deep blue

Meng Yinan slept long enough, and when he woke up again he would be in good spirits, able to eat and chat.

That afternoon, Cao Xicheng and Fu Yun both came to see him. After many days, there was no change in the friends, only Meng Yinan lost so much weight.

When Fu Yun saw him, he couldn't help crying, and his eyes were red from the moment he entered the door.

Cao Xicheng was also courteous with eager eyes, asking questions, whenever Meng Yinan wanted a glass of water, he poured it himself, ignoring Mu Zhanxi's cold eyes, holding the water glass to his mouth.Too obliging.

It seems that everyone is very concerned about Meng Yinan, afraid that he will be sick, hurt and uncomfortable, and hope that he will be happy and healthy without any worries.

Meng Yinan was happy about this, and he talked more, without any sense of weakness after differentiation, and seemed very energetic.

They chatted for several hours, and it seemed that they couldn't finish talking. It was nearly eleven o'clock when Mu Zhanxi grabbed the collar and forcibly ended the conversation.

During this period, Meng Yinan did not show signs of fatigue, and after they left, they had an extra meal of simple yogurt and fruit soup.

He said he was hungry, and Mu Zhanxi made it with local materials from a pile of condolences.

After eating the fruit to his heart's content, Meng Yinan had a good night's sleep. The next day's gland examination was also normal, and he was discharged from the hospital that afternoon.

After returning home, the first thing Meng Yinan did was to put waterproof stickers on the glands, and carefully took a hot bath.

He had a fight with someone surnamed Cao before, and he had some injuries, but not many.

He has been resting in bed for a while now, and those small wounds have healed in sevens and eighties, and some of them have lost their scabs, and new, more tender flesh has grown.The bluish-purple congestion on the skin also gradually faded to light brown, and even if you press it with your hands, you won't feel sore.

The most serious wounds were on the knuckles and knees of his left hand. One was beaten, and the other was knocked when he was thrown to the ground.

It was estimated that the injury was quite serious at the time, but Meng Yinan basically slept during that time, and didn't feel much pain. He was also taken good care of in the hospital these days, and now it seems that scabs have formed, and he didn't even care about it when he took a bath. Wound.

After taking a shower, he dried his body as usual, looked at himself in the mirror after wiping off a piece of water mist, and found that he was indeed thinner, his chin was a little sharper, his stomach was smaller, and the shape of his ribs was also faintly visible.

But... seems to have grown taller?

Meng Yinan made gestures in front of the mirror, and then leaned against the sink, trying to recall the height of the table before, but after comparing for a while, he couldn't be sure whether he had really grown taller.

He wanted to measure it later.I also thought, maybe people look taller because they are thinner.

Meng Yinan was thinking about things, and returned to the room with his hair half-dried.

After looking for a tape measure for a long time, I couldn't find it, so I received a call first.

There was no note on the phone number, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers.

When encountering this kind of call, Meng Yinan felt that it was very likely that it was an advertisement, so he usually would not answer it, and hung up as usual today.

But 3 minutes later, the number called again. Meng Yinan thought about it, and suddenly had some strange premonitions, thinking that it might be Meng Du.

Since the incident of running away from home last year, he and Meng Du only met a few times a year during necessary holidays.

Meng Yinan used to think that leaving Mengdu might not be difficult.As long as he works hard enough and endures for a while, he can leave him when he grows up and has his own life.

But sometimes, Meng Yinan found it difficult.

Because Meng Du played a key role in his life, the so-called key does not mean that he is important or indispensable, but that he is already Meng Yinan's adoptive father, and he has more or less participated in Meng Yinan's life and growth, leading Give Meng Yinan impeccable memories and past.

Just like a painting, the brushstrokes that have been painted cannot be erased. No matter what Meng Yinan will become in the future, that stroke will be on it.

It made Meng Yinan feel that he would carry this money with him forever.

This is also a very helpless thing to say, because no one can choose their own origin.

Everyone's birth is like a long and endless gamble. Some people are lucky and have good cards at the beginning, while some people are unlucky and their luck is so bad that they even hate it.

Meng Yinan was unlucky in the past, sometimes he wanted to try his best to escape and change his fate against the sky, but sometimes he felt that it was useless and he shouldn't do unnecessary struggles.

But recently, he felt that this might not be the case.

Because he hadn't seen Meng Du for a long time, Meng Yinan could feel his presence even more in his life.

He doesn't always think about being angry with Meng Du, he doesn't need to keep the door closed at home forever, he doesn't need to care whether his parents are vain, and he doesn't need to resist being an Omega or an Alpha.

During the split, Meng Yinan's dream also contained many past events, which reminded him of those bad memories.But no matter how Meng Du tried his best, Meng Yinan didn't follow his will and became an Omega. He realized that he was a clean canvas first, and then he had those brushstrokes.

