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Cui Zhannan is the person who doesn't value appearance the least, so his ability to open his eyes and tell lies is much stronger than ordinary people.He thought that Fu Xinglin must have really believed his words, so he thought of using this to add another firewood.So he became more and more addicted, and finally has evolved into a cowardly love for love.

"Forget it, let the past go. As long as everything is what she wants now, then all I can do is bless her. Since she chose to end with me, it means that I should be more sensible and disappear in the world." In her life, she should not be disturbed any longer." Cui Zhannan looked at the fat cow in his sauce bowl with a sad look, and the volume of his voice was a few degrees lower than before, "Emotions... It cannot be forced."

Fu Xinglin was sitting next to Cui Zhannan, feeling very uncomfortable seeing him like this.And this discomfort is not just caused by one emotion.

He felt that his current state was very strange and strange.He felt worthless for Cui Zhannan, resented for it, and even felt sorry for Cui Zhannan at this moment.But on the other hand, he hated Cui Zhannan who looked like this.

He didn't know where his disgust came from.Maybe it's because he looks down on Cui Zhannan, who is depressed because of his feelings, or maybe... because he dislikes Cui Zhannan who is trapped by love because of others.

He couldn't tell himself.

Fu Xinglin took a deep breath to relieve his anxiety, and said in a cold voice: "Maybe after a while you can let go. You still have friends and family, and love itself is not the whole of your life. Transfer it Concentration, maybe better."

Cui Zhannan smiled bitterly: "I hope."

Sitting across from the two of them, Yao Junze, who lowered his head and heartlessly gorged on meat, glanced at his uncle with a pretentious expression, and really wanted to applaud his uncle's superb acting skills.He watched his uncle perform all kinds of plays in front of Mr. Fu like he was watching a play, thinking that with his uncle's speed of changing people, how could he be hurt so emotionally?I'm afraid that if it wasn't for turning around, I would have forgotten what people's parents were called.

That's why Mr. Fu is so easy to deceive because he is not deeply involved in the world.

So Yao Junze stuffed a big mouthful of mutton into his mouth, and gave his uncle a big white eye with disdain.

Cui Zhannan naturally saw Yao Junze's tricks, so he gave Fu Xinglin a glance while he was not paying attention, and warned him to be more honest.Yao Junze curled his lips, stuck out his tongue and concentrated on eating his own barbecue.

At this time, Cui Zhannan also took advantage of the opportunity to grab Fu Xinglin's hand, and continued to pour out his "voice" to him.And Fu Xinglin didn't show any impatience, and listened carefully to Cui Zhannan talking about how much he liked that girl, and how much he couldn't let her go.Fu Xinglin is silent most of the time, and looks like a conscientious listener.Perhaps only he himself knew that his mood at the moment was not as calm as he appeared on the surface.

He lowered his head slightly, lowered his eyes, his gaze was fixed on Cui Zhannan's hand holding him, and there seemed to be a black wave surging back and forth in his heart.

I don't know why, every time he heard Cui Zhannan's "I can't let it go", the anger in his heart increased. At the end, he was almost unable to control himself, and he wanted to vent all these mixed emotions.

So he said again: "Brother Nan, let me vent your anger for you when they finish eating and go outside."

When Fu Xinglin said this for the first time, he was impulsive, but he didn't really want to do anything, just to appease Cui Zhannan's emotions.But now...he really wanted to hit someone.

It's not that he has any deep hatred with that boy, he just feels itchy fists and wants to move around.He needs to do some intense exercise to relieve his depression that is about to explode.

Cui Zhannan temporarily stopped his heartbroken performance, and stopped putting on a show, because he found that Fu Xinglin seemed to be serious.This kid...wouldn't really want to beat someone up, would he?

He thought he was just joking...

"Well... Xinglin, in a society where the rule of law beats someone, you have to pay for it, so we can't do it."

Fu Xinglin still had a cold face, his dark eyes looked at Cui Zhannan without blinking, and he didn't speak.So Cui Zhannan really didn't know what he was thinking for a while.

Later, Cui Zhannan was afraid that Fu Xinglin would be too impulsive to control himself and fight with others, so he didn't eat too much and ended the meal hastily.Yao Junze didn't have enough to eat, so he was dragged away by his uncle's collar.

After coming out of the restaurant, Cui Zhannan led the two into his car, but before he started the car, he received a call from his brother-in-law.His brother-in-law said on the phone that he would come to pick up the child later, so Cui Zhannan would not be allowed to make another trip to see the child off.

Cui Zhannan didn't bother to bother, so the three of them sat in the car and waited for Yao Junze's father to come and pick him up.

During this period, Fu Xinglin has been very quiet. He sat on the passenger seat and looked out of the car window sideways, wondering what he was thinking.Thinking of Fu Xinglin's serious look in the restaurant just now, Cui Zhannan was also afraid that he would suddenly want to hit someone again, so he didn't say anything.

After a while, Cui Zhannan's cell phone rang again, and it was his brother-in-law who had arrived.

"Xinglin, you wait in the car first, I'll take Junze there, my brother-in-law's car is parked opposite."

Fu Xinglin nodded when he heard the words, his expression was quite natural: "Well, you guys go."

