make zero with tears

Fu Xinglin never doubted it, and he never thought that Cui Zhannan, a shameless person, could deceive underage children together and co-operate in deceiving him.

Because Fu Xinglin had seen Cui Zhannan sick before, and knew that although this person looked glamorous on the surface, he was actually very rough in taking care of himself.

When I am sick, I would rather lie down and sleep than get up and take some medicine or go to the hospital. I naively think that I will be better after a night of sleep.His family does not have sufficient food reserves, which shows that he does not cook much at ordinary times.Most of the medicines in the medicine cabinet have expired and have not been replaced in time.He can see from many small details in life that Cui Zhannan is a little less able to take care of himself, and he is definitely the kind of person who needs someone to take care of him.So when Yao Junze told him on the phone that Cui Zhannan was sick and refused to cooperate or take medicine, he never doubted it at all, because it was very consistent with his cognition of Cui Zhannan.

However, it wasn't until he opened the door and saw Cui Zhannan who was lying on the bed pretending to be weak but actually had a ruddy complexion and bright eyes, that he vaguely felt that he seemed to have fallen into a trap.

Cui Zhannan secretly lifted his eyelids and glanced at Fu Xinglin who pushed open the bedroom door and walked in, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly uncontrollably.

Fu Xinglin pursed his lower lip and walked in, standing in front of the man's bed and looking down at the man lying on the bed.Cui Zhannan pretended not to be very comfortable and sat up with his hands on his body, even his voice was hoarse: "Are you here?"

Fu Xinglin's face was calm, making it impossible to see his inner thoughts.He just stared at Cui Zhannan with those black grape-like eyes, and asked slowly, "Where's Junze?"

Cui Zhannan opened his eyes and said nonsense: "Oh, he's home, my sister picked him up, and he will have an oil painting class later."

In fact, he just came back from her sister's house.The two of them called to deceive Fu Xinglin at his sister's house. After the matter was successful, he drove back quickly. In fact, his heart beats a little faster now. After getting out of the car, he ran all the way back. Yes, for fear that he would be caught by Fu Xinglin who rushed over before he entered the house.

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan's face quietly, and did not speak for a while, the room was so quiet that Cui Zhannan could even hear his own breathing.I don't know why, but being looked at by Fu Xinglin like this makes me feel guilty...

In fact, I haven't seen him for so many days, Cui Zhannan really misses him a little bit.Seeing him standing in front of her right now, not to mention how happy he was.It's just that after what happened last time, the atmosphere between the two was more or less awkward. Even a thick-skinned person like Cui Zhannan didn't know what to say to Fu Xinglin for a while.

Obviously when the two were together before, the topics were one after another and they couldn't stop talking.

Fu Xinglin looked Cui Zhannan up and down, feeling a little strange in his heart.During this period of time, he always avoided thinking about anything related to Cui Zhannan, but he knew very well that Cui Zhannan's influence on him was greater than he imagined.Now this person appeared in front of him like this, even if he pretended well, he knew that he couldn't calm down at all.

Cui Zhannan seems to be born to be an existence that cannot be ignored.

"Why did you suddenly get sick?" Fu Xinglin's voice was very calm.

Cui Zhannan blinked lightly, without changing his face, he said: "Maybe he caught a cold, it's nothing to do."

"Then have you taken your medicine?"

"Eat." Cui Zhannan continued to make up.

"What medicine did you take?"

"..." Cui Zhannan's mind went blank for a few seconds, and he couldn't even remember the name of the medicine for a while.

That’s right, he seldom gets sick at ordinary times. Even if he needs to take medicine when he gets sick, it’s mostly his father or a private doctor who squeezes the medicine and pours the water to his mouth. Name, so I don't know what kind of medicine I take every time I get sick.

So this really made Fu Xinglin stop asking.So Cui Zhannan said vaguely: "Just... ordinary cold medicine..."

Fu Xinglin still looked expressionless, just watching Cui Zhannan quietly without any expression fluctuations.

After a long time, he suddenly said, "Cui Zhannan, are you pretending to be sick?"

Cui Zhannan was taken aback.

"What is your intention for doing this?" Fu Xinglin's voice was still as flat as water, "Is it interesting to play me?"

Cui Zhannan's eyes suddenly became erratic.Although he didn't know how Fu Xinglin found out, since the conversation has already reached this point, it would be meaningless for him to continue pretending.So he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked in front of Fu Xinglin, raised his face and looked into the boy's eyes without blinking, with a very calm expression.

"Why do you say?"

Fu Xinglin didn't speak.

Cui Zhannan smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes: "It's not because you have been avoiding me and refusing to see me. I have no other choice, I don't know what to do, so... I used this method to put You lied, at least this way I can see you, can't you?"

Fu Xinglin seemed to be stabbed by the loneliness in Cui Zhannan's eyes, and felt a tightness in his chest, which was not very comfortable.