He was Meng Yinan himself first, and then Meng Du's adopted son.

Therefore, Meng Yinan no longer needs to run away from home because of anger, and he does not need to take boring people and things to heart. He only has one task, which is to live his own life well, waiting for those bad brushstrokes to be stale and less colorful, and to welcome others. The arrival of bright, bright colors.

……

Meng Yinan connected the phone.

At first, no one spoke, and the signal waited quietly in silence. The voice didn't sound until Meng Yinan was sure that the other party was Meng Du.

"South."

After a long time, Meng Yinan let out a "hmm".

Both of them were silent, and after a while, Meng Yinan asked, "Did you change your phone number?"

"No, but didn't you block me?"

"..." Meng Yinan thought, there is such a thing.

It seems that with some dialogue, it will be much easier to say something later.

Meng Du finally mentioned the purpose of the call: "Listen to Mu Ting, are you split?"

Meng Yinan said "Yes", and after a while he said, "It's Alpha."

Meng Du fell silent.

Meng Yinan admitted that telling her gender also meant a little revenge.Although he knew in his heart that Meng Du shouldn't be taken seriously, he couldn't be completely calm in a short time.

"Really?" Meng Du seemed to smile, unable to hear the real emotion, he said, "Then are you happy? If you don't want to become an Omega, then you really aren't."

Meng Yinan thought about it, and felt that this was another remark full of flaws.

If he turns into an Omega, shouldn't he be unhappy?At this time, Meng Du called again to mock him in a bravado?Should Meng Yinan be angry and anxious because he is an Omega?

certainly not.

After thinking about it carefully, Meng Yinan suddenly remembered what Mu Zhanxi had told him.

is good sex.

Meng Yinan didn't feel much when he heard it just now, but after thinking about it later, he also felt that Mu Zhanxi might be comforting him.

But Meng Yinan felt that that might not be consolation.

Because no matter whether Meng Yinan is not differentiated or differentiated into Alpha, Mu Zhanxi's attitude towards him is always the same and has never changed.

Perhaps in Mu Zhanxi's eyes, there is no distinction between gender and gender. He said it was good, but that didn't mean that Alpha had any special features, but that Meng Yinan was very good.

Because Meng Yinan is very good, no matter what he becomes, he will be very good.

Thinking of this, Meng Yinan told Meng Du seriously: "I think I would be happy if I differentiated into an Omega. Because it was my own differentiation, not the medicine and syringes entrusted to you to catalyze it."

After waiting for a while, Meng Yinan said again: "I just want to say, don't get me wrong, my gender has nothing to do with you. And I think I'm fine no matter what."

On the other side of the call, Meng Du didn't know what he was thinking, and didn't answer for a long time.

Meng Yinan didn't think it was necessary to continue the call, so he said, "If you come to ask me about the results of the split, I've already told you. I'll just hang up if I have nothing else to do."

He waited for two more seconds, but Meng Du didn't reply.

So Meng Yinan ended the call and added the new number to the blacklist.

A few seconds after hanging up the phone, Meng Yinan heard a knock on the door.

He took a long breath, exhaled all the bad emotions, and went to open the door.

Mu Zhanxi was standing outside the door with a small medicine box in his hand.

Meng Yinan didn't know how long he had been here, and whether he had heard the call with Meng Du just now, so he stood at the door in a daze.

Mu Zhanxi raised his hand to rub his head, and said, "Go in first."

But after entering the door, Mu Zhanxi didn't say anything. As usual, he asked Meng Yinan to sit by the bed and brush up his hair, then opened the small medicine box to clean and disinfect the wound on the gland.

When the cold liquid medicine touched the wound, Meng Yinan shrank his neck subconsciously, and Mu Zhanxi told him not to move, as if to divert his attention, and said to him: "It hurts?"

Meng Yinan wanted to shake his head, but he didn't dare to move again: "It's okay, only a little pain."

After waiting, Mu Zhanxi said, "The doctor said it will be fine in about a week, and the pain will be gone soon."

It was not a big wound, but Mu Zhanxi told him so earnestly that the pain would be gone soon, which made Meng Yinan feel like coaxing a child.

Meng Yinan laughed, acting like a spoiled child on purpose, and treated himself like a child: "Then help me brag, maybe I won't be in pain anymore."

The cotton swab lightly tapped on the gland seemed to pause for a moment, and the person behind him said "OK", and then felt a small gust of wind blowing from the back of the neck at the same time the voice fell.

Meng Yinan shuddered almost at the same time, goosebumps began to appear on his arms, but luckily he wouldn't be found in his sleeves.

He thought to himself, why should I say such an extra word.

Fortunately, Mu Zhanxi didn't ask him what's wrong, and the wound was not too big, so no matter how slowly he applied the medicine, it would be wiped off quickly.

