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Liang Kaiyu felt that since he went to Fang Jingshi's once, Ning Yan's attitude towards him had changed subtly.

He still hasn't forgotten how much Ning Yan resisted when the two met.

What did Fang Jingshi say to him?

But no matter what he said, it was impossible for him to know, and Ning Yan would not tell him.When he asked Fang Jingshi, the most likely thing he got was a comforting smile.

Even though he didn't want to admit it, Liang Kaiyu could also realize that he would never be able to resist Ning Yan's overtures to him.

With Ning Yan's attitude softened, Liang Kaiyu's whole person can almost be said to be completely new.

Except that time after drinking, he showed Ning Yan the hatred he had suppressed for many years.

Later, it may be in Ning Yan that he found a sense of security that he had not seen for a long time. When facing Ning Yan, his yin and yang were greatly reduced.

In fact, it's not so much yin and yang, it's better to say it's a dead duck's mouth.

Ning Yan was not very surprised by this.

There was even a bit of heaviness in his heart.

This kind of state of taking the bait if you give it a little sweetness further proves that Liang Kaiyu has had a hard time these years.

It also made him understand the extent of Liang Kaiyu's feelings for him.

Time moved forward so quietly.

In the blink of an eye, Ning Yan has gotten used to Liang Kaiyu living in his house, and he has also adapted to finishing painting at night, when he turns his head to see Liang Kaiyu's figure.

Liang Kaiyu had been sleeping in the second bedroom before, but recently he got a little bit aggressive and ran into his room.

At the beginning, he still made excuses, such as the air conditioner in his room was broken and water was spilled on the quilt.

In the end, it may be that Ning Yan won't drive him away, and he didn't even find an excuse.

During the day, Ning Yan went to his room to take a look while he was at work.

The quilt is dry and intact, the air conditioner is turned on, and the cooling is also very powerful.

Ning Yan: "..."

Just open your eyes and talk nonsense.

When he was about to evict someone, Liang Kaiyu seemed to realize that his patience had reached the extreme, and he didn't come back on time at night.

He needs to socialize again.

Ning Yan didn't dislike him socializing, but he was really scared by Liang Kaiyu's drunkenness last time.

For this reason, he even prepared a lot of stomach medicine at home.

Fortunately, without his instructions, Liang Kaiyu said consciously: "I will definitely not get drunk this time, don't worry."

Liang Kaiyu has always said what he says.

With his guarantee, Ning Yan put his heart in his stomach.

In the evening, Liang Kaiyu even ordered food from the hotel where he was entertaining, and Ning Yan was shocked when he received it.

Not only because of the exquisite dishes, but also, this store should not deliver food.

A long time ago, when Ning Shanxing was still there, Ning Yan followed him to this house, but he clearly said that he would not give it away, even if he paid more.

This is probably one of the few times when Ning Yan thinks of Ning Shanxing.

Even if he has controlled himself not to think about it, he will think about it occasionally, and once he thinks about it, he will not be in a good mood for the whole day.

At the beginning, Ning Yan even hated Ning Shanxing.

In the past, Ning Shanxing could not go home for ten days and half a month because of business, what happened?

Ning Yan hates his hypocrisy, hates that he always only cares about business... and even more hates that he can get himself involved.

With such complicated emotions, Ning Yan didn't even want to see him face to face.

He didn't want to see what his once glorious father had become now.

He would send some anonymous things to Ning Shanxing every year, but he never showed up.

Ning Yan ate a few mouthfuls of the food Liang Kaiyu ordered for him, and soon he couldn't take it anymore.

For Ning Shanxing... besides resentment, there is more... guilt that grows stronger every year.

At first I didn't want to see him, but later I didn't know why, so I didn't dare to see her anymore.

Ning Yan was not in a daze for long.

Liang Kaiyu called him.

Ning Yan thought that Liang Kaiyu was not talking and was drunk. When he answered the phone, he had a mentality of watching the fun, and thought that he would definitely not pick up Liang Kaiyu this time, so he asked his assistant to bring it over. Ask Liang Kaiyu to raise the assistant's salary.

Unexpectedly, it was Liang Kaiyu's own voice that came over the phone.

As soon as he opened his mouth, Ning Yan froze.

What Liang Kaiyu said was - Ning Ning, something happened to your father in prison.

Ning Yan trembled all over.

In the middle of the night, Ning Yan couldn't get a taxi and wanted to cry. Fortunately, Liang Kaiyu came soon.

After he drank, the assistant was driving in front of him. After opening the car door, he reached out to Ning Yan, "Ning Ning, get in the car."

Ning Yan's legs and feet are weakening.

He was helped into the car by Liang Kaiyu.

