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Fu Xinglin didn't know what happened to him, anyway, his calm heart seemed to ripple the moment he saw Cui Zhannan.Before he realized it, his feet had already followed the direction Cui Zhannan left.

At the moment, what lingers in his mind is the last sentence of the conversation with Cui Zhannan in WeChat. To be precise, it was the message that Cui Zhannan unilaterally sent him.

He said that he would come to University A to see him when he was free.

Unexpectedly, he would really see Cui Zhannan on the campus of University A, but he didn't come for him.

In fact, he really didn't care whether he came to see him or not.Not to mention Cui Zhannan, even Liu Zheng, he didn't have much feeling, even if he was his cousin.Liu Zheng was actually just a not-so-familiar stranger to him.Not to mention Cui Zhannan?It was even worse than Liu Zheng, because there was not even the slightest blood relationship between them, and that was a person he would never care about or even remember.

But for some reason, he just felt uncomfortable.He didn't like people like Cui Zhannan who casually said he cared about others, he hated him very much.He didn't know what kind of twisted mentality he had.In short, since Cui Zhannan said he would come to see him, he could break his promise and not come to see him.But if people come but not for him, and even forget about it completely, then he can't bear it.

Just like that, Fu Xinglin followed the two people in front of him out of the sports field and all the way to the parking lot outside the school.The two stopped, and Fu Xinglin also stopped behind the thick trunk of the sycamore tree not far away, watching them quietly from a distance.

Even though Cui Zhannan and that girl didn't have any overly intimate behaviors, as long as they are human, it can be seen at a glance that their relationship is unusual.At this moment, they don't know what happened between them, and both of them seem to be very depressed.The girl lowered her head not knowing what she was talking about, while Cui Zhannan kept silent and gazed at her tenderly.

Then they hugged again.The girl was crying, and Cui Zhannan gently wiped the tears off her face with his thumb.Then they took a deep look at each other and parted.

The girl covered her mouth and ran back to school crying, while Cui Zhannan still stood there with her hands in her trouser pockets and stared at the girl's back for a long time.

It was completely dark, and the street lamps on the side of the street stretched Cui Zhannan's shadow on the ground very, very long.Such a street scene, such an atmosphere, such a person...has an indescribable attraction.

It's like looking at a high-end movie poster, and the actor in the poster is so handsome and charming.

Fu Xinglin seemed to wake up in an instant, realized what a stupid thing he had done along the way, and then secretly scolded himself in his heart.He turned around with a gloomy face and left, walked into the campus with strides, and returned to the dormitory.

Cui Zhannan didn't notice Fu Xinglin, and he didn't realize that there was someone staring at him in the dark from the beginning to the end.At this moment, all his mind is on the matter of breaking up.

Although he is no stranger to breaking up, and it has happened to him countless times, he seems to be born with overflowing emotions. After each short relationship, he will feel sad for a while, as if commemorating his lost love .

And before the separation, He Xiangning showed such an appearance of being attached to him, which greatly satisfied his male self-esteem, so his nostalgia and emotion for this relationship increased a little.

After heaving a long sigh, Cui Zhannan turned around and opened the door to get into the car. As soon as he got in the car, he received a call from He Kaiwen.

"Hey?"

"Zhannan, it's me."

"Let the fart go."

"..." The man on the phone scolded with a smile, "Fuck, can't you be gentle with me? Rude."

Cui Zhannan fastened his seat belt and started the car: "I'm only gentle with good-looking men."

"Depend on!"

"It's okay to hang up."

"Hey! Don't hang up yet!" He Kaiwen howled, "Is Lan Bar coming tonight?"

"No, I'm tired."

Cui Zhannan usually spends his time outside of work either clubbing with friends or traveling with his partner, or staying in the room with his partner all day, in short, he is a person who can't rest.He Kaiwen is the third child of the He family, a few years younger than him, but he is the same as him, and they both love to play, and they often play together.

Lan Bar is the place where they often meet, drinking, disco, and sex hunting, it is simply a man's paradise.

But today, Cui Zhannan just ended a relationship, and at this moment he is still pretentiously indulging in the so-called grief of losing his love, so he decided to let himself relax, go home, have a good sleep and sort out his emotions.And the work of the past few days did consume a lot of his energy, he needed to lie down very much, so he ruthlessly rejected He Kaiwen's invitation.

"No, Brother Nan, aren't you going to blow off the flowers with A University? I heard that there are a group of young and beautiful girls in Lanba, are you sure you don't want to come? I saw that there are styles you like, don't you?" If you come, I will not be polite."

"Go and play by yourself." After a pause, "Also, He Xiangning and I have already blown it up, not about to blow it up."

"Isn't that good? Don't tell me that you still play the game of being sad after falling out of love."

"Yeah, I'm suffering from a broken relationship. Just let me go home and cry under the quilt. Don't bother me."

"No, Brother Nan, you have to stand up, Brother Nan! If you don't go to the old one, don't come to the new one. There are a lot of girls waiting for you here!"

"Play on your own, I'm not in the mood today."

