A love letter to Akaya Kirihara

My heart was very confused. After leaving that place, I walked to a small road, wondering if he would catch up?I also felt that I didn't want to see him at all, and after a while, I wondered if what I said was too much?But Kirihara seems to be going too far.

Is that girl with Kirihara now?Will you comfort him when he is sad?What are they talking about now?

I couldn't stop thinking wildly in my mind, and when I felt the coolness on my body, I realized that it was raining in the sky.

Looking up at the gray sky, the light rain is falling like needles, and the breeze makes it even cooler.At this time, Wuzi suddenly felt that his body was so cold.Looking down at her palm, she stretched and retracted as if looking for a feeling, obviously feeling stiff and uncontrollable, just like her just now.

It's impossible for me to go home now.

Suzume Chihiro, who was doing homework at home, received a call. After saying a few words, she hurried out. When she arrived at the door, she found that it was raining lightly outside, and hurried back to get an umbrella.

Went to the house, held up an umbrella and ran out.

He went out alone, but when he came back, two people came back together.

Suzume Chihiro entered the door with a drenched mist, the first thing she did was to push her, who was cold all over, into the bathroom to take a bath, and then found clean towels and clothes to send in.Say nothing, ask nothing.

Thinking of the bewildered and sad look on her face when she received Wuzi, she couldn't help feeling distressed, and went to the kitchen to boil a bowl of ginger soup to drive away the cold while she was taking a bath.

While waiting for the ginger soup to boil, Suzume picked up his mobile phone and called Wuzi's home.Said that Wuzi stayed here overnight.Because Wuzi also stayed here for a few nights before, Aihara's mother who answered the phone didn't say anything.

As soon as the ginger soup was finished, Wuzi over there took a shower and came out of the bathroom, looking at Suzume without saying a word.Suzume was not in a hurry, and pushed her in again with the hair dryer, facing the mirror slowly, gently blowing her long hair.

After her hair was dried, Wuzi seemed to calm down a bit.

"Let's go." Suzume said: "I made you a bowl of ginger soup, drink it quickly to drive away the cold, lest you catch a cold and relapse not too long ago."

After that, he took her by the hand and led her to the living room to sit.

It just so happened that Suzume's parents were not at home recently, which made it easier for the two of them to get along with each other at this time.

The ginger soup was served in a small white porcelain bowl. When Wuzi picked up the porcelain bowl, her fingertips were so white that it was almost as white as the porcelain bowl.This hot bath didn't seem to bring her anything.

In fact, aside from Kiriko's words, Suzume also knew in his heart that who could make Kiriko into what he is now, besides Kirihara Aka?Today is obviously the day when they go to the amusement park for a date, and they don't know what happened, it will become like this.

Just yesterday, Wuzi happily told her that she could consider forgiving him.

Waiting patiently for Wuzi to finish drinking the ginger soup, Suzume Chihiro reached out to test the temperature on her body, and found that it was still so cold.So I asked directly: "Why is it still so cold?"

Wuzi said obediently: "Because I adjusted the water temperature to be low, it was too hot and it hurt a little." Too hot temperature also made her think of Chiya Kirihara.

Suzume stared at Wuzi for two seconds, said nothing, and hugged her slightly cold body.Like the previous time, he patted her on the back gently.

She looked so desperate for a hug like this.

Suzume's body temperature is completely different from Kirihara's. For her, Kirihara's body temperature is too hot, but Suzume Chihiro's is just right, warm, to the extent she can accept it.

For a long time, the two continued to hug each other like this.

"I've been waiting at the entrance of the amusement park for over an hour." Wuzi said in a muffled voice, "He hasn't come, and he hasn't responded to text messages."

"Hmm." Suzume responded softly.

"When I went out today, my father said it would rain, but I didn't take an umbrella. I just waited there until it was cloudy, until it was windy, and until it rained."

"No, he came before it rained, followed by a girl, he said he was late because he helped that girl. Then the girl apologized to me, please don't be angry, Chi also kept talking to me Apologize."

"Ah."

"Then I beat him up and said to him, I don't want to see you, he seems very sad, shouldn't I say that?"

"maybe."

"But I just think it's very unfair. Why do I have to pay for every situation he has? I didn't make a mistake. I think I'm so pitiful."

"Am I bad? I'm always angry and aggressive with others, and even put on a face." Wuzi paused and said, "But I still don't want to see him."