After getting in the car, Liang Kaiyu hugged him, kept kissing his hair, and comforted him: "The person who contacted me said that there was a conflict in the prison. Uncle Ning acted bravely, and he may have his sentence commuted later."

Ning Yan trembled, as if she didn't hear what he was saying.

After a while, he said: "Reduction of sentence...reduction of sentence, ha, people are gone, what's the use of reduction of sentence?!"

Liang Kaiyu said sharply, "Ning Ning."

Ning Yan trembled again when he heard his voice.

Liang Kaiyu's distress was beyond words, he could only hug Ning Yan tightly, and kissed him densely, "Uncle Ning will be fine, definitely will be fine."

Ning Yan stared blankly ahead.

His tears were almost uncontrollable, and after they fell, they were wiped away by Liang Kaiyu. Liang Kaiyu touched his face, frowned and said, "Why is your face so cold?"

He hugged Ning Yan tightly with such strength that he wanted to rub Ning Yan into his body.

The assistant looked at the two through the rearview mirror.

Half of him was startled by Liang Kaiyu's tenderness at this moment - he had been working with Liang Kaiyu for a long time, but he had never seen Liang Kaiyu like this.

Half of it was because of Ning Yan - even though he was not familiar with Ning Yan, Ning Yan's current expression was as if the sky had fallen.

After arriving at the hospital, the torment did not diminish in the slightest.

Outside the operating room, there were two policemen waiting. As soon as Ning Yan and Liang Kaiyu passed by, the policeman said, "The operation may take a long time. Which of you are family members, go and sign the operation sheet."

Liang Kaiyu asked, "Can I go?"

The policeman seemed to know him, and said upon seeing this: "You are not immediate family members, it shouldn't be possible. I remember that Ning Shanxing has family members. I have been looking for them for so many years, have you found them?"

Liang Kaiyu held Ning Yan's shoulders tightly.

Ning Yan's condition is very bad, but he said: "I'll sign."

The policeman cast him a probing look.

Because they had never met Ning Yan, it was impossible to know him, but Liang Kaiyu, who had no blood relationship with Ning Shanxing, was an acquaintance in their eyes.

Ning Yan went to sign a lot of things, and Liang Kaiyu followed him all the time.

When signing a few pieces of paper, Ning Yan paused, and clearly saw the words "Critical Illness Acknowledgment Letter" written on it.

Ning Yan almost limp on the ground.

Liang Kaiyu said: "This is a very common procedure in the hospital, it's okay."

With tears in her eyes, Ning Yan signed her name.

After returning, Liang Kaiyu picked him up, put him on the chair, half-kneeled in front of him, wiped away his tears, and said softly: "Hey, don't think about it, okay?"

He didn't blame Ning Yan, didn't blame him why he never visited Ning Shanxing for so many years.

But Ning Yan had to blame himself.

He cried: "Could it be that the last time I saw him was when he was arrested five years ago?"

Liang Kaiyu hugged him and didn't speak.

"I haven't seen him, but I sent him a lot of things..." Ning Yan choked up, almost incoherent, "I don't want to see him, I don't want to..."

Liang Kaiyu wiped away his tears with a deep and forceful voice, "No matter what I think now, I'm just scaring myself. Before the operating room is opened, no one will know what the result will be."

Ning Yan stared at him blankly.

Liang Kaiyu paused, probed directly, and kissed him on the forehead, because of Ning Yan's state, his distressed heart was throbbing.

He held Ning Yan's face in his hands, "Make sure you are in good condition, so that you can follow the procedure for Uncle Ning, be good Ning Ning."

Ning Yan couldn't bear it, and leaned over to hug him.

The policeman next to him was surprised by the relationship between the two, but he didn't say anything after all, and just looked away politely.

The waiting process is long.

During this long process, Ning Yan chattered a lot to Liang Kaiyu.

"I didn't want to leave either."

Liang Kaiyu hugged him and said "um", indicating that he was listening carefully.

"But I can't go anywhere, the house is locked down, and Du Mingkun went out to play." Ning Yan buried Liang Kaiyu's neck, his eyes were wet, "I didn't know what I was doing in those few days. At night, Randomly find a corner on the street, a litter for a day, even forgetting that you have money."

Liang Kaiyu tightened his hands.

"Although my dad doesn't care about me and is often away, he will always be tall in my heart—like a mountain," Ning Yan sobbed, "Have you ever seen a mountain collapse? "

In his eyes, the mountain not only fell, but also fell into the abyss.

Before the mountain collapsed, he didn't even have time to settle the children who fell under his feet, and the children who were involved were injured and became homeless dogs.

Ning Yan couldn't accept it.

He felt like he was having a nightmare.

But this is not a nightmare, this is reality.

