I'm not really a substitute

"It's up to you!" Qi Yuan sighed secretly, and continued to walk forward.

Indeed, because of this title, it would bring back some old memories in him, but he didn't want to remember those vague ones, which might be called memories.

Who made him think that when he was so young, he would push another child into the water.

It was unbelievable, could he have been so bad before?Qi Yuan can't figure it out, although he likes to play pranks, it's not purely doing bad things, is he born bad?How could he harm someone?

"Wish!" Chu Jiu shouted anxiously, walking over and hugging him from behind.

That posture was like a sacrifice, his whole world was in his arms.

But Qi Yuan is not, Chu Jiu cares about too many things, and the proportion of Qi Yuan in his heart may not even be known to him.

"I'm sorry!" Chu Jiu said softly behind him.

The volume was barely audible, Qi Yuanwei twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "It's okay, I can understand!"

I don't blame you, because I didn't expect it to be because of this.But... Qi Yuan said in his heart, I can indeed understand that if you are out of control, you really need to control people by your side.

If it is an ordinary person, maybe it doesn't matter, just regard this matter as a miracle.

But people like Chu Jiu might make him feel threatened.Therefore, for his own safety, Chu Jiu kept hiding it from Qi Yuan, and he could understand it.

However, he is really disappointed now!

Qi Yuan doesn't know how to describe his current mood, will he be like this in the future?Such things have been kept a secret.

Even if he knew, once Qi Yuan found out, the consequences would become uncontrollable.

When two people get along, how can they hide everything, Qi Yuan doesn't agree with this way.

Since there is something you disagree with, then don't continue like this, separate for a while, and let both of you calm down.

Qi Yuan found out that there were still some things he hadn't figured out.He shouldn't put all his energy on feelings, he should do something meaningful, and he wants to know the answer.

"I'm going away for a while!" he said without looking back.

"You're still blaming me!" Chu Jiu closed her eyes and said a little uncomfortable.

"I don't blame you!" Qi Yuan said, "But there are some problems in the way we get along, I think we need to calm down."

"But we have been separated for a long time!" Chu Jiu said, trying to dispel Qi Yuan's thoughts, "We just reconciled."

"No, that's just your opinion!" Qi Yuan said, "I don't think so."

"Actually, it's meaningless to continue like this. The problems between us will always exist." Qi Yuan said, "Or we..."

He didn't continue talking, but stopping here made people think of something bad.

Chu Jiu held his hand and tightened it at that moment.

Does Qi Yuan want to... separate from him?

Chu Jiu never thought about how he would choose if Qi Yuan expressed the idea of ​​breaking up with him one day in the future.

keep him?But if you are alone and your heart is not on you, even if you keep him by your side, will it be useful?

Chu Jiu didn't know that he would have such a hard time making a choice.

"Jiu Ye..." Qi Yuan shouted, his voice was full of tenderness, and at this moment, the anxiety in his heart was relieved;

"I want to find something for myself to do, otherwise I may really have mental problems if I continue to stay like this!" Qi Yuan laughed when he said this.

Qi Yuan was joking at this time, at least in his own eyes.But in Chu Jiu's eyes, everything seemed so weird.

As he himself said, if this continues, his mental state may have problems.

So he agreed, what else can Chu Jiu do?Qi Yuan made a decision, of course he can't stop it, unless he is willing to drift away from Qi Yuan.

So Qi Yuan left!

When he was sitting in the cafe watching the snow, he met the boy who was with Yang Yang before.

The young man sat opposite him and told him very disappointed that Yang Yang still didn't like him after getting along for so long.

And he became more and more alienated from him. Obviously the two of them knew each other earlier, but Yang Yang still got closer to the people he met later.

He watched helplessly, and he himself couldn't be by Yang Yang's side like before.

The boy revealed his frustration when he went back. This may be the first time in his life that he felt the feeling that he couldn't get what he wanted.

What's more, this was his first love, which died without a cause, just like fireworks, which disappeared without a trace as soon as they bloomed.

It's just a flash of light in the night sky, fleeting, but colorful and extraordinarily beautiful.

The boy chattered a lot with him, but in fact the two of them were not very familiar with each other, far from being friends.

But he still talked a lot with Qi Yuan, maybe because Qi Yuan and Yang Yang have a different relationship, they are friends, so he trusts Qi Yuan more.

Perhaps it was also because he had no one else to listen to him, and when he suddenly met Qi Yuan, he had the urge to talk to others.

The boy finally looked at the falling snow outside the window. The coffee in front of the two of them was already cold, but neither of them touched it once.

Qi Yuan has never liked coffee, no matter how much sugar is added, it can't cover up the bitterness in it, he doesn't like it.

He had already suffered a lot in the first half of his life, and he hoped that the second half of his life would be smoother.

The boy was because his attention was not on the coffee that Qi Yuan asked the clerk to serve him, and the two of them just sat in silence all afternoon.

Qi Yuan didn't say much, he kept listening to the other party, and almost didn't speak the whole afternoon.But the young man could feel that Qi Yuan could understand him.

Qi Yuan does know the other person's feelings. Although emotional injury is invisible and intangible, it makes people feel depressed and depressed, and it may even affect their health.

Qi Yuan knows that although the young man is sad now, he may not be interested in anything for a long time.

But it won't go on like this forever. One day in the future, he will find out that there is no need for him at all, and he has been holding on to this matter.

Yang Yang must have his own reasons for not choosing him.There are too many places where the two are not suitable. The young man is indeed sincere, but the two are not suitable, just not suitable.

This is a fact that can't be concealed no matter what, if the two are happy, even if the two of them are not suitable, Qi Yuan will bless them.

But if it's just one party, if you can't get the desired result, if you continue to entangle, it will only bring trouble.