After the wound on the gland was healed, Mu Zhanxi half-kneeled beside the bed, looking at the back of Meng Yinan's hands and knees.

He looked at it for a while and suddenly raised his head, frowned and asked Meng Yinan: "Have you seen the water?"

Meng Yinan said "ah", "Have you taken a bath?"

Then I saw Mu Zhanxi showing a disapproving expression: "This may cause inflammation, and it will heal very slowly."

"Just apply the medicine again," Meng Yinan thought it was no big deal, "I didn't care about the injuries I got when I was young, and I'll be fine."

Mu Zhanxi lowered his head again, as if he was thinking about whether he could apply the medicine directly or what to do. Hearing Meng Yinan's words, he asked, "Did you often fight when you were young?"

"Ah?" Meng Yinan didn't expect this to be his focus, and almost choked on his own saliva, "No."

"Then how did you beat Cao Zhiyuan?" Mu Zhanxi still didn't look up, "How can you beat him like that if you don't fight often?"

"...Wh, like that?" Meng Yinan was a little nervous, licked his lips, and pretended to be stupid again, "Cao Zhiyuan...who is it?"

"You don't know?" Mu Zhanxi wasn't fooled at all, "Did Cao Xicheng tell you yesterday afternoon?" Mu Zhanxi said again, with a concussion, nosebleeds all over his face, and soft tissue bruises.

Meng Yinan was completely speechless.

It is true that he only found out who Cao Zhiyuan was yesterday, and he also knew a little about his injury.

The reason is very simple, because he thinks that Mu Zhanxi may have the tendency of revenge, Cao Xicheng hopes to be merciful, but begging Mu Zhanxi is not good, so he finds the client Meng Yinan.

It was also because of this that Cao Xicheng was so attentive yesterday.

"Brother, are you really going to beat him?" Meng Yinan thought it was funny, a little unreal, because no matter how Mu Zhanxi looked at it, it was difficult for him to be beaten up with the little gangsters in the streets and alleys Associated with, "Would you fight?"

Mu Zhanxi suddenly raised his head.

Meng Yinan's heart skipped a beat, and he saw Mu Zhanxi get up, first put the cotton swab in his hand in the small medicine box, then turned around, put his hand on Meng Yinan's shoulder and pushed him gently, letting him go fall.

Meng Yinan sat on the edge of the bed because he wanted to apply medicine, and there was a distance between his legs after lying down, and they were not closed. Mu Zhanxi bent his knees and leaned on the edge of the bed in between, bent down, and put his hands on Meng Yinan's ear , looking down at him: "What do you think?"

Meng Yinan didn't feel anything and blushed first.

He felt that Mu Zhanxi might not have wanted this position at first, but just teased Meng Yinan, but since Meng Yinan pushed him down without any resistance, such a situation was inevitable.

However, Mu Zhanxi didn't seem to intend to get up, but continued to ask: "What did you have with Cao Zhiyuan before?"

Meng Yinan was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself, how could he ask the teacher for his crime.

But this matter has developed to this point, there is no need to hide it from Mu Zhanxi, he honestly told the reasons why he followed Fang Qiao to the disco, fought with Fang Qiao at school, and was surrounded by Cao Zhiyuan after school. confessed.

Of course, I also did some beautification.

For example, I expressed my behavior of not refusing to go to the disco when I was too idle, as "I was a little hesitant at the time, I didn't expect them to really do that", and made Fang Qiao's provocative words even more vague, and told myself how to treat people step by step. He didn't say a word about being cornered, and said "I was so, so angry at that time"...etc.

Reduced a lot of details that can prove that Meng Yinan is also a militant, and expressed how "forced" he was at those times.

Mu Zhanxi didn't know if he saw through his little thoughts, stared at him and asked, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Before..." Meng Yinan blinked, and said innocently and pitifully, "I'm afraid that if you find out, you will think I'm troublesome and not well-behaved."

After waiting, Meng Yinan said, "I think you will hate me."

Because he is a new home stray dog, in order to be liked and not to be abandoned, of course he will not show his paws and canines in front of those who depend on him, but will only show his smart, sensible and human side, so that those who accept him feel It's good to have him around.

After hearing those words, Mu Zhanxi seemed a little angry, but more helpless.It seemed that Mu Zhanxi would never really get angry with Meng Yinan, he just asked him: "Then do you think, now that I know, I will hate you?"

Meng Yinan said obediently, "I don't hate it."

Seeing that Mu Zhanxi was unmoved, he even deliberately asked "Why don't you hate him".

Meng Yinan was half-true, half-false, and daring, with the coquettish and cute look that all puppies in the world are accustomed to, and said slowly: "My brother will not hate me, my brother likes me the most. "

But this puppy is unskilled and failed the cuteness test.

Before he finished speaking, Mu Zhanxi saw that his neck and ears were flushed.