The days when I worked part-time as a dormitory in the male dormitory

abstract? !

Lu Xiao actually called him abstract? !

Liang Huaiyu felt stuck in his throat, and for a moment didn't know whether to tell Lu Xiao that the ghostly shadow, which was so ugly and so evil that even the masters of the spiritual world could not recognize it, was actually himself.

He looked at the photo carefully again, his childhood figure appeared behind the crack of the door not far from Xiao Lu Xiao, Lu Xiao was shining white under the flashlight, but he was darker than the dull wooden floor, only two The eyes glow faintly.

He was probably bent sideways and shrunk behind the door. Most of his body was blocked by the door. It seemed that he had no feet. When the photographer shook his hand again, his head was pulled out of the phantom.

Really, really ugly.

Liang Huaiyu has lived for 21 years, and everywhere he goes, he is a handsome guy who is called Zhou Zheng by others. He has never been so ugly, and he really doesn't know how to admit it.

Lu Xiao also looked at the photo with his chin resting on his cheeks, a little bit of flesh piled up on his cheeks, pink and tender, clearly exactly like the little chocolate man on the cake.

Liang Huaiyu was so curious that he poked it with his finger, and it was soft and slippery. He couldn't help but hugged Lu Xiao and ate it. His baby was indeed sweeter than chocolate.

"Tsk." Lu Xiao rolled his eyes helplessly, and secretly scolded Liang Huaiyu for being a hooligan, but still gave him a soft-hearted kiss.

Holding Lu Xiao in his arms, Liang Huaiyu suddenly thought, what would have happened if he hadn't just looked at Lu Xiao from behind the door back then, but pushed open the door and walked in, first introduced himself, and then asked Lu Xiao if he would like to be friends with him? Sample?

They might grow up together, go to school together, hang out together, he will be Lu Xiao's bamboo horse!

He can also see Lu Xiao in various periods with his own eyes, instead of just taking a few scattered photos and imagining in Lu Xiao's memories of words.

"Baby," Liang Huaiyu put his chin on Lu Xiao's shoulder, and said hesitantly, "If, I mean if, would you like to grow up with me, we've known each other since we were young, we went to school together and picked out bird eggs together?"

Lu Xiao turned his head and looked at him suspiciously, as if he really thought about it seriously, but finally lowered his head a little discouraged: "But I can't pick out bird eggs."

He can't run or jump, and he can only sit obediently in his seat and watch other children play since he was a child.

"Oh, yes, yes, I forgot about this," Liang Huaiyu gently stroked Fu Luxiao's heart, "Then let's not dig out the eggs, baby, I will play with you whatever you played when you were young, you want to play with me together?"

Lu Xiao's eyes lit up, as if his heart was moved, but he was about to speak but he thought of something, he bit his lips, "Why don't we just forget about it, or we should not get to know each other so early."

"Why?" Liang Huaiyu didn't understand, "Can't we get to know each other earlier?"

Lu Xiao shook his head, "If you grew up together, you probably wouldn't like me. We can only be good brothers for the rest of our lives... Although there seems to be nothing wrong with this, I still think you only like me."

"Of course I like you, how could I not like you because I have known you for a long time?" Liang Huaiyu kissed Lu Xiao's eyelids, "Why do you think so, baby?"

Lu Xiao pouted: "Bamboo horses are like this, and you'll get bored after watching them for a long time. Otherwise, why don't I like Deng Nannan?"

"It's different!" Liang Huaiyu held Lu Xiao's face in his hands and tried to correct his thoughts: "You don't like Deng Nannan because you shouldn't like him in the first place. Yuelao didn't tie the knot between you two, but we are different."

Liang Huaiyu looked at Lu Xiao, and said every word with extreme seriousness: "The two of us are sure to be together, and it doesn't matter when we met. The only difference is that I will start loving you many years in advance."

"...Really?" Lu Xiao was moved by the words, and lifted his arms limply around Liang Huaiyu's neck, "Then it can be earlier, in fact, I really want to know you earlier."