"I've been wandering around for a long time," Ning Yan said in a very soft voice, "I don't know where I went. When I'm hungry, I just buy two steamed buns to eat. When I'm not hungry, I sit in a corner in a daze. Watching the people coming and going on the road is like a whole day."

Then one day, he saw the news about Ning Shanxing on a huge LED screen on the street.

Ning Shanxing's verdict was announced on the news.

Ten years, a full ten years in prison.

Ning Yan felt as if he had received a blow from the head, and his chaotic mind became clear at that moment.

At that time, he had been homeless on the street for two months.

The summer vacation is over, which happens to be the time for college students to start school, and he doesn't know if he has received the admission letter, and he has forgotten how many points he has scored in the test.

At the same time, he remembered that he still had a small amount of money in his hand.

That was really a small amount of money. When the Ning family was still rich, this money could hardly be called money in Ning Yan's eyes.

But this money has become his rent for the next six months.

He rented a very small basement and needed to share it with others.

At the beginning, he still didn't want to go out to work.

Until one day, his roommate, Xia He asked him, what's wrong with you?

What's wrong with him?

Ning Yan also wanted to ask herself.

He's had a devastating blow in his life and doesn't want to get out of bed.

But no, Xia He told him that if he didn't eat, he might starve to death.

Ning Yan had no money to eat, so he could only go out to work.

The turning point of the matter was that Ning Shanxing could be visited in prison.

When Ning Yan learned about this, his mood didn't fluctuate much, because he didn't want to go at all.

But he finally worked hard and worked hard.

In the first year, he pretended to forget about Ning Shanxing, forgot everything, and concentrated on his work. In the second year, he started to send some things to Ning Shanxing.

The police asked his identity, but he asked the police not to tell.

Don't tell anyone.

He also knew that Liang Kaiyu had been visiting Ning Shanxing all these years, but he didn't dare to show his face.

Now, he and Liang Kaiyu are completely different.

Going closer, it is impossible to have any good results.

With his deliberate efforts, both Ning Shanxing and Liang Kaiyu finally faded away from his life.

He didn't need to go to school, and he worked hard to start his own career at a young age, although compared with the former Ning family, it was insignificant.

But he numbs himself, which is good enough.

It never occurred to him that Liang Kaiyu was still thinking about him.

After all, it has been so many years.

Even though Ning Yan was numb, she would still be moved by Liang Kaiyu's feelings.

In fact, the current him is even more lacking in love than the current him.

Even in such a bad situation, he couldn't bear to push Liang Kaiyu away.

Just when his long-frozen heart gradually warmed up, he had some expectations for life, and even began to think about reconciliation with the past.

Something happened to Ning Shanxing.

Ning Yan gritted her teeth, trembling all over.

Liang Kaiyu gently kissed his forehead, trying to comfort him, but fortunately, his embrace still had some effect, Ning Yan closed his eyes in his embrace, and stopped crying.

In the middle of the night, the door of the operating room was finally opened.

After the door was opened, the doctor came out and said a few words to the policeman. Immediately afterwards, several nurses behind him pushed the hospital bed out.

Ning Yan stood up abruptly, and saw Ning Shanxing lying on the hospital bed.

He couldn't believe it—Ning Shanxing had lost a lot of weight, his face was unusually pale, his hands were stuck with needles, and his whole body was in an unbelievably haggard state.

The doctor said: "I am out of danger for the time being. I need to be transferred to the intensive care unit for 24 hours of observation. If there is no problem, I can transfer to the general ward."

Ning Yan was supported by Liang Kaiyu before his legs became weak.

Liang Kaiyu was also relieved.

The two thought they were going to follow the nurse, but they were stopped by the police. The police said: "The rest is our work. It seems that you are tired. Why don't you go home and wait for the news, and then notify you if necessary."

Ning Shanxing is not an ordinary patient, and it is normal for the police to deal with it like this.

Ning Yan was shocked, and his overall condition was also very bad. Liang Kaiyu always protected him and acted as his most solid backing.

Ning Yan, who felt like she had been wandering for a long time, finally found the long-lost sense of security.

After returning home, he got into Liang Kaiyu's arms for the first time and hugged him tightly.

Liang Kaiyu stroked his back, and there was a trace of warmth in the silence.

After an unknown amount of time, when Ning Yan felt that Liang Kaiyu had fallen asleep, he said softly, "Thank you, brother."

This is the first time he called Brother Liang Kaiyu.

He got up and pressed a kiss on Liang Kaiyu's sleeping face.

Liang Kaiyu opened his eyes, and with Ning Yan's hesitant expression, he kissed back, but this time, he kissed his lips.

While breathing, he said vaguely, "I don't want you to thank me."

"Loving me is enough."

The author has something to say:

Ya ho, I didn't finish writing.

I'll write another update and see if I can finish it.