deep blue

This realization made Mu Zhanxi very upset, and his mood quickly deteriorated.

He couldn't find out the exact, deeper reason, and it was hard to explain why Meng Yinan didn't rely on him enough, which would make people feel bad, but he didn't have time to think about it.

He turned around and took a down jacket from his closet. He even forgot to turn off the light and went downstairs directly.

When he reached the first floor, he saw Meng Du without any surprise.

Meng Du was still wearing an apron, and his expression was not very good. He probably was really angry with Meng Yinan just now. It can be seen that Mu Zhanxi quickly smiled and said in a softer voice than he was talking to Meng Yinan: " Xiaoxi—"

Mu Zhanxi ignored him, didn't say hello, and walked straight out the door as if he didn't see him.

At the same time, from the corner of the eye, Meng Du was stunned and surprised by being ignored.

Mu Zhanxi thinks that he is not what people call a good boy. A good study can only mean that he is good at scoring points. Not being mischievous does not mean that he is docile and well-behaved, and being quiet does not mean that he is mature and sensible.

Mu Zhanxi has his own standards of conduct, his own criteria for judging what is good and what is bad, and he is not a good person who is willing to help others. In fact, he is not polite enough, not smooth enough, has edges and corners, and has a temper. Not warm either.

Sometimes it looks very gentle, but that is the kindness he is willing to give, and he is also indifferent to others when he is not willing.

If countless adults were asked to do the review, and Mu Zhanxi used his character and behavior as a talent to show off, he might get a unanimous result in the end.

But Mu Zhanxi didn't care much.

Mu Zhanxi pays more attention to those things that have been determined.

For example, if you are sick, you need to take medicine to cure your illness and restore your health; you don’t have to make surprise revisions for exams, you need to learn knowledge; you don’t need nothingness in life, he’d better know how to cook, how to wash dishes, how to wash clothes... Understand more tangible life skills.

Because Mu Zhanxi knew loneliness at an early age, and there is nothing heavier and more real than reality in life.

Mu Zhanxi lives a relatively sober life, and always reminds herself to be sober, without too many dreams.But he is young, he is relatively negligent in emotional aspects, he is very withdrawn in making friends, and it is difficult to get close to his family.

Appears egotistical, difficult to take the initiative, sometimes gentle, sometimes indifferent.

It was even more so when facing Meng Yinan, knowing that Meng Yinan was different from anyone else, but it was inevitable that he didn't understand why it was different.

He arbitrarily defined Meng Yinan as a child being taken care of, a poor puppy who followed home.

Meng Yinan will hide the bad side, and only show Mu Zhanxi the good part; he will praise him in simple words, and never hesitate to say that his brother is very good; he will find Mu Zhanxi's softness, and he can't help it Get close, never think that Mu Zhanxi is wrong, and treat him as a real relative.

As a result, Mu Zhanxi couldn't be too indifferent to him, and there was no need to be too indifferent, most of the rest was gentle.

In the eyes of others, Mu Zhanxi treated Meng Yinan very well, and the unique treatment indicated that Meng Yinan was different, but Mu Zhanxi didn't know the reason.

However, Mu Zhanxi is a student who is very good at solving problems and is also very smart. He can get high marks in every exam.Seeing Meng Yinan's figure disappear into the night, he got the answer he wanted out of his confusion and helplessness.

Not only has he been taking care of Meng Yinan, but he also enjoys Meng Yinan's company.

Meng Yinan's dependence on him means that the company will not end. If Meng Yinan does not rely on him, he may leave at any time.

And Mu Zhanxi doesn't want to leave, and needs to be relied on.

"Xiaoxi, are you looking for Yinan?"

When Mu Zhanxi walked to the door, he wanted to open it, and Meng Du seemed to realize that he asked him, "He's gone out, are you going to find him?"

Hearing these words, Mu Zhanxi suddenly felt that Meng Du was unreasonable.

Since he is a father, let alone whether he is biological, at least there should be a father-son relationship for many years.Since there was family ties, he shouldn't have asked Mu Zhanxi calmly if he was looking for Meng Yinan, but he should have thought, would Meng Yinan be frozen if he went out in his pajamas?

So Mu Zhanxi couldn't help it, and looked at Meng Du before going out: "Today's highest temperature is only five degrees, don't you care if he goes out?"

Meng Du was stunned for a moment, then laughed again, as if he felt that Mu Zhanxi's worry was exaggerated: "You also said that he is only five degrees, he is so old, he will come back when he gets cold. Maybe he is hesitating at the door now Do you want to knock on the door, he has a very arrogant personality, and he can't hold his face." Then he said, "It's okay to be Dong Dong, calm down."