"Zhannan, let me tell you that if you don't come, you will really regret it. There is a little boy here, who is very special. I heard that he is a beauty blogger, a little Internet celebrity who is not very popular. But this The boy's makeup skills are really superb, whether it is demeanor, makeup or dress, he is no different from a girl."

Cui Zhannan laughed all of a sudden: "It's not like you don't know what type I like. This kind of... I'm really not interested. If you like it, just accept it."

It is true that Cui Zhannan eats both men and women, but he is not particularly interested in men who are too feminine.He likes men just for their wildness, hormones, and masculine charm. If he likes a man who dresses himself up as a girl, he might as well like a girl directly, which will save trouble.

He knows that some gays like this, but Cui Zhannan must not be among them.

"That's because you haven't tried it!" He Kaiwen said firmly, "I'm sure this boy will subvert your aesthetic cognition and enlighten you! If you don't believe me, I'll send you his photo!"

Cui Zhannan's face was full of boredom, and he let He Kaiwen bluff on the phone.The phone vibrated twice, and he thought it was He Kaiwen who sent the photo.

Just at this time, the signal light turned red and there was a slight traffic jam ahead, so Cui Zhannan opened the chat interface of his phone and clicked on the photo sent by He Kaiwen.

The moment the picture was enlarged to see the person in the picture clearly, Cui Zhannan choked for breath.

As He Kaiwen said, this boy... is indeed very beautiful, and he is so unique and unique without being offensive.

At first glance, the person in the photo is a girl with a sweet style, but after careful identification, the slightly angular chin and curvy face tell him that this is actually a boy pretending to be a girl.

He is not like those sissies in fancy clothes on the Internet. He perfectly blends masculine handsomeness and feminine softness in himself, and nothing looks awkward.On the contrary, it is also unusually harmonious.

In short, this is a boy with beautiful facial features and a unique style.As He Kaiwen said, he seems to have really opened up a bit.

At this moment, he seemed to understand some of why Gay is so obsessed with the so-called "fake mother". It turns out that this kind of happiness...he has never experienced it.

"How are you doing? Are you coming or not?" He Kaiwen's urging voice came from the phone that was not hung up, and the trembling voice revealed the excitement and expectation of the owner.

Cui Zhannan's eyes were fixed on the photo, and he curled his lips into a smile: "Wait for me for half an hour."

***

As soon as Cui Zhannan arrived at Lanba, he saw a circle of people sitting in the booth inside, and the one in the middle was He Laosan.After Cui Zhannan came, everyone greeted him warmly, and everyone who knew him or didn't know him greeted him.

However, Cui Zhannan saw the person sitting at the edge of the crowd the first time he entered the booth, obviously the person in the photo sent by He Kaiwen.And the boy's eyes lit up the moment he saw him.

The handsome androgynous boy smiled at him with his pink lips.Cui Zhannan only felt a heat in his heart, and then walked straight towards him.

He pointed to the empty seat next to the boy: "Is there anyone here?"

The boy touched the ends of his long hair with his slender fingers, then shook his head.

"I also told you to sit here with me! It's good for you, you can find a good place for yourself!" He Kaiwen teased Cui Zhannan loudly and boldly, his face glowing red from the alcohol fumigation.

Cui Zhannan glanced at him with a smile: "I don't like to sit with a drunkard like you."

"Hey! You still hate me?"

Most of the people present were familiar with it, so Cui Zhannan didn't have to bear any burden, and let go quickly.He glanced at the boy beside him sipping a drink.

Real people are actually better looking than photos.It's so strange, Cui Zhannan doesn't think he's disgusting at all even though he's a man disguised as a woman, on the contrary, he's also unspeakably cute.

"What's your name?" Cui Zhannan poured him some wine.

"Brant." The boy's voice was neither high nor low, just enough to be clearly heard by Cui Zhannan.

"My name is Cui Zhannan."

"Yeah, I know." Brant looked at him with bright eyes.

"You know?" Cui Zhannan looked at him with raised eyebrows, with a playful smile on his face, "He Kaiwen told you?"

Brant shook his head.

"Then how did you know?"

"Do you know Liang Rui?"

"Liang Rui?" Cui Zhannan searched in his brain for a few seconds, and then remembered that this was one of his former P friends, who had been together for about a week.

Brant smiled slyly: "Liang Rui is my friend."

"Oh?" Cui Zhannan laughed, "You don't mean to fight for your friend, do you? Let me declare in advance that we broke up peacefully. And to be precise, we are not dating."

"I know." Unknowingly, Brant seemed to sit closer, "I just heard him tell me...you're amazing. Just curious."

Cui Zhannan quietly looked at the boy who was getting closer, the corner of his mouth was still smiling, and his dark peach eyes were full of interest:

"Just curious? Don't want to try?"

Brant took advantage of the darkness in the bar to directly stick to Cui Zhannan, their lips were about to touch each other.

"Then shall we try?" He paused for a few seconds, "Maybe... I can call Liang Rui, and we...together."

Cui Zhannan's body became hot in an instant, and even his breathing became hot.He curled his lips around the boy's waist:

"go?"

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