"I apologize for deceiving you, don't be angry." Cui Zhannan's voice softened a lot.

He deliberately changed into loose and comfortable pajamas in order to pretend to be sick, and his hair, which was meticulously groomed on weekdays, was also smoothed down. He looked four or five years younger, without any aggressiveness, just like a... ...a soft and deceitful rabbit.So facing Cui Zhannan like this, Fu Xinglin really couldn't get angry.He even thought... Cui Zhannan with this appearance was quite pleasing to the eye, just like the man he saw at the bar that night...

Realizing that his mind started to go offline again, Fu Xinglin immediately forced himself to come back to his senses and concentrate.He didn't dare to look at Cui Zhannan's watery eyes, and immediately turned his gaze away to the decorative painting on the wall of the house.

Fu Xinglin said in a rough voice, "I'm not angry."

Cui Zhannan laughed immediately: "It's good that you're not angry."

Fu Xinglin glanced at Cui Zhannan, and felt that the bright smile on his face was like a sword, piercing through the barrier surrounding his heart.

He looked away uncomfortably, and said in a stiff voice, "Why do you care so much about whether I'm angry or not?"

He felt uncomfortable with Cui Zhannan's intimate, even ambiguous tone and words, but this discomfort was not uncomfortable, he just felt...embarrassed.So he wanted to stop Cui Zhannan's behavior, so that he would stop treating him like a woman and coaxing him and caring about his emotions...

That's weird.

The smile on Cui Zhannan's face suddenly widened: "Silly boy, what do you think?"

Obviously, Cui Zhannan didn't receive Fu Xinglin's signal, and he even felt that Fu Xinglin was acting like a baby with him, so he was very happy.

Fu Xinglin was stunned, and then blushed because of those three words.

Cui Zhannan could see Fu Xinglin's embarrassment at a glance, and felt like he had eaten a piece of honey, sweet from the inside out.Seeing Fu Xinglin's expression like this, he really felt that his efforts during this period were not in vain.

Although Fu Xinglin said to distance himself from him, in fact... he was not completely indifferent to him.

Seeing that Fu Xinglin's face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye, Cui Zhannan continued in a good mood: "Because I like you, I care whether you are happy or angry. Otherwise, I won't care if I just bring a passerby."

Even after knowing each other for so long, Fu Xinglin still can't adapt to Cui Zhannan's generous way of expressing love.In the past, the two were still friends anyway, at least in his view, so the embarrassment and embarrassment were still within the digestible range.

But now Cui Zhannan has clearly expressed his heart to him, and all the love arrows he expresses so generously are also directed towards him, which makes him feel ashamed and flustered.

"Stop talking..." Fu Xinglin glared at Cui Zhannan angrily, "Stop saying... such things."

He really couldn't accept a man who said these sweet words of love to him.

Cui Zhannan carefully looked at Fu Xinglin's face, and was silent for a while.

"Xinglin, I know you can't accept me for a while, but I hope you don't start to alienate me just because I like you. Even if I can't be a lover, I still want to be friends and brothers with you. If it's because I confessed to you My liking makes you afraid of me and stay away from me, then you... you can pretend that I didn't say it." After a pause, "Xinglin, I can accept that you don't love me, but I can't accept that you hide from me and stay away from me." Me. Anyway, at least you don't disappear, okay?"

When he said these words, Cui Zhannan's expression was very sincere and serious, completely gone from his usual frivolity and casualness.This also made Fu Xinglin have to face up to what he said.Maybe it was Cui Zhannan who usually behaved too easily, which made Fu Xinglin not particularly believe how much he likes him, but now it seems...

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan's beautiful eyes that seemed to be able to suck people in, and sighed softly in his heart: "Okay, I promise you."

Cui Zhannan showed his face for a moment, stepped forward and hugged Fu Xinglin with his arms: "Thank you."

Fu Xinglin's body froze for a moment, and he subconsciously wanted to push him away.However, feeling the man's body temperature, the strength of his arm, and the pleasant smell on his body... he was a little unable to reach out and push.

At this moment, he knew very clearly that he was held in a thick, safe and warm embrace.And this embrace belongs to Cui Zhannan.

Fu Xinglin lied to himself that he didn't push him away because he didn't want to hurt him anymore. After all, it was true that Cui Zhannan liked him, so there was no need for him to hurt him with words and actions.

It's just that Fu Xinglin may never know that Cui Zhannan is far from being as "pure and flawless" as he imagined. At this moment, Cui Zhannan is holding Fu Xinglin with a smile on his face.

Cui Zhannan has always been able to bend and stretch, and he doesn't even want to face in order to achieve his goals.To him, Fu Xinglin was like a delicious, hot cake.Even if he had to throw his face on the ground, as long as he could have a taste, he would be happy.

Fu Xinglin, to a certain extent, was no match for him at all.

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