. Can't taste anything.

Zuo Rongrong frowned and ate very slowly.

Aunt Sun was standing on the balcony to dry the clothes, she was busy and waited on the side, until Rongrong put down the spoon, she came to clean up and then said slowly: "Rongrong, your second uncle just called."

"Are you asking me to go back?" Zuo Rongrong didn't look up. Since she was reborn and moved out of the villa three days ago, the group of people who also had the surname Zuo called her in turn and told her to move back.But only she knows that she will never step into that villa full of evil spirits. Why did she die in the villa in her last life? Even if she has an elm head, she will never believe it was an accident. It's a coincidence.

"Yes." Aunt Sun nodded. Zuo Rongrong has been taken care of by Aunt Sun since she was in elementary school, and the relationship between the two has long been closer than the current relatives.Zuo Rongrong naturally knew that Aunt Sun had something to say, but she would not give in to anyone who asked about going back to the villa.She has reason to believe that her death is inseparable from everyone in the villa!

After washing the dishes, Aunt Sun finally couldn't hold back anymore, wiped her hands and sat down opposite Zuo Rongrong to apply the hand cream that Rongrong gave her, and said with a embarrassed expression: "Rongrong, in fact, their intentions are not bad, your father is now in the ICU Live, that house belongs to your father, they have your father to protect and live in it, your father is not at home, you are the master of that house, now you have moved out suddenly, it is reasonable for them to ask you to go back."

Zuo Rongrong nodded. She agreed with Aunt Sun's words very much, but she had a different view on the Zuo family. She said, "Well, I am the owner of that house. Even the owner has moved out. There is no reason for the guests to return. If they don't leave, if they are a little bit self-aware, what they should do now is to pack up their things and get out, what's the point of calling me and asking me to move back?"

Aunt Sun: "Well..." Rongrong was right.

In Aunt Sun's memory, Rong Rong has always been a very gentle and smiling girl, and she was a little surprised by the small changes in recent days.

"In the future, no one of them will answer the calls. If they get very annoyed, they will pull out the phone card. The security of this community is very good. If they can't come in, let alone get in, don't pay attention to them." It won't be long before they're all going to get out of there.Without any disturbance on his face, he changed into a pair of glasses in front of the entrance cabinet, put on a coat, changed into shoes and went out.

Aunt Sun agreed, but when Zuo Rongrong opened the door and went out, she smiled belatedly, thinking that this child was more serious than her mother and her grandmother.

Zuo Rongrong drove out of the underground garage and went straight to the hospital. The moment when she was reborn was a month before her father Zuo Cambridge died.

Zuo Cambridge has advanced liver cancer, and the doctor issued a critical illness notice early. He can only rely on machines to maintain him. Although he still has vital signs, he cannot speak or move, which is not much different from a dead person.

Zuo Rongrong has no feelings for this rich and flirtatious father. Since her mother died, her father has not fulfilled other duties as a father except for giving money. The father and daughter live under the same roof and rarely meet each other. , not to mention others.

In the previous life, Zuo Rongrong cried several times after the death of Zuo Cambridge. Now that she did it again, she looked away a lot and came to the hospital to see him every day. This is the only thing she can do now, even if it is only through the glass stand for a while.After all, as long as Zuo Cambridge is alive, she will still have her father.

Zuo Cambridge was not yet 60 years old, and his face began to age rapidly after being ill. Zuo Rongrong stood at the window and watched quietly, feeling all kinds of feelings in his heart.The body on the hospital bed was getting worse day by day, and everyone knew that this was just the last breath forced by a machine.

Zuo Rongrong sighed, fogged up on a small piece of glass directly in front of her, and whispered softly: "Father, if you knew that not long after you died, your brothers and sisters killed you for the money you left The only daughter, will you regret it?"

"I guess not, your heart has always loved them more..."

"What if your daughter takes back the good life you gave them? Will you blame me?"

Zuo Rongrong paused, then said in a low voice: "Probably yes, but Dad, I am not only your daughter, but also my mother's daughter, and I am also the blood of the Shen family. I have no reason to continue to support your family. Am I right?"

"If you could talk, you would say no, but it's useless, you know I won't listen, Dad, goodbye, I'll come see you tomorrow."

Zuo Rongrong reached out to wipe off the hot air on the glass, turned around and left.Zuo Rongrong couldn't really hate Zuo Cambridge, but she couldn't forgive what her father did after her mother passed away.