For a moment, Mu Zhanxi thought, no idiot would go out at this temperature, maybe he could see Meng Yinan as soon as he opened the door—maybe he would come back because it was cold after he left.

So Mu Zhanxi didn't hesitate, and opened the door the next second.

But Meng Yinan was not there.

Looking further afield, Meng Yinan was not in Mu Zhanxi's sight.

Mu Zhanxi still remembered that Meng Yinan said that he didn't want Meng Du to find out that they had a good relationship, and wanted Mu Zhanxi to keep it a secret.At that time, Meng Yinan was in a warm home, and seemed to be really embarrassed, and something bad would happen if he was found out.

Mu Zhanxi felt that his request was more important, so he was not happy but satisfied.

But now that Meng Yinan is about to suffer from the cold, Mu Zhanxi thinks that he himself is more important, so he doesn't care whether Meng Du will see whether their relationship is good or bad from his behavior, and finally opens the door without saying anything to Meng Du. .

The residential area is large and can accommodate many residents.

And Meng Yinan was very young, so at night like this, Mu Zhanxi might not even be able to see him even if he was hiding under a tree.

Mu Zhanxi called him, but he didn't answer anyone, and he didn't reply to the message. He obviously didn't turn off the phone but there was no reply at all, which made people anxious.

Mu Zhanxi was a little angry at this moment, thinking that when he found Meng Yinan, he would severely criticize him.Count his mistakes in detail, some ran away from home, some didn't dress well, some didn't answer the phone, some abandoned him at will, and some disappeared.

Just waiting for the time to pass, Mu Zhanxi became more worried. He thought that maybe Meng Yinan was already freezing pitifully, so it's better not to criticize him directly. After returning home, he will become an active puppy, and it's okay to fight coldly.

It's just that he couldn't find it all the time, so Mu Zhanxi was at a loss.

It wasn't until he finally heard a weak "brother" that Mu Zhanxi felt his heart hit. He hurried over, and Meng Yinan huddled up more pitifully than he imagined, his lips were purple from the cold , looked at him with wide eyes, looking very surprised and pleasantly surprised.

Mu Zhanxi didn't want to criticize him at all.

Because there was no need to be angry with Meng Yinan, Mu Zhanxi only hoped that he could go home early and not suffer unnecessary pity because of someone who didn't know why.

I also felt strongly worthless for him—what's the point of arguing with someone like Meng Du?

Meng Yinan didn't like him, hated him, and didn't want this adoptive father, so would it be okay to change him?

Mu Zhanxi can be nice to Meng Yinan, so don't think about anything else, just stay with him obediently, be an obedient puppy, and stop running around...

……

In the warm hotel, Mu Zhanxi did not accuse Meng Yinan of the "crime" of running away from home, but was silent for a while, and reached out his hand to Meng Yinan, as if to let him get closer.

Meng Yinan hesitated for a moment, then obediently got off his bed and sat next to Mu Zhanxi naturally.

But as if this wasn't enough, Mu Zhanxi asked Meng Yinan if he was cold, and touched his cheek without waiting for an answer, and came to the conclusion that "it will still be cold", then opened the quilt and invited Meng Yinan into the bed.

Meng Yinan sat obediently in the quilt, wrapped up by Mu Zhanxi.

Mu Zhanxi himself was not inside, but looked at Meng Yinan who was supposed to be very warm, then leaned over and said, "Meng Yinan."

Meng Yinan hummed, "What's wrong?"

Mu Zhanxi waited, hesitated for a while, and then called: "Yinan."

Then Meng Yinan froze for a moment, showing a bewildered expression, not knowing what happened, saying "You called me", while being flushed with red tide.

Meng Yinan's name is very common and uncomplicated. Most people will call him by his full name. There are also various people who call him Xiaomeng, or Xiaonan. Mengdu is most often called Yinan, and Meng Yinan hates being called that. he.

But Mu Zhanxi read these two words slowly, with tenderness and intimacy. Meng Yinan seemed to be a very important person to him, so he had to speak slowly so as not to be neglected.

Meng Yinan had never thought her name sounded so nice.

I also feel that Mu Zhanxi is very different today. When I found him just now, I was a little angry, but in the blink of an eye, I didn't know what to think. She was very gentle to him, and only called him by name.

However, Mu Zhanxi was never more aggressive than Meng Yinan, gentleness was always the norm, but at this moment, he was especially cherished, which made Meng Yinan's heart beat fast.