At the end, he added: "At least not now."

"Well, then don't look at him." Suzume said: "He has made Wuzi sad so many times, what's wrong with making him sad now?"

"But Wuzi, the most important thing between people is communication. If you feel unhappy, you can tell Kirihara. If you feel sad, you can ask him to comfort you. What does a boyfriend do? No boyfriend Is that what they're used for?"

Suzume smiled slightly: "To put it bluntly, I don't think Kirihara is a very smart Ako. If you don't tell him what you keep in your heart, how can he understand?"

Wuzi nodded and sighed softly: "I think it's so difficult to fall in love. It's such a wonderful thing for two people that you like me and I like you too, but after getting along for a long time, there will be differences. All kinds of friction."

"I don't know what to do now, anyway, I don't want to see him for the time being." Wuzi emphasized again.

"Well, let's not talk about him, let's talk about something else."

That night, the two of them slept on the same bed, chatting with each other, and finally fell asleep at some point.

Suzume woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, and noticed that the breathing sound of Wuzi beside her was a bit heavy, so she reached out to touch her forehead with some hesitation, but was startled by the scalding temperature.

Quickly shook her awake and said, "You have a fever, Wuzi, wake up first, I'll find you antipyretics!"

Wuzi felt confused, his head was so heavy, and he muttered to himself in a daze: "I have a fever? Ah... so uncomfortable, I want to sleep..." As he spoke, his eyes that had just opened were about to close again. superior.

Suzume was looking for the fever-reducing medicine in the medicine box, and when she found it, she hurriedly went to the living room to pour a glass of water and bring it over.When I came back, I found that the eyes of the person on the bed were closed again, so I shook her up again, gave her anti-fever medicine, and coaxed her to take a temperature before letting her lie down and rest.

The thermometer showed 38.8, and I don't know when it started to burn.Although it is a fever, it has not reached the level of the hospital. After drinking antipyretics, I can only observe it for another night.

That night, Suzume didn't dare to fall asleep, so she touched Yuzi's forehead from time to time, and took her temperature to see if the fever had subsided.

In the morning, Wuzi's condition hadn't improved. I took the thermometer and tried it, and it was already 39.5 degrees. Knowing that there was no longer any delay, Suzume got up quickly, got dressed and called Wuzi's parents. Inform them of this.

After Aihara and his wife hung up the phone, they hurriedly drove here and sent Wuzi to the hospital.

When Wuzi woke up, he had already arrived at the hospital and was lying on the hospital bed with a medicine bottle hanging beside him.Mom, Dad and Suzume said they would watch over them.

Just after waking up, she was greeted with a flurry of cold and warm questions, and drank a bowl of nourishing millet porridge to fill her stomach. Then Aihara's mother asked, "Why did you suddenly have a fever?"

Aihara's father was also waiting for the answer.

This situation definitely cannot mention Kirihara Chiya, anyway, this is a matter between the juniors, if it is stabbed to the elders, it might become a big deal.

Wuzi glanced at Suzume secretly, wanting to get some information from it, but Suzume gave her a tough operation behind the parents.Using both body and body to convey the reason she said to the Aihara couple before.

When Aihara's mother noticed something was wrong and looked back, Suzume immediately switched expressions, looked back blankly, and reacted very quickly.

After reading Suzume's hint, Wuzi probably had an idea in mind, so she said, "It rained so suddenly yesterday, so I went to Qianyangjiang's house first, took a bath there and drank ginger soup, I don't know why I have a fever."

Suzume gave her a thumbs up behind Aihara and his wife.

Aihara's father turned his head suddenly, and Suzume's face changed for a second, looking very worried about Kiriko. Seeing Aihara's father looking over, he twitched the corner of his mouth politely.

Suzume breathed a sigh of relief when Dad returned from doubt.

Wuzi almost laughed out loud.

Today is Monday, and Suzume didn't go to school, so she purposely stayed here with Wuzi.Aihara's mother was also here to take care of her, while her father was driven off to work.

Wuzi was in a daze on the bed, when she suddenly heard the sound of the shutter of the camera, looked for the reputation, and found that Suzume Chihiro was taking pictures of herself.Wuzi showed a puzzled expression, Suzume smiled and said, "It's nothing to save."

Wuzi didn't understand, but seeing that Suzume didn't mean to explain, she didn't care anymore.