Liang Huaiyu naturally hugged Lu Xiao onto his lap, heaved a sigh of relief, and brought the topic to the point: "Then let me tell you something, don't dislike me."

Lu Xiao straightened up from his arms immediately: "What are you doing stupid again?"

The rainbow candy suit left a psychological shadow on Lu Xiao. He was really afraid that Liang Huaiyu would do some stupid things to celebrate his discharge from the hospital, such as buying a set of more fancy bed sheets and quilts.

"No," Liang Huaiyu rubbed his back, "not recently, but in the past, I want to say that I have known you since I was really young."

Lu Xiao didn't expect this to be what he was going to say at all, and he was stunned for a while before he regained his composure, stood up with beautiful eyebrows, "W-what happened, why don't I know anything about it?"

Lu Xiao was a bit introverted when he was a child and had few friends. He recalled it carefully, and there was indeed no such person as Liang Huaiyu. "Did you remember wrongly?"

"It can't be wrong," Liang Huaiyu held up the photo, and cracked a hand on the door: "This ghost shadow is me."

Lu Xiao was dumbfounded again.

Liang Huaiyu didn't want to hear Lu Xiao comment on that ghostly shadow, so he took him back to his arms while he was in a daze to preemptively strike:

"My grandfather and your grandfather knew each other. I visited your house when I was a child, but you are so cold and cold that you don't want to go out to meet people. I sneaked upstairs to play and caught a glimpse of you through the crack of the door."

He said everything in one go, and Lu Xiao was even more confused by what he said, leaning on him for a long time, unable to respond.

Lu Xiao's eyes are very round, and his eyelashes are long. When he was shocked and dazed, his brows raised slightly, and his big eyes were not focused. He looked young and easy to deceive.

Liang Huaiyu kissed him twice, then touched his heart, fearing that his emotions would fluctuate too much and make him uncomfortable, "Baby? You're back to your senses, baby."

Lu Xiao dazedly picked up the photo and looked at it twice, then at Liang Huaiyu, then at the photo, then at Liang Huaiyu, repeated several times and finally got a reaction.

"Why do you look like this..." He wrinkled his whole face, "Why are you so dark..."

Lu Xiao took Liang Huaiyu's arm and looked at it. Although his face, neck and hands were not particularly fair, they were still fairer than most boys.

He opened Liang Huaiyu's collar again, and looked at the abdominal muscles inside from the collar, which was also white chocolate. How could the photo be blackened into lumps of coal?

He observed carefully for a long time, and felt that if Liang Huaiyu was not so dark at the time, he would not be illuminated as a ghost, at least he could look like a person.

"I...you..." Lu Xiao was unusually majestic, clasping his fingers, "Old Liang, although I can't bear children, your genes can't affect me, but, but you can't be so black..."

Liang Huaiyu: "..."

Sure enough, he was still disgusted.

"No baby," Liang Huaiyu tried to explain, trying to save himself a little face: "The effect of the photo is first of all because I turned on the flash and I was far away, and the photo was a bit sloppy. It has a little bit to do with returning from traveling in Africa."

"It has a lot to do with it," Lu Xiao's expression was indescribable, "But it's okay, it's okay, I don't despise you."

Liang Huaiyu didn't want to continue this topic anymore, so he jumped directly: "You see, you were like a little autistic and didn't want to see people, and I suddenly felt cowardly and didn't take the initiative to find you. If we both took a step forward, we would have been together a long time ago. Now that we know each other, why wait until today."

He originally wanted to lament the impermanence of the world and the wasted years, but he didn't expect Lu Xiao to be silent for a long time after hearing this.

"At that time, I was indeed a little autistic." Lu Xiao said softly for a long time.

He leaned leaning on Liang Huaiyu, closed his eyes and his expression faded, "At that time my mother had just passed away, she was pregnant with my younger sister, but the last two were not kept."

Liang Huaiyu's arms around Lu Xiao stiffened, and he was suddenly at a loss: "Xiao'er..."