After leaving the hospital, her complexion looked a little better, but she still exuded an aura of keeping strangers away.

Last night, Xu Lan sent a message to ask her to meet at Starbucks at noon today, and now she has to get ready to go to the appointment.

Zuo Rongrong is a person with a strong sense of time. She kept looking at her watch while waiting for the red light, and her heart was complicated and entangled. At this time, she didn't want to be late and at the same time, she didn't want to see Xu Lan, her nominal girlfriend.

Xu Lan is not very beautiful, but there is a heroic spirit between her brows that she likes very much. This is also the most important reason why Xu Lan can attract Zuo Rongrong's attention.As for the confirmation of the relationship, it was because Xu Lan was the first girl who had been in contact with her for more than a week without suddenly losing contact, and confessed to her. Under the double blessing of rebellious psychology and impulsiveness, he agreed to Xu Lan's request for love in a daze.

In this way, an unclear love affair began inexplicably.

The relationship didn't know where it started, and it didn't happen. The two talked for almost a month, and their intimacy was only as close as holding hands when shopping, but she had never been stingy with car and house tickets.It was already so obvious that Zuo Rongrong in her previous life didn't notice anything was wrong until she paid the price with her life...

On the last day of her life before she was reborn, Zuo Rongrong was lying in the bathtub as usual, soaking in the bath and brushing Taobao. She was so absorbed in consumption that she didn't realize that there was a mentally disturbed lunatic wandering outside the bedroom.

What happened later became her lingering nightmare, Zuo Rongrong didn't want to think about it, she just remembered that the lunatic treated her like an unconscious doll and slashed her with a sharp short knife Rotten, chopped, and her soul.

The despair at that moment was indescribable, Zuo Rongrong clearly felt the approach of death, she understood how much she was torn apart lying in the bloody water, and the broken soul left the dilapidated hospital and floated in the air.

In the next few days, the soul that was about to be broken witnessed all kinds of truths that the living people could not see when they were alive.

It turned out that the mental illness was inextricably related to the Zuo family. It turned out that the girlfriend she had always been optimistic about was actually a straight daughter who swindled money, and her relationship with her was only for money.Even shortly after her death, she took the house, car, and tickets she gave, and entered the palace of marriage with a man, and even the diamond ring on her hand was bought by her.

It's really a big joke in the world.

After being reborn, Zuo Rongrong hated them, even when she just received the message from Xu Lan, she almost threw her phone out of the window.She didn't want to see Xu Lan, but the time when she was reborn was too embarrassing. She just bought a car and a house for Xu Lan. The mortgage payment is deducted from her online shopping card every month.

A set of three bedrooms and two living rooms with a market value of more than 400 million yuan, a BMW mini of more than 30 yuan, and a diamond ring worth tens of thousands of yuan are only two or three months of living expenses for Zuo Rongrong, but they are cheap An emotional liar, why?If you cheat money, you cheat money, why should you cheat her feelings?Although she doesn't give much emotion, cheating is very annoying.

You can't be so aggrieved when you have money, right?Zuo Rongrong thought for a long time, and felt that it would be more meaningful to recover the money for charity, so she went to the appointment.

Arriving at the entrance of Starbucks, Zuo Rongrong just got out of the car and saw Xu Lan waiting on the side of the road, and the little sister who often followed Xu Lan.It turned out that she had never cared about who Xu Lan led, and she found out after her death that that little sister was actually Xu Lan's boyfriend's biological sister.

Haha, what a big show.She is not only like a cash machine, but also like a fool.

"Ah, look at how beautifully you are dressed today, Miss Rong Rong, let's go, let Rong Rong treat you to coffee." Xu Lan stretched out her hand as she spoke, wanting to hold Zuo Rongrong.

Zuo Rongrong looked at them with a smirk, missed Xu Lan's finger imperceptibly, and pretended to be surprised: "Oh, I forgot to charge my phone when I went out today. I can't please. I asked your sister Lan to buy it for you." Bar."

The little sister who didn't know whether she was an adult or not curled her lips in displeasure, "Sister Lan, look, I said that Sister Rongrong is only generous to you, and she can't bear to give up a cup of coffee to others."

Xu Lan was a little embarrassed. When they came out, Zuo Rongrong always paid the bill. No matter what she wanted, it was the first time she was rejected, but she didn't think much about it. On his forehead, he reprimanded: "You little heartless, your sister Rongrong doesn't buy you enough things? White-eyed wolf."

