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His father taught Fu Xinglin not to look at people's appearances since he was a child, but this time he still forgot his father's advice when it came to Cui Zhannan.After careful understanding, he gradually discovered that Cui Zhannan was actually not as annoying as he thought.

Perhaps he was deluded by subjective first impressions of him.

Just like how he ordered Liu Zheng just now.

Don't look at him with a bad voice and no good face, but Fu Xinglin can see that he is considerate of Liu Zheng who drove all the way here for more than five hours, so he forced him to change seats with Liu Zheng when he got in the car and took over the steering wheel from him.On the surface, Cui Zhannan said that he disliked Liu Zheng Yao and dragged him to sit in front to chat with him, but in fact he wanted Liu Zheng to rest in the back.

The rear seat of the Maybach is spacious and comfortable, even if Liu Zheng is tired, he can take a good rest.

It's hard to say what mood he was in at the moment he realized this, in short...it's not a very positive emotion.At that moment, he actually had this thought: No wonder Liu Zheng was so fond of Cui Zhannan in every possible way, spoiling him like a child.Maybe it was all worth it for him...to himself.

Since childhood, Fu Xinglin has never had such a friendship with complete trust and no burden. Perhaps it is more accurate to say that he has never had such a thing as friendship.At first he couldn't understand them, but now... he was a little envious.

I envy their intimacy, envy the intimacy between them that no one else can penetrate.

Fu Xinglin didn't like the feeling of being influenced by others, but... he just couldn't control it.

***

Cui Zhannan talked a lot with Fu Xinglin along the way.Including the campus construction of University A, which building is funded by Yuemei Group.They also chatted about some famous scenic spots and city history in City B.In short, although Cui Zhannan may look flamboyant on the outside, he actually likes reading and studying, and he is also a good student who knows astronomy first and then geography second-hand.It's just that he dislikes nerds, so even if he has a lot in his stomach, he doesn't like to talk about it all the time.

To put it bluntly, he still likes to be a layman.But as a common man, he still likes the kind of beauties who hold their hands, are arrogant, have high self-esteem, and are unattainable.

For example, people like Fu Xinglin.

If a gentleman can tear off the holy skin and show his desires in front of him, it will be a thrilling thing.

Although Fu Xinglin didn't talk much, in order not to make Cui Zhannan tired, he chatted with him seriously all the way, and after talking like this, he found that Cui Zhannan knew far more than he imagined.

He is like an encyclopedia, no matter what he is talking about, he can say one, two, three, and he is not talking nonsense, but really understands and knows.Even when talking about things he is not familiar with, such as Fu Xinglin's professional knowledge, he will listen carefully and ask for advice humbly, as if he has an unusual desire for knowledge.And this is so disproportionate to his frivolous appearance.

Fu Xinglin secretly thought in his heart: Maybe Cui Zhannan is not as ignorant and annoying as he thought, and he may even be a humble and studious person.

Fu Xinglin didn't realize that his impression of Cui Zhannan was slowly changing, and his thoughts also changed.

Along the way, the two of them basically never stopped talking.And Liu Zheng in the back seat also listened with great interest from the beginning, and fell asleep in the seat at the end, falling asleep with the chat between the two of them.

And in this process, unconsciously, Fu Xinglin didn't reject Cui Zhannan as much as when he first met him. He even discovered the bright spots in him, and began to appreciate this man slowly.

But the good times didn't last long, he just had a little liking for Cui Zhannan, but Cui Zhannan himself destroyed this little liking.

At that time, they chatted and chatted and talked back to work.

"Don't you want to stay in City B? Or develop on a higher and broader platform?"

Fu Xinglin restrained his expression, and said calmly: "I don't have such big ambitions and ambitions."

Perhaps it would be unbelievable for a person who is just 20 years old to say such a thing, but this is indeed the fact that he really has no grand plans for the future.

Fu Xinglin sometimes even feels that there is nothing worthy of his enthusiasm in his life, and the only thing he cares about is probably his family.

His brain is naturally quick, so learning about it has never been a burden for him.And his good grades will bring happiness to his mother and stepfather, so he feels that it is meaningful to study hard.Rather than saying that his good grades are for himself, it is better to say that he learned to make his parents happy.

Including his admission to college.

He didn't have too many ideas about where to go to university, what university to study, and what major to study. In short, he was also confident that no matter what he studied, he would learn it well and understand it.But his parents expected him to go to a prestigious school and study a major that would be easy to find employment in, so he ended up in the computer department of University A.

In fact, his family atmosphere is very relaxed and democratic. Seeing that he has completed most of his studies in an orderly manner, his family will no longer interfere in the subsequent affairs.Perhaps they feel that he has grown up and has his own plans and ideas, and no matter what life he chooses in the future, both of them will fully support him.

But what they don't know is that he doesn't actually have any plans for his future.

For staying in the big city and continuing to work hard, he neither rejects nor likes it, and seems to respond flatly to everything.The only thing he cares about is his family.

