[abo] I am really an Alpha

But Bai Yuesheng was so kind to him, Rong Jun loved him, and he couldn't bear to leave him at all, so he just gave it a go, even though he knew he hated being marked and knew that it might be painful, but he still begged Bai Yuesheng to mark himself.

He wanted to prove that even if the matching degree was low, he could still be marked by Bai Yuesheng, so that they would not have to separate.

The sleepy Rong Jun didn't know what dreamed, he called someone's name in a low voice, his eyelashes trembled, and tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes.

"Pingping, please, don't be afraid, we will never be separated." Bai Yuesheng climbed onto the bed and hugged Rong Jun into his arms, bowed his head and kissed away the tears on his face, released soothing pheromones to surround the two of them, raised his hand Patting Rong Jun's back lightly again and again.

Feeling his lover's body temperature and smelling the familiar smell of pheromone, Rong Jun's nightmare gradually disappeared, and the sweet dream replaced the nightmare. He instinctively rubbed Bai Yuesheng's chest, with a faint smile on his lips.

It was already eleven o'clock in the evening when Rong Jun woke up again, the bedside lamp was on, he was resting on Bai Yuesheng's chest, and his whole body was wrapped in his arms, feeling full of security.

His head was still a little dizzy, and the back of his neck was also a little tingling, but these were not enough to affect the joy in Rong Jun's heart. No matter what, he still got Uncle Bai's mark after all.

Thinking of this, he subconsciously tightened his arms around Bai Yuesheng's waist, and buried his face in his chest.

"Pingping, are you awake?" Sensing the movement in his arms, Bai Yuesheng looked down, and it happened that Rongjun also raised his head, and their eyes met.

Rong Jun said, "I'm sorry, did I wake you up?"

"No, I haven't fallen asleep." Bai Yuesheng sat up holding Rong Jun, held his face and examined it carefully, his eyes were clear and his complexion was rosy, there should be no sequelae.

Rong Jun's mouth was squeezed into a pout, and he grabbed Bai Yuesheng's wrist, and hummed: "I'm sorry, I scared Uncle Bai, and I don't want to faint, it's just..."

"It's just too painful, isn't it?" Bai Yuesheng let go of his hand, touched Rong Jun's head, frowned slightly, his eyes were full of distress and guilt, "It's all Uncle Bai's fault, I didn't notice Pingping's pain before. If you are in a bad mood, it doesn’t matter even if the matching degree is low, as long as Pingping is willing, even if the matching degree is negative, I will always love Pingping, and I will only be loyal to you, Pingping.”

Rong Jun's eyes widened, her voice trembling: "You, you know?"

Bai Yuesheng just wanted to say something, but Rong Jun stepped back, his eyes were full of panic and helplessness, his eyes turned red, and tears fell like that, "Uncle Bai, I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to hide it from you. , I'm afraid, I'm afraid to be separated from you, I don't want to be separated, woo..."

Rong Jun's state at the moment is like a string that has finally broken. The panic of doubting the low degree of matching, the guilt of concealing Bai Yuesheng, the sadness of fear of losing Bai Yuesheng, and the panic of being exposed in his heart all burst out at this moment.

He raised his hand to wipe his tears, but the tears couldn't be wiped clean like a broken embankment. He wanted to explain to Bai Yuesheng, he wanted to say that he missed him very much, his embrace, his pheromones, and his actions. I miss his smile and the way he said "I love you" to himself.

He wanted to tell Bai Yuesheng that he did not misunderstand him and Sigrid, he was very happy that he sent him to school, he liked the cake he bought, he liked the meals he made, and he did not lose the little squirrel pendant, he was lied to him.

But when he opened his mouth, he couldn't stop hiccupping and whimpering. He couldn't even articulate a word. He tried to explain but couldn't, which made him cry even harder.

Seeing that Rong Jun was about to cry, Bai Yuesheng hugged him, wiped his tears and coaxed him softly: "Little idiot, I am the one who should apologize, don't be afraid, Uncle Bai didn't blame you, we won't cry OK?"

"Woooooo..." Rong Jun hugged Bai Yuesheng tightly, as if she was afraid that he would run away, and cried with her tongue out: "Uncle Bai, don't leave, okay? I don't want to break up with you, I can accept the mark, you see, I did it today, I can do it."

Bai Yuesheng was so distressed, he picked up Rong Jun's face and kissed it, Rong Jun put his arms around his neck, the two of them were like a desperate couple before the doomsday, they exhausted all their strength to complete the last kiss, Tell each other how deep your love is.

The two parted panting, without drinking water for a day, Rong Jun's lips were already dry, but now they were all torn, and both of them smelled of blood in their mouths.

Fortunately, Rong Jun finally stopped crying, their foreheads touched, Rong Jun looked at the blood on Bai Yuesheng's lips, and said a little embarrassedly: "I'm sorry..."

This is the fourth time Rong Jun said "I'm sorry" after waking up tonight. Because of anxiety and panic, because she was afraid of being abandoned, and because she was really guilty, she wanted to apologize to get the other party's forgiveness and stay.

