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Cui Zhannan has always been very tolerant and generous to Fu Xinglin, and sometimes Fu Xinglin even had the illusion that he was being favored by Cui Zhannan.So the Cui Zhannan he saw was always gentle, good-tempered, and smiling.Even if he throws a tantrum or acts a rogue once in a while, it's still within the normal range.

But it seems to be the first time that he is so serious and impolite like now.

Fu Xinglin pressed his thin lips tightly, without saying a word, just looked at Cui Zhannan with a sullen face.

"I don't care what you said or did before, because I know you are young, and sometimes you can't speak at all. Say what you think, and I can understand you. But you provoke me again and again. If I still If I hold back and don't speak, then I'm a coward." Cui Zhannan's voice was very cold, and even the eyes that looked at Fu Xinglin were no longer the tenderness and ambiguity of the past, but only indifference and anger that could not be seen at a glance.

"It's true that I'm gay, and it's true that I like men, but I don't bother you, right? I don't eat or drink yours, do you care if I like men or women? You say you don't Is there something wrong? Come to me and scold me. Did I really give you a good face and make you forget your last name? Fu Xinglin, tell me what you did today, and tell me yourself, huh? Is it plausible? No matter how young and ignorant you are, you at least know how to respect others in public, right? Where is Yuemei? That's where I work, and I'm the boss here! You were in the lobby on the first floor just now Speaking of places where people come and go, have you considered how bad this matter will have on me? Ah?"

Cui Zhannan was really pissed off by Fu Xinglin, but he was used to pampering Fu Xinglin, so even when he was furious, he didn't yell at Fu Xinglin, but reasoned with him in a good-tempered manner.

"Fu Xinglin, I don't know why you are so angry because of these trivial things. Even if you are angry, you can tell me, I can explain to you or coax you, no matter what, it's between us But Liu Zheng was still there just now and you just said those words, have you considered the consequences? Huh?"

Fu Xinglin's two hands hanging by his side were clenched into fists little by little. He stared firmly into Cui Zhannan's eyes and said in a deep voice, "It doesn't matter if you say you like men. If the person you like isn't me Of course I'm too lazy to care whether you like men or women, you've been harassing me all this time, how dare you say that you're not bothering me?"

Cui Zhannan's face seemed even uglier: "Do you think the relationship between us is harassment to you?"

Fu Xinglin sneered: "Otherwise? Isn't it?"

Cui Zhannan gritted his teeth, his liver ached from Fu Xinglin's anger.He is definitely not a magnanimous gentleman. He has followed the principle since he was a child: whoever makes him uncomfortable, he will make the other person uncomfortable a hundred times.So he pulled his lower lip coldly, and said harshly:

"Fu Xinglin, don't you like me?"

Fu Xinglin stared and cursed, "You fart!"

"Hey, don't deny it. If you didn't like me, what would you do today? Let me tell you, Xiao Xinglin, you have to be honest with your heart."

Fu Xinglin felt restless and bored, as if Cui Zhannan really hit the mark, making him blush and feel uncomfortable all over.But Cui Zhannan still had a smug look, and he deserved a beating, which made him so irritable that he wanted to cover Cui Zhannan's face.

So he blushed with anger and said in a hateful voice: "Cui Zhannan, don't put gold on your face! Do you really think you are something good? Who cares about you? Only your old lover Shu Jianlin still treats you as a Baby, don't think too highly of yourself. I told you a long time ago that I like women and don't like men, so I won't be interested in you at all, you should die!"

Fu Xinglin is like a kid who has been trampled on his feet, he panickedly and viciously refuted everything Cui Zhannan said, as if he wanted to protect his self-esteem through this childish and rude way .

So he thought that Cui Zhannan would be furious if he said this, and he might even completely tear off the last layer of fake gentleman's disguise and start scolding or fighting him completely.However, to his surprise, Cui Zhannan didn't seem to have the above thoughts.On the contrary, he actually looked at him quietly with a three-point smile on his lips.

"How do you know about my relationship with Shu Jianlin?" Cui Zhannan felt that he had grasped the point.

Fu Xinglin didn't realize the trap in front of him at this moment, and said directly: "What? Are you afraid that people will find out? You kept telling me that the relationship between you two is innocent, but you didn't expect to turn around and reveal your secrets, right? Who told me otherwise? The important thing is that you actually want to deceive me. Cui Zhannan, you really think I'm a bully. Let me tell you, it's not good for you if you make me anxious!"

Usually Fu Xinglin didn't talk much, but today he talked a lot.Even in this kind of quarrel situation, so many words are still output.Although Cui Zhannan had never studied psychology, he naturally knew that this was probably a sign of a guilty conscience.

Because of a guilty conscience, I wanted to use more than one sentence to cover up my true heart.

Cui Zhannan curled up the corners of his lips and smiled a little, and the person who was so angry with Fu Xinglin just now smiled happily in the blink of an eye.The mass of qi that was originally nestled in the chest seemed to dissipate completely without knowing it.