His parents are old and not in good health. He just wants to spend more time with the elderly, so he finally decided to go back to his hometown to take the civil service exam after graduation.Perhaps his choice seems unbelievable to others, but it is the most satisfying choice for himself.

Obviously, Cui Zhannan was one of those people who didn't understand.

"You are still young, and there are countless possibilities for the future of your life. To be honest, some people don't have the ability to support themselves if they want to develop better." Cui Zhannan looked ahead and held the steering wheel with both hands, "But you don't Similarly, if you can go to this university and come to this point, it proves that you are already better than many people. In fact, you can carefully consider and consider developing in other directions.”

Fu Xinglin frowned, pursed his lips and said nothing.

He doesn't like other people meddling in other people's business under the pretense of being good for him and even influencing his life. Cui Zhannan's behavior now undoubtedly touched his bottom line.

However, Cui Zhannan focused most of his attention on driving, so naturally he did not notice the change in Fu Xinglin's expression.

"To be honest, Xinglin, you have the potential to continue to develop. You don't know, our company recruits people every year, so I have also dealt with many fresh graduates. It's not that I deliberately praise you, it's true I have never seen a few people whose basic qualities are comparable to yours. If someone like you can come to our company, I will definitely wake up from my dreams, and I can guarantee that you will be able to lead projects independently within three years. Middle-level, high-level executives."

A trace of impatience flashed in Fu Xinglin's eyes, and he said in a deep voice, "I don't like that kind of life."

Cui Zhannan smiled when he heard the words: "There is nothing wrong with liking ease, but most people who indulge in ease too early will regret it in the second half of their lives. I am not denying your choice to be a civil servant, I just think you deserve a better life .And Luo County, and even City D, can’t compare with City B. It’s not discrimination or anything, but I’m telling you from the bottom of my heart, even if you’ve done your best in City D, it’s actually That way, it is still a small fourth-tier city after all. But City B is different. In this city, you will have countless unimaginable opportunities. As long as you seize one of them, you can rewrite your life, and even lead your whole family to realize it. Class Leaps."

Cui Zhannan had a leisurely and complacent smile on his face: "You don't want your parents to spend their entire lives guarding that little pension and living in a simple bungalow, do you? If life is all filled up by deposits and calculations, Then there will be no extra energy to enjoy life. All I think about every day is rice, oil, salt, and even buying a more expensive dress... Are you willing to let your parents continue to live this kind of life? Star Lin, I took you as my own younger brother to tell you these things with all my heart and soul. I really would not want to talk to others. But you are different. You are smart and you are also excellent. You have the ability to change The fate of the whole family. So...you can think about what I said to you. Of course, you are only in your third year, and there is still some time before you enter the society, so you can think about it slowly. "

Fu Xinglin remained silent all the time, and unconsciously grasped the fabric of his trousers with his hands hanging on his knees, his eyes were gloomy.

Although Cui Zhannan's words were gentle, they touched his sore spot.What no one knows is that when facing people from wealthy families like Cui Zhannan and Liu Zheng, he will also feel embarrassed, inferior, and embarrassed.

This is the unwillingness and helplessness of young people.

It's just that compared to making a lot of money, he feels that being with his family is more important, so he wants to go back to his hometown in the future.Although Luo County is a small county, and City D is also a small fourth-tier city, this is the place where he was born and raised, and he loves this place from the bottom of his heart.But now...it seems that Cui Zhannan said it was worthless.

After coming and going, his negative emotions accumulated to a peak, so at that moment his rationality went away for a short time, causing him to say things he shouldn't have said.

"Not everyone likes to live that kind of extravagant life. Greed for physical pleasure and material satisfaction, in my opinion, is a waste of life. Spiritual deprivation is more terrifying than anything else."

When Fu Xinglin said these words, the expression on his face was completely cold.And Cui Zhannan was startled when he heard the words, looked at Fu Xinglin, and then his face darkened.

To be honest, what he said just now really didn't have any other crooked thoughts, it was purely advice from the perspective of a senior, and he really said it for his own good.

But the person... didn't seem to appreciate it, and even said that he was wasting his life.

This is not the point that makes him most angry.

It seems that from the first time the two met, Fu Xinglin treated him indifferently, and sometimes he even felt that he seemed to hate him.And innocently enough, he did nothing.

So here comes the moment when all the emotions explode.He no longer wore a hypocritical smirk, his whole face was gloomy, and he didn't say a word.

And Fu Xinglin regretted it the moment he spoke.He glanced at Cui Zhannan, who was looking worried, and unconsciously pursed his lips, feeling a little annoyed.

The author has something to say:

Although Xiao Xinglin is a little ignorant and self-abased for no reason, and a little unlikable, this is his character.It was created by his growth experience and family education model, and he cannot be blamed.But after meeting Cui Zhannan, he will change a little bit and gradually become confident!Cui Zhannan is Xiao Xinglin's little lucky star!Save God!