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The sweet taste of strawberries lingered on the tip of his tongue. Fu Xinglin chewed the juicy pulp lightly, and the strange feeling in his heart became clearer.

He didn't expect that Cui Zhannan would suddenly take out a box of strawberries, and they were strawberries from his hometown D City.He seemed to be able to imagine the scene of Cui Zhannan taking a plane with a box of strawberries.

Strawberries can be found everywhere, especially City B, a bustling metropolis that lacks everything.You can buy high-quality strawberries imported from abroad in any fruit shop here.But this box is different. Cui Zhannan personally brought back strawberries from his hometown.He knew that this was not just a box of strawberries, but Cui Zhannan's wish...

In fact, Fu Xinglin was really not afraid that Cui Zhannan would play a rogue, if he couldn't take it anymore, he would scold him and beat him up.But he couldn't stand Cui Zhannan who was full of sincerity.

It made him... at a loss, and he didn't know how to deal with it.And what flustered him the most was that because of Cui Zhannan's actions, his heart was no longer calm.His thoughts, emotions, and everything have been completely controlled by Cui Zhannan.

That's not really a... good sign.

The two chatted while eating strawberries in the car, perhaps to be precise, it was Cui Zhannan's unilateral "chat".He told Fu Xinglin what he had seen and heard in L City these days, as if nothing had happened, and he talked about the sea sausage he tasted for the first time.

Although Fu Xinglin didn't say a few words of agreement, he was still listening carefully. For a while, the atmosphere between the two people in the carriage was unusually peaceful.

Strawberries are cooler, and it is not good to eat too much in this early winter.So the two of them just ate a few and then resealed the lid.

"You pack these and take them back to the dormitory at night, and share some with your roommates. I bought a lot, about five catties, which is enough to eat. If it weren't for the weight limit of the fruit on the plane, I would buy you another box." Cui Zhannan carefully sealed the tape on the box, not forgetting to claim credit.

Fu Xinglin pursed his lips lightly, looked at Cui Zhannan without blinking, and his heart beat faster and faster.

"Thank you."

Cui Zhannan looked at him and smiled: "What are you being polite about?"

No matter what happened between the two before, the touch at this moment is real.Fu Xinglin sighed in his heart: Cui Zhannan is really a person who can confuse people's hearts, making people... can't escape the net he set up.

"You came to see me today just to give me strawberries?" Fu Xinglin asked.

"Then do you want me to do anything else?" Cui Zhannan said in a frivolous tone.

Fu Xinglin was helpless, and even wanted to laugh.Cui Zhannan... is really serious for no more than 3 minutes, and will reveal his true colors in a short while.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore." Cui Zhannan restrained a little, "I came to see you today for a serious business."

"what's up?"

Cui Zhannan took out his phone and seemed to be looking for something on it, then turned the screen of the phone to Fu Xinglin, smiled and said, "I saw your circle of friends."

Fu Xinglin was stunned, and his eyes were fixed on Cui Zhannan's mobile phone. What was displayed on the screen was the circle of friends that Fu Xinglin had posted before, and under that circle of friends, Cui Zhannan also liked it.

"Why don't you come to me if you can't get sponsorship?"

Fu Xinglin pursed his lower lip, but did not speak.

"Even if you are angry with me, you should speak up when you need my help. I just happened to see your message, otherwise you are going to be so stubborn and not tell me?" Cui Zhannan put away his phone, his tone It's like educating primary school students, "Are you stupid if you say you don't take advantage of my age?"

Fu Xinglin couldn't hold back for a while, touched his nose and whispered: "I can also get sponsorship myself. Originally, I planned to go to Huaxin Supermarket today."

Cui Zhannan smiled: "Even if you can persuade them to sponsor your school's activities, how much money can they sponsor you? Can it be as much as me?"

"..."

"Okay, you don't have to run around anymore, the more beautiful you are about the school's anniversary." Cui Zhannan said generously, "I can't bear to see you humbly begging for money from those old and cunning things."

Fu Xinglin pursed his lips and looked up at Cui Zhannan.To be honest, Cui Zhannan's decision to sponsor the school celebration was completely unexpected by Fu Xinglin. He thought that the young master came to him to have fun because he had nothing to do, but he didn't expect that he was really looking for something serious.

First, I gave him strawberries, and then I gave him sponsorship.Although Fu Xinglin knew what he thought about him, he still felt warm in his heart when faced with what Cui Zhannan had done for him.That feeling... Maybe it should be moved.

"……thanks."

Cui Zhannan smiled, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch Fu Xinglin's face: "You boy, you can say thank you."

Fu Xinglin felt uncomfortable and wanted to dodge, but seeing Cui Zhannan's shining bright eyes but didn't really dodge, he let Cui Zhannan take advantage of him.

Fu Xinglin didn't speak, just looked at Cui Zhannan with his dark and beautiful eyes so quietly, Cui Zhannan was very happy to see it.This kid... was the cutest and the cutest when he was stroking his hair.

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan without blinking, lowered his voice a little, and asked, "Aren't you angry when I... treated you like that before? Come and help me."

Cui Zhannan curled his lips: "Do you think I won't be angry? This mouth of yours... almost pissed me off."