Zuo Rongrong waved her hand to show that she didn't care, Xu Lan walked ahead and said generously: "Then sister Lan will treat you to a drink today, that's all right."

"Well, I want two cups." The little girl stretched out her finger to pick the pink hair beside her ear, and said coquettishly.

Xu Lan gave a doting hum, and scanned the QR code to pay.

Zuo Rongrong stood behind and watched, and never thought that Xu Lan was so wrong before, but looking at it now, she suddenly found that Xu Lan's petty intentions of only wanting to prostitute for nothing were so obvious.

Xu Lan knew that Zuo Rongrong never drank Starbucks coffee, so she only bought three cups and took one for herself, while the little girl walked away without looking back with two cups, Zuo Rongrong stood by and watched boredly. .As delicate as she is, she didn't forget about Zuo Rongrong after buying the coffee, and casually scanned a shared power bank.

"Well, here it is for you."

Zuo Rongrong looked at the power bank that Xu Lan reached out for, and was stunned for a moment. She took it with a natural expression as much as possible, and took out her phone to charge it.

Xu Lan explained: "Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to ask you to pay the bill, I'm just afraid that it may be inconvenient for you to turn off your phone."

Zuo Rongrong nodded, and said to herself, don't pretend, that's what you mean.In the past, if this kind of thing happened, Zuo Rongrong might only think that Xu Lan was considerate, but now she can always think of other places, and she is very responsive.

Xu Lan drank two sips of coffee, then stretched out her hand to hold Zuo Rongrong again. This time, not only did she hold it empty, but she even scratched the bag on Zuo Rongrong's waist with her nails.

"Are you all right?" Zuo Rongrong, who was belatedly aware, heard Xu Lan's oops, and quickly looked down at Xu Lan's fingers. Seeing the exaggerated extended manicure, she couldn't help feeling sorry for her new bag.

Xu Lan shook her head, frowned and glanced at the manicure that she had done this morning. From the corner of her eye, she noticed the messenger bag that Zuo Rongrong was carrying today, and she couldn't help being dazed.

Zuo Rongrong knew that Xu Lan knew the goods, and she was carrying new products that were released this season, and the price at the counter was almost six figures.If she saw the look in Xu Lan's eyes in the last life, she would have bought it as a gift for her out of some responsibility of her lover, but unfortunately, she was already dead in the previous life.

Zuo Rongrong silently looked at Xu Lan with downcast eyes, taking in all her greedy eyes.

When Xu Lan looked up, she saw Zuo Rongrong's gaze, and her expression was a little embarrassed.Zuo Rongrong smiled at her.

Xu Lan was very smart, so she quickly changed the subject and said with a smile: "You used to bring me delicious food, why don't you let me show it off today."

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The author has something to say:

New column article "I just want to live after transmigrating into scum A" for collection

Copywriting "Is it possible to make people die well!"

After the sudden death of Lily Xie Qinggan Wen, she transmigrated into her debut novel——ABO dog-blood sadomasochism novel "I Want to Love Like This", and became the most vicious and tragic villain female supporting role she ever created Xie Ling .

You know, when she first entered the literary world, she was just a young and ignorant middle-school girl, and the villain design she made after half a month of hard work was quite sloppy!

——Insidious, cruel, cold-blooded, insane, well-done... Almost all derogatory terms can be attached to Xie Ling.

Adhering to the creative concept that evil comes with evil, Xie Ling, the demon scum, will end up being hacked into pieces by the female protagonist Ji Xue's official partner.

Xie Ling recalled himself and the comment area when he was writing the finale, and broke down and cried:

"I was wrong, I was really wrong, I will never challenge the halo of the heroine again, Goddess Ji Xue, let's leave this world alone, please spare my life!"

Just as Ji Xue in the banquet hall handed the carefully prepared birthday gift to the birthday star Xie Ling, she saw her kneel down with a plop, crying and saying that she would break up with her.

Ji Xue with a confused face: "Why don't you get up and talk first?"

Without waiting for Xie Ling's reaction, she fainted under the system's "warning" in a severe OOC.

System: I advise you to speak up.

Xie Ling: Which bastard would dare to telegraph the old...

There was an electric current in his ears, and Xie Ling, who was lying on the ground, twitched again.

A string of red characters floated by in the darkness—system prompt: A first-level electric shock warning for those with an arrogant attitude!

"Okay...you are amazing..."

Since then, the code-word madman has been burdened with her "Electric Shock System for Disagreement", and began her difficult and bumpy road to survival...