In fact, the fever subsided a little when Wuzi woke up, and the fever subsided by the afternoon, but there were still some small low-grade fevers one after another, which was not a problem.

Wuzi proposed to be discharged from the hospital and go home. With such a degree of fever, Wuzi wanted to go home more than lying in the hospital.

After learning about Wuzi's thoughts, her mother asked the doctor, and after getting permission, Aihara's mother went through the discharge procedures, first drove Suzume back who had been with her for a day, and then drove to her home.

It was still early when I got home, and it was not time for dinner.So in no hurry to eat, Xiangxiangyuan's mother urged Wuzi to go to bed and rest.He didn't leave either, and chatted with Wuzi by the bed.

It was fine at first, but when her mother brought up the topic related to Akiya Kirihara, Yuzi got stuck, her face was somewhat unnatural, her mother seemed to notice it, and didn't say much.

He didn't bring up this topic again, but went to bed and sat next to Wuzi, holding Wuzi in his arms. She was surrounded by her mother like a child.There are still hands on the back that pat lightly from time to time.

Aihara's mother smiled as if remembering something: "Mom, seeing you like this, reminds me of when you were a child and our family went to the country market together. There were too many people at that time, and your parents and you were separated."

"At that time, I was dying of anxiety. I searched and searched, and when I found you, you were standing on the side of the road crying, crying miserably."

"You don't even know how I felt at the time. It was like riding a roller coaster. No matter what, I found you. Maybe I was scared that day, and you had a high fever after you went back."

"At that time, it was the same as now. Lying on the bed, my cheeks were flushed with burns, and I looked pitiful."

"And this?" Wuzi said, "I don't even remember."

"Then do you remember that your parents never took you to a crowded place before you were 10 years old?"

Wuzi recalled for a moment: "It seems that, indeed, I haven't been to crowded places much."

"Right?" Aihara's mother said, "Mom and Dad now hope that you can live happily every day. But now you have grown up and learned to be strong."

"I'm not strong at all." Wuzi retorted.

Mom suddenly smiled and said: "Wuzi is so strong and independent, she can do her own things well, and now she has her own ideals. In fact, your career has already started, and you are still so young. "

Wuzi listened.

"But." Mom turned around: "No matter how old you are and how strong you are, Mom hopes that you can rely on Mom and Dad more."

"You will always be Mom and Dad's child."

Later, my mother talked about some things about Wuzi's childhood, but unconsciously, in the gentle voice of her mother, Wuzi fell asleep.

It feels very warm around, with a familiar atmosphere, as if returning to the mother's womb, narrow, but warm and safe.

It has been more than ten years since I was born, but listening to my mother's heartbeat, it seems that I have returned to that time, feeling that I am deeply loved.

Misty smiled.

When I woke up, it was already dark, and the room was pitch black, and I was the only one.Feeling the residual warmth in the quilt, Wuzi opened her eyes in a daze.

The door was opened gently, but there was no sound. The person who came was obviously afraid of disturbing the fog, and the footsteps were also very soft.

"Mom?" Wuzi said.

"Wuzi woke up?" It was Dad's voice.

She sat up on the bed and turned on the lamp.The yellow light filled the room and illuminated the bowl in Dad's hand.

Mom came in behind Dad: "Dad went to buy you the fruit you like, and heated the fruit himself."

Dad's hot fruit is usually made when Wuzi is sick.It is to cut the fruit into pieces and simmer it in water for a while, so that the fruit will be hot when it comes out, slightly soft on the outside, but still crisp on the inside.

It is said that my father also ate this when he was sick since he was a child. It is more like a habit passed down.

Wuzi took it and ate a piece, it was still as sweet as when he was a child, so he smiled: "It's so sweet, thank you Dad."

Aihara's father also laughed, and said, "Dad sees you like this, and thinks of our family being together when you were young..."

It was my mother who was the first to react. Hearing this, my mother suddenly laughed.Dad didn't understand, so when Wuzi heard it just now, he thought the words were very familiar, and he remembered it when his mother smiled.

Didn't mom say that just now?

Wuzi laughed.

Dad didn't know what was going on, he looked at his wife and then at his daughter with a look of confusion, and finally laughed along with him.

"Why are you laughing? I'm just getting started."

"Haha, you're too late..."

The sky outside was bright with stars.

The author has something to say:

Don't be sad, there are many people who love you.

I wish you all a happy Lantern Festival!