Fu Xinglin didn't need to tell him, even if Cui Zhannan guessed with his toes, he probably knew that Liu Zheng said it, because Fu Xinglin probably only saw Liu Zheng after he left the office.After all, not many people knew about the past between him and Shu Jianlin, and Liu Zheng happened to be the one.As for Liu Zheng... Although he has a big mouth and a big heart, and he looks like a fool when he comes up, he also knows what to say or not to say about some things.

For no reason, Liu Zheng would somehow tell Fu Xinglin about his and Shu Jianlin's rotten rice, so he speculated that Fu Xinglin probably asked Fu Xinglin himself.

Hey!Then this can be interesting!

Cui Zhannan suddenly felt like a villain, he felt that he had finally caught Fu Xinglin's trick.

"Then I understand." Cui Zhannan nodded with a clear expression on his face.

The wrinkles between Fu Xinglin's eyebrows deepened in an instant.What do you understand?understand what?Why was Cui Zhannan's reaction not what he expected?What is going on in this man's mind?

Cui Zhannan grinned frivolously and flirtatiously with one corner of his mouth, and looked at Fu Xinglin with those shining beautiful peach eyes.

"Fu Xinglin, are you jealous? You are jealous of Shu Jianlin."

Fu Xinglin was taken aback for a moment, but he didn't say anything to refute for a while.

He subconsciously wanted to deny it, he wanted to say that Cui Zhannan was talking nonsense, but for some reason, it was hard to get the words out of his mouth.

Cui Zhannan's words seemed to wake him up.Are you jealous?He was unhappy seeing Cui Zhannan and Shu Jianlin hugging each other because he was jealous?He randomly guessed the relationship between Cui Zhannan and Liu Zheng and lost control because of jealousy?

No, it's impossible.How could he be jealous?He doesn't like Cui Zhannan... He hates and hates homosexuality so much. Over the years, he has believed that men who like men are the most disgusting creatures in the world. He should hate, reject, and stay away from Cui Zhannan.

But think back to when he first found out that Cui Zhannan liked men, he was shocked, surprised, and even resented towards Cui Zhannan.But among these emotions, there is no disgust or rejection.

Although he said "disgusting", he knew in his heart whether it was really disgusting.

Fu Xinglin's body was stiff, and even his facial expression was as stiff as a sculpture.He just looked at Cui Zhannan so firmly, even though he looked calm on the surface, he was completely shattered inside.He was experiencing the shock that most overturned his cognition, and that feeling...was no less than letting him break up and reassemble.

The matter of "maybe he fell in love with Cui Zhannan" was like a heavy hammer hitting his heart.This incident... overturned everything he had done in the past 20 years.

Fu Xinglin's silence made Cui Zhannan feel a little uncertain for a while, and even began to doubt his own speculation.But no matter what, this has already been said, even if he is tricked and abducted, he has to let Fu Xinglin, a love rookie, get on his boat!

So he organized his words in his mind and continued: "You are hesitant, Fu Xinglin, you are hesitant. Are you still unable to see your own true thoughts? Say it yourself, you clearly know that I like men, so you also think about it. You should know that I must have dated other men before this. But you see that I still react so strongly to Shu Jianlin, doesn't that explain the problem? "

Fu Xinglin's breathing rate was completely out of order. He fixedly stared into Cui Zhannan's eyes, and warned in a low voice, "Enough is enough, stop talking."

"Why don't you let me say it? Are you scared? But I'm sorry I have to say it." Cui Zhannan raised his neck and looked straight at Fu Xinglin's eyes without a trace of dodge, "Ask yourself, what do you think of me? What kind of relationship, is it really just a friend or brotherhood as you thought? Which of your friends will take care of you, spoil you, and treat you like me? Conversely, you will be jealous of your friends Is it? No, is it? You just like me, and you still don't admit it. "

Fu Xinglin clenched his fists tightly: "I said it, don't say it again."

At this time, Cui Zhannan didn't pay attention to Fu Xinglin's warning at all, and continued to say on his own:

"There was indeed a period between Shu Jianlin and I, but that was all in the past tense. We have never been in touch for so many years, and today is the first time we met. As for the hug you saw, it was just It's just an ordinary hug. The reason why I didn't tell you the truth is that I was afraid you would think too much, because there is really no need to say such boring things to make you unhappy. But now it seems that it still makes you unhappy. I apologize, I'm sorry. Since you mind, I will not contact him except for work in the future. After all, you are the most important thing in my heart. Let's not quarrel because of others, okay? We..."

Cui Zhannan's words stopped abruptly. He opened his eyes wide and looked at Fu Xinglin who suddenly came forward to cover his mouth with his hands, and was stunned.

Fu Xinglin's face was already flushed red, and there was shame and anger in his eyes.He was very close to Cui Zhannan, at this moment he almost said through gnashing of teeth:

"I told you to stop talking! Can't you shut up? If you say one more word, I will beat you!"