[abo] I am really an Alpha

Rong Jun was stunned, for a moment he didn't understand what Bai Yuesheng meant, but Bai Yuesheng's frightened eyes and trembling body told Rong Jun that his Alpha state is very abnormal now, and he desperately needs his comfort.

"Uncle Bai, I was joking just now. I won't leave. I will always be here with you." Rong Jun hugged Bai Yuesheng back, patted his back lightly with both hands, trying to make Bai Yuesheng clam down.

Bai Yuesheng buried half of his face in the socket of Rongjun's shoulder, and the exposed eyes were red with pain and fear, "They are all dead, they were training together yesterday, the boss said that he will teach me when we go back. The boxing ones are all gone, a lot of blood splattered on my face, it's so hot..."

Rong Jun probably understood this point, probably because the words he said to leave triggered a certain memory point in Bai Yuesheng, which reminded him of those things in the past, and because his willpower was weakened after being drunk, That's why I get emotionally out of control.

Regarding Bai Yuesheng's life in the army after he became an Alpha at the age of 16, Bai Yan and Rong Jun mentioned a few words, and Bai Yuesheng also told him several times in person, but every time he talked about it, Bai Yuesheng's expression was very normal, even Rong Jun When the listener was worried about his experience of narrow escape, he could even find time to make jokes to make him happy.

Last night, when talking about the acquaintance between Garian and Orvis, Bai Yuesheng mentioned that the explosion not only killed Orvis' mother, but also lost several teammates in their hiring team, and he himself was lying in the hospital. It took half a year to barely recover.

He focused on why Orvis fell in love with Garian, but what Rongjun heard was the sadness of losing his teammates and the pain of being tortured by injuries, which was a double blow of psychology and physiology.

How he survived, no one else knows.

The scars on his body are the proof that Bai Yuesheng has escaped from death again and again, and they are also a symbol of honor.On the surface, everything in the past seemed to have never left a shadow in his heart, but it was not until he hugged Rong Jun tightly and told his fear that the moment, the rotten roots under the flourishing flowers were completely exposed.

Except for the murderers who cannot empathize with others, I am afraid that no ordinary person can remain indifferent to the deaths that can be seen everywhere on the battlefield. This is why many soldiers have to undergo post-war psychological syndrome treatment after retiring.

Perhaps the normal life after returning to the peaceful land gradually reduced those psychological traumas, or Bai Yuesheng took the initiative to bury them in the deepest part of his heart. In short, he has been disguised very well for so many years, and no one has seen the clues.

"Don't be afraid, Uncle Bai. It's all over. I'm here. I'll protect you."

Rong Jun held Bai Yuesheng's face and kissed him on the lips, the glands also released a mild pheromone, and the familiar lime fragrance gradually calmed down the restlessness and uneasiness in Bai Yuesheng's heart.

Bai Yuesheng hugged Rongjun tightly, his tone was pleading, and he was very fragile: "Pingping, I love you so much, don't go, don't leave me."

Rong Jun was also blaming himself for not making that joke. He curled up in Bai Yuesheng's arms as relaxed as possible, making himself look safe and well-behaved, without any sign of running away.

"Okay, I won't leave. I will stay by Uncle Bai's side for the rest of my life." Rong Jun took Bai Yuesheng's hand and clasped his fingers tightly.

What Garian said was right, Bai Yuesheng was indeed talkative when he was drunk, he held Rong Jun in his arms and told him in a drunken tone about the trembling when he first went to the battlefield, the sadness when he saw his friend sacrificed, and lying in bed. The despair in the sea of ​​blood, and the fear of dying...

On this quiet and peaceful night, I confide all the negative emotions buried deep in my heart to the person I trust the most.

Bai Yuesheng, who had finished pouring out his thoughts, fell asleep. Rong Jun helped him take off his coat and pants, and brought a hot towel to wipe his face and hands before lying in his arms and falling asleep with him.

Regarding the fact that Bai Yuesheng exposed the most vulnerable dark side of her heart to herself after drinking tonight, Rong Jun was also a little happy while feeling relaxed.

It's better to say it than to say it, it's better to say it than to keep it in your heart, and since Bai Yuesheng is willing to tell him this, it shows that he trusts him, and Rong Jun is really happy for this.

Bai Yuesheng didn't wake up until he went to work the next day. The hangover made his head ache, but when the memories of last night came flooding back, Bai Yuesheng suddenly felt that maybe he shouldn't have woken up.

How should he face Rong Jun next?

But no matter how much you resist in your heart, the reality is always in front of you, and you cannot escape.

Bai Yuesheng got dressed and went out, only to find that Rong Jun was cooking in the kitchen. Yesterday afternoon, he asked Bai Yuesheng to ask his assistant to bring over fresh ingredients. Although he could order restaurant meals, he still preferred to cook by himself.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Rong Jun turned her head and saw Bai Yuesheng was lying on the door frame staring at him, his hair was messed up after sleeping all night, and some strands were still sticking up, and he wanted to speak but couldn't help it. With a still expression, the whole person looks like a big dog who is wronged.