Fu Xinglin was a little embarrassed, as if he also felt embarrassed.

"I'm sorry Brother Nan, I...in fact, I didn't intend to say those ugly words. At that time, my mood was a little unstable, so I couldn't speak my mind. If I hurt you, I apologize to you." Fu Xinglin said awkwardly After saying the apology that I had kept in my heart for a long time, I felt that the burden in my heart was relieved for a while.

Cui Zhannan raised one eyebrow, put his arms around his chest and curled his lips into a smile, looked at Fu Xinglin's slightly flushed face with smiling and loving eyes, and joked: "Yo! It's rare, I can still have The day I heard your apology."

Fu Xinglin's expression became even more embarrassing for a moment, and he said in a low voice, "Brother Nan, don't make fun of me."

Cui Zhannan still looked at him with a smile, and after a long silence, he asked, "Xinglin, how do I treat you?"

Fu Xinglin looked up at him.

"When I was on a business trip to L City, I was thinking that the last time I went to the Northeast was when I met you. I didn't have much feeling for the Northeast, but because of you, I felt that there was a sense of intimacy. I heard that the people there are familiar. accent, I will think of you too. So I thought, you haven’t been home for almost two or three months since your grandpa’s funeral last time. Then I saw the strawberries, so I thought about bringing you some, Let me give you a taste of my hometown. Xinglin, it’s actually quite stupid to carry fruit on a plane. After all, fruit is available all over the country, and very few people take this kind of thing when they fly. But this kind of stupidity I still did it for you. Not because of anything else, but because I want to do it for you, and I want to treat you well." Cui Zhannan sighed softly, and continued to use words to establish his glorious and great reputation. The image of Love Saint, "Xinglin, I really like you. I know you may not be able to understand the relationship between men for a while, but you have to believe that I really like you."

Fu Xinglin lowered his eyes little by little, and remained silent for a long time.

At this moment, Cui Zhannan also held his breath and looked at Fu Xinglin for a moment, observing the changes in his expression.You know, Fu Xinglin is definitely the most difficult person he has encountered over the years.Don't eat soft and hard, don't eat oil and salt, no matter what kind of tricks he uses, he will not submit obediently.Even if he was despicable and shameless and wanted to use coercive means to possess him, but in the end the force value was not as good as others, and if he insisted on it, he would be desperate.

The more he couldn't get it, the more Cui Zhannan wanted it.He felt that if Fu Xinglin didn't take the bait all the time, he would almost be dazed.When watching movies before, Cui Zhannan didn't understand the actors always talking about "obsession".Now he knows, Fu Xinglin is definitely his obsession at present.

He has done everything he should do, and he has said everything he should say. He is also sure that he has definitely shaken Fu Xinglin's tenacious and stubborn heart.But Fu Xinglin couldn't resist Fu Xinglin's weird temper, so he just refused to admit it.

Anyway, it's not that he hasn't put the ultimate move at the end, but under normal circumstances he won't use it easily.But if Fu Xinglin is still so stubborn, it is not impossible to consider.

That kind of medicine is not available in the market, but He Kaiwen has a way to get it.At worst, give Fu Xinglin some medicine and let him fiddle with it.

But Cui Zhannan has always disliked this method.He doesn't like unresponsive sex/love, because it doesn't bring him any pleasure in the same behavior as rape/corpse, and this kind of thing is quite harmful to the person who is drugged.Cui Zhannan is not that beastly, he likes a person, although he wants to sleep with the other person, but he also wants to be good to him, so he doesn't want to be on the legal channel.

He hoped... that Fu Xinglin would not give him a chance to turn this idea into reality.He didn't want to.

Fu Xinglin was silent for a long time, and the expression on his face was also very cold.In the past, when Cui Zhannan said these love words, Fu Xinglin was either embarrassed or glared at him. In short, all the reactions were vivid.Instead of being lifeless like it is now.

Cui Zhannan had an exquisite heart since he was a child, and he noticed something in an instant, so he asked keenly:

"Xinglin, can you tell me...why do you dislike homosexuality so much?"

Fu Xinglin's eyes seemed to dim a bit for an instant, looking scary, but... quite distressing.Cui Zhannan didn't know why he felt this way, but he just felt that he seemed to have inadvertently touched some past events that Fu Xinglin didn't want to mention.

After a long silence, Fu Xinglin just shook his head lightly, and said softly: "I don't like it or not, I just can't accept it."

Cui Zhannan frowned slightly.He could see that Fu Xinglin wasn't telling the truth, but he didn't continue to ask.Fu Xinglin obviously had an expression that he didn't want to say more. If he insisted on asking, maybe the result he got would not be what he wanted.

So Cui Zhannan speculated that perhaps Fu Xinglin had been hurt by homosexuals before.Emotional hurt?

Cui Zhannan curled his lips a little unhappy, feeling uncomfortable.In his eyes, Fu Xinglin is as clean and pure as a piece of white paper. He hopes that all the marks in his life will be completed by him, and he doesn't want anyone to take the lead.

Cui Zhannan looked at him, was silent for a few seconds and then sighed softly: "Okay, don't be so serious, just smile."