Yao Junze also put on his coat, and waved to Fu Xinglin before getting out of the car: "Goodbye, Mr. Fu."

Fu Xinglin smiled at him: "Goodbye."

After both uncle and nephew got out of the car, the calm and indifference that Fu Xinglin had pretended on his face all collapsed.He beat his head with some annoyance, and began to feel regretful and ashamed.I didn't know what happened when I was in the store just now, it was as if my brain was broken, not only the emotional changes were out of my control, even this mouth was out of control.

What did he say?Cui Zhannan wouldn't find him strange, would he?

I really want to find a rope and hang myself!

After sending Yao Junze to the car, Cui Zhannan chatted with his brother-in-law Ren Qianyi.At this time, Yao Junze, the co-pilot, suddenly came over and looked at Cui Zhannan with a mean smile.

"Uncle."

"What are you doing?" Cui Zhannan looked at him.

"Have you taken a fancy to Mr. Fu?"

Cui Zhannan was startled, and the expression on his face became much more serious.

Ren Qianyi frowned first, and glared at his son: "What are you talking about?!"

Yao Junze curled his lips: "Although I am young, I know everything. You adults don't have to keep secrets in front of me. My uncle just likes men. Not only do I know that I have seen them, what's so strange?"

Ren Qianyi opened his eyes wide, as if he had a new understanding of his son.

Cui Zhannan stood outside the car, looking at Yao Junze through the car window, without much expression on his face.

The expression on Yao Junze's face was a little smug: "Uncle, just tell me the truth, do you like Teacher Fu?"

Ren Qianyi's expression was very embarrassed.For this brother-in-law, he actually didn't quite understand it at first, liking men... In his opinion, it was a very deviant thing.But it seemed that the Cui family had accepted and accepted this matter, and even Chang Hui didn't say anything, so he tried to understand and support it.

But now...he felt extremely embarrassed.

Cui Zhannan put his arms around his chest and looked at Yao Junze with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "So what if you are, so what if you are not? You should not worry about this."

Yao Junze snorted softly: "Actually, I can tell at a glance that your concern about my grades is just a cover. In fact, your goal is Teacher Fu, right?"

Cui Zhannan ground his molars, wishing he could kill this little bastard with one bite.

"Uncle, buy me a gunpla! I'll pretend I don't know anything, and I can help you if necessary."

Cui Zhannan snorted coldly: "I need your help? The little bastard didn't learn anything else, but he learned pretty well by taking advantage of the fire, huh?"

Yao Junze raised his chin: "Okay, if you don't agree to my conditions, I will tell Mr. Fu that you are interested in him in a while."

Cui Zhannan was speechless for a moment.Not to mention, he really couldn't let Fu Xinglin know about his wolfish ambitions, at least not now.This stinky brat... really can't handle him to death.

So in the end Cui Zhannan agreed to this kid's unreasonable request, but at the same time, he was also planning to get Chang Hui to enroll this kid in one more interest class.It seems that he is still too idle!

***

Fu Xinglin saw Cui Zhannan walking back from a distance.

The man is tall and has long legs and good clothes. Even if he can't see his face clearly from such a long distance, it will make people feel pleasing to the eye.Fu Xinglin didn't notice at all, his eyes were glued to that figure all the time.

After getting in the car, Cui Zhannan quickly turned up the air conditioner in the car, glanced at Fu Xinglin next to him, and asked, "Is it cold?"

"Fortunately."

It's still early, and Cui Zhannan doesn't want to send Fu Xinglin back to school.So he thought for a while, then looked at Fu Xinglin and suggested, "How about we go to the bar for a drink?"

Fu Xinglin opened his mouth and was about to refuse, Cui Zhannan immediately added as if he guessed what he was going to say: "When I'm in a bad mood, I want to drink, but drinking alone is too lonely. ... If you have other things, you don't have to accompany me."

What Cui Zhannan said... If Fu Xinglin really refused, he would be a white-eyed wolf.So he had no choice but to agree.

"I'm fine, so I'll accompany you to have a drink."

Cui Zhannan was overjoyed and pretended to be moved and said to Fu Xinglin, "Thank you." Then he started the car.

Fu Xinglin felt a little uncomfortable for a while, touched his nose and said nothing.

After arriving at the bar, Cui Zhannan ordered two glasses of wine with ease.Although Fu Xinglin has never been to a bar for consumption, after all, he has worked in a bar before, and he is quite familiar with everything here.

Looking at the wine that Cui Zhannan pushed in front of him, Fu Xinglin waved his hand: "I don't drink."

Cui Zhannan didn't force him, he smiled and said, "Then you can chat with me."

After this chat, the two chatted until late at night, and it seemed that it was almost the bedtime of Fu Xinglin's dormitory.At the beginning, Cui Zhannan could pretend to talk about the lost relationship that he regretted, but later he talked about whatever he remembered.

But Fu Xinglin didn't seem to want to stay here to pass the time. He kept checking the time, as if he was a little anxious.

Cui Zhannan didn't want to just let him go, but he couldn't continue chatting.So he thought for a while and made a decision: pretend to be drunk.

"Brother Nan, what's wrong with you?" Fu Xinglin hurriedly supported Cui Zhannan who had fallen on him.

The man buried himself on his shoulder and muttered, "I'm dizzy..."