Probably because Meng Yinan reacted so strongly, Mu Zhanxi was very satisfied, and reached out to touch his face: "Are you related to Meng Du by blood?"

Meng Yinan didn't expect the topic to span such a wide range, so he calmed down a little and thought for a while: "Probably not."

After waiting, Meng Yinan said with some embarrassment: "I don't remember what happened too early. In fact, I used to doubt whether it was a relative or something, because I don't know why he adopted me, but he always said He picked me up from the side of the road, so it should be nothing."

Mu Zhanxi nodded, and said, "Neither have you and I."

Meng Yinan froze for a moment, not understanding the meaning of this sentence.

But Mu Zhanxi didn't explain, and changed the subject again: "Next time, don't run away from home again." He also said that it was very hard to find Meng Yinan, and there would be no next time, so he asked Meng Yinan to promise.

Meng Yinan remembered being surrounded by someone surnamed Cao at the school gate, after which Mu Zhanxi said there would be no next time, but Mu Zhanxi didn't seem to have thought about how he would be punished if there was a next time, so every time something happened, Everyone will say that there will be no next time, but in fact it seems that there will always be grace.

Meng Yinan thought, in fact, the guarantee is useless, if there is something else that can make Mu Zhanxi feel more at ease.But he hasn't figured it out yet.

Mu Zhanxi probably got impatient with the wait, so he didn't ask him to make a guarantee in the end, but told Meng Yinan to forget it, and then returned to his previous angry state, ordering Meng Yinan: "In the future, if there is any Don't run away, come to me first."

Meng Yinan nodded obediently.

After waiting for a while, Meng Yinan realized that Mu Zhanxi seemed to be stimulated by the incident of him running away from home. He didn't know how to be angry when he was angry, and he didn't know how to feel distressed when he felt distressed, so he always said things that had nothing to do with him. The above is both angry and distressed.

It made Meng Yinan feel a little funny, and remembered all the things the two had gotten along with recently.

When Meng Yinan goes to Mu Zhanxi's room, Mu Zhanxi will be happy. When Meng Yinan drinks the drink brought by Mu Zhanxi, Mu Zhanxi will be happy. Meng Yinan is afraid of horror movies and refuses to lie on Mu Zhanxi's bed. Walking, talking about playing games together, holding hands while walking, Mu Zhanxi giving slippers before entering the house...Mu Zhanxi will not be unhappy when Meng Yinan bothers Mu Zhanxi.

On the other hand, Meng Yinan didn't answer the phone, played missing, didn't tell the truth, didn't let him hold hands, and pretended that the relationship was not good in front of Meng Du... Mu Zhanxi must be unhappy at such a time.

Meng Yinan thought very dullly, maybe Mu Zhanxi is easy to understand, and his demands are simple, he can be troubled, wants to get close, doesn't like Meng Yinan staying away, and hates falsehood.

If so, it should be very easy to make Mu Zhanxi happy.

Thinking of this, Meng Yinan stretched out his hand from under the quilt, looked at Mu Zhanxi, and slowly raised his palm up to Mu Zhanxi.

Then he said to Mu Zhanxi like that: "Brother, I won't run away from home."

He added: "There will be no next time, but if anything happens, I will ask you to help me as soon as possible."

Mu Zhanxi said yes, and looked at his hand again.

Meng Yinan shook his palm, looked at Mu Zhanxi with the kind of flattering eyes that errant puppies like to use from the bottom up, called his brother, and said, "Aren't you angry? Then you tease me. "

Mu Zhanxi could probably see that he was pretending again, so he didn't respond, just looked at him.

Meng Yinan had no choice but to take the initiative, put his palm on the back of Mu Zhanxi's hand, turned it over slowly, found the palm, and then slowly, like Mu Zhanxi teased him last time, put his fingers between his fingers and clasped them together .

During this period, Meng Yinan kept looking at Mu Zhanxi, and knew that he would be very attractive, so he saw Mu Zhanxi folded his fingers and shook hands with him.

You should be able to feel flattered and close, right?Meng Yinan thought.

It's just that he couldn't think about it after a while, because Mu Zhanxi looked at him deeply, and when the two got close, Meng Yinan's heartbeat started to speed up again, and it was difficult to maintain the state of thinking.

Meng Yinan felt that the relationship between the two could no longer be summed up in the simple word "brother", because some things had changed.

It started when Mu Zhanxi wanted intimacy and Meng Yinan was willing to give it to him.

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