Their foreheads touched, Bai Yuesheng stared into his eyes, and said seriously: "If you say sorry again tonight, I will leave immediately and never come back."

Rong Jun trembled all over, tears were about to fall again, "Yes...don't, Uncle Bai don't leave."

Bai Yuesheng kissed away the tear that was about to fall from the corner of his eye, and said in a low voice, "You, you, really killed me, I won't leave, my wife is here, where else can I go, huh?"

Rong Jun sobbed and said, "I'm Uncle Bai's wife. Uncle Bai won't go anywhere, but stay here with me, okay?"

Bai Yuesheng laughed softly: "Okay, just stay here with my little crying bag, my little Pingping."

Rong Jun hiccupped: "Pingping is not a crying bag, Uncle Bai, don't hate Pingping, Pingping won't cry anymore."

"Well, I was wrong. Pingping is not a little crying bag, but Uncle Bai's little sun." After diverting Rong Jun's attention, he did not continue to cry. Bai Yuesheng smiled and said to him: " The little sun will give Uncle Bai a smile, okay?"

Hearing his coaxing tone like a child, Rong Jun couldn't help laughing through tears, "Yes."

Seeing the corners of Rong Jun's raised lips, Bai Yuesheng finally felt relieved. He stroked Rong Jun's back and said, "I called the family doctor to see you after you fainted. He said that it is impossible for you to be afraid of being marked." It is because of the low matching degree, because the influence of the low matching degree is mutual, but I have no symptoms of discomfort before and after marking, so it may be your psychological factors. "

Rong Jun thought about it. Although he resisted in his heart, he didn't feel all the pain when he was marked. His body also enjoyed it. If the matching degree is really low, then it shouldn't cause K-feeling.

Could it be that I really misunderstood myself?

Rong Jun's face turned red immediately, if it was really a misunderstanding, then what have you been doing these days?It's like a neuropathy!

Seeing the change in Rong Jun's eyes, Bai Yuesheng understood that he must have thought clearly, he pinched his little face, and said with a smile: "Look, we've lost weight by worrying so much, we must make up for it later. "

Rong Jun threw herself into Bai Yuesheng's arms, her ears turned red with embarrassment, and she wished she could dig a hole and bury herself in it immediately.

But ashamed, Rong Jun suddenly realized a problem. He raised his head to look at Bai Yuesheng, and asked, "Uncle Bai, how do you know that I'm in a bad mood because I'm afraid of low matching?"

"Based on what I saw, and what Xiaoyan told me about your situation these days, and contacting me before I left, you refused my mark, and I can probably guess that your recent bad mood has something to do with the mark. As for being really sure? ..."

Bai Yuesheng coughed lightly, looking at Rong Jun with evasive eyes, "The family doctor analyzed the reasons for your fainting, and one of them may be a low matching degree, but he rejected it again. He thinks your resistance to being marked may be a For psychological reasons, I wanted to look up information, but I didn’t have a computer with me, so I wanted to borrow yours, and then I saw your search records.”

Rong Jun was stunned after hearing this, Bai Yuesheng thought he was angry, and quickly apologized: "I'm sorry, Pingping, I shouldn't have used your computer without authorization, and I shouldn't have read your browsing history, I..."

"Uncle Bai." Rong Jun stopped Bai Yuesheng from continuing. He looked at him with a smile on his face, "Didn't you agree that you are not allowed to apologize? Uncle Bai must abide by this rule, and I also I'm not angry, I'm glad you can understand me, Uncle Bai, and you are willing to understand the reason why I resist being marked, part of the reason I refused to say it before was because I was afraid that you would dislike me."

Bai Yuesheng's light blue eyes glowed with tenderness, and he smiled and said, "Little idiot, how could I dislike you, we are partners, of course we have to solve problems together, why would you be left to face these alone? .”

Rong Jun had a sore nose and almost cried again: "Uncle Bai, why are you so nice?"

"Because you are my little Pingping, who will I treat if I don't treat you well." Bai Yuesheng's eyes were full of Rong Jun, and his smile was so sweet that he would drown.

Rong Jun was also about to drown in it.

After the misunderstanding was resolved, Rong Jun's body, which had been hungry for a whole day, finally had the time to resist. Bai Yuesheng smiled and rubbed his growling stomach, and carried him to the kitchen for supper. Both of them don't want each other very much now. Get out of your sight.

After reheating the food they hadn't eaten during the day, the two were feeding each other. Rong Jun suddenly remembered something, and before he could swallow the food, he hurriedly said to Bai Yuesheng inarticulately: "Uncle Bai, I don't have the little squirrel pendant. Lost it, still have it, and I really like it."

Bai Yuesheng wiped his mouth for him with a smile, and said, "I know, I found it in your bag when I helped you change your clothes."

Rong Jun breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, I shouldn't say those angry words."

"You were in a bad mood at that time, I can understand, but..." Bai Yuesheng raised his eyebrows, and began to question: "Why is the wallpaper on your computer screen still Gu Mian?"

Rong Jun: "..."