He wanted to comfort Lu Xiao, but he didn't know how to speak. For the deceased relatives, any comfort seemed powerless.

Fortunately, Lu Xiao opened his eyes, leaned on his shoulder and pursed his lips slightly, his eyes were gentle: "Let me show you my mother."

He sat up, flipped to the center of the album, and carefully pulled out a photo, "This one was taken when she was 18 years old."

Liang Huaiyu hugged him and looked at the old photo with him.

In the photo is a girl standing by the sea, with a white skirt and high ponytail, her smiling eyes are exactly the same as Lu Xiao's, very bright and charming.

"Our mother is so beautiful," Liang Huaiyu said seriously, "You really look alike."

"That's right." Lu Xiao also likes others to praise his mother, and caressed the girl's face in the photo with his fingers. "If my sister survives, she should be more like her."

Although his facial features are very similar to his mother's, the bridge of the nose and brow bone are still closer to his father.

Liang Huaiyu rubbed Lu Xiao's hair, leaned over and kissed him, nothing serious, just pure pity.

"Knock Knock-"

There were two knocks on the door not far away, Fang Nian stood outside the door, turned his face to one side, and tried his best to pretend he didn't see anything: "Um... take everything away first, go down and eat."

Liang Huaiyu let go of Lu Xiao at the right time, Lu Xiao's ears turned red, Liang Huaiyu leaned over to block him, and smiled at Fang Nian: "Okay, thank you and us for coming soon."

Fang Nian turned around and went downstairs with a wave of his hand, as if he didn't want to look at them any more.

Lu Xiao didn't eat much for dinner. He tried his best to be lively, but his energy was still low, and his eyes and eyebrows were tired.

Everyone could tell that he was not in good shape. The meal didn't last too long. It probably ended as soon as possible after the second half of the meal, and Liang Huaiyu took him home.

At the dinner table, in order not to spoil the fun, Lu Xiao kept holding on. After being taken out by Liang Huaiyu and getting into the car, he no longer concealed himself and leaned on the back of the chair, closing his eyes and resting his mind.

Liang Huaiyu drove the car very smoothly along the way. Although Lu Xiao didn't fall asleep, when he got downstairs, he didn't want to move anymore, and was carried into the house by Liang Huaiyu.

After all, he had just been discharged from the hospital and his body was weak, and the activities in the afternoon had already exhausted his few physical strength.

Liang Huaiyu hugged him half-lying on the bed, and put several pillows on his back to let him breathe more smoothly.

Lu Xiao leaned against the bed without energy, trying hard to deal with dizziness, and his eyes were a little dark.

Liang Huaiyu didn't know what to do beside him, after a while, a cool thing stuck to his face.

Lu Xiao opened his eyes and found that it was an oxygen mask.

Liang Huaiyu squatted down beside the bed and put on the oxygen mask for him: "The doctor said, if you have an oxygen generator at home, you will feel much more comfortable."

Probably because of the lack of oxygen, Lu Xiao's thinking was a little sluggish, his eye sockets seemed to be hot and his vision was blurred, he blinked hard, and Liang Huaiyu's face became clear.

He just wanted to say that he was not uncomfortable, but Liang Huaiyu touched the end of his eyes with his fingertips and asked him why he was crying.

Lu Xiao was startled.

Liang Huaiyu leaned closer to kiss his eyes again.

Liang Huaiyu's whole body was hot, as were his hands and lips. When Lu Xiao was kissed by him, the tip of his nose suddenly became sour, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

He pulled up one of Liang Huaiyu's fingers, his eyes flushed in a daze.

Liang Huaiyu watched as Lu Xiao's tears kept flowing out into the black hair scattered on the pillow. He seemed to be talking, and mist spewed out from the oxygen mask.

Liang Huaiyu leaned closer to listen, Lu Xiao's cold hands pinched his fingertips, and his voice was so soft that it made people feel distressed: "I miss my mother."

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