With a warm smile on Rong Jun's face, she walked over and tiptoed to kiss Bai Yuesheng on the face, and said softly: "Wake up, go wash up, the meal will be ready soon."

Bai Yuesheng subconsciously stretched out her arms to wrap his arms around his waist: "It's been hard work for us, Pingping. Not only do we have to take care of me, a drunk, but we also have to cook for ourselves."

"It's not hard, I've heard from Jia Rui'an that you were drunk by them because you wanted to come back early to accompany me." Rong Jun stretched out his hand to help him brush his hair, smiling brightly: "My uncle Bai is the best. "

"Little Pingping is also the best in my heart." Rong Jun's words warmed my heart, and Bai Yuesheng's expression was warm, thinking that my Omega is so obedient and sensible.

After lunch, the two of them went for a walk in the backyard to digest food. Today's weather is fine, the sun is mild and not glaring, and the warm rays pour down, softening the outlines of everything.

The two clasped their hands, Rong Jun was looking up at the white clouds in the sky, Bai Yuesheng coughed lightly, and said awkwardly: "I talked too much last night, did I disturb you, Pingping?"

"Huh? No." Rong Jun turned to look at Bai Yuesheng, her eyes were clear, and the disgust and pity Bai Yuesheng imagined did not appear, "Uncle Bai is willing to tell me that because he trusts me, he can be trusted by people he likes. very happy."

Bai Yuesheng stared into his eyes, and said with complicated emotions: "After knowing what happened, Pingping, don't you think I'm a timid, cowardly, and scary person? I used to be so afraid of death, and..."

He raised the hands they held together, and said in a cold voice on purpose: "I have killed people with this hand before."

Rong Jun didn't answer immediately, he understood Bai Yuesheng's meaning, he was afraid that he would shrink back after knowing his past, and would leave him because he was afraid of his past, so he deliberately said these words to stimulate himself.

Rong Jun can empathize with this feeling as if a criminal is waiting for the judge to judge. At the beginning, he thought that he and Bai Yuesheng were not well matched, and that he would not be able to accept his mark in the future. When the two might be separated because of this, didn't he also adopt such an extreme questioning method? ?

The seemingly aggressive side is actually the most helpless, restless, and timid one.

Rong Jun held Bai Yuesheng's hand tightly, without any intention of letting go. Instead of answering the question just asked, he asked him instead: "Uncle Bai, when you know that I am an Omega who cannot accept the Alpha mark because of psychological problems , Did you dislike me for a moment? Or want to abandon me to find another Omega?"

"Of course not!" Bai Yuesheng said firmly, "Pingping, I only want you, and I will always be your Alpha."

"That's all right, Uncle Bai doesn't dislike me, so why would I be afraid of you, Uncle Bai?" Rong Jun put her arms around Bai Yuesheng's neck, pressed close to his lips, and acted like a baby in a soft voice, "How dare you doubt me?" , give you a chance to make up, kiss me, or I will be angry."

Before Rong Jun finished speaking, Bai Yuesheng blocked his lips, and his two arms turned into the strongest chains in the world, tightly imprisoning Rong Jun in his arms, even death would not separate them.

Bai Yuesheng's kiss was so urgent and heavy that Rong Jun could hardly breathe, but he still obediently catered to him without any struggle. He just wanted to let Bai Yuesheng understand that Rong Jun would always be It was Bai Yue who gave birth to an Omega.

The two of them became more dependent on each other after this exchange of hearts. Jia Rui'an called in the afternoon to make fun of Bai Yuesheng who was drunk last night and didn't let them see Rongjun. hang up the phone.

Bai Yuesheng worked overtime yesterday to spare time to take Rong Jun out to play. There are many tourist attractions in the south, and there is not much time left this afternoon, so the two of them went shopping in the street, bought a lot of daily necessities for Rong Jun, and bought There are a lot of things for couples.

They were going to have dinner outside, Rong Jun drank some drinks in the afternoon, and went to the bathroom in the spare time while waiting for the food to be served.

When he walked over, he saw two strong men in black guarding not far from the bathroom. They looked very unfriendly, and they should be the bodyguards of a certain guest.

However, he just glanced at it and didn't pay much attention. As a result, he just took two steps forward and met the owner of the two bodyguards——Sigrid.

At that time, Sigrid had just come out of the bathroom with a gloomy and irritable expression, and the two of them were stunned for a while when their eyes met.

They met at the dinner party of Bai Yuesheng's house. Although the time was short, they were deeply impressed.

Rong Jun thought: Is this a narrow road for Yuanjia?

Sigrid looked at Rong Jun with resentment in his eyes. He was about to step forward to say something, but two bodyguards had already surrounded them and separated them.

"Ma'am, sir is still waiting for you to have dinner together." The bodyguard said coldly, obviously not wanting to have too much communication between Sigrid and Rong Jun.